"Aren't you going to sleep at this time?" Yang Wanwan walked over.
"I have a stomachache. I haven't felt sleepy since I woke up and took medicine. It's a nice night. Let's come and take a look." Mu Xiuze raised his jaw slightly and stared at the endless ink. After a while, he moved his lips in a low voice, "It is said that tonight
There are shooting stars, I wonder if I can see them."
Yang Wanwan raised her eyes and saw that there were no clouds tonight, and the stars were indeed very obvious.
It seemed like she hadn't seen such a clear night sky for a long time, it was clearly right above her head.
Thinking about it, many things in life are destined to become a passing cloud. Only the night sky is endless and eternal, and everyone seems to just lower their heads and be busy.
What can be bigger than this vast night sky? Human beings are just one of the insignificant creatures and will eventually perish.
Thinking about it this way, I feel a little sad. Human life is really too short.
"What are you thinking about?" Mu Xiuze looked sideways.
"It just feels like it's too fast. I remember I was just in junior high school. In the blink of an eye, it was many years ago. The academic performance I worried about every day is no big deal now." She folded her fingers on the railing and looked at her eyes.
Flashing a scattered smile, "I was really happy at that time and didn't have to worry about anything."
"What are you worried about now?"
She was silent for a moment, "I'm afraid that I will become a boring adult and lose my sight."
The man looked at her quietly and said, "You don't know how."
"There really is a shooting star!" Yang Wanwan exclaimed with excitement, "Hurry up and make a wish!"
Looking at the meteors streaking across the sky, Mu Xiuze looked at the man who closed his eyes and made a pious wish.
"What wish did you make?"
Yang Wanwan: "It won't work if I say it."
"Can I make a wish?"
"Ah?" This question was baffling, and Yang Wanwan moved her lips, "That is your freedom."
Mu Xiuze looked into the distance with dark eyes and said in a very soft voice, "I want to have a family."
I don’t know whether I was making a wish to myself or to her.
Yang Wanwan was stunned for a moment, and the man turned around, his handsome eyebrows covered with mist, "To tell you the truth, at this age, I really want to start a family, and sometimes I envy Yan Jing. My parents are getting older, and sooner or later I have to give them money."
An explanation.”
"You and Xu Qingchan are good friends. You have also seen her marriage to Qi Si. In fact, getting married is not that scary. The important thing is who you marry." Mu Xiuze said every word with a serious and dark look in his eyes.
: "I am no longer the bastard I was two years ago. Are you willing to give me a chance to change my ways?"
Always give it a try, even at the risk of being pushed further.
"It's been two years, it's enough, I can't hold on anymore. When I miss you, I can't see or touch you, and I have to bear it and not disturb you. Only when I compare my feelings with others do I realize how bastard and indifferent I used to be. Wanwan, I think so.
It’s very clear that I have more than a little crush on you, and I have seriously thought about you for the rest of my life. No one has ever made me put this in my heart, and you are the only one."
"I promise that I will never let you suffer any grievance this time. I will take care of you in everything and not make you jealous or sad. You will have the same problems as other girls. You don't need to be careful or pretend to be strong in front of me.
, I am willing to be your backing, love you and protect you. This time, let me love you, okay?"
There was silence everywhere, Yang Wanwan's eyes were quiet and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Mu Xiuze was unsure, and his pronunciation was slightly muted, "It was a spur-of-the-moment confession, without a script, and it sounded ordinary, but it was all what I thought, and none of it was empty words.
Maybe you did gradually come out after the breakup, but I didn't, not even for a moment. Time can't cool down real feelings. I have been thinking about you every day for the past two years. I have long regretted it, and I regret it terribly."
Looking at her delicate face, Mu Xiuze flexed his knuckles and said, "What should I do to get you to come back to me?"
Thinking that she was really determined not to continue, the man's eyes flashed nervously, and his voice became hoarse uncontrollably, as if begging: "Can you teach me?"
He really didn't know what to do if he was rejected again.
Yang Wanwan breathed out and caught a glimpse of the redness in his eyes, "Mu Xiuze, you have today too."
Her eyes were slightly sour, but her tone was light, "To be honest, seeing you like this, I felt a sense of pleasure in getting revenge. When I left the crossroads that winter where you didn't even say a word to save me, I swore in my heart that I would
It makes you regretful, painful, and heart-wrenching. You don’t know this feeling. It was you who despised my feelings at first, but now you are the one who lowered your attitude and begged me to go back. I should really take pictures of your appearance these two times and tell you to treat me well.
have a look."
"Mu Xiuze."
The man looked down at her, his heart tightening.
"It's impossible for us in this life."
The clenched knuckles suddenly loosened, and Mu Xiuze looked at her with black eyes, his throat seemed to be grasped by someone's hands, his breathing was not smooth, and his mind went blank.
A deep sense of powerlessness engulfed him, and a tear slipped out of the man's deep eyes like a reflex, and fell to the ground silently.
Two years and two years later, the result was the same. Even after so long, she still didn't forgive him.
He just looked at the person next to him so deeply that he forgot to blink for a long time, as if he was as stunned as a child who had done something wrong.
Yang Wanwan looked at the tears on his face, her heart felt like she was being burned by the tears, and her throat felt blocked.
I have never seen Mu Xiuze shed tears before. He seemed to be really sad.
The man slowly turned around to face the endless night sky, his back looking lonely.
After a long time, there was a touch of warmth on his back. Mu Xiuze was stunned for a moment, pursed his lips and turned around.
Yang Wanwan lowered her eyes, and something flickered in her eyes, "Seeing you regret and suffer, a great revenge has to be avenged. The past can be written off."
The person who had been reacting for a long time, his heart beating slowly, asked uncertainly: "Just now..."
"That sentence was meant to kill you, and I'm very satisfied with the result." She sniffed, "I thought I would be very happy seeing you in pain, but when I saw your dejected look, my heart became blocked.
"
"Mu Xiuze, do you dare to hurt me in the future?"
The man stared blankly at her reddish eyes, his heart filled with sadness. It was as if he had finally found an outlet for his emotions, and he hugged her into his arms. There were even more tears in the corners of his eyes than before.
Mu Xiuze hugged Yang Wanwan tightly in his arms, his chest shaking slightly, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether he was crying with joy or excessive sadness.
Maybe both.
Yang Wanwan didn't expect his reaction. She thought he would happily promise her, but she didn't expect him to be immersed in his own emotions.
Those words just now seemed to really scare him.
Yang Wanwan bit her lip, leaned her forehead against his chest, and whispered, "I'm sorry, please don't cry. I don't know how to coax men."
"I don't dare anymore, I don't dare to make you sad anymore." Mu Xiuze stroked the back of her head, his fingertips were still trembling a little, and it still felt like a dream.
When he sent her back to sleep, the man was by the bed, pulling up the quilt and stroking her hair. His eyes were extremely tender and tender, but he didn't leave.
Yang Wanwan grabbed the quilt, "It's almost two o'clock in the morning, why don't you go to bed?"