Chapter 682 My elder Ruoci...my mother...she can never be found again...
The cold wind and rain, the dead grass and luxuriant grass. A solitary grave marked a lifetime of desolation. Today, a long-lost figure stepped here, and every step seemed to step on my heart, which made people feel extra heavy.
The dense rain blurred my vision. Looking at the sleeping man lying here silently, my heart was filled with grief and my throat was choked with sobs.
Looking at the old shoes in my hand, memories burst out like a tide. The past events are vivid in my mind, and my mind can't help but be confused.
She still remembers the time when she was raised by the Guyue Sect. Although she was loved and cared for by her elders and brothers, what she wanted in her heart was still the love of her biological parents.
When she saw those ladies and gentlemen bringing large and small packages to visit those senior brothers, she felt envious and bitter. In her heart, she was looking forward to when her parents would come over to see her. She would be satisfied even for just one visit.
However, every time she waited, she was disappointed. And she comforted herself that it didn't matter, her parents were just temporarily busy and couldn't come over.
Wait for next time, next time I will bring many, many things to see her...
She waited stupidly at the door, waiting for who knows how long or how many years.
The figure she longed for in her heart still hadn't arrived, but she had grown to be eight years old.
Once, I was extremely lonely and sat on the steps with Elder Miao Chong. They were silent for a long time and said nothing.
"Elder Miao Chong, is it true that Xiaoying's parents no longer want Xiaoying?"
"Silly boy, how come Xiaoying's parents don't want Xiaoying?"
Li Mouchong chuckled a few times, looking at the child's face that was full of sadness that was not consistent with her age. He touched her little head with a little distress, wiped away the tears left on her young cheeks, and comforted her very gently.
"But... but why don't they come to see Xiaoying? Xiaoying... Xiaoying really misses them..."
"Xiaoying... wouldn't it be nice to have us accompany you?"
She didn't answer, but what she answered was the crying that never stopped in his arms.
The hoarse and sobbing voice stung Li Mouchong's heart, and his body instinctively hugged the young body tightly.
"Xiaoying, you have to remember. It's not that your parents don't want you. You're so cute, so they couldn't bear to have you. It's just that they went to a place far, far away and can't come back for a while."
"Really?"
Xiaoying immediately stopped crying and stared at Elder Miao Chong with big watery eyes without blinking. Perhaps it was because he had just cried a lot, his eyes were particularly bright.
"That's great! That's great! I knew it, I knew they didn't abandon the laughing baby, that's great!"
Listening to the innocent laughter of the innocent child, Li Mouchong twitched the corners of his mouth with joy and sorrow.
There is infinite hope in my heart that this dream can never be awakened, and it can go on like this.
It's a pity that all the beauty is not worth the cruelty of reality, and I still wake up from the dream.
She was so injured that she was on the verge of collapse.
This pair of shoes was what Elder Ruoci, who was hiding in the corner, wanted to give to her when she was talking to the elder.
She thought again, when she cried so hard that she couldn't help herself, was she also crying?
She doesn't know, and she may never know.
She spent her whole life looking for the person, but she didn't know that she was by her side, and it was she who personally sent her soul to hell.
Isn't this ironic? Isn't this God's mockery of her? She laughed so loudly, as if she wished the whole world could hear her laughter.
My Elder Ruoci...my mother...she can never be found again...