Xin Gan panted and pushed open the door of Xie Yan's office. Xie Yan, who was looking at medical records in the room, was slightly startled. He looked up and saw Xin Gan. He was a little surprised. Xin Gan rarely came to see him during his working hours.
The next second.
Xingan closed the door again with a "dong" sound, and strode towards him panting. When Xingan came forward, Xie Yan realized something was wrong. Her hair was slightly messy, she was wearing loose and comfortable home clothes, and even the cotton under her feet
The slippers were not replaced.
Xin Gan is usually very concerned about his image, but he has never looked so miserable in appearance.
Xie Yan's first reaction was that something big had happened.
He looked tense, put down the medical records and held her hand, "What happened?"
"..."
Xin Gan's eyes were red, and she resisted not letting go of Xie Yan's hand. She tried hard to adjust her breathing, and then asked him, "Why the match!"
"What?"
"Why do you want to match Liu Zijun!" Xinggan stared directly into his eyes, "Don't tell me, you just matched him casually."
"..."
Xie Yan didn't expect that it was because of this incident that he pursed his lips and fell silent.
Xingan said aggressively, "Speak!"
"Honey, calm down..."
"Calm down? How do you want me to calm down?" Xingan's hands and feet were cold, "You are a doctor, and you know better than anyone else what impact one missing kidney will have on the body. Don't you want to die!"
"It's not that serious." Xie Yan said calmly, "I won't die."
"Yes! You won't die, but what about your body and your health?" She couldn't bear it anymore and threw his hand away, "Who will pay for you?"
Xie Yan knew that Xin Gan couldn't accept it, so he never thought about how to tell her, but he didn't expect that Xin Gan would react so violently when he found out about it.
He thought for a while and then said, "My cousin can't delay it any longer."
"It's none of your business!" Xin Gan said angrily, "It's his business if he gets sick, and it has nothing to do with you whether he lives or dies. Why should you sacrifice your health to save him? Are Liu Jianguo and his wife forcing each other?
Yours, I’ll go find them now. Their own son can’t be helped by himself, so why should you save him?”
Xie Yan quickly grabbed her wrist, "They didn't force me, it was me..."
"Are you crazy? Are you crazy?"
"..."
Xie Yan looked into her eyes and smiled bitterly, "I can't just watch him die."
"There are many ways to repay kindness..."
"It's not to repay the favor." Xie Yan interrupted her, "You know, this is the kind of person I am."
"..."
yes!
He was such a selfless and great person.
A moment.
My heart and soul seemed to have been drained of all its strength.
How could she forget that his greatest wish is world peace.
In the past, my sweetheart always thought that selfless dedication was his strength, but now, she hates this very much in him. Can't he be more selfish and think more about himself?
A glimmer of water appeared uncontrollably in his eyes, "Why?"
"I didn't expect that my kidney could be successfully matched with his. I just thought that with one more person doing the matching, the success rate would be higher, so I did the matching with Xinyi. I seriously considered it.
I won't die if I don't have a kidney, but my cousin won't be able to survive without surgery. I'll give him a kidney so that we can both live, which is quite cost-effective."
"..."
Those are his organs!
How could he analyze the pros and cons so rationally and calmly?
My heart can't understand it.
"what about me?"
"..."
"Have you never considered me?" Xingan looked at him with red eyes, "If you don't have a kidney, your health will get worse in the future. You may not have the strength to hold me or carry me... If you don't have a kidney, say
Maybe you won’t have the energy to have children with me in the future. Have you ever considered my feelings? Or, have you never thought about our future?”
Thank you for your silence.
His silence seemed to her as acquiescence. Her heart felt as if there was a hole in her heart, and the cold wind was blowing into it. Her limbs were cold, "You really haven't thought about it!"
"..."
"That's right!" Xin Gan lowered his head and laughed to himself, "I took the initiative from the beginning of this relationship, and I forced it. You don't like me at all... No, maybe you do like me a little bit.
Right. But that little liking is not enough for you to make plans for our future."
Thinking of the past few months of dating, her eyes were filled with mist. She blinked desperately to remove the moisture from her eyes. She laughed at herself and said, "Actually, there were signs for a long time, but I turned a blind eye. From the time we confirmed our relationship to now, what?
I took the initiative in everything, I took the initiative to find you, I took the initiative to call and send you text messages. If I didn’t look for you, you would never remember me. You never took the initiative to call me, nor did you take the initiative to chat with me.
.I have been comforting myself that you are not a freelance worker like me. You have to go to and from get off work regularly, and sometimes you have to be on duty after get off work. It is normal to have less time, so I will be a sensible girlfriend and try not to disturb you.
.”
"But I forgot..."
She suddenly raised her head and looked at Xie Yan with a bitter smile, "People who are passionately in love want to be with each other all the time. Even if they are not together, they still feel happy when they think of each other. If you don't look for me, you are actually not that kind.
You like me."
"..."
Xie Yan felt very sad.
Xin Gan has always been a warm little sun, and it seems that no matter what happens, the smile on her face will never be stained with haze, but now, because of him, her smile is gone.
He raised his hand, "My dear..."
"..."
Xin Gan took a step back and avoided his touch. She held back her tears and said, "Actually, you have been annoying me for a long time, right? You have always had a plan. You don't want to find a girlfriend or get married. I forced you to
It broke your plan. You must be very distressed to have such a pestering girlfriend like me. You probably didn’t even expect that I could pester you for so long."
"no……"
Xingan was immersed in her own thoughts and couldn't hear what Xie Yan said. Her voice was very soft, "You must have been so troubled by me that you asked me to give it a try, but you thought that my enthusiasm should be very...
It's about to subside. I didn't expect that I could persist for such a long time. You said the words 'try it out' yourself, so you are too embarrassed to break up with me."
"..."
"Then... I'll be the one to initiate the breakup." The pride in her heart did not allow her to continue to be humble. She straightened her back and looked at Xie Yan with red eyes, "I forced us to be together from the beginning.
To get to where I am today, I am the only one who drew the moth to the flame, and I don’t blame anyone else!”
"darling……"
"Now, I set you free!"
"..."
Xingan heard his slightly trembling voice, "Let's break up!"