Chapter 169, [The vast white land is so clean] (Third update)
Looking for the sound, Qin Feiyan raised his eyes and looked up.
The next moment, her eyes hardened.
Why does this person look so much like Xu Ziyin?
Then she shook her head and smiled again.
Could it be that I am like that guy who wants to be possessed? Everyone looks like him no matter what.
Who knows which woman this guy is happily hugging right now.
However, after much thought, she was kind-hearted and prepared to step forward and ask if she needed help.
With such heavy snow, it is easy to freeze and cause problems.
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Lift your feet, move forward, stop.
Qin Feiyan met a pair of eyes containing complex emotions.
She stood there dumbfounded and said in disbelief.
"Xu, Xu Ziyin?"
Xu Ziyin smiled softly and said softly.
"Sister Feiyan, long time no see."
Xu Ziyin had already washed himself on the way here, but he still looked very haggard at this moment.
Qin Feiyan opened her mouth, she couldn't figure out that this person was really Xu Ziyin.
Without any time to think about it, Qin Feiyan took him downstairs of the company and reached out to pat the falling snow off his body.
"How did you come?"
"I want to come and see you."
Xu Ziyin replied softly.
With just this sentence, Qin Feiyan suddenly felt uncomfortable in his throat.
She never expected that the person she thought about day and night would appear on such an occasion.
She suppressed the sourness in her heart and said calmly.
"Why did you suddenly think of coming to see me?"
"It's snowing in Suzhou today, and I think it's snowing in Suzhou too. Su University is on holiday, and I thought I hadn't seen you for a long time, so I came here to have a look."
"Then how do you have my address?"
"Feiyu told me."
"Humph, I knew it was her, little spy."
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With Xu Ziyin here, it is naturally impossible for Qin Feiyan to go to dinner with his colleagues.
The two found a fly restaurant on the roadside and chatted while eating.
After not seeing her for a long time, Qin Feiyan seemed to have matured a lot. She was wearing a professional skirt, which made her look more like a mature woman.
But it's still beautiful.
The two chatted while eating without any restraint, just like old friends they hadn't seen for a long time.
"Have you dated a new girlfriend recently?"
Picking up a piece of vegetables and putting it into his mouth, Qin Feiyan joked.
Hearing this, Xu Ziyin did not hide anything and spoke bluntly.
"Well, I had another relationship with Chu Yao after we separated. We have been together for more than ten days now."
Qin Feiyan was just asking casually, but when he heard Xu Ziyin's serious answer, he was stunned, and then became dumbfounded.
"Then if you don't go to accompany your girlfriend now and come to me, aren't you afraid that your girlfriend will be jealous?"
"Won't."
With a gentle smile, Xu Ziyin picked up a piece of vegetables, put it into her bowl, and said.
"How is work? Is it going well?"
"That's it. What's wrong with working for others? It's just to support the family."
"By the way, was it your idea for Feiyu to participate in that singing competition?"
"Well, by chance, I met a big star and introduced Feiyu to her. She also liked Feiyu very much."
"Humph, I knew it. She wouldn't dare to hide it from me alone. You are really her good brother-in-law!"
Laughing loudly, Xu Zi said happily.
"Isn't it nice to have Feiyu now?"
"In a year or two, she should be able to become a household name and make a lot of money. And there will be people taking care of her, so she won't have to worry about her suffering in the entertainment industry."
"After all, her dream since childhood was to be a star."
After hearing this, Qin Feiyan fell silent.
She tilted her chin and looked at the young man in front of her quietly.
Looking at his slightly haggard expression, he suddenly whispered.
"Why does it feel like I haven't seen you for a long time? You are acting strange today. Did you not sleep well last night?"
"It's true that I didn't sleep very well. Maybe it snowed suddenly and I was excited."
"There's nothing exciting about snowing. It snows every year in our hometown, and it's really annoying."
"I know, that's why you like summer, not winter."
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Had lunch with Qin Feiyan.
Seeing that it was time for her to go to work, Xu Ziyin did not stay. He accompanied her downstairs of the company and said a few words before leaving.
Looking at Xu Ziyin's back walking away, Qin Feiyan was confused.
What's going on with this guy?
Come all this way just to have a meal with yourself and say a few innocuous words?
However, after learning that he had broken up with her and found two girlfriends in just two or three months, Qin Feiyan still gritted his teeth in hatred.
I had excuses before.
Now you don’t even cover it up, just admit it directly?
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It was already dark when we returned to Suzhou.
Xu Ziyin did not go home, but turned around and came to the community where Xu Niannian was.
When Xu Niannian opened the door and found Xu Ziyin standing outside the house, she was instantly happy.
She hugged Xu Ziyin's neck and gave him a sweet kiss, then she said happily.
"Husband, why are you here?"
"Miss you."
With a soft smile, Xu Ziyin carried her into the living room.
There is actually nothing to explain to Xu Niannian.
After a lingering moment, the two of them fought instantly as the thunder from the sky stirred up the fire from the earth.
After the clouds and rain, Xu Niannian lay in Xu Ziyin's arms and fell asleep, while Xu Ziyin looked at this woman carefully.
The acquaintance with Xu Niannian was actually an accident.
Without Chu Yao's birthday party, he might not have been able to get to know Xu Niannian.
At first I thought of her as green tea, without any psychological burden.
But after he took her first blood, Xu Ziyin inevitably planted feelings in his heart that could not be ignored.
However, as a lover, Xu Niannian clearly knows her position, and does not fight for or snatch anything away from her.
This is also the reason why Xu Ziyin likes to stay with her.
As he watched, a deep sleepiness swept over him, and Xu Ziyin fell down and fell asleep.
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The next day.
When Xu Ziyin woke up, Xu Niannian's figure had disappeared.
There is an exquisite breakfast on the table, and there is a sticky note next to the breakfast.
[Husband, I went to work and can’t accompany you.]
【Remember to eat the love breakfast.】
【Love you, Baji.】
With a knowing smile, Xu Ziyin finished his breakfast and then stuffed another bank card under his rice bowl.
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It’s snowing in Suzhou.
The happiest thing is Song Shi.
She really likes snowy days.
Xu Ziyin didn't go anywhere that day and stayed with Song Shi for the whole day.
The two of them sat on the bleachers of the Soochow University playground and watched the snow scene. Near evening, they went to have a hot pot meal outside the school.
Snowy days go best with hot pot.
After eating hot pot, the two went to watch a night movie.
Watching the separation of the male and female protagonists on the screen, the usually carefree girl burst into tears and even scolded Xu Ziyin for being indifferent. Such a sensational plot showed no expression on her face.
At the end of the day, Xu Ziyin sent Song Shi home.
The two of them were reluctant to leave outside the door, until Lao Song's coughing sounded in the room, and Song Shi released her little hand holding Xu Ziyin and ran into the house with a red face.
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The third day.
Xu Ziyin returned to the hospital.
Xu Man still fell into a deep sleep.
But looking at the expressions on the doctors' faces, things seem to have turned around.
There was also a rare smile on Xu Wei's majestic face.
Xu Ziyin knew that this was the effect of the Shouyuan gift card.
However, I learned from Xu Wei that Xu Man would be taken back to Yanjing for treatment.
Six months of treatment is not a small period of time.
He was busy with work and could not stay in Suzhou for half a year, so bringing Xu Man back to Yanjing was the best way.
One more thing is.
During this time, he needs to carefully investigate the people around his daughter who may have poisoned him.
He was worried about leaving his daughter in Suzhou.
Naturally, Xu Ziyin had no objection to this suggestion.
Before leaving, Xu Wei deliberately warned Xu Ziyin.
"Xiao Xu, Manman's treatment may take a long time this time. Please come and see her more often during your holidays."
"I believe she will be very happy when she sees you, and the therapeutic effect will be doubled."
Suppressing the bitterness in his heart, Xu Ziyin could only nod in agreement.
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Xu Man left.
He left Suzhou with his fantasy of a better life.
Xu Ziyin did not go to see her sister for the last time.
Because he was afraid that he would not be able to control his inner emotions.
When a person is about to die, it seems to be a relief, but it is also scary.
Afraid of dying, afraid of seeing people and things that cannot be parted from.
Xu Ziyin seemed open-minded and relieved, but how could he really not care about life and death?
He can't do it.
He was just holding on.
He was afraid, he was afraid that he would become a fool for crying.
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The last six hours of life countdown.
Xu Ziyin came to Yun Xianyu's home.
Xixi was sitting on the sofa playing with toys, while Xiao Xianyu was sitting under the desk lamp and knitting a sweater seriously. Judging from the style of the sweater, it should be worn by men.
The picture of warmth, tranquility, and quiet time comes to mind.
Seeing Xu Ziyin's arrival, Xixi cheered, dropped the doll in her hands and threw herself into his arms.
After being embarrassed for a while, Xixi raised her little face and said cheerfully.
"Dad, Xixi has been waiting for you."
He stretched out his hand and scratched the bridge of her nose, Xu Ziyin said with a smile.
"What are you waiting for dad to do?"
"Wait for dad to take Xixi to build a snowman."
"Dad, it's snowing very hard. Xixi wants to build a big snowman."
The little girl opened her arms to describe how big the snowman was.
With a knowing smile, Xu Ziyin dragged her butt and gave her a smack on the face.
"Okay, daddy will take you to build a snowman."
As he said that, he looked at Xiao Xianyu under the desk lamp and smiled.
"My mother, aren't you going?"
With a blush on her face, Yun Xianyu put down the sweater in her hand, picked up a coat from the hanger, dragged it to her hand, and followed Xu Ziyin out of the living room.
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The falling snow fell from the leaden sky like catkins and poplars.
Yun Xianyu was wearing a snow-white down jacket, a white knitted hat on her head, and white boots on her feet. She closed her eyes, raised a beautiful face, spread her arms, and stood silently like a statue.
Under the tree, she seemed to be lovingly embracing this world of ice and snow, and not far behind her, Xixi, wearing a red flowered coat, was running around in the snow with her skirt held up.
Xu Ziyin found a wooden board and pushed the surrounding snow over. Xixi jumped up and down despite her face being red from the cold, looking like she was jumping for joy. After a few minutes, she squatted down next to Xu Ziyin and shouted loudly.
Saying: "Build a snowman, build a snowman..."
After a long time, Xu Ziyin slowly stood up and shook his hands, which were numb and stiff from the cold. At this time, three snowmen, two large and one small, appeared in front of him.
He went around again and found briquettes and carrots from a nearby supermarket that was open, and handed them to Xi Xi. Xi Xi then carefully made the snowman's eyes, nose, and mouth, and even held carrots on the snowman's body.
Write their names respectively, one is "Xi Xi", the other is "Mom", and the other is "Baba".
Xu Ziyin was laughing dumbly at the snowman named Ba Ba.
Suddenly a branch appeared on the shoulder, and the dead branch flicked on the snowman a few times. As snowflakes flew, the "handle" turned into "dad".
Xu Ziyin turned his head and looked around, only to see Yun Xianyu standing behind him. She was dressed in white as snow, with skin as fat as jade. She was looking at him with a smile like a flower, and she was lonely. Xu Ziyin suddenly felt a kind of feeling in his heart.
It was an illusion, as if the whole world had disappeared at this moment, and only this beautiful lady, who was like smoke and a dream, was left in front of me.
While he was confused, a snowball the size of a fist suddenly exploded on his face, and snowflakes fell. Xu Ziyin suddenly woke up. He turned around and saw Xixi clapped his hands and jumped up happily a few meters away, cheering:
"Hit it, hit daddy..."
Xu Ziyin smiled, wiped the snow flakes off his face, and ran over with a smile. Xixi screamed, turned around and ran away.
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With all my heart.
The three returned to the apartment.
Xixi raised her frozen little hands and placed them in front of the heating air conditioner.
After a while, she fell asleep, kissed her parents on the face, and ran back to the bedroom to sleep. Only Xu Ziyin and Yun Xianyu were still sitting in the living room.
Looking at the girl who was continuing to knit a sweater under the desk lamp, Xu Ziyin's throat twitched twice, but he didn't know what to say.
After a long while, he said softly.
"Xianyu, is this sweater knitted for me?"
After a hum, Yun Xianyu whispered.
"It's snowing and the weather is getting colder."
"I have nothing to do at home, so I just wanted to knit a sweater for you."
Hearing this, Xu Ziyin's nose felt a little sore.
He hummed back.
"Xianyu, what will you do if I'm no longer here one day?"
"ah?"
"Why are you gone?"
This nonsense sentence made Yun Xianyu a little confused.
Pretending to smile casually, Xu Ziyin said slowly.
"He's just dead."
"You know, birth, old age, illness, death, natural and man-made disasters, these are all inevitable."
"No one knows when a disaster will suddenly befall me. A few days ago, I was watching the news and saw online reports that a mudslide occurred in a place and many people died."
After hearing Xu Ziyin's words, Yun Xianyu suddenly felt flustered.
She didn't understand why Xu Ziyin suddenly talked about such a heavy topic.
She wrinkled her little face into a ball and looked away with a choked cry.
"Xu, Xu Ziyin, you, you won't die."
"Who knows."
Xu Ziyin joked with a carefree shrug.
"Xianyu, if something unexpected happens to me one day, you and Xixi remember to live well."
Yun Xianyu stopped talking and stared directly at Xu Ziyin.
Stare at the person you love so much.
Suddenly, she turned around and ran into her bedroom.
After a while, he entered the kitchen again.
When she came out again, she had a bowl of steaming ginger soup in her hand.
She placed the ginger soup in front of Xu Ziyin and said carefully with a stern face.
"Xu Ziyin, you and your sister have been playing in the snow for a long time just now. Let's go and get rid of the cold with a bowl of ginger soup."
Xu Ziyin didn't hesitate, picked up the bowl and drank it all in one gulp. When he was done, he didn't forget to wipe a handful of water from his lips and said in praise.
"It tastes good. I feel warm in my stomach after drinking it."
Then Yun Xianyu laughed.
The white snow is swaying outside the window, and the girl's smile is like a flower.
The smile was indescribably bright and bright, making Xu Ziyin's almost exhausted heart suddenly brighten at this moment.
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It was already around nine o'clock in the evening when I left Xianyu's home.
There are only three hours left in the countdown to his life.
He threw away the umbrella in his hand and walked forward under the heavy snow. After a while, his body was completely covered with white.
He felt the boundless cold coming, the cold that froze his bones.
Xu Ziyin cried.
With the emotions that had been accumulated for a long time, on the empty street, in the deserted night, he finally couldn't control the fear in his heart and cried loudly.
After crying for a while, he sat blankly on the steps by the roadside again, staring blankly at the lights of thousands of houses covered with snow.
He sat there in a daze for who knows how long, until a voice rang in his ears and brought him back to reality.
"Young man, did you have a quarrel with your family?"
Looking back, there was a kind and smiling face.
Without waiting for Xu Ziyin to reply, the old man pulled him into a noodle soup shop behind him.
"It's okay to quarrel with your family when you're young, but it's not right to run away from home."
"It's snowing so heavily, it would be bad if you get sick from the cold."
"My parents are just saying a few words to you for your own good. My grandson is younger than you, and his usual noisiness is a headache."
"Eat quickly and go home as soon as you're done. My parents must be worried to death now."
As he said that, the old man pushed over a bowl of noodle soup, and at the same time took out a few crumpled bills and placed them on the table, about twenty yuan.
Looking at the steaming pimple soup in front of him and the twenty yuan in his hand, Xu Ziyin's tear ducts surged again.
"Oh, why are you crying more and more the more you talk about it?"
"Eat quickly, the soup will get cold if you don't eat it."
Hearing this, Xu Ziyin picked up the pimple soup and ate it without saying a word. He cried while eating, like an abandoned child.
The old man stopped talking and looked at the wolfing young man with a kind face.
It wasn't until Xu Ziyin finished eating that the old man smiled and said.
"Okay, you brat, you are so old and you still cry all the time."
"Old man, when I was young, I killed little Japs on the battlefield. They were bloody and corpses were everywhere, but not a drop of horse urine was dropped."
"Why can't it be done in your generation?"
"Okay, take a taxi home after eating, don't let your parents worry."
After saying that, the old man hunched over and disappeared into the snow in the blink of an eye.
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Return home.
Xu Ziyin turned on the computer.
He sent emails to Qin Feiyan, Song Shi and Yun Xianyu, but they were sent at a scheduled time, at 12 noon tomorrow.
He didn't want his body to be discovered after it stunk.
I also want to confess something to them.
Now that everyone is gone, there is no need to hide some things.
After doing all this, he called his parents again, but the phone received a busy signal and was not answered.
Xu Ziyin had no choice but to prepare a scheduled text message again and send it.
After doing all this, he turned to look at the clock on the wall.
The time has come to ten o'clock at night.
There are only the last two hours left until the last moment.
He sat quietly at his desk, thinking about whether there was anything he had yet to explain.
I breathed a sigh of relief when I realized that everything had been left to follow up.
By this time, he had finished crying, and all that was left of fear was numbness, and he became a little at a loss.
What should I do in the last two hours?
wrong.
And one more thing.
He opened the system mall.
Looking at the thousand points in the system mall, I started buying.
Everyone is going to die, and there is no use keeping points. If I exchange them for luxury goods, I can at least leave my sister with hundreds of millions more property.
After squandering all his points and looking at the system interface, Xu Ziyin suddenly laughed.
【System, are you conscious?】
[If so, let’s chat. After all, this is the last time I’m going to pick your hair.]
No response came.
Think about it too.
The system is not a human being, so how can it possibly communicate with itself through the air?
If not, it wouldn't be that he hasn't taken the initiative to talk to himself until now.
Suddenly Xu Ziyin felt bored.
After staying in the bedroom for a while, seeing that there was not much time left, he took a thorough shower.
Then he lay quietly on the bed.
After a while, he still couldn't fall asleep. He closed his eyes and all sorts of confusing thoughts came to him.
Xu Ziyin didn't want to face the moment of death. If possible, he still hoped that he could die unknowingly in his sleep.
He sat up and fumbled for a few sleeping pills from the bedside table. Out of the corner of his eye, he spotted the physical examination report on the bedside table.
Looking at the diagnosis result of ice body on the physical examination report, Xu Ziyin shook his head and smiled.
Is this destiny?
With a sigh, Xu Ziyin took the sleeping pill and lay quietly on the bed again.
With the effect of sleeping pills, Xu Ziyin fell into sleep after a while.
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Outside the window.
It's snowing heavily.
The filth in the world seems to have completely disappeared in this heavy snow.
After the fall, the vast white ground was really clean.
(Third update.)
(Please vote, in the next chapter, the book will undergo a final change, and the style will also be drastically changed.)