As a ceremonial reception, Qin Feiyan and others have been waiting at the entrance of the art center to welcome the audience.
Qin Feiyan has been in a good mood today.
After all, the part-time job pay this time is a lot, enough for her to take her sister out for a good meal on the weekend.
In addition, after working hard, you can enter the venue to watch big stars singing. Although it is only in the back row and there is no seat, this kind of opportunity is also rare for a college student, even if she is not chasing stars.
But just as she was listening to the deafening cheers in the stadium, a little sister from the etiquette club walked up to her with a cell phone and an expressionless face.
On the phone screen were photos of Xu Ziyin and Chu Yao being intimate in public.
………
Qin Feiyan didn't know how he persisted until the end of the concert.
She squatted on the steps until all the audience had left, and then stood up in despair.
Zhang Minmin saw that she was not feeling well and kept following her.
The two of them unknowingly arrived at the place where Qin Feiyan and Xu Ziyin were officially together.
The blue street sign of "I miss you so much in Suzhou".
………
For Qin Feiyan.
What does Xu Ziyin mean?
First love, touching, sweetness, joy, all beautiful words can be found in him.
But this kind of beauty only lasted for a month, and it officially collapsed when Xu Ziyin broke up with her.
Although they broke up, Xu Ziyin didn't say the reason at first. Qin Feiyan only said that he had something to hide, so he always had expectations in his heart.
But this expectation was defeated time and time again.
The last time she saw Xu Ziyin shopping with other women in the mall, this time she saw Xu Ziyin and Chu Yao hugging each other in public.
If it was true that he still liked her as he said when they broke up, and since he did, how could he have intimate contact with so many women in just two or three weeks after the breakup?
She liked Xu Ziyin, and even after they broke up, her love never diminished.
She liked to watch Xu Ziyin occasionally show his embarrassed look in front of her.
I like watching him awkwardly reveal his love for her.
He likes the fireflies he caught for himself, and tells himself that it is summer, because he likes summer.
I love how he took a sweet couple photo with me amidst the photographer’s teasing look.
Love everything about him.
But this love seems too fragile.
With the breakup, the dull and warm moments in the past became more and more intense in my heart.
More than once, she wanted to take the initiative to find him.
I will think of his appearance more than once.
But now...
Is it really what Minmin said?
Is this brief first love itself a lie?
Is everything just wishful thinking?
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The night wind howled.
Xu Ziyin came to the bank of Jinji Lake.
At a glance, he saw two figures sitting on a bench not far away.
Looking at the two people, Qin Feiyu finally let go of the worry hanging in his throat.
Then she was confused again.
"Brother-in-law, what happened to my sister?"
"If she doesn't go home at night, what is she doing here?"
Xu Ziyin didn't answer, but he had already guessed in his mind.
Looking at the countless empty beer cans under the bench, Xu Ziyin sniffed and then whispered.
"I'm sorry for her."
"ah!"
This meaningless sentence instantly confused Qin Feiyu.
"Brother-in-law, what did you say?"
"Don't you and your sister just have a conflict?"
"Isn't it normal for lovers to have conflicts? Last time you sent candied fruit to my sister in the middle of the night, and she was happy for several days because of it~"
Smiling self-deprecatingly, Xu Ziyin finally stopped hiding from Qin Feiyu and murmured.
"Actually, Feiyan and I have broken up for a long time."
"We have broken up since the day you came to Suzhou, but I never told you."
Hearing this, Qin Feiyu opened his mouth wide.
She pursed her lips and wanted to say something, but not a word came out for a long time.
This news really shocked her.
He kept calling his brother-in-law, but the two of them had actually broken up a long time ago?
………
Take a deep breath.
Xu Ziyin walked toward the bench.
When Zhang Minmin saw him, she was happy at first, and then glared at him fiercely.
She stood up and walked to Xu Ziyin. She didn't say anything too harsh, she just whispered.
"I'll leave Feiyan to you. If you can't coax her well, I won't let you go even if I'm a ghost."
After that, she grabbed Qin Feiyu who was running over and dragged her away.
Leave some space to Xu Ziyin and his wife.
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Putting his coat on Qin Feiyan, Xu Ziyin sat down next to her.
Qin Feiyan raised his head and glanced at him, his drunken and hazy eyes still staring blankly at the river in front of him without any focus.
Looking at the pretty, crying face so close at hand, Xu Ziyin felt filled with guilt.
Since he was born, he has never felt sorry for anyone, except the girl in front of him.
Many people say that love is cheap in today's society.
For many women, it is not worth mentioning.
Instead of believing in love, it is better to believe in the money in your pocket.
But those people have often experienced the ups and downs of human relationships and suffered the ruthless blows of society, so they have no expectations for relationships.
But Qin Feiyan is different.
She is full of hope for the whole world and full of energy for everything.
Love is also an essential theme in her life.
Xu Ziyin's unwarranted intrusion disrupted her peaceful life, brought her joy, and allowed her to taste the sweetness of love, and finally left ruthlessly.
For a woman, this kind of pain is no less than physical pain.
She is a very serious woman and has her own opinions on everything.
She was generous and measured in her behavior, but after getting together with Xu Ziyin, the focus of her life began to shift towards Xu Ziyin.
I will inform him in advance where I will go, and I will share with him any interesting things I encounter in my life and study.
Even if I earn hundreds of dollars from a part-time job, I will immediately think of taking Xu Ziyin out for a big meal, just to get a compliment from him.
It's love.
That's how it should be.
It doesn't need to be dramatic or unforgettable. There is love for each other hidden in the plainness of each other, everything is enough.
In the past, she didn't care about this when she was alone, but now that she has her sweetheart, all she can think about is his figure.
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After a long silence.
Xu Ziyin said softly.
"It's late at night, let's go back first."
After hearing this, Qin Feiyan shook his head.
She mustered up some energy, looked at the dark night sky with her tear-stained cheeks in her hands, and then said to herself.
"I want to see the sunrise."
"I have been in Suzhou for so many years and I have never seen a sunrise. If I don't see it again, I will never have the chance again."
Her words were very relaxed, and she did not deliberately ask anything or ask Xu Ziyin to explain anything, she just seemed to be talking about something that was particularly important to her.
Xu Ziyin nodded and said gently.
"Okay, I'll accompany you."
Hearing this, Qin Feiyan turned his eyes slightly, staring deeply at Xu Ziyin's face with those starry eyes that concealed a thousand words.