Chapter 55 [The firefly is dead.] Please follow up
Chapter 55, [The firefly is dead.] (Please follow up)
It was different from what Xu Ziyin imagined.
Qin Feiyan's reaction was very calm, so calm that it was a little abnormal.
At first she was a little shocked, as if she couldn't believe what she heard. After a long silence, she looked at Xu Ziyin's eyebrows and asked softly.
"Why?"
She didn't ask Xu Ziyin if he was joking.
After all, no one would joke about breaking up. Being able to say it out means that you are already prepared in your heart.
Hearing this, Xu Ziyin fell silent.
Seeing that Xu Ziyin didn't answer, Qin Feiyan asked again.
"Did I do something bad?"
"No, you're fine. It's my own problem."
Xu Ziyin said hurriedly.
"Does that mean you have someone else you like?"
Qin Feiyan asked again.
"No, I only like Sister Feiyan from beginning to end."
After asking these three questions, Qin Feiyan said no more.
She looked at Xu Ziyin quietly and suddenly covered her mouth with a smile, but the smile looked somewhat forced.
"I've been feeling that you are nagging and weird today, but I didn't expect that this is what you are hiding in your heart."
Opening his mouth, Xu Ziyin wanted to say some words of relief, but when the words reached his throat, he felt that whatever he said at this moment seemed weak.
The more indifferent Qin Feiyan's reaction was, the more guilt he felt in his heart.
The full moon was in the sky, and the two of them sat silently by the lake.
Since falling in love, this is the first time that there is no topic.
………
"Then, will you walk with me for a while longer?"
As if feeling that the current atmosphere was a bit deserted, Qin Feiyan tightened her windbreaker and nodded before asking.
With a sigh, Xu Ziyin stood up from the bench.
The next second, a pair of small hands grabbed his big hand with force.
"Let's hold him for a while longer."
There is wind beside the lake, and there are words in the wind.
The night wind blew lingeringly, and the two of them walked side by side along the artificial lake.
Qin Feiyan didn't ask again about the reason for Xu Ziyin's breakup, and just thought about his own affairs.
"Xu Ziyin, the school will conduct on-campus recruitment after the National Day. Which company do you think is better for me to interview?"
"Do you have a favorite company?"
"Yes, yes, but that company currently has a limited number of places to recruit in schools. I'm not sure if I can pass it smoothly."
"If you have something you like, then choose what you like. Although you work to make money, you have to follow your heart. Otherwise, no matter how good the salary is, what's the point of not being happy at work."
Upon hearing this, Qin Feiyan stopped and looked up at Xu Ziyin, then smiled.
"Why do you feel like what you said is like someone who has experienced it for a long time and is deliberately feeding me chicken soup for the soul?"
"It's not easy to make money these days, so how can you be picky?"
"You can make money and be happy at work at the same time. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds in the world."
After hearing this, Xu Ziyin was a little embarrassed.
He comes from a wealthy background, has a capable sister, and the small treasury in his bank card has never been depleted, so naturally he does not understand the hard work of making money.
But Qin Feiyan is different.
Whenever she had free time, she and Zhang Minmin went out to work part-time as photographers to earn a meager pocket money, so she understood the hardships involved.
"But that's what you said."
"You should still choose what you like. Even if you don't get what you want in the end, you should at least try your best and at least leave no regrets."
Moving his steps again, Qin Feiyan said as he walked.
The night is already very deep.
After walking around the artificial lake and returning to the bench before, Qin Feiyan stood on tiptoes and straightened Xu Ziyin's collar, looking softly.
"It's late at night. Go back and rest quickly. We have classes tomorrow."
Hearing this, Xu Ziyin did not react.
Rolling her eyes at him, Qin Feiyan casually reached out and lifted the bangs on her temples and joked.
"What? Are you afraid that my sister won't be able to withstand the blow of the breakup and will jump out of here when you leave?"
………
Xu Ziyin left.
Perhaps a despicable escape is more appropriate.
It wasn't until Xu Ziyin left for a long time that Qin Feiyan slowly bent down.
She squatted by the lake and picked up a handful of water. The bright moon and her shadow were reflected in the water, condensing and dissipating, and finally turning into circles of ripples gently rippling on the lake.
………
Return to the apartment.
Qin Feiyan did not hold a lamp.
She walked to the bedroom in the dark, then lay down in front of the desk and looked quietly at the still bright moonlight outside the window.
As he looked at it, a trace of sadness could not help but appear in his eyes.
How could she not be sad?
Talking like no one else is just suppressing the pain in your heart.
It's just that due to her personality, she couldn't do the gesture of crying, fussing and hanging herself like an ordinary little girl, and she didn't want Xu Ziyin to see it.
The first love was vigorous but ended without any problems.
She was already looking forward to the future life between her and her junior brother, but reality hit her hard and unexpectedly.
She rested her chin on the desk and muttered to herself.
"Why~"
Xu Ziyin did not tell the reason for the breakup, and Qin Feiyan did not ask further questions.
But at this time, she was still a little confused.
Are you not pretty enough?
Although Qin Feiyan is not an arrogant person, he is absolutely confident in his appearance and figure.
But if it's not because of this, then why?
Although she and Xu Ziyin got together suddenly, for a short time, and without any unforgettable twists and turns, isn't that what love is?
How can real society be like the scenes on TV?
Or is it because he usually behaves too proactively, making him feel that he is in a weak position?
He kept calling him "little brother", but he is a boy after all.
Amidst the invasion of darkness, Qin Feiyan finally revealed his fragile side.
………
Next to the desk, a glass bottle containing fireflies gave off a faint light.
Qin Feiyan looked sideways, seeming to recall in his mind the scene of the elementary school student clumsily catching fireflies for himself under the moonlit night, and seriously told himself that seeing fireflies meant seeing summer.
In fact, those dozens of fireflies were already dead.
It's just that Qin Feiyan didn't want this glass bottle, which was precious to her, to lose its luster, so she went downstairs to capture it several times.
In this case.
Every night when I wake up from my sleep, I look up and see the light that lights up for me in the darkness.
It's like that clumsy and reserved little boy is always by his side.
As he thought about it, Qin Feiyan gently reached out and held the glass bottle full of summer in his palm, and then slowly put it against his chest, his eyes gradually losing focus along with the clear moonlight.
The wind blew past the window, feeling the cold temperature of the glass bottle in her arms, and she whispered softly and choked.
"Summer is gone~"
"No more fireflies can be caught."
(First update.)
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