What he was going to say next, Yu Lan knew, it was only suitable for him and the child's father to know, and it was really not suitable for others to know.
Especially regarding rebirth, in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, the fewer people know about it, the better.
Thinking of this, Yu Lan put her hands on his shoulders, lowered her eyes slightly and said, "I will only talk to you about this matter."
Maybe he saw what she was thinking.
Zhao Chengji raised his hand to signal.
After being instructed, the secret guards will never hear anything they shouldn't hear.
"You can say it now."
Yu Lan nodded, "Okay, then I'll talk about it."
Meeting her gaze, Zhao Chengji's feeling of depression became even more intense.
What on earth did she want to say?
In front of you.
Zhao Yuanzhi's face was as always, handsome and cold, with a deep expression. Only the eyes looking at her were gentle, with a tenderness that only she could understand.
This man.
Love yourself.
That's why I worry and care about myself so much. Just like me, my faint liking for him has now become substantial.
Therefore, liking is not something you just talk about. Sometimes, you can connect with each other even without saying it.
Yu Lan sighed and said, "Sir, do you think people can be reborn after they die?"
Rebirth?
she……
Meeting Yu Lan's gaze, Zhao Chengji's eyes shrank slightly, and he sat upright unconsciously. Although nothing could be seen on his face, he had a guess in his heart, but he was a little unsure.
He glanced at her.
After secretly calming down, Zhao Chengjidan said calmly: "The world is so big, there are all kinds of wonders, even if there is real rebirth, it's nothing."
Hearing what she said, Yu Lan asked seriously, "Then, do you believe it?"
Believe it, he naturally believed it, Zhao Chengji himself was reborn, how could he not believe it?
Thinking of this, he nodded slightly and responded, "Yes, of course I believe it."
Just rebirth.
Although he wanted to flip the table at first, he calmed down after that.
It's just that I never thought...
I feel a little nervous.
If so, she was also reborn.
So, do you remember yourself?
If she remembers it, then how does she view herself? Although it was an accident in her previous life, it is true that it hurt her. Therefore, some things cannot be treated as if they have never happened by making up for it.
The palms of my hands felt warm.
He cares about Yu Lan's thoughts.
Very concerned.
Therefore, apart from that identity, Zhao Chengji is just an ordinary man. He will also be nervous and worried about the woman he likes, and even miss her, with a look of fear or disgust in his eyes.
Before he could continue thinking, he heard Yu Lan speak.
"I might not believe it."
"I have already died once. If I hadn't experienced it myself, I wouldn't have believed that such a bizarre thing would happen to me."
Yu Lan's voice was very soft.
Zhao Chengji heard clearly.
When he heard her say that he had died once, Zhao Chengji stiffened, and the hand on her waist subconsciously hugged her a little tighter. His face also sank unconsciously at this moment.
With a tense expression on his face, Zhao Chengji looked straight at Yu Lan.
"what happened?"
His voice was low, hoarse, and a little stiff.
Lowering his head slightly, Yu Lan leaned quietly in his arms, resting her head on his shoulder, leaning against him quietly.
No matter when, Yu Lan always feels at ease in his arms.
That's trust in him.
This is the father of her child.
"Yes, I have already died once."
"We have to start talking about this matter from the previous life."
Close your eyes.
Yu Lan fell into memories.
"In my previous life, the Zhang Mansion was confiscated a year later. As a slave girl of the Zhang Mansion, I was sold to Xuanyang County along with the eldest lady. After that, I went to the Chen family and became the second lady.
The rough servant girl in the courtyard."
"At that time, I stayed in the Chen Mansion for two years, and my life was better than when I was in the Zhang Mansion. I thought that it would be the same in the future. I just thought that I would slowly save enough money and see if I could have the opportunity to give it to
Redeem yourself and go home to your family."
"Until the day of the lantern festival, the second young lady casually asked me to follow and serve. After two years in the Chen Mansion, there were very few opportunities for my concubine to leave the house. It's the lantern festival again, so I'm very happy to be able to go out with the second young lady."
"It's just that even I didn't expect that I would meet a strange man and have sex with him on that day. After that night, I was so scared of him that I ran away."
She, indeed, remembered her existence.
After hearing her words, Zhao Chengji subconsciously thought of the scene that night.
I felt a little helpless.
For Lan.
He is sorry.
Even when I died in my previous life, I was thinking about her. So, after meeting her in this life, I thought I could make up for it.
In the end, he fell in love and lost his heart, but he was also very happy. Otherwise, how could he have her and the child in her belly at the same time.
Hold her hand.
Enduring the tremor in his heart, Zhao Chengji said calmly: "Then what?"
Yu Lan was quiet for a while.
continue.
"Two months after that, I found out that I was pregnant. At the beginning, I was confused and nervous, and I didn't even know what to do. But the child is innocent, and in the end I still
I chose to keep the child."
Speaking of this, Yu Lan looked helpless, "Unfortunately, there is no airtight wall in the world. Maybe it was my concubine's reaction during that time that made people see something. So I still let the eldest lady of the Chen family know about this matter, so I
I was called over. I thought about many possibilities, but I never thought it would be like that..."
"The eldest concubine of Pingyuan Prince's Palace cannot give birth, so she wants to find a good woman to give birth to a child and raise it under her knees. Mrs. Chen didn't know where she got the news, so she came to me. The maid in the palace had an affair with someone.
If you have a child, you will be beaten to death with sticks. If you want to live, you have to accept her arrangement, abort the child in your belly, and go to the imperial capital to give birth to a child for the imperial concubine."
"I'm locked up."
"Mrs. Chen had someone bring me a bowl of abortion pills. Fortunately, it rained that day, so I poured the pills into my sleeves, so I didn't drink it. After that, I got on the carriage prepared by Chen's house and went to the Imperial Capital.
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"On the way, I took the deed and ran away. But I didn't know the way, so I had to continue walking in the direction of the Imperial Capital. Because it was the closest place, luckily I met a kind person on the road and gave me a ride, and finally I arrived at the Imperial Capital.
"
"After arriving in the imperial capital, I originally thought that I would go to the government to cancel my slave status, and after getting the documents stamped by the government, I could hire a carriage to return to my hometown. But sometimes, it is really difficult to stay alive."
My nose is a little sore.
Thinking of those memories, Yu Lan's eyes turned red.
Sighing, Yu Lan said softly: "Under the power, life is as thin as paper. I just died there in the imperial capital. One corpse and two lives were left lying on the street. The person who asked me to be beaten to death was none other than the man from Pingyuan Prince's Palace."