The dark night makes people feel a bit frightened. The gentle moonlight can no longer touch its earth. It is so far away that there is so much love in the world that cannot be found.
Zhang Fengxia left, and the five flavors in her heart were completely overturned. She felt ashamed, ashamed, and humiliated, and she felt so wronged.
Driving the car with one hand and wiping her tears with the other, she wanted to help Jiang Xiaoyan. She really wanted to help this miserable woman to loosen the shackles in her heart and stop herself from suffocating.
She sympathized. She grew up in a rural environment, experienced domestic violence, and then Lu Feng rose to prominence and was unable to conceive a child. In fact, Zhang Fengxia had long wanted to tell Jiang Xiaoyan.
Don't live like a vine.
She would always need to rely on others to move forward, and she would always be attached to Lu Feng. Once she left him, she would not know how to live, but she did not say anything.
She is Lu Feng's accessory. Everything is focused on Lu Feng. She needs to guard the house for him, needs to give birth to a child, and needs to be a boy to inherit the family business. That seems to be her mission, like a entanglement.
The vines on a big tree hug each other tightly.
Now she couldn't care less about Jiang Xiaoyan. She didn't even know what she would do tomorrow. She parked the car on the side of the road and felt the pain coming from her body. She lay on the steering wheel and cried bitterly.
Zhang Fengxia is not a vine. She can admire someone, but she will never be his subordinate. She can like someone, but she will never be humble. Now she feels that she is extremely humble. If Zhang Fengxia saw herself at this time a few years ago, she would definitely
He would come up and slap himself twice without hesitation.
Is there anyone in this world who can’t let go?
Nonsense!
Regardless of whether he is a man or a woman, in Zhang Fengxia's heart, people should live independently and independently, instead of constantly accommodating and compromising for someone.
"After all these years, it's enough, it's really enough!" Zhang Fengxia raised her head and wiped her tears and said to herself.
Jiang Xiaoyan returned to the house in despair and sat by the bed without saying a word. Lu Feng lay on the bed and said, "Untie my hands and feet."
Untying her hands and feet, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head and said: "I came up with the idea, the child... the child is gone, I can't get pregnant. As a woman, I am useless. I'm sorry for you, old Lu family, I'm thinking of you."
I'm very suitable for Fengxia, but I just wanted to trick her and let her get pregnant first, and then I'll die. I didn't expect it to turn out like this, so please hit me!"
Lu Feng's chest felt so tight as he listened to what she said while sobbing. He couldn't imagine how much Jiang Xiaoyan blamed herself for thinking of such a ridiculous thing.
"Just beat me up!"
Lu Feng reached out and grabbed her wrist. Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head and was ready for anything.
"Why are you torturing yourself like this?" Lu Feng grabbed her wrist and asked: "The problem is not with me. I never told you that you must give birth to a child. The problem is in your heart. You can't stand the criticism of others.
and the eyes of the life around me.”
"I'm incompetent! Don't say you didn't ask me to give birth. You're pitying me, just like you're pitying a patient." Jiang Xiaoyan raised her head and stared at Lu Feng and said, "Kick me and drive me out of the house.
Bar."
"Why bother? I didn't... I really didn't." Lu Feng wanted to explain, but suddenly found that all his words were so pale. In her world, everything was what she thought and felt.
"Hit me!!"
"Are you a man!!"
Jiang Xiaoyan suddenly raised her voice and shouted at Lu Feng: "You bitch can't give birth to a child, you are an old hen that can't lay eggs, and you still speak so... so gently, this is you, you have been in the village so long."
Instead of giving me a big slap on the face and kicking me out, you can beat me!!"
Lu Feng looked at her hysterically and asked, "You want to find an excuse to leave, don't you?"
Jiang Xiaoyan was like a deflated rubber ball. She stood there blankly for a long time. Then she turned around and left the room. She locked herself in another room and never came out again.
Lu Feng got dressed and knocked on the door several times, but she didn't answer.
It was already late at night, the house was brightly lit, and Lu Feng was sitting alone in the living room smoking a cigarette. There was already a faint sound of thunder outside. It was destined to be a sleepless night.
Jiang Xiaoyan originally wanted to give Lu Feng a good future. She knew that Zhang Fengxia liked him and that the two of them were well matched in life and ability.
And what about yourself?
It was nothing, even if Lu Feng said now that it didn't matter whether they had children or not, she had seen some couples without children in the village who just walked away and dispersed.
She thought she had arranged everything, but she didn't expect this ending.
Being locked up in a room alone is like hell for Jiang Xiaoyan. She wants to find someone to talk to, or even cry, but the only one who can talk to her is Zhang Fengxia, but at this time she has lost that only person.
friend.
Picking up the phone in the house, Jiang Xiaoyan still called home.
"Who is it? It's so late at night!" Song Xuemei asked on the other end of the phone.
"Mom, it's me!" Jiang Xiaoyan choked out.
"What's wrong?"
Jiang Xiaoyan explained the matter again. Song Xuemei was different from Jiang Xiaoyan. She had always had an idea. When she heard this situation, she immediately made a decision: "Get a divorce!"
"I...I can't bear it...wuwuwu." Jiang Xiaoyan started to cry.
"There's nothing you can't bear to part with. The biggest failure of your life is that bullshit relationship. How much is that thing worth? Let me tell you, he just can't get over it for a while now. When he treats you like that, I
I’m telling you, you won’t get a penny, so hurry up and ask for the money, you know?” Song Xuemei scolded.
"I don't want money, Mom, my life is so tiring!"
"Don't cry. How will you live without money? I'm doing this for your own good. It's like I'm snatching the money from you after you get it. Just listen to me. In this way, you come back first and we
The whole family should do it together!" Song Xuemei ordered.
"What's wrong?" Jiang Ergou could be heard asking on the phone.
"Xiaoyan had a miscarriage. Tell me about it. You can't even save the child. It's better to make a deal and get more money. I'm afraid that the Lu family will cause trouble." Song Xuemei turned around and said.
"Are you making a fuss? I gave him a discount on his legs and asked Xiaoyan to come back. This kid has suffered a lot." Jiang Ergou ordered.
Jiang Xiaoyan's mood did not improve as she listened to the muttering on the phone. Perhaps in this family, Jiang Ergou was the only one who could handle a bowl of water for two girls.
Of course, that's assuming her two brothers are not included.
"You go home first!" Song Xuemei ordered her.
"I'm going back, Duoduo goes to school..."
"Why do you care so much? Just take care of yourself first. It's not your child. Okay, let your dad pick you up at the airport tomorrow." Song Xuemei's words were not negotiable, so she hung up immediately after speaking.
Zhang Fengxia is right, she is just a vine, and she always needs a big tree to be her backbone.
Lu Feng didn't fall asleep until the morning. He could cope with the myriad changes in the business world, but facing her, with her closed and complicated heart, he had no way to deal with it.
In the morning, after sending Duoduo to school, Lu Feng bought breakfast and came back. As soon as he got home, he saw her packing a bag, her eyes were red, and she seemed to be leaving.
"Where are you going?" Lu Feng asked.
"I........"
"Let's separate. You can find someone better. As long as you are willing, you can find someone a hundred times better than me. I'm not good enough for you. You don't have to understand my tolerance. I understand all the truth behind what I said."
, if...if you feel that beating me in those two years made you feel guilty, then the wealthy life of these two years has made up for everything before, and we don't owe each other anything."
Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes turned red again as she spoke.
"I'm not worthy of you. When I stay by your side, I'm terrified. I'm afraid. I'm thinking about who I am all the time. How do I face those people? This is torture for me. They are here.
The talk behind my back makes me tortured. One look from your parents when I go back for the Chinese New Year can kill me!!!"
"Then I won't go back to celebrate the New Year." Lu Feng looked at her and said.
"Don't be like this. The better you are, the more uncomfortable I will be. What virtue and ability can I have?" Jiang Xiaoyan put the parcel on her back and said, "I want to go home. By the way, we didn't get a marriage certificate back then, so there's no need for it."
Divorce, let's go our separate ways, just follow you. If you have money, she will have a good future."
"You've been thinking about this all night?"
"Fengxia is a very nice person, and she is a good match for you. I am afraid that I am the stupidest woman in the world, introducing a partner to my man, but I hope you are well, I hope you are well, I think as long as you live a good life
, I am happy even if I die."
"You are no longer here, how can I be so fucking happy? Your brain, oh my god, are you...really trying to make me angry to death? Ah!!! Jiang Xiaoyan, are you going to make me angry to death, aren't you?
I died here on the spot, and you were satisfied if you didn't make a fuss. I've told you so much, don't you understand?"
"ah!!"
"Whether you insist on doing what you think in your head, I've told you, I don't care, you can feel at ease, but you don't listen, that's what you think!"
Lu Feng cursed and threw all the breakfast in his hand on the ground.
"Hit me!" Jiang Xiaoyan said.
Many people in the alley walked out of the door to see what was going on. Seeing that Lu Feng and his wife were arguing, Uncle Hong stepped out and said in the tone of an elder: "Why are you arguing? It's so early in the morning!"
"It has nothing to do with you, get lost!!" Lu Feng shouted.
Uncle Hong turned around and walked back, muttering: "I don't care like young people."
Jiang Xiaoyan didn't speak, just stood there, she had already made a decision in her heart.
Lu Feng took a deep breath, maybe he should give her some time and space, and said: "If you want to go back to your parents' home, go back. Stay for a while and find someone to talk to. Don't put too much worldly pressure on yourself. I am not a worldly person.
I'll take you to the airport."
"I'll take a taxi and go by myself!"
As Jiang Xiaoyan spoke, she stepped out of the door and walked towards the entrance of the alley. There were already many people muttering in the alley.
"What's going on? It's so early in the morning."
"What are you arguing about? What happened to Lu Feng's family?"
"Jiang Xiaoyan's child is gone and she is driven away. Look at the tragic outcome!"