Ah Xiang, this name was chosen by Amelia Su for me.
She said she liked the name Axiang.
As long as she likes it, of course I also like them all.
"What did she say about you?"
I asked.
She couldn't tell, she just kept holding my hand and asking me to make the decision for her.
"How do you want me to help you make the decision?" I asked her.
Amelia Su hesitated and said: "I want that woman to never appear here again. I don't want to see her here anymore."
In the women's restroom.
I saw the woman who said bad things about Ami.
The woman was tied up, and there was a large piece of tape on her mouth, so she could only make whining sounds but could not speak.
The woman seemed to be very scared, especially when she saw her, she kept backing up and pressed her whole body against the wall of the toilet, shaking her head.
I didn't understand, so I glanced at her and said, "What is this?"
Amelia Su pretended to be afraid and hugged my arm: "I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to bear it, so I tied it up for you."
"Axiang, you won't not help me, right? If you don't help me, then you will no longer be my best friend."
When I heard this, I felt very nervous.
What does it mean to no longer be best friends? It means that everything I do now is in vain.
I will no longer have the life I have now. I can no longer stay with her, and I can no longer continue chatting and laughing with her.
No, this won't work.
That time, I made a big mistake. I beat the woman severely and threatened her.
The woman transferred to another school the next day, as if she was mentally scarred.
And it was very painful for me to do such a thing.
However, she kissed me.
She said this was a reward.
From then on, whenever I helped her with something, she would give me a reward.
The reward is a kiss.
I seemed to have fallen into an abyss, unable to control myself. I fell deeper and deeper into the abyss, helping her do many bad things again and again.
At the same time, I was also looking forward to the reward of that kiss.
Days like this lasted for ten years.
Our relationship has also become very good.
I know everything about her, and we seem to be closer than family members.
I also enjoy this kind of relationship, and I think that one day we will be together.
However, what I didn't expect was that a person suddenly appeared in the Su family.
The man's name was Su, and I heard that he was rescued by Su Daqiang, and Ami was very different from that man.
She said it felt different this time.
She seemed to be tempted.
I thought, just like before, as long as I moved my mouth a little, Ami would listen to my words and reject the pursuit of those men.
But, this time, it's completely different.
This time, no matter what I said, Ami didn't change her mind.
Instead, she became more and more determined, and she even asked me not to interfere with her affairs.
This makes me very uneasy.
Then, the man left, and I was truly relieved.
However, not long after he left, Ami also left.
She followed him.
This made me clearly realize that something was wrong.
I thought I was abandoned, but no.
She still needed me. This time, she found me again and told me that she wanted me to help her deal with a woman.
She wants to be traced and happy.
My heart felt like a knife piercing my heart, but I still couldn't bear to reject her.
I have been working for her for more than ten years.
I've become accustomed to it.
However, I found that she was not happy, and Su didn't seem to like her at all.
I tried to persuade her to let go over and over again, but she seemed to be poisoned.
And I also helped her do many wrong things, and even got involved in them myself.
I found Su Daqiang and tried to get him to persuade Ami to let her be with me.
But what I didn't expect was that Su Daqiang was so firmly opposed to us being together.
In a moment of anger and failure, I pushed Su Daqiang down. I thought he was dead, so I lit a fire and burned everything to clear myself of suspicion.
Later, I was frightened. I was worried that Ami would discover this matter.
However, my video was discovered first.
My embarrassing video was publicized everywhere, and Ami also saw it.
She actually disliked me and asked me to leave.
I never thought that she would dislike me, so in anger, I kidnapped her.
I want to take her far away and live a life together for the two of us.
Maybe I was angered by her, so I accidentally told the story about killing Su Daqiang.
She took action. She wanted to avenge her father and kill me.
I had already guessed this result, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly.
Under the raging fire, even though I was stabbed by her, I still couldn't bear to see her get hurt in an accident.
I used up all my strength to push her out of the sea of fire.
And I was hit hard by the falling wood.
After seeing her safe shadow outside, I lay down with confidence.
I think this is my ending, and I happily accept it.
As long as she is okay, I think everything is fine.
As long as she is fine, even if I die, I will feel happy.
I just hope that she can remember me, never forget me throughout her life, and forgive me.
If I could do it all over again, I would definitely not do anything stupid again this time.
As long as I can protect her, that's enough.
Seeing her happy is enough, and I won't try to get anything anymore.
I like Ami and have for decades, so even if she wants to kill me or take my life, I am willing to do so and I love her too.
Someone asked, do you regret that you have sacrificed so much and even been ridiculed for more than ten years while dressing up as a man or woman?
But what I want to say is that I don’t regret it. If I had to do it again, I would do it again.
I have no regrets, because when I fell in love with her at first sight and saw her pure smile, everything was worth it.
Although I know that she has changed since then, in my heart, she has always been the same as before.
Even though she is a villain hated by everyone, in my heart, she is the woman I love most.
It's the angel with a ponytail and pure words saying it doesn't matter.
At the last moment, I slowly closed my eyes and took my last breath.
However, a huge call sounded in my ears, "Axiang!"
Vaguely, I seemed to see the figure of an angel, looming in the sea of fire, running towards me.
I was really tired, but I felt like I was being embraced by warmth.
I don’t know if the person around me is an angel or Ami.
However, I still used my last strength to hold her tightly.
At the last moment, I thought, I am happy.
Amei, I love you, and at the same time, I will always protect you, even if I do all the evil things, I will be willing to do so.