Being betrayed by his own son, one can imagine what a huge blow this was to Cang Xu as a father.
However, when Cang Xu was facing death, he still missed his son.
Cang Xu hopes that his work can be of help to his son. Of course, he also hopes that his work can be passed down.
There is hate here, there is love, and there are also many helplessness and vicissitudes of life.
Very mixed emotions.
Zhenjin and Zidi finally began to understand the old scholar in front of them.
No wonder he was willing to sacrifice his life before, and no wonder he is willing to sacrifice himself now.
"If I escape, I will help you realize your last wish." Zidi solemnly promised.
"Thank you, Miss Zidi." Cang Xu thanked her sincerely.
"Then, Lord Zhenjin..." Cang Xu looked at Zhenjin again.
Although Zhen Jin did not speak and only shook his head slightly, his attitude was very determined.
During the stalemate, Zidi took out a few letters: "In fact, I think Bai Ya also confessed his last wish."
Zhen Jin took one look and recognized it.
These letters were found from Bai Ya.
"Bai Ya once seemed to struggle out of his coma for a short while. He pointed to his chest to indicate these letters to us."
"Cang Xu and I have read the contents of the letter."
"Sir, you should also take a look."
Zi Di handed these letters to Zhen Jin.
Out of curiosity, Zhen Jin took it and browsed it.
These letters are all love letters.
The male protagonist is Bai Ya, and the female protagonist is named Nishikata.
Some letters were written by Nishihagi to Bai Ya, and Bai Ya treasured them and took them with her. Others were written by Bai Ya to Nishi Hagi, recording Bai Ya's experiences and thoughts after boarding the ship, but they have not yet been sent.
Xi Hagi is a noble lady, while Bai Ya is the son of Orion.
Saihagi's family has a summer resort in a mountain village, and hunting is a traditional entertainment project for the nobility. Bai Ya was selected to serve as a guide.
As a result, the two met, and although their status was very different, they fell in love.
This situation is so rare that it's almost like a story told by a bard.
Bai Ya was flattered by this love, as if he was in a dream. He regarded Xihao as his whole life, and wrote many times in his letter: But he sacrificed his life for the one he loved.
However, what stands between the two is their status gap. In order to make love come true, Bai Ya wants to become a knight.
It is very difficult for a commoner to become a knight.
To be precise, it is very difficult.
The leap from commoner to knight happened hundreds of years ago. Even in the battle of Emperor Shengming to unify the entire human continent and completely conquer the noble alliance in the south, there were not many new nobles.
For Bai Ya, his only hope lies in overseas battlefields.
Emperor Shengming gave an order, and the human ships sailed to the wilderness continent, launching an invasion war against the orcs.
This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
Although it is very dangerous, for a civilian, the battlefield of fierce battles with orcs has the opportunity to become a knight.
This is why Bai Ya took a boat to Baisha City.
Zhenjin sighed: "If I am lucky enough to survive, I will give these letters to Miss Xihagi. And I promise with the honor of a knight, I will tell her: Her sweetheart Bai Ya is a very brave man. His archery skills
Skilled, he helped me once. He was kind-hearted and did not hesitate to be seriously injured in order to save his companions. He was brave and unyielding, and even at the last moment of his life, he did not shrink back. Although he is not a knight, I am sure that he has many kinds of knights.
virtue."
To be honest, Zhenjin didn't want to be the messenger of pain. When he said these words, he could already imagine the pitiful look of Miss Nishihagi crying heartbroken.
However, Cang Xu shook his head.
The old scholar showed a hint of ridicule: "As far as I know, reality may not be like this, Master Zhenjin."
"In recent years, there has been a trend among imperial noble women. The source of the trend is Duke Amy."
"This lady, the Duchess, pursues love and beauty, and has been making high-profile claims to improve the power and status of women in the empire. She is powerful and is one of the living gods. She lives a luxurious and indulgent life, and is best at lies to play with men.
Famous."
"Following the example of Duke Amy, aristocratic women followed suit. They lured men with love, teased men, made them fall under their skirts, or watched them fight for themselves, or manipulated them into becoming
puppet."
Zhen Jin frowned and held the letter: "So you think Bai Ya and Xi Ha are in the same situation?"
Cang Xu nodded: "I'm not just guessing out of thin air, there is evidence in the letter."
"First, love came too suddenly. The time the two got together was too short, and there was no incident of a hero saving the beauty."
"Secondly, it was Xihagi who took the initiative to encourage Bai Ya to become a knight. Therefore, this was not Bai Ya's original idea."
"Thirdly, it was Xi Hao who took the initiative to ask Bai Ya to write to her."
"From Xihagi's point of view, it is very interesting to play tricks on Bai Ya, change the fate of an Orion son, and manipulate him into becoming a knight."
"If she succeeds, she will gain a knight who will serve her and be extremely loyal. And she will pay very little."
"If it doesn't succeed, then what she hears and sees from Bai Ya's letter can greatly reduce her boredom and boredom in the boudoir. Even if Bai Ya sacrifices in the end, it can become Xiha's capital to show off. You see
, someone died for me—a fool who wanted to be a knight.”
"Fourth, the reason why I am so clear and even sure is that my son is the victim. It is very likely that now, he is still dreaming of marrying the third lady of the Shatta family. Perhaps, this is my fault, and I will
The mediocre bloodline was passed down to him, but it did not give him the qualifications to practice. This poor and pathetic little guy is exactly the same as me when I was young - not satisfied with the status quo and wanting to escape from the current life."
"Miss San's love gave him a bright future. However, he didn't know how much his father had paid and how long he had spent in order to get rid of his original life and transcend his humble status.
time."
"Young people always think that they are favored by fate. Any good luck comes, even if it is unbelievable at first, but deep down they think that they are being treated well and deserve to be treated well. Any good thing, success happens in
Everything is natural and natural to them."
"Only when they endure severe beatings and torture, and experience wind, rain and thunder, will they gradually understand that they are ordinary, how valuable the kindness of others towards them is, and how they should cherish it. The reason why beautiful love stories are widely circulated
, just because it’s too rare in reality.”
"Don't look at the records in history books. Those heroes seem to be destined to rule a country or achieve a great cause. Even if they encounter disaster, they will always save the day. When faced with a dilemma, they will always choose
Morality and honor.”
"That's because they are all winners."
"When they defeated all their enemies, it was up to them to decide how the history books would be written after the victory. They magnified their virtues or even fabricated them out of thin air, just like holding up a dazzling torch for the world to look up to. They have noble moral character.
, outstanding talents, destiny, etc., are all convenient for their rule, or to safeguard their great cause, or to reap external benefits. And their vulgarity, desires, nastiness and insidiousness, etc., are all hidden under the torch
In the shadow. When people see the torch, their eyes are immediately attracted by the brilliant flame, instead of looking down at the shadow cast on the ground."
"Sir, even if you eat me, no one will know. Bai Ya is unconscious and unconscious. Miss Zidi is your fiancée. Our interests are closely related, and she will never betray you."
"And you can only escape if you have enough food."
"You are the winner. You can tell your experience without anyone refuting it. No outsider will know what exactly happened here."
"And I am truly willing. I believe you will do your best to fulfill my last wish!"
Zhenjin shook his head slightly: "You overestimate me. I'm not a winner, I'm just a knight."
The young knight then smiled bitterly: "To tell you the truth, Zidi led people to search and rescue me, and I woke up and survived. However, most of my memories have been lost. I only remember my name and my identity. Sometimes, there will be a
Two memories suddenly revived, reminding me or allowing me to master a certain skill again."
Cang Xu was immediately stunned.
After reacting, the old scholar continued to advise: "My lord, if you remember that you are a knight, you should eat more food. Your physical fitness is too poor. How long can you fight tomorrow? Maybe you suddenly feel weak and you can't.
Avoid the fatal blow from the scorpion tail."
"You need food now! Lots of food."
"Think about your identity and your family. As the defeated party, the Baizhen family has entered the camp of Emperor Shengming, but the situation is not very good, right? You are the only heir of the family, and the entire territory will need you to lead and fight in the future.
Revitalize.”
"In addition to your inherent responsibilities, you must also protect your fiancée's life."
"Eating food will give you physical strength. Not only will your chances of survival increase, but your fiancée will also be protected. Maybe she will survive the breakout tomorrow morning just because you ate an extra piece of meat."
"Are you forcing me?" Zhen Jin was furious.
Cangxu smiled: "Yes, I am forcing you. But please forgive me, Master Zhenjin. I am about to die. A dead person is not afraid of secular authority. And I want to fulfill my last wish, so for this
, my life is just a bargaining chip."
Zhenjin clenched her fists unconsciously.
He glared at Cang Xu, very angry.
He was angry that Cang Xu bullied him like this.
He was angry that he had fallen into such a situation, which was a cruel fate.
He resented his weakness, being forced into a desperate situation by the scorpions, unable to take responsibility anymore, and unable to protect his fiancée's life.
And what made him most angry was that he found himself wavering!
Zhenjin knows very well: Cangxu is a wise person.
He also knew that what Cang Xu said made sense. From a purely rational point of view, he should indeed follow Cang Xu's suggestion.
So, where is his morality? Where is his conscience?
Where to put it?
What if we eat people as food?
I will no longer be a human being, but a criminal, living an ignoble existence, and my glory and reputation will never be linked to myself.
However, if you think about it this way, is it that you are too selfish? Do you only care about your own reputation and virtue, but ignore the lives of others?
By eating food, you can sacrifice one person and save yourself and others?
Maybe not, but Zhen Jin knows in his heart that doing so will indeed greatly increase everyone's chance of survival!
If you are stubborn, is it stupid?
As Cang Xu said just now, history is written by the victors. If I don't eat people, maybe I really die under the Silver Spear Scorpion, then what will my father think? Will the ancestors of all generations scold me for not being flexible?
?
If you eat a human being, will you regret it in the future?
If he didn't eat people, he would have survived, but everyone else would have died. Looking back in the future, he would have had an opportunity before him, but he had chosen to give it up. It might have been possible to save his fiancée and others, but he did not do so.
Zhen Jin struggled in his heart, and various thoughts came and went, lingering in his mind.
Hesitation, doubt, and confusion all made his thinking gradually disordered.
It wasn't just Zhenjin who suffered this night.
The cold wind in the middle of the night blew like a knife.
The yellow algae braved the wind and carried the blue algae on its back, moving forward with difficulty.
He felt like a dilapidated scarecrow that would be blown away by the strong wind at any time.
The dark patch in front of him was invisible and intangible, just like Huang Zao's inner mind at this time.
The reason why he kept moving forward was mostly due to numbness or inertia.
His heart was cold, and despair gradually enveloped him. The only warmth was the cyanobacteria on his back. The cyanobacteria's body temperature was getting higher and higher, and the wounds were festering.
He is dying.
"Don't die, brother, don't die!"
"I paid such a heavy price and carried you so far. If you died, you would be so sorry for me."
"I've long wanted to get off the ship, you know. But you want to make a living at sea."
"If I was on land, how could I end up on this damn island?"
"So, it's all you, it's all your fault."
Huang Zao screamed in his heart.
With the help of these calls, he inspired himself.
However, the feeling of hunger and thirst stimulated his body and mind more than his spiritual stimulation.