"So..." Shen Xinghua took a sip of tea and leaned sideways to listen. I heard that this kind of posture can make the confidant relax, "You want to say that you actually killed someone?"
"That's the idea."
Lu Nanke sighed slightly, "At the beginning, it was just a game, so I regarded them as the monsters that blocked me in the game, and I just killed them. But...
"But this is not a game after all. If I hold that kind of thought, sooner or later I will stop caring about my own life, and then I will not care about anything else. The final outcome will definitely be death."
"Hmm, so you try to find a normal mind." Shen Xinghua put down the tea cup, "Only you find that after you find a normal mind, or calm down and start thinking, you find that you are actually killing people, and then building up from childhood to adulthood.
The three views make you feel guilty."
"Absolutely." Lu Nanke thought for a while, and it seemed that this was indeed what he meant, "Then how should I solve this problem now?"
"It doesn't matter, don't worry about it."
The answer given by Shen Xinghua surprised Lu Nanke.
She sipped her tea and said calmly, "Will they attack you after they turn into monsters?"
Lu Nanke nodded.
"That's it." Shen Xinghua's delicate and soft face had a very serious expression, "Then you can only blame them for turning into monsters and attacking you, and the damn organization behind the scenes that turned them into monsters!"
Lu Nanke frowned, "But I can actually subdue them, although it's a little more troublesome -"
"Why do you need to subdue them? Are you their father? Since they turned into monsters and attacked you, it is normal for you to kill them in order to reduce unnecessary risks and achieve the ultimate goal. You also talked about games, those 3A masterpieces
What's wrong with the protagonist killing monsters? If you don't kill the monsters, the monsters will kill you."
Shen Xinghua shrugged, "What else should we do? They are actually human beings, so you shouldn't kill them?"
She put down the tea cup again, and then took the initiative to hold Lu Nanke's hand. The beautiful almond eyes behind the glasses stared at Lu Nanke's eyes seriously, "Now, whether the patients really become monsters, or the patients and doctors regard each other as beings."
Monsters don't matter, all you have to do is relieve their pain, and then find the person behind it and kill them. This is how you save them.
"Don't talk about morality and conscience with bad people. When you meet bad people, you should use worse and crueler methods to deal with the problem, so that they will be afraid of you.
"Do good people have to be pointed at gunpoint? If Superman kills decisively, many problems will not be a problem.
"Of course, in fact, those are all reasons. DC doesn't let Superman do too many things just for the sake of comic sales and the plot can continue to be written."
Lu Nanke opened his mouth, but no words came out.
Although he doesn't have much conscience left, and his mentality is heading toward collapse, it's not as bad as what Shen Xinghua said.
"I have to say, you are too extreme..."
"It's not extreme, it just makes you feel better." She rubbed Lu Nanke's hand with her slender fingers, "Just like you don't understand many things about you, you don't have to understand everything so thoroughly.
Including yourself. For example, you don’t know how many calluses you have on your hands.
"So all you need is a reason, a reason to kill the blocker without any guilt, and I just give you this reason."
Shen Xinghua gave him a gentle smile, "No matter what you do, just remember one thing, it must be correct, and I will stand firmly on your side. If others question you, it must be others who are wrong.
It's that simple.
"And the pain of patients and doctors is caused by those behind the scenes, so what does that have to do with you? It's okay to kill them all, because they will attack you and they will stop you.
"As long as the problem is solved, the tragedy of mutation that happened to them will not happen to others again. You are saving them."
Lu Nanke let out a long sigh, "I feel a lot more relaxed after talking to you, but... I always feel like you are encouraging me to go all the way."
"Isn't that what a psychiatrist is like? Everything must be done according to the patient's instructions. Although I don't think you are sick, you are just clinging to the three views of the past."
Shen Xinghua continued to stroke Lu Nanke's fingers while still staring at his face.
An unnatural flush appeared on her face at some point, and even her eyes behind her glasses began to become blurry.
She whispered softly: "Be kind but not pedantic. You have cultivated your three views very well, and you are also very good, but that is not suitable for the current environment.
"This place is full of dangers, and monsters will jump out to kill you at any time. All you have to do is resist and kill the bad guys who stop you from saving the world. So it's no problem. You just need to get back on the right path."
question."
Her face slowly came closer, "So...just keep doing what you want to do..."
"..." Lu Nanke leaned back a little, "Then you have to let go of my hand first. I feel like my hand will be broken by you."
Shen Xinghua was startled, then retracted his forward leaning body, and at the same time loosened his grip on his hand that was getting tighter.
She picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea as if nothing had happened.
Lu Nanke shook his swollen left hand and complained, "Your hand is too strong, isn't it? Have you practiced in the police force before?"
"Maybe, I used to be a civil servant and didn't have much exercise." Shen Xinghua tilted his head, "Maybe I am born with supernatural powers?"
Lu Nanke grinned, "Then you are really talented."
Although he didn't use much force because he was afraid of hurting the girl, his physical fitness was much higher than that of ordinary people. As a result, he was pinched painfully...
The last guy who was so fierce was Lu Jianmin.
But...
He lowered his gaze to look at Shen Xinghua's beautiful legs in stockings.
The thickness of 30d is indeed just right. It can perfectly set off her perfectly plump but not thick long legs that are more than one meter long, and the faint flesh color will not overwhelm the beauty.
Shen Xinghua smiled half-heartedly, "Want to touch it?"
"Forget it then." Lu Nanke continued to stare at her beautiful legs openly. The woman even deliberately put her legs together and turned to the side to more perfectly show off her leg shape. "Tsk, stockings are good, but they are still wearing stockings."
Non-breathable shoes... my feet are usually sore and smelly, so it's better to take a look at them. I don't want athlete's foot on my hands."
Although Shen Xinghua is still smiling, the veins popping out of her forehead are not very beautiful.
She simply kicked off her shoes and put her legs on Lu Nanke's legs, "Does it smell? Do you smell the smell?!"
"What are you doing! Don't touch me! I don't want a fungal infection in my lungs!"
Even so, Lu Nanke still sat still and did not move. His nose even moved subconsciously.
The sour and refreshing taste that I imagined did not appear, only a faint jasmine fragrance.
He subconsciously grabbed the stockings jiojio in his hand, and a flash of inspiration seemed to flash in his mind.
"Men's department, it turns out you are a pervert. You grabbed other people's feet and held them back... Do you really want to smell them?"
Only when Lu Nanke reacted did he realize that the foot he was holding on to Shen Xinghua was almost in front of his face without realizing it.
Subconsciously letting go of his hand, he seemed to see a touch of black lace from the corner of his eye.
"Ahem." After coughing twice, he quickly changed the subject, "By the way, I heard that the vice-dean is back from a business trip?"
"Yeah, what's wrong?" Shen Xinghua seemed to be diverted. She put on her small leather shoes and knocked the toes of her shoes on the ground to make her feet more comfortable. She said, "Oh, by the way, you haven't seen the Vice President yet."
Dean. Unlike the dean, he is the kind of serious and strict type."
Glancing at Lu Nanke, she suddenly smiled and said, "Speaking of which, he has the same surname as you, and he also looks a bit similar."
Lu Nanke suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart, "What's his name?"