After calming down, Gu Siying sat beside the bed, still looking angry.
She took deep breaths several times to suppress the anger in her heart.
But that face was still bright red.
"Mom, don't think too much. You should know very well what kind of person Dad is. He would never do such a thing, let alone say such things."
"Although I haven't been in contact with dad for as long as you, I know very well what kind of person dad is. Therefore, we can't be taken advantage of by people with malicious intentions."
Leng Anan still turned her back to her daughter, never turning around for a moment.
The body trembled slightly.
He didn't even pay attention to the people behind him for a moment.
"mom……"
Gu Siying looked extremely distressed and didn't know how to comfort her.
Leng An'an stubbornly allowed the tears on her face to fall, never reaching out to wipe them away for a moment.
All that echoed in my mind were what Wang Shishi said.
"Gu Zichen is living in the present, happy and fine. Do you have to pull him out of happiness and experience pain like you? Are you living in memories?"
"Leng An'an, you are the only one living in the memories! You are the only one who is unhappy. You don't want to ruin Gu Zichen's happiness, right? If you continue like this, then Gu Zichen and I will have no choice but to move abroad, out of sight.
Don’t worry!”
My heart hurts.
That kind of pain cannot be expressed in words.
She desperately wanted to stay.
Even if she couldn't be with Gu Zichen, even if she had to watch Gu Zichen and Wang Shishi get together and get married, she even wanted to stay.
I thought, even if I could take a look at her from a distance, that would be great.
As long as I can still see him, as long as I can still look at him, as long as I can still be by his side.
That's enough.
However, what she did and thought made him annoyed.
Qiao Qiu sent Gu Siying, who was in a flurry of mood, out of the ward, and then sat alone by the bed.
He is like a close friend, neither asking, nor scolding, nor angry.
He only cares about her emotions.
"An'an, how are you now?"
The woman on the hospital bed suddenly sat up slowly, her expression as calm as water.
There was no wave in his eyes at all.
When looking ahead, there was no trace of alarm in his eyes.
It was as if nothing happened.
But the countless tears on her face and her red eyes proved that she was really sad and had been crying for a long time.
Qiao Qiu felt a wave of distress in her heart.
He gently took the tissue and wiped the tears from her face.
"I know you are sad, but...you will have to solve these problems sooner or later."
He felt cruel in his heart.
He didn't want to see her become like this.
so……
There were waves of cold light hidden in the eyes of the man in front of him.
The light is full of ferocity.
"An'an, I always thought before that I would chase you. I hope you are with me. Even though you are seven or eight years older than me, I really don't care."
"But now, my mind has changed."
During this period of time by Leng An'an's side, all he saw was her secret sadness and tears.
He felt bad, he didn't want to see her like this.
He wanted a smile on her face again, not tears.
He hopes that she can be happy, happy, and joyful.
"So, An'an, as long as you say a word, I can make Wang Shishi disappear from this world silently now."
Qiao Qiu plans to do one last thing for Leng Anan.
One last thing.
Get rid of Wang Shishi and let Leng Anan be with Gu Zichen again.
Only in this way can he leave with peace of mind.
Hearing this, Leng An'an was deeply moved.
She shook her head gently: 'Qiao Qiu, thank you. But there is no need to do this, it is useless... Even if one Wang Shishi dies, there will be a second and third person like Wang Shishi.'
"It's impossible for me to kill one Wang Shishi and then kill the second and third one."
If Wang Shishi disappeared completely, she would have done it herself.
I won't wait until now.
It's because she knows it's useless.
If Gu Zichen didn't fall in love with her, no matter how many Wang Shishi she killed, it would be of no avail.
And she doesn't want to become a monster with blood on her hands.
This will have no effect.
This will only push Gu Zichen further and further away, making him hate her more and more.
Qiao Qiu couldn't help but sigh, his eyes filled with helplessness.
Things like feelings are too complicated.
"Then what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do for you?"
"I don't want to see you cry anymore."
Leng Anan smiled bitterly, her eyes filled with self-deprecating light.
'Qiao Qiu, I think everything I did is very ridiculous. I thought that even if Gu Zichen didn't fall in love with me and we weren't together, as long as I was still in the imperial capital, I could still see him, and I could still see him from a distance.
He is enough.'
'What I didn't expect was that my existence and my desperate desire to stay would be a kind of entanglement for him. He even wanted to settle abroad for this reason. Out of sight, out of mind...
'
As he spoke, two lines of tears fell down again.
'Everything I have done is unnecessary. How ridiculous that I have added so much worry and trouble to him. I am really getting more and more annoyed...'
Qiao Qiu watched her trembling hands while making sign language, and felt heartbroken.
He grabbed her hand tightly, making the grown man blush.
"Stop talking, stop making gestures. I never thought you were annoying, you're not a problem. It's Gu Zichen's problem. An'an, no matter what you want to do, I will support you."
He could only give her support and nothing else.
Leng Anan lowered her head and became quiet.
She didn't know what she was thinking or pondering.
It's like hesitating or thinking about something.
"An'an?"
The quieter she was, the more uneasy and worried Qiao Qiu became.
His palms couldn't help but sweat, "Are you okay?"
As he finished speaking, the woman in front of him suddenly raised her head.
His red eyes were full of determination and seriousness.
It seemed that he had already made up his mind.
Seeing her firm eyes, Qiao Qiu couldn't help but swallow his saliva, feeling a little nervous for a moment.
This was the first time that Leng Anan looked at him so seriously.
"An'an, what's wrong? Do you have something to tell me?"
Leng Anan nodded lightly and clenched the fists in his hands.
'You can't force Gu Zichen away just because of me. Gu Zichen is from the Li family, and I can't let him stay away from his big family. Anyway, I'm alone, and it doesn't matter where I go. So I think...'
Her hand suddenly paused, and at that moment, she seemed to hesitate.
All that came to mind were memories of the past and memories of Gu Zichen.