Chapter 193 You Are The One Who Brought Me Back To You
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Waking up with a hangover was not pleasant, my temples ached.
Mu Xiuze was silent for a long time when he saw the woman's smooth and white back.
After all, he couldn't control himself last night. When he closed his eyes, his mind was filled with scenes of vivid and fragrant scenes. With the help of the medicine, he couldn't be very gentle. In addition, after being a vegetarian for more than two years, Wanwan suffered a lot.
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His fists were clenched and loosened, and his thin lips were pursed tightly. Regret rushed in his heart like another wave of pleasure, but more importantly, regret and worry.
He let out a deep breath, the matter was over, and he had to suffer the consequences no matter what.
It was already three o'clock in the morning when Yang Wanwan woke up. There was a new suit of clothes beside her bed. She put them on without saying a word, and when she got off the bed, she felt a bone-chilling pain.
Bastard, bastard, he is simply not human.
The door was pushed open at the right time. Mu Xiuze was wearing a black shirt. He was tall and had long legs, and looked a bit solemn and taciturn.
"Let's have something to eat." Not daring to look at the expression on her face, he walked over to the sofa and put his lunch on the table.
Fortunately, she didn't refuse and sat down directly.
The room was quiet, with only the faint sound of her eating. Mu Xiuze secretly looked at her unpainted little face, feeling unsure.
When she was almost finished eating, he said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry last night, Wanwan, I was the bastard for not controlling myself... If you have any anger, you can vent it all to me, don't hold it in, I can bear anything, of course.
, I can also be responsible for you."
"Can you bear everything?" Yang Wanwan wiped her mouth and looked at him slowly, "What if I sue you?"
Mu Xiuze paused for a second, raised his eyebrows, and said, "Okay, I'll help you find a lawyer."
Seeing the silent aura around him, Yang Wanwan moved her lips, "I'm just kidding, I'm afraid it won't be easy for me to get along in the entertainment industry if I really have to go through legal proceedings. You were also in a special situation last night... You are all adults, so there is no need to worry about it."
Mu Xiuze has a good figure and the bedding is great, so she doesn't suffer much anyway.
She was so calm that many of the words Mu Xiuze prepared were blocked.
It was obvious both inside and outside her words that she didn't want to have anything to do with him.
From eating with her to sending her home, he was quiet and gentle, thoughtful, but not talkative and a little cautious.
Yang Wanwan naturally discovered, "Those words you said last night were..."
"It's all what I think." He drove the car and raised his thin lips slightly, "I'm sorry for causing trouble to you. Just think that I said drunken words."
After looking at him for a moment, Yang Wanwan nodded.
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Luo Yan's ears were very noisy when she woke up, and the cicadas were chirping loudly, making it difficult to sleep well.
She suspected that a cicada had entered the house. When she opened her eyes, she found that there was indeed a cicada in the bedroom, and it had been caught by someone.
There is a cicada with beautiful wings in the breathable glass cover on the bedside table.
She looked at it quietly for a long time, her eyes getting a little hot.
The man came in with the fragrance of lotus, and the delicate pink was placed in the vase beside the bed, complementing the elegant jasmine.
"You seem to like giving me jasmine lately."
"dislike?"
"I like it." Looking at the cicada flapping its wings in the cover, Luo Yan was slightly confused, "You caught it yourself?"
It’s hard to imagine that image.
"Little Milk caught it."
"ah?"
Looking into her clear and surprised eyes, Qi Si said slowly and calmly: "It was playing in the grass and caught a little thing. When I saw it was a cicada, I discussed it with it and it gave it to me."
Luo Yan couldn't help laughing, "How did you negotiate with it?"
"I said you like cicadas and I want to give them to you."
Who would give cicadas to their wives?
However, she just liked his strange gentleness.
"You still remember."
"Remember."
"By the way, I saw the Yudian Charity display sign yesterday. What is its relationship with Jingsheng?"
Qi Si thought for a moment, then uttered a few words with his thin lips, "This charity project is quite early. It was established the year I just returned to the Shen family. Why, do you have anything to do with it?"
Luo Yan looked at him with dark eyes and unblinking eyes, "You founded it? Why did you suddenly want to set up a charity organization?"
He had just returned to Shen's house that year. He had been numb and taciturn all day long and had lost all thoughts about life. It was his grandmother who inspired him and made him a promise that she could do anything for him.
At that time, he was still immersed in the guilt and sadness that Luo Yan fell into the water. Thinking of her tragic life experience, he decided to set up a children's rescue fund to help homeless children like her who had poor life experiences.
My grandmother strongly supported me, and a charity organization was quickly established, with funding covering the whole country, and even providing funding to Southeast Asia.
There was light mist in Luo Yan's eyes, her breathing was shaky, and her eyes were still deep despite the tears. She lowered her mouth and hugged his neck.
"Do you believe in karma?"
Seeing someone who was suddenly emotionally fragile, Qi Si patted her back, which for some reason touched her tears. Luo Yan couldn't stop crying.
"You have never asked me about my past experiences. Are you afraid to ask because you are afraid that I will be sad when I think about it?"
She choked with sobs, tears rolling into his collar, "I didn't think I needed to tell you at first, because I was afraid that you would feel more guilty and sad after hearing this, but I really want to tell you that I never blamed you. It was you who saved me.
You killed me, Qi Si, because of you I can live to this day. It turns out that it was you who brought me back to you..."
Feeling her trembling, Qi Si frowned and hugged her tightly.
"That year I was washed away by a flood. When I woke up, I was in a foreign country. The locals spoke a language I couldn't understand. I was very scared, so I hid in a temple. Occasionally, people would come to offer incense and offerings, and I hid on the desk.
Next, I ate the offerings to satisfy my hunger as soon as the others left. The temple was actually very quiet and terrifying. It was the first time I ate the offerings in front of the Buddha. I was very panicked, but I was really hungry..." She sobbed, "I
I kowtowed to atone for my sins and ate the offerings at the same time, and suffered for several months."
Qi Si's eyes were filled with endless black mist, his throat felt like there was a clot of coptis, and the bitter taste reached his heart.
She stole food from the temple and ate it. What kind of good offerings could there be in a small temple in a small place? They were just some fruits and snacks, but they couldn't even eat meat. She stayed like that for several months.
"What happened next?" he asked, hearing his voice shaking a little.
"Later, in winter, people gradually stopped coming to the temple. After I finished eating the last bit of food I had hidden, I went outside to look for food. It was too cold and I fainted on the roadside. I was found and sent to an orphanage.
Luo Yan sniffed and said, "That orphanage was established with funding from Yudian Charity, and it was you."
After listening, Qi Si was stunned for a long time.
"You have suffered." He said in a mute voice as he wiped away the tears on her face, "That's why you later became a Buddhist and have been wearing beads?"
"Um."
It was all thanks to the blessing of the Buddha. Without those few months of protection, she might have fallen into the hands of human traffickers and her body might have been exposed in the wilderness.
"I didn't believe in cause and effect before, nor would I place my spirit on nothingness, but there are always invisible threads pulling me in the dark," Qi Si rubbed the side of her face and said warmly: "I will worship tomorrow.
Let’s go to Shunguang Mountain after mother’s death.”