Gu Siying looked at the hand on the corner of her clothes, but her mind uncontrollably thought of another man.
The man who always calls her a lady, always likes to follow her, and is always the first to appear when she is in danger.
The man who always looked at her pitifully and held the corner of her clothes.
noob……
When she thought of Xiao Bai, her chest twitched a few times uncontrollably.
Pain, the kind of pain that pulled at her heart, as if her heart was being cut open piece by piece with a rope.
Maybe this action touched her, or maybe she mistook the man in front of her for Xiaobai for a moment.
Gu Siying actually stretched out her arms forward and gently hugged the man in front of her.
"I'm here, I'm here, don't be afraid."
Her gentleness immediately stunned Gu Jinnan and made him dumbfounded.
The tenderness of a woman made him sink.
Trapped in it, unable to extricate myself.
Gu Jinnan's eyes shone with emotion, and at this moment, he seemed to feel full of love.
The kind of love that allows him to see hope.
He opened his thin lips, as if he wanted to say something.
But before he could speak, a woman's voice sounded again, "Xiao Bai..."
At this moment, all the emotions, all the hopes, and all the love were defeated and completely destroyed.
It collapsed until there was no room left.
It was like a piece of glass being shattered into countless pieces by a living blow.
The fragments flew out in all directions, sharp and dazzling.
The smile on Gu Jinnan's face could no longer be held on, and it completely stiffened.
The light in his eyes disappeared in an instant, and the only thing left was his eyes that were dim and dim for a moment.
There was no light in his eyes.
It seemed like there was only total darkness and gloom.
It turned out that what she just said, the gentle hug just now, and all the tenderness just now, were not for him.
But for Xiaobai.
not him.
This truth is undoubtedly the cruelest.
Gu Siying regarded him as a novice.
That's why I said those words just now.
After a while, Gu Siying gradually came back to her senses.
Then I realized that the man in front of me was not a novice.
Xiaobai will never come back again.
Tears fell down her face, and she sniffed before taking the initiative to leave the embrace.
"Sorry, I just recognized the wrong person."
Her eyes were red, then she apologized with an embarrassed smile.
Gu Jinnan's heart was aching, and the pain almost swallowed him up.
But despite this, he still couldn't bear to blame her.
He couldn't even say a word to her.
All the words came to my mouth, I could only swallow them.
He was willing to bear all this pain silently.
Even if it makes him, a man, feel very uncomfortable, he is willing to endure it.
As long as she can be by his side.
Even if he is just a substitute, he is willing.
"It doesn't matter."
Gu Jinnan raised his hand, gently wiped away the tears on her face, and then smiled softly.
"Stop crying, it won't look good if you cry."
The more he behaves like this, the more Gu Siying feels guilty and guilty.
She had just regarded him as another man, but he was still not angry at all.
Instead, he comforted her.
Gu Siying sniffed and then shook her head, "I'm fine."
At night, maybe she was too tired from crying, so she went to bed early.
She was sleeping alone on the sofa. She seemed to be sleeping very uncomfortable and was tossing and turning.
Gu Jinnan got out of bed gently, and then picked up the woman on the sofa.
He put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt.
He sat by the bed alone and looked at her peaceful sleeping face for a long time.
"Gu Siying, do you know? Even if I am a substitute, even if you admit your mistake, it doesn't matter."
"As long as I can look at you, just look at you like this, I feel very happy. Probably, this is what I want."
Around four o'clock in the morning, the man stood up from his chair.
Gu Jinnan was wearing a thin hospital gown and walked into the bathroom in the dark.
He took basin after basin of cold water in the bathroom.
Cold water was placed on the sink, and the crystal clear water seemed to exude an endless chill.
It's winter now, the temperature difference between morning and evening is huge, and even the water is bitingly cold.
Bitingly cold.
As soon as your fingers enter the cold water, you can feel the biting coldness, which makes you tremble all over.
Gu Jinnan firmly grasped the basin of cold water with both hands, with a determined look in his eyes.
He raised his eyes and looked at himself in the mirror with a pale and weak face, and couldn't help gritting his teeth.
His eyes became a little firmer.
"Gu Siying, forgive my selfishness. I just want to keep you by my side. I just want to keep you for a while longer. I just want you to stop avoiding me and stay by my side for a little longer...
"
"I have no choice but to do this."
After saying that, the man grabbed the basin in front of him without hesitation, and then raised it high above his head.
As his hands tilted, the basin in the man's hand completely lost its direction and fell down.
As soon as the basin tipped over, all the water in the basin immediately fell down.
Everything fell down like a waterfall.
With a splashing sound, the cold water fell straight from the top of his head, and then poured down completely, covering the man from head to toe.
As soon as the cold water passed over his head, he instantly became alert.
The coldness of the cold water suddenly pierced his skin, and the biting coldness inside penetrated into his bones.
The frozen person was shivering.
Gu Jinnan's face was pale and cold, without any warmth.
Even the thin lips were pale with a hint of purple.
That purple color looks extremely weak.
His two thin lips kept trembling, one after another.
Tick tick tick—drops of water kept dripping from the corners of Gu Jinnan's clothes.
dripping on the ground.
The warmth from his body dissipated all of a sudden, leaving only the coldness all over his body.
Cold, endless cold spread over his body.
In such a deep winter, no one would do such a stupid thing.
It was obviously biting cold, but Gu Jinnan was very happy.
He looked up at himself in the mirror, almost lost his balance and fell to the ground.
I was busy grabbing the sink in front of me, and then I barely managed to stand firm.
Looking at himself in the mirror who was wet and weak, Gu Jinnan couldn't help but have a faint smile on his face.
In this way, Gu Siying will stay by my side, right?