After laughing for a while, the black figure waved his hand casually, as if his fingers were controlling something, and gently pulled back, and then time began to move forward rapidly.
Then the black shadow disappeared.
"Well……"
When she opened her eyes, Ah Sheng was surprised to find that she had fallen to the ground. She was clearly thinking about where she would go, but why did she fall asleep on the ground in the blink of an eye?
Look at the sky again, hey! It’s already dawn!
Rubbing his neck strangely, Ah Sheng felt that the back of his neck hurt a little. But it didn't matter, just rub it and it would be fine. Also, how did she come back yesterday? She seemed to have forgotten...
By the way, she was going to ask the lady later. Didn't she want to tell her where to go to eat well and drink spicy food?
Thinking of this, Ah Sheng ran out in a hurry, but the moment she went out, she seemed to hear some extremely angry shouts. Alas, it's all an illusion, just a hallucination, don't worry about it.
Thinking like this, Ah Sheng's pace became faster. Behind him, the room belonging to Ah Sheng was fully furnished and furnished, but the only thing missing was the most important thing for a young girl - a mirror.
When he came to the young lady's yard, Ah Sheng also saw Aunt Lin, whom he hadn't seen for a long time. However, Aunt Lin was not as happy as before when she saw him. She stared at him coldly, as if she was looking at someone she had never known before.
Just like people.
what happened?
"Ah Sheng, why are you so unruly? My wife is still sleeping. Do you want to disturb her sleep by coming so early?"
After saying this, Granny Lin asked Ah Sheng to kneel down in the middle of the yard and learn the rules.
Ah Sheng, who was kneeling on the ground and being looked at with strange eyes by the servants coming and going, was very confused. She didn't know why things developed like this. The lady obviously said that she would find a good place for her, but Nanny Lin didn't.
Punish her to kneel down. Aunt Lin is very loyal to the young lady, so is this what the young lady means? The young lady no longer likes her?
The sadness caused by being punished to kneel down did not realize the sadness caused by this problem. A Sheng looked dejectedly at the grass at his feet and the occasional ants passing by, constantly thinking about what he had done wrong.
At this time, an ant carrying pastry crumbs twice as big as itself passed by in a hurry. Asheng saw that there was no one around, so he gave way to it.
"!"
At this moment, Ah Sheng suddenly felt a slight tremor in his head. There was something familiar that made Ah Sheng couldn't help but cover his forehead. It hurt a little...
At this time, Lin Wan had woken up and knew what Granny Lin was doing. She looked through the window at Ah Sheng, who was playing boredly with the ants on the ground, with a very complicated expression on his dignified and beautiful face.
She didn't know what kind of expression she should use to treat Ah Sheng, just like she didn't know what kind of mood she should use to treat herself now.
Lin Wan sometimes wonders, does she really love her husband that much? If she really loves her, why can't she tolerate him taking concubines and marrying beauties one after another? Why, when he makes her sad again and again, will she
Is there a faint lingering feeling of disappointment?
She wondered if she didn't love her husband that much and was just creating an illusion for herself to constantly tell herself that she loved him very much?
But it is wrong to think this way, because a good woman must regard her husband as her first priority, she must always show her virtuous and generous spirit, and she must support her husband. If she cannot do it herself, she will naturally take concubines for her husband.
.
Moreover, Ah Sheng has a beautiful face, but is careless and easy to manipulate. She should be happy.
However, whenever such thoughts rooted in her mind appeared, Lin Wan would feel a faint feeling of disgust. This disgust even made her want to vomit.
But whenever this strange feeling of disobedience appeared, her mind would go blank, and then she would quickly adjust herself and force herself to think that this was wrong.
She was really, really about to vomit.
"I've had enough..."
"What? Miss?"
Nanny Lin, who was chattering endlessly to comfort Lin Wan, was stunned for a moment, unable to react.
Lin Wan paused, and a perfect smile appeared on her face again.
"It's nothing, mama. I just feel that living like this is a bit unbearable."
Nanny Lin sighed, feeling so sad that she almost burst into tears. Lin Wan had watched her grow up with her own eyes, and was no different from her own child. In the past five years, she had watched that kind and gentle child grow up little by little.
I was so heartbroken that I became as numb as I am now, and my heart ached almost to the point of being pulled together.
But the more this happened, the more Nanny Lin had to hold back. She couldn't show her sadness in front of the young lady, otherwise the young lady would only be even more sad.
"Miss, you have to hold back. It will be fine once you have your own child. Once you have your own child, the master will change his mind."
"But his heart is no longer with me. Will having a child change his mind? I think it's very unreliable."
"Miss?!"
Nanny Lin was shocked and angry. This was not something a young lady would say. What happened to the young lady? Could it be that she was really heartbroken by the master and gave up on herself?
Miss, you must cheer up!
"By the way, Miss, that Ah Sheng, you have to give her a good shake and let her know that she is here today because of your kindness and generosity. She must never forget her roots like those little hooves."
"Is it all because of me?"
Lin Wan murmured and repeated this sentence, but Granny Lin did not hear the helplessness and surprise in Lin Wan's words. She just taught some tricks to play with people's hearts and asked Lin Wan to train that Ah Sheng well.
Ichiban.
However, Lin Wan looked through the window at the silly child playing with ants, and her helplessness and sadness became more and more intense. In the end, this complicated and intertwined emotion turned into another intense emotion, anger.
Yes, angry.
Why should she be trapped in the back house and spend most of her time, energy and emotions on such an unreasonable thing? Why should she hurt another innocent girl for the so-called favor? Why should she be trapped?
In this small space?!
Why why why why?!
The intense emotion almost made Lin Wan unable to control the expression on her face. Several cracks suddenly appeared on her face. Amidst the frightened screams of Nanny Lin and several other serving maids in the room, the one who had appeared before
The black shadow suddenly appeared again, quickly waving his fingers to wash away all Lin Wan's sudden rebellious psychology, and then looked at Lin Wan with a lively expression with a smile, feeling that unusual satisfaction almost filled his entire chest.
He gasped repeatedly with excitement, and the expression on his face was excited and distorted.
Come on, come on, let me see more pain and struggle, more confusion, more sadness and tears...
Finally, sink into this boundless hell! Stay with me until the end of the world, when time collapses and your body and soul disappear——
