Chi Jingyuan took Pei Zhuxun's arm and didn't let her leave. He asked one more question, and at the same time, he didn't avoid it and looked straight at her.
And Pei Zhuxuan had already understood something from Chi Jingyuan's obviously meaningful tone. His heart suddenly tightened.
She twisted slightly first and made a weak resistance, then raised her head and looked at him. There seemed to be a shadow in her originally bright eyes.
Facing Chi Jingyuan's gaze that seemed to see through her disguise, Bae Zhuhyun looked at each other and immediately turned her head to one side to avoid the other person's sight. She lowered her head and looked to one side, but there was no focus in her pupils.
The posture seemed a bit awkward... If Chi Jingyuan hadn't grabbed her arm, it felt like she would have escaped from here in the next second.
The two were in a stalemate in this posture for a while. Soon, Chi Jingyuan clearly felt that his father's breathing had become rapid. Under his straightforward explanation and gaze, the emotions in her heart seemed to be brewing.
It's close to breaking out.
At this time, in addition to all kinds of complicated and depressing emotions coming together in Pei Zhuxuan's heart, he could not help but feel a strong sense of powerlessness and grievance.
Doesn't she want to ask? Doesn't she know that Chi Jingyuan and Pei Xiuzhi have had a special relationship a long time ago? Can she really not see it?
Doesn't she want to seriously question Chi Jingyuan if he has done anything bad and order him to keep a distance from that dead woman?
But she... is really a little unwilling, or dare not.
When she had a crush on Chi Jingyuan and started having an affair, she was just a trainee, while Chi Jingyuan was already the TOP member of a TOP group, so there was no comparison between the two in terms of career...even if red velvet later debuted
, after getting over the ugly situation when they first debuted, they have developed well, but they are still far behind EXO and Chi Jingyuan.
There is a big gap in career, and the same is true in many other aspects. Even though Pei Zhuxuan doesn't know what Chi Jingyuan's family background is, the name of SM's most famous royal family is extremely loud, and after being exposed to so many, she actually feels a little confident.
At the same time, after debuting, I got to know many people in the industry, and then I realized how valuable my father-in-law is and how popular he is with the opposite sex...
She is also three years older than him...
Although the relationship between the two of them for more than half a year has been sweet and intoxicating for her, and she can also feel that her father likes her, but in the somewhat unbalanced contrast, there is always a feeling of worrying about gains and losses...
This is especially true when it comes to Bae Suzy, and even other women. She always feels that once this layer is exposed, there will be no room for change in some things, and the relationship between the two people may be about to end... She deeply feels that
The relationship you are stuck in may be about to break up.
However, she doesn't want to break up.
Don't want to at all.
...even if you are an ostrich, you don’t want to. Regardless of whether it will change in the future, at least that’s what I think now.
But the suppressed emotions in his heart could no longer be suppressed under Chi Jingyuan's gaze.
I didn’t mention it anymore, just pretended I didn’t know, didn’t see it... Why do you have to force me?
In Chi Jingyuan's sight, Pei Zhuxuan's eyes turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye. As his long eyelashes trembled, ripples of water appeared from his eyes, and soon melted into tears and slipped out of the corners of his eyes.
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Pei Zhuxuan, who had been avoiding him just now, turned around and looked at Chi Jingyuan, crying heavily and looking at him with hazy eyes:
"Then what do you want me to do?"
She reluctantly said something, and then she forcefully pulled her arm out of Chi Jingyuan's hand, half-turned around and squatted there, sobbing hoarsely, letting all the accumulated grievances and irritable emotions be released.
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Chi Jingyuan, the initiator, stood nearby and was a little unresponsive for a moment... He didn't expect that Pei Zhuxuan had suppressed so many negative emotions during this period, and when they were all vented, he was a little unexpected.
She doesn't know how much pressure the name of her love rival brings to her.
Chi Jingyuan wants to say something, but he always feels that except for some exaggerated promises that are difficult for him to fulfill, nothing he says has any effect, and may even have some counterproductive effects...
I don’t know how long it took, but most of my suppressed emotions and grievances were vented with tears and crying, and then the crying gradually stopped.
Pei Zhuxuan wiped her eyes with the tissue that Chi Jingyuan just handed over, stood up and glanced at him, walked to the side and put on all the clothes, then returned to the side of Chi Jingyuan, her eyes shifted to the side again,
It's like talking to the refrigerator:
"Send me back."
…
The half-month-long date came to an abrupt end in a very short period of time. The white car stopped and walked on the slightly empty road, but the laughter and the greasy atmosphere in the car were gone and it became peaceful.
It was quiet, with no extra movement other than the deliberately lowered breathing sound. The occasional honking sound coming from the nearby traffic jam seemed particularly harsh at the moment.
Chi Jingyuan drove quietly. Apart from keeping his attention on the road ahead, he seemed to be thinking about something.
Bae Zhuhyun was sitting in the passenger seat, leaning half against the car door, tilting her head to look at the street scene outside. The colorful neon lights reflected on her face through the car window, lighting up a pretty face and an unfocused face.
's eyes.
After the crying and emotional outburst just now, the depression in Pei Zhuxuan's heart has dissipated a lot, and now she actually feels a little regretful...a little annoyed that she didn't control her emotions before.
And besides that, now that it was almost clear, she seemed to be thinking about the future development, what should the two of them do...
I just didn't have a clue for a while, and I started to feel dazed as I thought about it.
Soon the car drove to the alley near the red velvet dormitory. At this time, there were no businesses still operating on this already remote alley, and the surrounding area seemed particularly quiet.
After the car stopped, the two of them made no movement, didn't speak, and didn't communicate. They just sat there in silence.
After a few minutes, Pei Zhuxuan seemed to have finally decided something. He pulled off his seat belt, turned his head and looked over. After hesitating for two seconds, he finally spoke: "We have recently..."
But before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Chi Jingyuan.
He looked at Pei Zhuxuan's face, and the dark pupils looked particularly deep in the night.
He blinked and suddenly laughed:
"I haven't wiped my tears clean... I don't look as good as before, and the car doesn't even light up."
Pei Zhuxuan, whose words were interrupted, pursed her lips and looked at Chi Jingyuan's smile. She didn't try to repeat what she just said. She stared blankly for a few seconds before turning her head, opening the door and whispering:
"I'm leaving first...you, drive slower when you go back."
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After separation from Bae Zhuhyun, Chi Jingyuan drove the car on the road. For a moment, he didn't know what to do, so he just drove aimlessly in the direction of Gangnam District.
Although he didn't cry as sadly as Bae Zhuhyun, and he has been acting calm and collected from just now... But actually, seeing the relationship that was so close just now turned into this, I actually felt a little complicated at this time.
Some guilt, but also some calmness...
The words "Then what do you want me to do?" that Pei Zhuxuan said just now when he could not control his emotions left a very deep impact and image in his heart.
I don't know why... At this moment, he suddenly recalled the scene when he met Bae Zhuhyun twice by chance.
Some of the other details of the meeting at that time had almost been forgotten, but what left the deepest impression on him was actually the disdainful look the young lady secretly gave him when they passed him because she hated his status as an airborne soldier.
He didn't think anything of it at that time... Thinking about it now, he felt that Bae Zhuhyun looked really handsome at that time.
That little white eye glance is so expressive and full of sense...
Although it's just rolling your eyes, it's much better than crying.
Thinking about it, Chi Jingyuan couldn't help but laugh, shook his head, glanced at the empty road ahead, turned the steering wheel, and drove towards EXO's dormitory.
………
Pei Zhuhyun came to the door of the dormitory but did not come in directly. Instead, she took out her mobile phone first, used the black screen as a mirror to look at herself, straightened her hair and expression, especially the position of her eye sockets, and then took it out after making sure there was nothing strange.
The key opens the door.
She doesn't like to be seen as doing anything wrong.
Her movements were very light, with a feeling of tiptoeing.
Just as he opened the door and was changing shoes at the door, he was discovered. Jiang Seulgi was sitting on the sofa in the living room holding a bag of snacks, eating and looking at him:
"Onie, you are back..."
"Yeah." Pei Zhuxuan's heart sank a little, but when she bent down to change her shoes, she still responded naturally: "Are you the only one?"
"Seung Wan is taking a shower..." Jiang Seulqi stood up with a smile, wandered over here, and looked at the time at the same time: "Why did Unnie come back so early today?"
"It's early, it's already very late."
Standing up straight, Pei Zhuxuan smiled lightly at her.
Just when Jiang Seulqi wanted to ask some random gossip, she found that this Unnie didn't stop in the living room at all. He only said "I'll go in first" and quickly walked through the living room and went directly to his room.
, and then gently closed the door, only waiting for the silence that followed behind.
The smile froze on Jiang Seulqi's face, and the snacks in her hand were stuck in the air. However, she did not feel ignored. Instead, she glanced at the closed door of the room suspiciously, rolled her eyes twice, and returned to the room again.
When I got to the sofa, it was hard to focus on the TV.
Pei Zhuxuan returned to the room, closed the door, and didn't even turn on the light, so she lay on the bed helplessly.
Although she didn't want others to know that she and her boyfriend had some problems today...but she was really in no mood to put on a smile and make excuses with the members.
She stared blankly at the dark ceiling with only some fluorescent lights shining on it, trying to calm down the complicated and intertwined emotions in her heart.
It was obviously good before. When we drank ginseng chicken soup together, it still felt sweet. Why did it suddenly become like this?
But she actually knows in her heart that this kind of thing will be revealed one day. Even if she pretends not to see it, the depression and irritability accumulated in her heart will become more and more, and sooner or later it will burst out... But today Chi
Jingyuan seems to be a little extra strong.
She had actually thought about it privately before, what would happen if this kind of thing was brought to light.
But now, after all the annoyances were vented, Pei Zhuxuan found that she was not as aggrieved as she thought, and she didn't hate Chi Jingyuan that much...
Instead, she felt unexpectedly calm... because she had known for a long time that her boyfriend was not a law-abiding character.
At the beginning, there were rumors among the trainees that Chi Jingyuan was a player or something. I also saw with my own eyes the intimacy between him and Zheng Xiujing in the stairwell... At that time, I still despised it in my heart.
After debuting, I also heard all kinds of gossips and rumors about Chi Jingyuan's girlfriends. There are various versions, and each one is different.
But in every rumor, he is not an honest image.
During their previous ambiguous period, and even when they first started dating, Son Seung-wan and Kang Seul-gi had hinted at her. The two of them had known Ji Kyung-won earlier and were very good friends. They were emotionally attached to this close relative of the same age.
I still know a little bit about her style, especially Jiang Seulgi, and he tried to persuade her to consider it from the side.
Bae Zhuhyun can understand, because for Jiang Seulqi and Son Seungwan, two people who have a good relationship with her and Ji Kyungwon, once the two break up, these two members and relatives of the same age will be between them.
It's really difficult to do.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! If Chi Jingyuan knew, he would definitely say that these two people are traitors... This thought suddenly came to his mind, and Bae Zhuhyun's originally expressionless face
Suddenly a smile appeared for no reason.
Maybe it's because she likes him so much that she doesn't feel particularly angry with Chi Jingyuan... She is indeed sad, but more of it is actually a complaint.
After all, I already knew it... and I was mentally prepared...
But at the same time, she hated Pei Xiuzhi even more, even to the point of hatred and hostility... If Chi Jingyuan had anything to do with other women, she might not be so sad, but it was this woman.
The lingering ghost can't find a man?
Bae Zhuhyun estimates that if he meets her again next time, it will be difficult for him to manage his expression to the required level...
In the dark room, she looked at the corner of the wall through the dark night light. Although she couldn't see clearly, she knew that in the cabinet over there was the rabbit backpack that Chi Jingyuan gave her some time ago.
It is her favorite among so many bags...
Although it is very naive, she really likes it... but she has never found a chance to carry it out.
I am also planning to carry it on my back next time I find a chance to go out and play together.
Huh... Bae Zhuhyun covered her eyes with her arms and sighed deeply in her heart.
Although she would not take the initiative to break up, her mood was indeed very complicated. After she made it clear, she didn't know how to face Chi Jingyuan. Even if she pretended that nothing happened, she would feel awkward in her heart.
She doesn't know what will happen in the future, but at least recently, she wants to calm down.
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"Jingyuan, did you and Juhyun Unnie have a fight?"
Chi Jingyuan parked his car downstairs in the dormitory. He received a text message from Jiang Seulqi just as he got out of the elevator. He could feel an air of concern in the text on his phone.
"You really have the potential to be a spy."
Instead of saying it directly, he replied with a comment. Chi Jingyuan shook his head, entered the password, opened the door and walked in.
Who said Kang Seulgi is stupid?
Because they have to shoot the MV today and tomorrow, the members stayed in the dormitory these two days, which was quite lively... After Chi Jingyuan came in, he greeted several members in the living room, but didn't chat much.
After a brief wash, I returned to my room and closed the door.
"Why are you back so early? I thought you wouldn't come back until midnight."
Both roommates were playing with their phones on their beds. Wu Shixun looked over in surprise when he saw him.
"..."
Chi Jingyuan ignored him, walked in and lay down on the bed, covering his forehead with his arms to block the dazzling chandelier light.
But Wu Shixun, who was just saying hello casually, suddenly found that there seemed to be something wrong with Chi Jingyuan's reaction and there seemed to be something wrong with his expression.
He put down his phone and looked over strangely. He looked at it carefully for a while, thought for a while, and suddenly his eyes widened: