"My name is He Jingtian, and I was born in a remote mountain village called Hejiamiao."
He Jingtian took the coffee spoon and gently stirred the coffee.
His expression was focused, as if he was lost in recollection and contemplation.
Su Anqi felt that He Jingtian in front of her was strange and alienated, but she did not dare to interrupt and listened quietly.
"Do you know why my name is Jingtian?"
He Jingtian asked this question, but he didn't really want to hear the answer from Su Anqi.
Therefore, before Su Anqi could speak, he took the initiative to answer: "Sedum is the name of a Chinese herbal medicine, and my He family has been practicing medicine for generations."
Having said this, He Jingtian looked at Su Anqi with burning eyes and said in a faint voice, "The People's Hospital of our county is run by our He family."
Su Anqi's eyes suddenly widened.
She never expected that a poor boy from a poor mountain village like He Jingtian would have such a prominent family background.
However, after thinking for a moment and thinking of the movement twenty or thirty years ago, Su Anqi's expression changed again.
Seeing the change in Su Anqi's expression, He Jingtian smiled, but he did not stop and continued to talk, "Do you know why our village is called the He Family Temple? Fifty years ago, that was the family temple of our He family."
"When our family was most prosperous, there was an entire street of shops in the county that belonged to our family. It's a pity——"
The former prominence brought not glory but disaster to the descendants of the He family.
"My grandfather was driven back to his hometown of Hejiamiao. He couldn't bear the huge gap and hanged himself in the back mountain."
"My dad had one of his legs broken and was nicknamed He Laoguai. No one knew that he was once a man from a distinguished family who was proficient in medicine!"
When He Jingtian said this, he felt reminiscing with sadness and a little regret.
Of course, these words were all told to him by Grandma He when he was a child.
How much truth there is, and how much embellishment and fiction, He Jingtian doesn't know, and he doesn't want to know.
Because from the bottom of his heart, He Jingtian also hoped that his father would be a big shot with a wealth of knowledge and proficiency in medical skills, instead of an old rural man with a lame leg, hunched shoulders and a sad face.
Su Anqi opened her mouth. She didn't know whether she should praise the He family for their solid foundation, or comfort He Jingtian and his family for going through so much.
During the exercise, Su Anqi was already three or four years old, but she didn't remember much.
She had not seen those miseries with her own eyes, but she had heard many stories from her parents and ancestors.
Not to mention others, the Su family has also suffered harm. However, Su's father got justice, and the Su family is now known as a good family that everyone admires.
As for the He family, it seems that they have never turned around and have been living a poor and miserable life.
"..." Seeing Su Anqi's hesitant expression, it seemed as if she didn't know how to respond.
He Jingtian curled up the corners of his lips, and returned to his cheerful appearance instead of being depressed and melancholy just now.
"I say this not to say how pitiful I am, but to tell you the real me!"
He Jingtian looked at Su Anqi seriously and said calmly, "I'm not as sunny and confident as I appear on the surface, and I can't even be considered a truly good person."
"You know, I once despised a poor family, and I didn't want to face having a cripple father and a fool mother."
"Half a month ago, when I heard the news that my dad passed away unexpectedly, my first reaction was not sadness, but a sigh of relief. Because, I finally don't have to worry about being laughed at because I have a cripple dad.
I won’t be dragged down by him in the future!”
"After my father's funeral, my first reaction towards my mother who was not very conscious was not distress or pity, but a little disgust. I even wanted to leave her at the train station and let her fend for herself! "
He Jingtian didn't want to say this, but the voice in his heart was very insistent.
Since you want to analyze yourself, do it thoroughly.
If Su Anqi also awakens the memory of her previous life in the future, with He Jingtian's foreshadowing today, there will be room for many things.
Although He Jingtian didn't know why his heart had such thoughts, after his rebirth, he had become accustomed to listening to the instructions of his heart.
If you want to analyze, just analyze. If you want to peel yourself off, just peel yourself off.
When He Jingtian said the first sentence, he actually felt relaxed and relieved.
Sure enough, people still can't pretend all the time, it's too tiring!
Anyway, he wants nothing from Su Anqi now, so that he can feel calmer and feel better.
As for what Su Anqi thinks of him, it’s no longer important, right?!
"...You, how could you?" So scary?
Su Anqi was shocked.
He Jingtian has always been a handsome and sunny boy in front of her. He may have some small flaws, but they are harmless and cannot rise to the level of morality.
At this moment, hearing He Jingtian's words, Su Anqi felt a little confused.
Is this the real He Jingtian?
However, after the fear, Su Anqi felt inexplicable admiration.
Because not everyone can do self-reflection and self-analysis.
More people will not admit they have made a mistake, let alone expose it themselves.
He Jingtian dared to say this, especially at the critical moment when he was in the newspaper because of his filial piety. He, wasn't he afraid that he would expose him?
Is he sure that he will not expose it, or does he really realize his mistake and is not afraid of being criticized?!
No matter what the situation is, it only shows one thing, that is, He Jingtian's heart is really very strong.
Besides, He Jingtian just thought about it and didn't take any action.
No, he still brought his mother to the provincial capital and worked to support himself and his mother!
Thinking of this, Su Anqi's face softened a lot, and she said softly, "But you still brought your mother to the provincial capital smoothly -"
Didn't give up halfway.
Therefore, He Jingtian may have had bad thoughts, but in the end he chose family love and responsibility!
But now, he clearly didn't need to say this, but he still said it truthfully, which was enough to show his honesty.
Suddenly, Su Anqi felt that this He Jingtian might not be as perfect as before, but he had another unique charm!
This is like a hypocrite and a real villain. In fact, neither of them are good people, but if they have to choose between the two, many people will choose the latter.
Everyone has shortcomings and will make mistakes. We are afraid of making mistakes but not being willing to admit them, let alone repent.
He Jingtian is different. He does not deny his selfishness, nor does he pretend to be so. He is willing to face his mistakes head on!
Su Anqi inexplicably had a different feeling for He Jingsheng in front of her.
At this time, He Jingtian continued, "When it comes to my mother, I would like to introduce her."
"Actually, until now, I don't know what my mother's name is!"
Su Anqi looked shocked, what's going on? Could it be that the He family's mother has something to hide?
"More than twenty years ago, my father was almost thirty, but he still couldn't marry a wife. Once he went to the county town to work and found a crazy woman near the railway."
He Jingtian then revealed his family's secrets.
Su Anqi's eyes widened, "That person is your mother? But, but she -" She is not conscious, so she probably did not marry voluntarily.
Also, more than twenty years ago, wasn’t that—
Although Su Anqi was raised to be squeamish by her parents, she is not a fool who doesn't want to live in the world.
She will also learn about some things and the darkness of human nature from the news or other people's gossip.
For example, Su Anqi can fully imagine what kind of abuse a delirious but young woman will encounter if she wanders alone without the protection of her family.
She looked at the handsome and young He Jingtian with a complicated expression. She never imagined that He Jingtian's mother had also suffered from this.
And his father——
Su Anqi didn't want to curse, but what He Jingtian's father did was really not a gentleman.
He was old and lame, and could not find a wife under normal circumstances, so he decided to marry a crazy woman.
What's even more disgusting is that, perhaps in He Laokai's view, he is not taking advantage, but helping others.
After all, he gave He's mother food and clothing and a sheltered home.
However, he did not think about whether He's mother needed his so-called "kindness".
"My dad did not do something right. Even my mother has been watching over my mom and not letting her run around."
"It's not that my father and I are evil, they are just ignorant. They think that if the incense of Lao He's family is cut off in their hands, they will be the sinners of Lao He's family!"
"So, even if she is a crazy woman, even if her origin is unknown, and she doesn't even know her name, my father and grandma still forcibly kept my mother at home."
He Jingtian said this not just to expose himself, but also for another purpose.
"I don't quite agree with their approach. After all, I am also a modern young man with a higher education. However, before my grandma passed away, she gave many instructions, telling me to have a son and inherit the legacy of the old He family!"
He Jingtian looked directly into Su Anqi's eyes. On the surface, he was talking about the past, but there was still a deep meaning in his words: I want to marry a woman who is willing to bear me a son.
Su Anqi looked at He Jingtian intently. She understood his eyes and understood the meaning of his words——
Dear An Qi, it’s not that I don’t love you, but I know that a city girl like you doesn’t fundamentally agree with the bad habit of focusing on crimes and neglecting girls.
Moreover, Su Anqi comes from a superior family and is loved by her parents. It is a proper marriage for her to marry He Jingtian.
He Jingtian is in a weak position. He wants to ask Su Anqi to do this or that, which is really inappropriate.
"An Qi, I like you very much. I really do. My feelings for you are sincere and pure!"
"But I can't forget the advice of my elders and cut off the incense of the He family."
"Don't speak in a hurry. I know it's too early to say whether we will have a boy or a girl, but I don't want us to become resentful couples in the future because of our children!"
"After all, neither you nor I can guarantee that when we have children in the future, you will be able to get a boy in one fell swoop."
"I love you, so I can't face the picture of us resenting and hurting each other in the future!"
He Jingtian said it sincerely.
As a 20-year-old girl, Su Anqi had never been married or had a real boyfriend, but she suddenly heard a man discussing having children with her, which made her somewhat embarrassed.
My cheeks were burning badly, my heart was pounding, and I was complaining a little bit about He Jingtian, who was such a big talker.
However, after the embarrassment, Su Anqi was faintly moved.
Women are never afraid of suffering. The only thing they cannot accept is being cheated by a man.
For example, there is a kind of man who clearly wants a son in his heart, but before getting married, he tells lies to women such as "boys and girls are the same" and "I just like daughters."
Their only goal is to deceive the wife first, and when the rice is ready, they will reveal their true colors.
By then, it will be too late for a woman to regret it!
He Jingtian is the best. It may sound unpleasant, but people just want a son.
As a new era female college student who rejects the bad habit of favoring boys over girls, Su Anqi has no choice but to choose the other person.
Everything is made clear. Even if you have a bad life in the future, you can’t blame others, right?!
Of course, this does not mean that Su Anqi will agree with He Jingtian.
"...I, my mind is very confused, I want to think about it!"
Su Anqi picked up the coffee cup. Her mind was very confused and her hands were trembling.
The delicate coffee cup collided with the plate, making a crisp sound.
After taking a sip of the bitter coffee, Su Anqi still couldn't calm down.
She simply put the coffee cup back on the table, glanced at He Jingtian, dropped these words, stood up and left in a hurry.
Looking at Su Anqi's slightly hasty back, He Jingtian did not catch up, but continued to sit alone, drank the coffee, paid, and then got up and left.
It's best to just say it like this. He has expressed his thoughts. If Su Anqi is still willing to fall in love with him, then no matter what happens in the future, Su Anqi and the Su family will not be able to blame him!
"Rebirth is indeed beneficial. I have become so thoughtful and cautious!"
He Jingtian walked towards the staff dormitory, muttering secretly in his heart: "Oh, if I had been so cautious in my previous life, I wouldn't have been caught stealing, and would have gotten the reputation of being a phoenix man and a white-eyed wolf!"
Voice from the bottom of my heart:...You actually have the nerve to say it?
Huh, he is indeed a scumbag. Even if he is reborn, he cannot change his scumbag nature!
He Jingtian:...That's enough for you! I am you, you are me, we are one, and you always scold me like this, is it appropriate?
The voice in his heart stopped talking, and He Jingtian finally found a moment of peace.
When passing by a Western-style pastry shop, He Jingtian thought that his own mother had been staying at Mrs. Menma's house across the street in the past two days, which was somewhat disturbing.
He went to the pastry shop and bought a box of biscuits, and when he was going to pick up his biological mother from Ma's house, he gave the biscuits to her!
He Jingtian was living a leisurely life, but Su Anqi was entangled and hesitant.
She was in a trance. When she got down from the upper bunk, she accidentally stepped on it and fell directly to the ground. Her head hit the bed pillar hard and she fainted immediately.
I was taken to the campus hospital by my roommate, where I was given an injection and the wound was checked. It took a long time before I woke up.
However, when Su Anqi opened her eyes, her once innocent eyes turned dark...
