Even if she didn't know about it, she still noticed some clues in hindsight. But even so, she couldn't reciprocate it. In the end, it could only be reduced to an understatement.
I can only hope that she can let go of this relationship. If she can't, I also hope that she won't vent her anger on others. All the resentment can be directed at her alone.
After all, everyone else is innocent and knows nothing about this matter.
"Why are you apologizing to me?"
Siyin raised her head in disbelief and staggered several steps with her trembling body.
"Do you also think that I have been resentful of you for a long time? Are other people even the targets of my revenge?"
"Siyin, that's not what I meant."
Xiaoyue wanted to explain to her, but she didn't want to get close to him and kept backing away. In desperation, she had no choice but to tell the truth.
"What I said today has no other meaning. Regardless of whether you have such thoughts, I will not delve into it. I just hope that you will keep your true heart and not embark on a path of no return. This is...
What I least want to see."
"Is that what you're worried about?"
Siyin laughed softly to herself, the accumulated tears lingering in her eyes, softening her sight.
"If I say that I once planned to hate you and them, but only in the past, would you believe it?"
Xiaoyue said nothing, but looked straight at her with her deep golden eyes, silent. This made Siyin feel uneasy, and he never relaxed to look at her.
However, the person who had been silent for a long time slowly closed his thin lips and said the most critical sentence to her at the moment.
"I believe, I believe every word you say."
"ha……"
Siyin burst into tears of relief and smiled. Excited, she strode to the opposite side, hugged her arm closely, and spoke affectionately.
"Rather than hating you, I actually hate myself more."
She hates why she met her so late, and why she is just an ordinary person in this life. She doesn't even have the most basic qualifications to compete with her. This can only be blamed on the unfairness of her fate, which is also a fact of her life that cannot be changed. She
I am self-aware, so I don’t dare to expect too much, I just hope to keep going like this.
Even if she can't be the most important person to her, she still has to be the person she likes. In this way, when the end of this life comes, she can still remember him as before, feel happy and enjoy it.
"Why do you bother? Are you just going to leave yourself alone?"
Xiaoyue's face was full of melancholy, and she lowered her eyes to look at the beauty beside her. Her insistence on her own opinion really made her at a loss, and there was nothing she could do about her.
"Who said I would be lonely and helpless? For me, if I stay with you and never leave you, I will not be alone for the rest of my life. This is my carefully considered decision and no one can change it."
Siyin placed his delicate jade fingers on her palm, his passionate gaze fell from her sharp chin to her eyebrows, and she spoke softly.
"Just let me stay with you, okay? I know Lian Shang is no longer here, but I am still with you. There will always be someone behind you waiting for you, who will not leave you, and will always support you.
"
Xiaoyue was moved by the heartfelt words in her ears. Even though she was still a little worried, it seemed that there was no better way to solve the matter now.
Xiaoyue was so moved that she didn't know how to speak out her words, so she could only nod her head and acquiesce to Siyin.