Xu Ziyin sat on the steps and ate the birthday gift Yun Xianyu carefully prepared for herself.
All the fish bones have been picked out, leaving a bowl full of tender fish meat.
But while eating, Xu Ziyin couldn't help but shed tears.
On the one hand, it's because I'm moved, and on the other hand, it's because I blame myself for my dirty heart.
He approached her with the most filthy purpose, but what he received in return was an extremely sincere treatment. Xu Ziyin suddenly felt that he was very unworthy.
He just wants to live, but he also knows that going down this road will definitely hurt the hearts of many girls.
Until I became insensitive and regarded emotions as child's play.
But no matter how careful his planning is, when a living person stands in front of him, that heartfelt smile can defeat all the filth in his heart.
He is only eighteen years old and has all the fantasies and expectations of his peers.
The exciting university life, the lovely and considerate girlfriend, and the lively and rich community activities.
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Yun Xianyu didn't know the chaotic and complicated thoughts in Xu Ziyin's heart at this time, so she just sat aside with her chin in her hands and looked at him quietly.
Watching him feasting happily, a faint smile appeared on his pale face.
It is a joyful and satisfying feeling of being recognized.
"Eat slowly, don't choke again~"
Listening to the concerned words in his ears, Xu Zi groaned, then turned his head, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and said softly.
"Xianyu, can you tell me your story?"
"My story?"
The weak light shone in the crowded storage room, and Yun Xianyu and her good friend talked openly about their past for the first time.
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Yun Xianyu was born in a backward and remote mountain village in Guizhou.
Born in the Miao ethnic group, she has the most beautiful talent of a Miao girl.
But God gave her a perfect appearance, but failed to give her a happy family.
When my sister was born, her parents passed away due to illness. In a place with relatively backward medical care, getting sick was like walking through a closed door.
Fortunately, the villagers in the village were warm and kind, so Yun Xianyu and her sister grew up eating hundreds of meals.
She would not have appeared in the city of Suzhou originally. A girl like her should live like a lark in the beautiful mountains.
Until one time when she was cleaning her parents' old house, she came across the report of her sister's illness when she was born.
Written on it were the words congenital heart disease.
At that time, Yun Xianyu was already in high school and had excellent grades, so she naturally knew what kind of disease this was.
After her parents passed away, she and her sister depended on each other, so naturally she didn't want her sister to leave her too.
But how could this disease be cured in her backward place?
So when she applied for college, she filled out her application in Suzhou, a bustling metropolis.
After graduating from high school, she resolutely boarded the train to Suzhou with her sister and the living expenses collected by her fellow villagers.
But after arriving in Suzhou and going to the hospital for examination, she realized how much money it would cost to cure her sister's disease. It was an astronomical figure that she had never thought of.
Because my sister's illness cannot be delayed, the doctor said that as she gets older, the surgery will become more difficult.
It's not like she never thought about telling the villagers the truth.
But when I turned around and thought, how could they come up with such a huge treatment fee?
Not to mention that there will be a series of things that require money in the future.
She and her sister have already received too much favor from them, and Yun Xianyu really can't say this.
So from that time on, during the two months of summer vacation, she began to think of ways to make money.
She seemed taciturn, but she was very smart. She didn't think about doing part-time work. After all, the money from part-time job was really very little. When she took her sister shopping, she saw the vendors setting up stalls under the overpass, so she decided on this.
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Because she needed money for medical treatment, she rented an extremely cheap rental house and lived frugally, but she was not willing to spend money on her sister.
After all, this is her only support in the world.
Later, when the university started, because she had to take care of her younger sister, she applied to the school to study as a day student. The school understood her situation and readily agreed.
The female teacher who came into contact with her saw that her family was in difficulty and wanted to help, but she was alone and had limited abilities, so she reported the matter to the school.
But the school never gave a reply.
After all, it was Yun Xianyu's sister who was sick, not herself. If it had been her, the school might have launched a charity donation to the whole school. But after all, her sister was not a student of Soochow University, and the school was not a charity hall. Whose family would still
Not many patients?
If there are patients at home who seek help from the school, then the school does not need to be opened.
Yun Xianyu understood the teacher's intention and didn't care. She just said thank you to her.
Later, she met Xu Ziyin, and Xu Ziyin became clear about what happened next.
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After listening to Yun Xianyu's narration, Xu Ziyin fell silent.
He suddenly felt how happy he was compared to Yun Xianyu.
Even though he is suffering from an incurable disease, at least he still has a happy family and a sister who loves him.
But what about her?
Xu Ziyin wanted to say a few words of comfort, but the words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't come out.
She is sensitive and stubborn. She can drag her sister alone to Suzhou, thousands of miles away from home. Does she need these pale and feeble comforts?
After a while, Xu Ziyin sniffed and said softly.
"I didn't expect Xianyu that you are from the Miao ethnic group. No wonder you are so beautiful."
After he finished speaking, he added in a joking manner.
"Then can you cast poison?"
Xu Ziyin said this originally because he wanted to break such a dull atmosphere.
As a result, Yun Xianyu listened to his words, remained silent for a moment but nodded slightly.
"meeting."
meeting?
Really know how to cast poison?
This time, Xu Ziyin couldn't handle it.
It turns out that the Miao people’s good poison mentioned on TV is not a fiction?
He really wanted to know what kind of poison she would cast, but he also knew that this was not the time to talk about that.
Seeing Xu Ziyin finish eating the braised fish she prepared, Yun Xianyu carefully and contentedly took the thermos box from her hand and held it in her arms.
It was getting very late at this time, and the time came to eleven o'clock in the evening.
Seeing that the rain was a little weaker, Xu Ziyin suggested.
"I'll take you back. It's getting very late."
Nodding, Yun Xianyu stood up, but the next second her stomach growled unsatisfactorily.
With just one brush, Yun Xianyu's little face turned red. She didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at Xu Ziyin. She turned her head and pinched the corner of her clothes nervously.