I am born to be emotionally indifferent, whether towards my parents, brothers, or friends around me.
I enjoy this feeling, not being swayed by emotions, and being able to remain calm and self-possessed under any circumstances.
In fact, I have known Momo for a long time, Jiang Shi said she is older or younger, and we are all of the same age, so we always bump into her on various occasions.
In my initial impression, she was a pampered girl with beautiful appearance. I had no feelings for her and never paid any attention to her, but I could always hear things about her from others.
They are nothing more than words of jealousy or ridicule, with no nutritional value.
Until the real eldest daughter of the Yun family came back, she fell from her height and became a fake that everyone despised and laughed at. She was even forced into an unmatched marriage by the Yun family.
On the contrary, I paid more attention to her.
I'm very curious about how a beautiful and beautiful flower like her can survive in the swampy mud of a slum.
It was obvious that the Yun family had given up on her, but somehow she used some method to get the Yun family to help her return to school, and she became an instant success in the city's unified examination.
interesting.
Many people suspect her of cheating, but I don't think so.
If you don't have the strength, even if you copy the answers, you won't be able to get a good score of eighth in the city.
My curiosity about her grew, which was not a good sign, but I didn't realize it at the time.
I have never been a nosy person, but I felt compassion when I heard about the injustice she suffered.
She lived up to my expectations and got back her honors and achievements.
I never thought that getting good grades was something worth showing off, but when I heard her results, I was really happy, and I couldn't take my eyes away from her beautiful figure for a long time.
Her bright smile lights up my heart.
Momo and I became classmates.
Momo and Yang Huiying became tablemates.
For the first time in my life, I envied my classmates.
I couldn't hear what was going on outside the window, so I started to lose focus frequently during class, and my eyes would always fall on Momo uncontrollably.
Her hair was black and smooth, tied into a low ponytail at the back of her head with a crystal hair rope, revealing her slender snow-white neck, giving her a soft beauty.
The clothes she wears are all simple in style, elegant in color, and elegant.
She doesn't have a big appetite and likes to eat sweet dishes and some fruits after meals.
She likes to use a thermos cup to make various scented teas.
She always carries a fresh and pleasant fragrance, like jasmine full of dew in the morning or gardenia blooming in the evening.
Although I have a prominent family background, I have always been low-key and calm in my behavior. However, when I heard gossip about her, I couldn't control my temper and stood up for her.
I noticed that something took root in my heart and slowly sprouted.
I invited her to take a ride with me, and she thanked me with a bright smile. I responded lightly that I was just along for the ride, but my mood felt like I was flying into the clouds.
That night, I couldn't sleep for the first time.
As soon as I closed my eyes, all I could think of was her smiling face, and I could still smell the sweet fragrance of her body on the tip of my nose, which was so refreshing.
She invited me to play. I was very happy when I went to the appointment, but I was afraid that she would see it, so I simply brought a set of test papers as a cover up.
Doing questions can make me calm and calm, but in front of her, this method is ineffective.
Time has never felt so long and difficult.
Until Zeng Fang's arrival.
Zeng Fang held Momo's arm familiarly and affectionately and chatted endlessly.
Zeng Fang became the second person I envied.
Momo wanted to raise a dog, so I used the pocket money I had saved for three years to trade with my brother for two husky puppies.
Momo was very depressed when she received the dog, her cheeks puckered up slightly, it was so cute that it made you want to rua~, I suddenly felt that the money was well spent.
I invited her to come to my house to play. For the first time in my life, I was so excited that my heart surged.
I asked the nanny at home to clean up the entire house in advance and prepare various fruit snacks according to her taste.
I have always been calm and indifferent, but I always lose my sense of proportion when it comes to Momo.
My thoughts were so obvious that even my parents noticed.
I can't go on any longer, I'm sober.
If I have to make a choice, I would rather be friends with her for life.
We can only be friends.
The road to study in a foreign country is long and lonely, with strange environment, unpalatable food, completely different cultural differences, and interpersonal relationships that need to be re-established. Communication with Momo has become my only spiritual support.
She often sends me postcards she made by herself, with simple scenery or lovely flowers and plants.
I treat every piece like a treasure and treasure it properly.
I have a room that no one enters except me, and it is full of gifts that I want to give her.
She always asks me on the phone or in letters when I will return to China.
God knows how much I want to go back, like crazy, but I can't.
I'm afraid that the feelings in my heart that are growing like wild weeds will cause trouble to her.
I'm afraid we can't even be friends.
I know all about her current situation through various channels. Knowing that she is living a good life and is very happy makes me feel at ease.
I made up my mind to return to China when I received the news that Momo was pregnant.
In fact, my studies have been completed a long time ago, but I am timid about being close to home, and I am afraid that I will ruin all the hard work I have put in over the years.
But in the end I couldn't resist the strong longing for my hometown and her.
Momo is as charming and charming as before, her face is filled with happiness, and her eyebrows are more gentle and charming than before.
She hugged me happily and said she missed me very much.
I can finally hug her openly.
We went out to play in the wild and cooked simple and delicious food with our own hands. It seemed like we were back in our carefree high school days, as if the five years in between didn't exist.
Momo's pregnancy was not good, with insomnia, morning sickness, irritability, loss of appetite, and she lost a lot of weight.
I was finally able to accompany her openly, but I was also very distressed by her weight loss. If I could, I could not wait to bear these sufferings on her behalf.
The child was finally born, mother and child were safe.
I am like a wild goose migrating south, flying over thousands of miles of mountains and ridges, and finally perching on the shore of the lake under the setting sun.
"Sister Xia, when are you going to consider life-long matters?"
When Edamame turned one year old, Momo asked me jokingly.
I guessed that she took my mother's advice. Since I returned to China, my mother has arranged countless blind dates for me, both secretly and overtly. I either avoided or pushed them all and refused.
But my mother found Momo, and I knew I had to face reality.
I met several family heirs with similar family backgrounds, showed their photos to Momo, and asked her to choose one for me.
Momo smiled, "How can this work? It's not like I live with them. If I make the wrong choice, it won't hurt you."
"I believe in your vision." I said.
Seeing my seriousness, Momo carefully investigated and understood each person in the photo, analyzing their personalities, strengths and weaknesses.
Three months later, I held a grand wedding with the heir to Longhua Communications.
In Momo's eyes, Zhao Sicheng is not the most suitable candidate for my marriage, but my marriage with Zhao Sicheng can lead to a major cooperation between Longhua and Excellence, and this cooperation will have a significant development for Excellence.
For me, it doesn't matter who I marry, because there is always only one person I want to protect.
Zhao Sicheng was restless before marriage, and he was the same after marriage, spending all day long hugging and drinking.
Although I deliberately concealed it, Momo quickly learned about my marital status.
She held my hand and blamed herself, thinking that she had harmed me.
She found someone to collect evidence of Zhao Sicheng's cheating, and persuaded me to divorce Zhao Sicheng and let me find a true love for the rest of my life.
How could I possibly find it?
I felt bitter in my heart, but I nodded and agreed to her with a smile on my face.
Two years later, the unprecedented divorce battle between Zhao Sicheng and I finally came to an end.
I took away half of Zhao Sicheng's property and became one of the richest women in the capital.
Momo happily organized a grand bachelorette party for me. I drank in her arms and felt the tranquility and happiness I had never experienced before.
It would be nice if time could stop.
In the following years, I entered into four relationships, all of which ended in nothing.
When I was thirty-two years old, I gave birth to a daughter.
I told Momo that it was the result of my one-night stand and my failure to take appropriate measures.
In fact, this is not the case. I secretly went abroad to do in vitro fertilization for Yueyue, and I don’t even know who her biological father is.
Yueyue’s nickname is Xie Yaoyue.
She is the moon that is always out of reach for me.
Maybe it's because Yueyue didn't have father's love since she was a child, but Momo treats Yueyue as if she were her own daughter, and sometimes even I would be jealous.
But more often than not, I am happy inside.
I am very busy at work, and Yueyue was almost raised by Momo. She is more clingy to Momo than to me. She always likes to sit in Momo's arms and listen to stories.
I always sit quietly next to him, imagining that we are a family of three, secretly enjoying a moment of hidden joy.
Destiny never seemed to favor me.
When I was three years old, I was diagnosed with breast cancer.
I didn't tell anyone and gave up treatment.
The long years of unrequited things in the past have long exhausted my will to live. Although I am not old, my heart has long been like an old man's twilight.
Death may be my only relief and salvation.
I worked, lived, ate, slept as if nothing had happened, and discussed the future of our children with Momo.
I cherish every inch of time spent with them, and I gaze greedily at their faces.
Before my deadline was approaching, I wrote a suicide note and asked Momo to raise Yueyue for me.
In fact, I would do this even if I didn't mention Momo.
But I really don't have many words to leave her.
I divided all the property under my name into three parts, one part was given to Yueyue, one part was given to Momo, and the remaining part was given to my parents.
The moment I closed my eyes, I felt relaxed like never before.