But I still felt that his emotions were very strong and that a storm was coming.
Xun Lang tried to organize an idea, but he couldn't help but want to get angry. He suppressed his emotions and spoke softly.
"This is a child and a life. Although it is outside the plan, since he is here, we should accept him instead of driving him away."
Tang Yili retorted: "But you also said that this is not part of the plan. We have clearly agreed to wait a few more years. You don't force it."
"What I mean by not forcing it is not deliberately pursuing it when it doesn't exist. It doesn't mean that the children will come and then forcibly abort them for some so-called several-year plan!"
"Besides, that plan is just your personal idea. You didn't discuss it with me in advance."
"No discussion?!" Tang Yili felt surprised and raised her voice, "You clearly agreed not to have children, how could you think that I didn't discuss it with you?"
"Or is it that your so-called agreement at the beginning was just a perfunctory way to deal with me? You didn't really agree with me at all!?"
Xun Lang paused and did not answer.
He never thought that a child would come so quickly, so when Tang Yili said she didn't want children, he did so out of sincere respect for her.
But she didn't expect that when the child came, her accommodation and respect for Tang Yili would turn into perfunctory and false agreement in her eyes.
Xun Lang felt a little disappointed.
There was a stalemate in the scene, and there was pain in Tang Yili's eyes.
Xun Lang finally just wanted to ask, "What is the reason why you don't want a child?"
"I have said before, we are still young, there is no need to worry, and if we have children, we will become fat and ugly——"
"Now that I've said this, Tang Yili," Xun Lang seemed to be holding back a lot, "Why don't you tell me... the reasons you haven't mentioned before."
What we have to give up now is a life with Xun Lang's blood. To abort it, we need a strong enough reason.
So, tell me what the reason is, the reason that is suppressing you in your heart, the reason that you cannot talk about, the reason that even you dare not face.
Tang Yili was speechless.
At this time, a prompt appeared in the inspection window.
When Tang Yili saw her name, she no longer had to face Xun Lang's questioning. While it was a relief, her nerves became tense again.
What we face this time is the real judgment.
Tang Yili stood up, feeling that his hands and feet were cold, and he didn't know which step to take first.
On the other hand, Xun Lang has an extremely strong psychological quality. He put aside the topic just now and comforted Tang Yili: "I will get it, you sit and wait."
Ten steps away, Xun Lang walked to the machine in three steps and swiped Tang Yili's medical card.
In these few seconds, he had no distracting thoughts or hesitation at all.
Tang Yili couldn't sit still, so he moved slowly, looking at the machine's printing results, his heart felt like it was being held in someone's hand, and he was rubbing it gently.
Xun Lang had already received the page and looked down at it seriously.
Tang Yili felt extremely uncomfortable. His breathing became shallow and deep. He walked over and took a closer look. At this glance, he was filled with emotions.
Tears flowed down my face.
Xun Lang hugged her and kissed her on the forehead. He couldn't tell whether he felt regretful or relieved.
Not pregnant.
Tang Yili is not pregnant.
The discussion and unpleasantness just now turned into a theoretical discussion. Discussion is a kind of discussion and communication. Because there is no need to make a real decision, differences can be preserved.
The quarrel can be treated as if it didn't happen.
This is undoubtedly the best ending for them.
Xun Lang held Tang Yili's little face in his hands. The tears had already stained it and made it cold. Without makeup, she looked weak and haggard, which made people feel sad for no reason.
Xun Lang sighed deeply and wiped her face dry with his thumb, "Okay, it's a false alarm. I won't cry anymore."
Tang Yili felt even more aggrieved, as if she was against him. The more Xun Lang wiped his eyes, the more tears he shed.
"I don't want children just because I don't want them. You can say that I am selfish, greedy for pleasure, and have no sense of responsibility, but you can't say that I don't love you."
Because, his last pressing question had already pointed to this answer.
He thinks that the reason why Tang Yili doesn't want children is because he doesn't love her enough.
Tang Yili choked with sobs and looked aggrieved, which made Xun Lang feel as painful as a thousand arrows piercing his heart.
"I'm sorry, Ali."
He did have a moment of doubt, and maybe this doubt had not gone away, but he should never have asked Tang Yili such a question at this moment, the morning after he was rough with her.
.
Xun Lang hugged her tightly and stroked her gently, as if she was not the only one who needed comfort.
And him.
The two hugged each other for a long time. Xun Lang still remembered Tang Yili's discomfort and coaxed softly: "Go to the doctor first, okay?"
It was already past eight o'clock, and the doctor on duty in the emergency department had already left work. In his original position, a strange face was replaced, looking at the fullest working state of the day.
"Okay, it's okay, just take good care of yourself for a few days and you'll be fine," the doctor said calmly after reading the checklist, but he didn't know that the two people in front of him had gone through the ordeal of going through hell.
"When your period is about to come, your X tract will be congested and fragile, so it may bleed. I'll prescribe you some medicine. If you feel uncomfortable, come back to me."
Tang Yili was supported by Xun Lang and walked out of the hospital gate. When she saw the morning light in spring, it was as golden as spring itself and wanted to be embraced.
On the way home, she kept leaning on Xun Lang, without any energy, waiting for sleepiness to set in.
When they were almost home, Xun Lang carefully carried Tang Yili out of the car, treated her like a treasure, and put her on the bed in the bedroom. Tang Yili still wanted to sleep, so Xun Lang helped her tuck in the quilt.
"I asked Sister Yu to come over and make you some food. You have a good sleep and don't go to work today."
Tang Yili nodded with a strong nasal voice, then closed his eyes and continued to sleep.
After struggling all morning, Xun Lang couldn't let go of Tang Yili and was confused. But Ji was even more confused.
At the critical moment of changing dynasties, there was no room for relaxation. Xun Lang was determined and well-dressed, and did not show any signs of fatigue when he returned to the company.
Arrive at the office at half past nine.
The thing Xun Lang asked someone to find last night was put in a white envelope and already placed on the table.
Now, father and son no longer have direct contact. Official matters go through Chen Sheng, and private matters go through Xun Miaoyun. Xun Lang checked the items in the envelope and called Chen Sheng to say that he wanted to see his father.
Ji Nanyun went to work as usual today and was also waiting for this moment.
Seeing my son walking in tall and straight, I had to admit that I was indeed getting old, and I might lose sooner or later, but I didn't expect it to be so early.
A little unwillingly, he pointed to the chair in front of him and asked Xun Lang to sit down.
"Come on, tell me how you were able to buy off all the royalists in such a short period of time. You know, they have been my confidants for thirty years."