Xiaoyue's throat was choked with sobs and she couldn't speak, even her breathing was trembling, and her red eyes were full of sadness.
"Stop talking, you will get better!"
"You...stop deceiving yourself..."
Shi Wushuang smiled miserably, seemingly relieved but with a little bit of reluctance and reluctance.
"What's more...if I don't say it, I'm afraid of myself and will regret it even more..."
His eyes were gleaming with water, as if he saw a faint ray of light in the movement, and he just murmured to herself quietly against her back.
"Knowing what kind of person you are, I still want to frame you, be jealous of you, and even want you to leave that person forever... Xiaoyue, do you hate me?"
"No hate! I have never...hated you!"
Xiaoyue tried not to let herself cry, shook her head vigorously, and gritted her teeth.
"I really... never thought about it this way!"
"I...why don't you believe it?"
The man chuckled and looked upward, wanting to see what she looked like at this moment. Unfortunately, he could only see the small, round earlobes and the white and slender neck. But it didn't matter, even if he couldn't see it,
, he could also guess how funny and embarrassed she would look.
He held on to some energy and recalled all the past events. He didn't know what he thought of, but his face suddenly changed and he subconsciously squinted his eyes.
"Even if you never hated me...but I did hate you."
Xiao Yue suddenly stopped sobbing and pursed her thin lips. She knew what he was referring to and what he meant.
She said nothing, and listened quietly to what he continued to say.
"Obviously you are an orphan, a person with no identity and background, a most ordinary person who can't even afford food and clothing. Why are you living more happily than me? And free! Even...even that person will not hesitate.
Favoring you, why!"
Speaking of what he had been brooding about for a long time, Shi Wushuang's bloodless and calm face finally became a little turbulent, and even contained a hint of hatred.
"Later... later I realized that you were not as miserable as I thought, and... you were not really happy as I thought, but you were indeed much happier than me. Unexpectedly, in the end, I was the villain in vain, haha
…”
"You didn't. You don't need to belittle yourself. I understand everything you said...I know it all."
Xiaoyue's beautiful tearful eyes became much darker, perhaps because she lowered her head and closed her eyes, projecting a watery sheen.
Shi Wushuang did not answer her words, but continued talking.
"I originally thought that if I treated you like that, you would... hate me to the core. Who knows, Lian Shang and you all accepted me without any problem. They even regarded me as a companion. Ha... you really made me
I’m impressed!”
After all, the past events flashed through his mind one by one like a revolving door. Although the time he spent with them was not always safe and smooth, it was the happiest and most enjoyable time he had ever had.
, he no longer has to live a life of restraint. There is sorrow, there is happiness, there are feelings, and there is nature. The combination of them all is the most beneficial fruit for him in this life.
However, after experiencing all this in his life, he suddenly felt very satisfied. But in a corner of his heart, there was still a concern that could not be easily touched, which was his reluctance to let go.
He slowly took off the pendant under his body and looked at its translucent color. The smile in his eyebrows melted the glaciers everywhere, and even his outline became much softer. Like a rare treasure, he couldn't put it down.