Tong Feifei has been hanging out with Jiang Yue for so many years, and he also knows that since Jiang Yue asked this question, it must mean that Brother Yue is not satisfied with his growth rate.
Although there is certainly no intention to blame the beating, the reminder is obviously sufficient.
The brothers won't dislike him because he doesn't grow up fast enough, but Tong Feifei's self-esteem can't accept being left behind.
Therefore, at this moment, Tong Feifei's heart was filled with mixed emotions.
I feel a little disappointed and a little self-blame, but mostly I feel regret.
It was really one wrong step, one wrong step after another.
When he was at Yangfan Middle School, Brother Yue asked him more than once if he wanted to hang out with him and leave Yangfan Middle School together.
It's not that Tong Feifei refuses to hang out with Jiang Yue, he has always regarded himself as Jiang Yue's younger brother, but his secondary disease made him feel that even if he hangs out with Jiang Yue, he has to prove his ability first.
So he chose to stay at Yangfan Middle School and spent a lot of precious time in the quagmire of Yangfan Middle School.
During that time, he worked hard every day, thinking about how to make Yangfan Middle School survive and how to build Yangfan Middle School into an impregnable base.
But the final facts proved that his efforts were in vain.
Yangfan Middle School eventually collapsed, and his personal path to awakening was obviously not developed to the extreme.
At this point, let alone compared with Jiang Yue and Han Jingjing, even compared with his former roommate Mao Doudou, Tong Feifei knew that he was lagging behind.
Although Mao Doudou is stubborn, it is this stubbornness that prevented him from staying in Yangfan Middle School. Without the fetters of these mundane affairs, he chose to return to his hometown. In the process of returning home, Mao Doudou will awaken.
His talent was fully developed and he became a visible combat powerhouse.
As for Wang Xiawei, who was far inferior to him before and was considered by everyone to be an honest man who couldn't beat a fart with a stick, his growth rate was also astonishing after some days of training in the Action Bureau.
It can be said that these old brothers, Tong Feifei's starting point was inferior to Jiang Yue's, and even Mao Doudou's starting point was not as good as that of Tong Feifei.
After all, spiritual awakeners have obvious advantages.
It's a pity that he didn't make good use of the good starting point.
Although Jiang Yue had already left him far behind, even Mao Doudou was far ahead of him. Even Wang Xiawei looked experienced and mature, and seemed to have faint signs of overtaking in corners.
Even though Tong Feifei was in a good mood, he felt a little uncomfortable when he thought about it carefully.
"Brother Yue, I'm wondering if it was really wrong for me to stay at Yangfan Middle School?"
Jiang Yue mentioned Tong Feifei just now because he wanted him to truly face himself and find the crux of the problem, not to make him blame himself or even deny his original choice.
The choice is nothing more than personal chance. Even if he stays at Yangfan Middle School, Tong Feifei actually has full hope of continuously tapping out his awakening talent.
In fact, Jiang Yue also saw that Tong Feifei had this kind of ability and talent.
It's a pity that he always only dabbled in it and never went deeper.
When he was in the mall before, Jiang Yue could clearly feel that Tong Feifei's potential and strength were considerable when he was protecting Zhong Leyi.
Especially when mental power is condensed into physical attacks, they are also beginning to have lethality.
Although it was a potential that was inspired by desperation, even if it was potential, it also meant that he did have such abilities and background.
But what happened next?
It has been so long since the battle with the Year Eaters. Until now, Jiang Yue has not seen Tong Feifei continue to dig in this area, and has not even heard him mention it.
He didn't really capture, comprehend, or summarize the inspiration at that moment of battle.
He is always too casual and does not delve deeply into his core fields. This is the reason why Tong Feifei has been wasted until now and has never been able to make a substantial leap.
Jiang Yue didn't want him to be the one to tell the truth. He wanted Tong Fatty to come to his own understanding of the matter.
It's a pity that Tong Feifei still hasn't found the reason.
What he was reflecting on was actually the choice of staying at Yangfan Middle School. It can be seen that until now, he can only find some external causes and has not looked for internal causes.
In other words, he did not analyze himself.
"Brother Yue, are you angry and a little disappointed with me?" Tong Feifei couldn't help but asked anxiously when he saw that Jiang Yue didn't answer him and looked a little disappointed.
Jiang Yue sighed: "Fei Fei, you are my brother. When have I ever been angry with you in all these years?"
"I thought that if I chose to stay at Yangfan Middle School, Brother Yue would be unhappy and feel that I was not kind enough."
"Fei Fei, do you think this is the reason why you haven't been able to deeply explore your awakening talent?"
"I guess so? At least part of the reason is that there are too many things in Yangfan Middle School that distract me."
"At least you got to know Xiao Zhong. Although the time in Yangfan Middle School was rough, it cannot be used as the main excuse."
"Xiao Zhong..." Tong Feifei had a happy smile on his face. This was probably his biggest gain from staying at Yangfan Middle School.
For this reason, he had no reason to regret the time he stayed at Yangfan Middle School. The relationship between him and Xiao Zhong was established in that day-to-day relationship.
The two of them made plans together and worked hard for the survival of Yangfan Middle School. It must be said that although there was little personal progress during that period, it was fulfilling.
Although those at Yangfan Middle School did not give them anything in return, and even repaid kindness with hatred, Tong Feifei still believed deep down that the time was worth it.
The reason why he asked this was actually because he wanted to know Jiang Yue's attitude towards this matter.
"Brother Yue, I am really a bit dull. I also know that I have not kept up with my personal awakening, and I am actually a bit distressed. I am afraid that one day I will hold everyone back."
"It's not that it's a hindrance. What's most pity is that you obviously have a powerful awakening talent, but you didn't make good use of it."
"Brother Yue, tell me what is my problem?"
"The answer to what you just said is in it."
"The answer is in my sentence?"
Tong Feifei was fascinated by the lake and looked at Jiang Yue in confusion. He clearly asked a question, so how could he get an answer?
"Look for it word by word and find the core word."
Tong Feifei was stunned for a while. Suddenly, a light seemed to flash through his mind, and he suddenly became enlightened.
"I?"
"Brother Yue, do you mean that my problem lies within myself and has nothing to do with external factors?"
"I can't say that it has nothing to do with it at all, but the primary reason must be yourself."
Tong Feifei suddenly realized: "I understand. Internal cause, internal cause...Brother Yue, I understand. I really understand."
"You are involved in danger, and you are personally involved in every strange incident. You use fighting to improve yourself. Mao Doudou is undistracted and focused on himself. He has also tapped his awakening talent to a higher level. Wang Xiawei has been trained in the action bureau and has made rapid progress.
.Only I... move around, move around, never have a stable mentality, don't have the kind of hysterical mentality to improve myself, so that I wasted this golden period, don't you think?"
"Fei Fei, the fact that you can think of this proves that you are really smart. I remember that at first, even I was very envious of your awakening talent. You can talk to spiritual creatures, and you can predict future clues through spiritual power.
, you can even use your mental power to condense your essence to launch an attack."
"Last night, when you had a fierce battle with the Year Eater, you almost knocked down the Year Eater. Your mental attack has amazing potential, but until now, have you calmed down and captured it again?
Are you looking for that feeling at that moment?”
Tong Feifei stood frozen on the spot as if he had received an electric shock.
Jiang Yue's words were like a wake-up call, causing him to fall into a state of petrification.
Yes, what I felt at that moment was that for so long, I really didn’t think of searching or understanding it again.
If you are so lazy and casual, how can you compete with other awakened people in this strange era? What can you do to compete with other awakened people?
Just in terms of mentality, I have already lost, completely lost.
"Brother Yue, I really understand. I am the little monkey who went down the mountain. I picked up peaches, lost corn, picked up watermelons, and lost peaches again. In the end, it seems that I have passed through a lot of things, but the things that belong to me are...
Very few."
Tong Feifei's mouth was full of bitterness, and his heart was filled with shame.
"With my state of mind, I still laugh and feel superior. I always feel that I read more books and my brain is smarter. In fact, I am the stupidest one. I read a lot of books, but it makes me smarter.
I believed too much in the things in the book, but I forgot that in this strange era, practice may be ten or a hundred times more important than the principles in the book. Three thousand principles are not as important as one in-depth practice in reality."
"Just like this experience in the Wumei community and the fighting experience in the shopping mall, this is something you can't experience in books."
"Brother Yue, do you think I am the number one idiot?"
Jiang Yue smiled and said: "I don't know if you are the number one idiot, but I know that you should really work more on the details. You should calm down and truly understand and observe the details of the strange events.
Whether they are evil monsters or scum among humans, the things you read in books cannot help you defeat them, but you have accumulated enough experience, gained enough strength, and mastered enough combat experience. Although you cannot
It will make you victorious in every battle, but it will definitely make you calmer when encountering trouble, with a higher chance of survival and a greater chance of winning."
"I've been taught, I've been taught. Brother Yue, I understand. My awakening talent is in the spiritual field, but I have not developed this field well. I seem to be a little bit good at everything, but not very good at anything. I have a slightly better performance.
, I feel complacent and feel that I am great. Just like the last time I locked the location of the weird tree and sensed the existence of the weird tree in my dream, I always felt that my performance was good enough..."
"It's not that those people are not excellent, but that you could have been even better, many times better than that. Think about it, if you had realized the essence of mental power concentration early on, maybe when you encountered the Year Eater, your attack would have been better.
If he hits the opponent faster than his attack... the outcome may be another story."
"Yes...Brother Yue, you asked me to take a walk with you. Actually, you just wanted to test me, to test whether I can be open-minded and perceptive, and whether I can calm down and observe carefully, right?"
"So you didn't think I was just looking for you to take a walk with me before, right?"
Tong Feifei scratched his head: "I knew that Brother Yue must have deep meaning, but I didn't expect that Brother Yue would use his actions to wake me up. Unfortunately, I was too stupid and never understood it."
Tong Feifei felt ashamed inside. He had just walked a few laps with Jiang Yue, but he really didn't make any observations or insights.
Countless years flashed through his mind, here and there, like a movie that failed to be edited, with various scenes pieced together haphazardly.
He thought about Zhong Leyi, and wondered whether he should talk to her and have a few words of sympathy when he went back for a walk? He thought about Mao Doudou, and even thought about the progress of Mao Doudou and Senior Axia at the moment...
Thinking about it now, Tong Feifei feels like his face is burning.
"Fei Fei, I have always thought that you are very talented and have a high level of understanding. If you were calmer, your achievements would be more than this?"
"Brother Yue, you gave me a head start tonight. You really woke me up. Look at my performance in the future. I guarantee that starting from tonight, you will see a different me."
"Very good, then continue walking with me." Jiang Yuedan smiled.
…
This journey, Tong Fei Fei is indeed very different.
When Tong Feifei focuses on one thing, his ability and talent are obvious.
Although no clues have been found about the strange events that happened tonight, Tong Feifei discovered many problems in the base along the way.
These issues include defensive arrangements, personnel allocation, and safety blind spots. All of these issues are actually very informative and insightful.
Jiang Yue also quite recognized these issues.
Although the base now has a lot of manpower, it still lacks a top-level elite team. Even if the Operations Bureau sends people for training and guidance, it will take some time to perfect many details.
Moreover, there are still a few elite personnel in the base. It is difficult to take care of some subtle problems just by relying on the accumulation of manpower.
Obvious loopholes may be fixed, but some subtle problems may not be discovered by anyone, let alone filled.
Even if it is discovered, I am afraid it cannot be solved.
"Brother Yue, I am more and more sure now that other people must have come into the base. Even powerful evil spirits may sneak in. What do you think?"
"So, do you think the strange events tonight are man-made or the work of evil spirits?"
"It is more likely that it is man-made, but we do not rule out the possibility of the two cooperating with each other."
"Brother Yue, we need to communicate with Uncle Ye and Teacher Sun about these issues at the base."
"Communication is necessary, but it is difficult for the current base to achieve full coverage and defense. In any case, certain risks must be borne. What the base can do is to establish an efficient and effective defense system when encountering sudden events.