Bai Yun opened his eyes wide in shock, and in an instant, the blood on his face disappeared.
Her lips trembled, "You...you can't listen to your father's words and hate me so much!" Her tears gathered quickly, and then fell down in big drops.
The waiter in the teahouse kept peeking over here, and Tongtong sat back down again. I have to say, Baiyun is really a beauty. Even Lin Shuhan is already twenty-four, and she is already fifty.
She is a woman, but to be honest, she takes good care of herself. Many women in their thirties do not have the same figure as she does now. She has given birth to three children, and her figure is still like that of a girl. Her skin is particularly delicate, which is because it has been the same for decades.
She takes good care of herself and is not lazy at all. There are very few fine lines at the corners of her eyes. It must be from a cosmetic surgery a few years ago. Her face is smooth and even, and her cheeks are even extra full.
Not only does she have good facial features, but she also has a noble temperament. As soon as she sits there, even in the bustling city, she seems to be free from dust.
Just like now, when I shed tears, although it cannot be said that the pear blossoms bring rain, it still makes people feel that it is rain hitting the flower branches. There is always something touching.
Xu Shi saw Tongtong sitting down, and Baiyun choked up, "You have to know, according to the policy at that time, I couldn't have given birth to you. Your father was also firmly opposed to me giving birth... But I was already pregnant, how could I
Are you willing? No one promised me to give birth to you, but it was only me who insisted that I brought you into this world..."
The corner of Tongtong's mouth twitched, "So, I have to thank you for not killing me?"
That's not what I meant.
"Were you reluctant to give up when you were born? Or did you want to use me in your belly to achieve some purpose?"
There was a hint of anger on Bai Yun's face, "No matter what I say, it's true that I gave birth to you in ten months of pregnancy! In front of you and your career, your father chose his career, and I chose you. Besides,
Yes, how sad were those times?"
"Then why bother having another one?" Tongtong thought it was ridiculous, "Don't you think what you said is contradictory?"
"If you can't have children because you are poor, why can't you work hard to make money because you are poor? You can make women conceive children, but you can't make more money to raise children. This is a man's incompetence..."
Tongtong nodded, understanding the logic, "So, you found a rich man?"
Bai Yun suddenly raised his head, his eyes full of disbelief: "Your dad...he..."
"My dad didn't say anything. He only said it after I asked." Tongtong looked at her, "Besides, if you don't want others to know, you have to do it yourself. My brother saw all the things you did back then.
.You think he is young, but he remembers it all! As he grows older, he understands what it means." Baiyun lowered his head, tears dripping down his face, all falling on the table, "You are all grown up too,
You will understand slowly. My parents were both young... and they both made mistakes! Your dad and I met and fell in love in college..."
Tongtong smiled again, "If you had really loved each other, if you had really loved...then life would not be like that. Your life is not bad, it is better than 99% of people! Even though you live in a cramped place
Some, but is it really that unbearable for a couple and their children to live in a house of about 50 square meters? There are so many people who only earn about 100 yuan a month, but you do nothing but do your duty every month
The salary, as well as the subsidies from my grandparents ranging from 200 to 300 to 300 to 400 yuan, based on the situation at that time, this income was better than 99% of people. There were many people doing business at that time, but
Those who suddenly exploded are only a few. Many small businessmen really don’t earn that much. The so-called much is just compared to the salary. I looked at old photos at home. Grandma’s subsidies for working in the field are high, and various
The welfare conditions are good. You and your dad were the first to buy color TVs, and also the first to buy washing machines and refrigerators... Is there anything missing from your family?" Bai Yun was speechless.
"You don't lack anything! My grandparents help you financially, and I help you take care of your children when they have free time... You are not that embarrassed either financially or energetically. So, if you say you love each other, I will
I think it's ridiculous. The person you love didn't ask you to live a hard life with him after marriage. You have a stable job, a decent income, support, housing provided by your employer, and children. Isn't this bad? You
What kind of life did you live before you got married? How much can my grandma and grandpa earn every month and how much can I provide to you? Doesn’t this make you content? Is this the love you are talking about? I see, your love has also been weighed.
Yes. When you got married, my grandparents returned to work and were particularly important. Considering your situation at the time, was it because of my grandfather that you were able to stay in school and work? So, maybe it was love, maybe it was consideration... The school is so big
, there are so many faculty and staff, what are their children doing? Peng Hui is considered good, isn’t he just an employee? In comparison, you are the one with the best development, why? Are you more capable than others?" She said
He burst out laughing immediately, "In the final analysis, you are more realistic than others. What you reach out to grab is always the best you can get. So, don't talk about love, your love is not that clean.
"
Bai Yun's face turned red, "Is this what you think of me? In your heart, I have always been so despicable! But I tell you it's not the case! Your father and I are in love, but no matter how much people fall in love, they will be like a piece of shit after marriage. Yes, our jobs are stable, our income is okay, we got a son after we got married, we have a house, we have all the home appliances that others can’t afford, and we are well-off earlier than others... But are these enough? ?You have a lot of contact with your dad now, so tell me, what kind of person is your dad? In addition to work, he is still working...always working! When he comes back, he will continue to read in the study room on the small balcony. He said Regardless of home, what does he do? He took your brother to the study after get off work. What about me? I come back to buy groceries, cook, wash clothes... How many words can he say to me all day long?
I am a human being! I am a woman! I am a young and beautiful woman! I want to ask my husband to come back and talk to me, and go out together. On the weekends, I can take my children with me and go to the park dressed beautifully.
Is it too much to go for a walk and watch a movie together? We communicate less and less, and he no longer has eyes for me. Then I have a man around me who pays attention to me, a man who likes me, a man who is willing to accompany me, and I
Is it only my fault that I fell in love with another person? If a couple doesn't get through to the end, and problems arise between the couple, it's definitely not one-sided."
Tongtong nodded, "You can fall in love with each other, that's your freedom. You are free to marry and divorce, so why don't you divorce? Do you think my dad will haunt you and not leave? No! What are his conditions? What are you looking for?
It's all easy. There are so many female students in the university who admire him every year. How can he not find a beautiful girl to remarry? Are you so unique? No! You concealed your betrayal of marriage, you didn't mention divorce,
It's because you know that that man can't give you a stable marriage. On the one hand, you are reluctant to let go of the stability and sense of belonging that marriage and family bring you, and on the other hand, you are greedy for the excitement of extramarital affairs.
When you were discovered having an affair, you didn't get entangled with your old sweetheart at all. Why? You know, it was a pointless struggle. So, you quickly remarried. I also believe that you didn't get entangled with that man after you remarried.
The reason is very simple. It's not that your moral integrity has prevailed, but that you are afraid! If you are afraid that if you are discovered once, you will be discovered twice. What's more, you feel it secretly, and Peng Hui seems to know it.
What? So, you don’t dare to do it anymore. You are afraid that your reputation will be ruined and you will lose everything. The atmosphere at that time was not as good as it is now. If my father didn’t show any kindness to things like that back then, you would have been sent to jail for hooliganism.
.Whenever you are severely beaten, you will be punished with the death penalty. The worst case may be the death penalty, life imprisonment, or the lightest case, more than ten years in prison. Why would you take this risk? And that man will not bother you anymore!
The reason is simply that it is not worth asking him to take such a risk for you. So I say that every choice you make is self-interested! It is the best that can be achieved under the conditions at that time.
Since I love you more than your children, I don’t even have to bear the most basic responsibilities. Then continue to love yourself. Why are you looking for me? Oh! You are definitely not looking for me because you haven’t seen me for a long time and you miss me! No.
They would ask you where I am not, where I will live after the holidays, whether I bought new clothes for the Chinese New Year, and whether the living expenses for the beginning of school are really enough, right? Not to mention that I will meet you by the way.
Son, my son is at work, how do you arrange things in the future? Even if you ask me casually? So why are you looking for me? If you have any trouble, you need me! Otherwise, why would you think of looking for me? "
After Tongtong finished speaking, he looked at her: "Of course, maybe you are looking for me in the future just because you miss me and look at me. Then just treat me as a villain and judge a gentleman's heart, and I apologize. So.
, you want to tell me that you came here to see me just because you missed me? If you say that now, I will believe it."
So, go ahead! I'm listening with my ears open.
Bai Yun suddenly stood up, picked up his handbag and turned around to leave.
Seeing that she was about to go out, Tongtong shouted from behind: "Mom, please settle the bill! Two cups of tea are thirty, which is enough for me to eat for three days. I have never spent a penny on you since I was a child. You
You wouldn’t be willing to buy me a cup of tea, right?”
Bai Yun paused, took out his wallet in a panic, took out a piece of money, put it in the hand of the person behind the counter, and left.
The boss saw that there was still a wad of money in the wallet, and thought to himself, this is a real mother. The child has said so, so just take out all the money and put it on the counter. How can I keep this money secret and not give it to the child?
?
For thirty tea money, I gave a fifty.
The boss had fifty in one hand and twenty in the other. When Tongtong came over, he hesitated for a moment and handed over the fifty, "Son, forget it, I'll treat you as an uncle and treat you to a drink."
Don't! One code is the same.
She took away the twenty card and said, "Thank you."
After leaving the house, Baiyun was waiting for a taxi outside. It was difficult to take a taxi here at the moment. When she saw Tongtong coming out, she turned her face away.
Tongtong put the twenty in his hand in front of a woman who set up a street stall on the roadside. This woman often set up a street stall here at night, selling socks, flowers and other things. On such a cold day, she always protected a woman with a cleft lip and palate in her arms.
's children.
She put down the money and left, and the woman chased her: "Sister, what do you want to buy?"
She wanted to say give the money to others, but then she thought they were not beggars. She went back and grabbed a hairpin, "I'll buy this."
"Two pieces for that one!" he shouted, grabbing a few turbans, "Let's wear them instead."
Tongtong took it and said loudly: "Sister, it's not easy, raising a child alone."
"Why is it so difficult! Who said we were the ones who gave birth to the child? What will happen if we don't raise it?" The woman also knew that the girl sympathized with her, so she laughed: "It's not like no one persuaded me to throw the child away.
, send him to an orphanage! But... isn't that just like an animal? You can't do that! My man divorced me! We divorced, but I still don't believe it, I can't feed the children by myself."
"So I say that if a person is not decent, you should not judge by appearance. No matter how glamorous the appearance is, he may not be doing all human affairs! Sister, you will be rewarded." Tongtong said and looked at the child twice.
, this child’s condition can actually be repaired with two or three surgeries, but the cost is not small. But there are some charity funds that you can apply for.
She didn't check and didn't know the situation. She took the flower and bought roasted sweet potatoes, then took out her mobile phone and called Lin Shuhan, "Brother, are you coming back tonight or...not coming back?...Then I'll just
Buy a sweet potato? OK! I’m done.”
Baiyun could hear Tongtong talking to a strange woman, and she could also hear her talking on the phone. When they left, she turned to look. She saw her long legs, walking vigorously, holding a hand in her hand.
The big roasted sweet potato was steaming. She was eating it while shaking her head. She couldn't see the front from this direction, but it was not difficult to guess that she must be enjoying it at the moment.
A roasted sweet potato is so satisfying to eat? Her grandma can thank her for being so kind to her!
On the way back, she thought about the conversation between the two over and over again, and the more she thought about it, the more embarrassed she became. This child spoke like a knife and showed no mercy in every word. Sitting in front of her was like asking someone to take off the clothes that concealed his shame.
To be honest, she is really afraid of this child! Even Xiao Yunqian is not afraid of her. Even her mother-in-law cannot be said to be scary! Xiao Ou, who is difficult to deal with, is just difficult to deal with.
The one who was afraid, terrified, never imagined that it was her.
After she returned, she went to the garage first and looked at the old lady: "Mom, why are you treating Tongtong so slowly?"
Old lady: "..." Why did I wait so long?
Bai Yun complained with a look on his face, "If you hadn't said that you took good care of the child and had everything he needed, would I have missed the cost of the child? But you have to tell the truth! You didn't see the child at the door.
Buy a roasted sweet potato, it will be delicious..."
The old lady was very angry: "I have never bought roasted sweet potatoes for her, and I never asked her to buy roasted sweet potatoes. What's the use of these things?" Anyone who eats them will feel acidic in their stomachs. Spending money on them is like burning buns with money.
"Let's buy raw sweet potatoes ourselves, wash them, steam them, stick them in with chopsticks, and roast them on the fire. How is the taste different from the roasted sweet potatoes outside? For a roasted sweet potato, you come back and you say I abused you.
My daughter, Baiyun! You can’t hurt your mother’s heart like this!”
Then do you have to feed her like this? Will she be starved if she eats one more bite?
The mother and daughter started to quarrel loudly and quietly. The people upstairs got annoyed and closed the windows. They turned around and curled their lips: Who the hell are these people?!