Casey's trembling hands slowly touched her face. At the same time, she held Li Zichen's face so that he could focus all his eyes on her body and stay on hers.
On the body.
Her eyes were red, and the eyeballs were filled with dazzling red blood streaks one after another. Not only that, tears filled the entire eye sockets, and the tears fell one by one, which made people feel particularly distressed.
The tears on her face were not yet dry, but new tears were shed.
Watching this scene made Li Zichen feel very uncomfortable.
There was still an irrevocable indifference on his face, but his raised hand was trembling a little more.
His big hands gently wiped away the tears on her face, but they couldn't be wiped clean.
The more tears I shed, the more tears I shed.
Li Zichen panicked. He was very nervous. Under the nervousness, he shed more and more tears.
I can't wipe it all off no matter what.
"Don't cry, wife..."
He didn't know how to comfort her, he could only be so anxious that beads of sweat ran down his forehead.
Casey shook his head slightly, with a faint wry smile on his face.
Under the wry smile, tears fell again.
"I didn't want to cry, I just couldn't control it."
"Li Zichen, look at me. I am no longer in my twenties, I am already in my forties."
She choked with sobs, "Look at Qin Shaoming, and look at Gu Siying. Li Baoer and Leng Anan's children are already that old. They are already twenty years old, and I have never had a child until now."
Casey's trembling hands gently covered his slightly bulging belly, and he was silent for a long time, unable to speak.
"You said you would give me a child now, but have you ever thought that I am already old. At my current age, it is really, really difficult to get pregnant."
No one knew how much preparation she had made to be able to conceive a child.
She took countless folk remedies and even countless traditional Chinese medicines.
Various folk remedies and various Chinese medicines for conceiving a child.
There was even a time when her whole body smelled like Chinese medicine.
But she didn't complain at all.
Every time she took the medicine, she would sit at home and wait obediently for Li Zichen.
When Li Zichen comes back, they can have a child.
But what was waiting was not that Li Zichen said he was tired and not in the mood.
It was his one night of absence.
Gradually, she became tired.
She went to the hospital for a check-up and the doctor told her that it was difficult to get pregnant at her age.
Not only is it due to physical reasons, but also due to age. Even if she does get pregnant, the doctor is not satisfied with giving birth to her, because for older women, giving birth is very dangerous.
For ordinary people, giving birth to a child is just one foot in the door of hell.
That is especially true for older mothers.
So, she gave up.
During this period of time, she did not wait for Li Zichen to come back.
There was no request to have sex in the same room again.
All these accumulated worries, grievances and pains are piled up in my heart.
Hold back, hide.
It wasn't until now that it finally broke out.
"It's hard for me to conceive now. Even if I get pregnant, the risk is very high. Li Zichen, I will never have a child in this life."
Casey raised his head and faced Li Zichen with a faint smile on his lips.
It was as if the smile on the corner of his mouth was very forced.
In fact, she was really envious.
She was very envious of Li Baoer being able to quarrel with her son Qin Shaoming. She was even more envious of the way the three of them stood firmly together just now. She was also envious of Leng An'an who was taken care of by Gu Siying.
Every time she walked on the street and looked at the mother and daughter walking hand in hand on the street, tears would flash in her eyes.
This is what she wants most, but is most difficult to get.
"No, there must be another way. There must be another way, wife. If it is really dangerous, then let's adopt a child."
Li Zichen said comfortingly, "Adopt a well-behaved child. If you like a boy, we will adopt a boy. If you like a girl, we will adopt a girl."
"If you like both, then we will adopt two children."
This was the only solution he could think of.
Because he really couldn't bear to refuse Casey's request, but he didn't want to see Casey's life in danger.
If Li Zichen wants Cathy more than having a child.
Cathy's eyes flashed with tears, as if she felt unbelievable: "Is everything you said true? Can you really accept a child who is not yours?"
"Do you really want to adopt a child?"
Li Zichen nodded his head gently and answered her question: "Of course I am willing, as long as you like it, I am willing. Wife, I promise you, after Zichen is discharged from the hospital this time, we will go to the welfare home to see him
Look after the kids, okay?"
She looked a little tangled and held her hands together tightly.
She has been to the hospital and had a comprehensive examination.
The examination showed that her chance of becoming pregnant was only 10%.
The probability of this is very, very small, and the hope is also very, very slim.
Therefore, even the doctor advised her to give up.
Casey's living conditions were not very good since she was a child, in a single-parent family. Her father took her with him, but he was killed early.
She takes care of herself and lives alone.
Therefore, I have often been unable to eat meat since I was a child.
It is only now that the body is in poor condition. Coupled with age, the chance of pregnancy is naturally very small.
"But aren't you afraid that your parents won't agree?"
You know, the Li family is a top wealthy family.
How could such a top wealthy family allow their children to adopt a child in an orphanage instead of having children?
In fact, as a parent, it would be difficult for her to agree.
After all, the Li family has a big business, and it will be very troublesome if a stranger with no blood comes to live in the house and divide the property.
"Don't worry, I will take care of this."
Li Zichen gently rubbed her head, seeming to be slightly scared.
"Honey, I will spend more time with you in the future, and I will give you whatever you want. But under the premise, you must tell me in advance, okay?"
His cold eyes were shining with crystal luster, and he looked extremely beautiful.
"Promise me that no matter what, you must communicate well. You must handle the problem well. You must not avoid the problem and then run away and disappear..."
Li Zichen is worried that the situation between Leng Anan and Gu Zichen will happen again to him.
Twenty years.
If he had waited twenty years to look for twenty years of flowers, he would have collapsed.