Leng Anan opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something.
But in the end, those words were swallowed by her.
She didn't want Gu Zichen to have a child with her for other reasons or out of guilt.
She shook her head and finally lowered her head: "I don't have any difficulties, and nothing happened to me. I'm fine. Gu Zichen, I just want to divorce you."
"If you could divorce me, I would be better off."
Gu Zichen paused and kept shaking his head: "I don't believe it, I can't believe it. An'an, do you remember? The first time we met, the things we experienced together in the AIDS village. The hardships we went through together, and the tasks we completed.
"
"We have been by each other's side for more than ten years!"
Leng Anan clenched her fists and said indifferently: "Yes, more than ten years. It's been long enough and boring enough. I don't want to continue."
"What?" He seemed to suspect that there was something wrong with his ears, and looked at the woman opposite him in disbelief.
She pretended to be cruel and walked forward, forcing Gu Zichen to step back step by step: "Don't you understand? Then today, I will make it clearer."
"Gu Zichen, it is true that you were very attractive to me at the beginning. But that was all in the past. Over more than ten years, your initial attraction to me has long since disappeared.
Already."
"You don't have any attraction to me now. I don't like you anymore."
Gu Zichen held her shoulders tightly: "What are you talking about! What don't you like! We are already married, we are husband and wife!"
"I just don't like it anymore. Even though I'm married, I can still get divorced, right?"
Leng Anan said coldly.
She deliberately pretended to be indifferent, deliberately pretended not to see the hurt in his eyes, deliberately not to see the sadness in his eyes.
He kept shaking his head: "No, An'an, you can't leave me. Do you want a divorce because I don't want children? If it is because of this reason, then can I think about it again?"
"Give me a few more days to think it over, and then stop talking about divorce."
Leng Anan stood there, her hands hanging down naturally: "It's not because of the child, Gu Zichen, just face the reality. I really don't love you anymore, I don't like you anymore. I want to leave you now, leave the Li family, leave
By your side."
"I beg you, please let me go, okay?"
She endured it with all her strength, endured not to be sad, endured not to shed tears, endured all this.
Gu Zichen looked at her seriously, his red eyes were more serious than ever before: "Is everything you said true? Do you really not like me anymore?"
"Yes, I just don't like you anymore. Not at all. I originally thought about marrying you, but then, I actually married you. I discovered that it turns out that I don't really want to marry you.
Marry you. Maybe it’s just that I’m not reconciled to not getting you.”
Leng An'an raised her head and smiled, "And now that I'm really married to you, I suddenly realize that in fact, I don't really want to marry you that much. So, Gu Zichen, let's get a divorce."
Gu Zichen seemed to be injured, and the hands on her shoulders suddenly felt very weak.
He slipped weakly from her shoulders, and then stepped back step by step. The surrounding aura, even the air, seemed to become sad.
"I don't believe it, An'an, how did you become like this? If you get married, I won't divorce you."
After saying that, he turned around and left the balcony.
The shadow was stretched very long under the moonlight. His back still looked so generous and safe, but under the night light, he looked very lonely.
When Gu Zichen's figure disappeared from sight, Leng An'an let go of all her indifference and cruelty.
She couldn't bear it anymore, covered her mouth and nose, squatted on the ground, hugged her knees tightly with her arms, and cried bitterly.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Gu Zichen, I really, really don't want to hurt you."
How could I not love you anymore? How could I not like you anymore?
She has insisted on liking him for more than ten years. There is absolutely no one in the world who can love Gu Zichen more than her.
Of this, she was almost certain.
But now, she can no longer choose to like Gu Zichen.
She knew that if she and Gu Zichen continued to be together, not only would she be in pain, but Gu Zichen would also be forced to become less like herself.
She didn't want to see Gu Zichen being forced to make a decision by her.
She didn't even want to see Gu Zichen looking uncertain and unsure of himself now.
And all this is because of her.
Therefore, she wanted to give Gu Zichen freedom.
Leng Anan slowly stood up holding the handrail on the side, raised her head, and then looked downstairs.
Downstairs, Gu Zichen's lonely figure walked past and returned to the villa next door.
That's their home.
She was like this, crying sadly while looking at Gu Zichen's figure.
Gu Zichen, who has always been untroubled by everything and never defeated by anything, now seems to be in a state of despair and lacks a bit of his usual high-spiritedness.
When he walked to the door, he punched the door again and again with his fist, and then he walked in and disappeared.
Leng Anan watched everything, holding her hands tightly on the armrest.
"I'm sorry, Gu Zichen..."
After the game ended, Gong Ming also left the Li family.
Li Baoer, on the other hand, locked himself in the room without any thought, and stayed there all day long.
The light was turned on all night, and she sat on the edge of the bed, dazed all night.
On the balcony, Leng Aotian slowly stood beside Leng Anan.
"Is it because of the children?"
Leng Anan noticed that he was coming, and quickly wiped the tears from her face.
Smiling at him, pretending to be relaxed: "Dad, what did you say?"
He rubbed her head: "You don't have to pretend in front of me. Is the conflict between you and Zichen because of the child?"
"Dad, don't overthink things that don't happen." She shook her head, as if she wanted to skip the topic, "Look, the night sky today is so beautiful."
Leng Aotian had no intention of admiring the night sky, "Actually, An'an, what Zichen said today makes sense. He has his own considerations, so he doesn't plan to have children for the time being. As his wife, you should understand him."
"Dad, don't worry about this. This is my business."
She turned her head away and didn't look at him.
Leng Aotian took a deep breath and then said slowly: "An An, you are so insistent and even force Gu Zichen to have a child, is it because of me?"