While the brothers and sisters were fighting to the death with the black woman, Changsheng stood quietly in the air, trying hard to digest the colorful smoke.
Yes, digestion. All kinds of human emotions are originally intangible things, but the people in the black area opposite don't know what method they used to turn those originally intangible and qualityless things into tangible smoke. Because of this, these colorful
Smoke cannot be eliminated by ordinary methods.
After all, can you touch emotions with your hands?
But longevity is possible, because she has practiced the way of using sadness into the sword. Although this is not her final way, it is all emotions and they always have something in common. And among all the monks present, she may be the only one who can
The person who handles these things. So she does her job.
At this moment, she had completely fallen into the illusion brought about by the 'five emotions' in front of her.
A toddler staggered up to her, staring straight at her with big clear eyes. Even though she knew it was an illusion, Chang Sheng couldn't help but smile. She bent down and whispered to her.
said the child.
"Little girl, why are you here? Do you need my help?"
The child stared at Changsheng and said nothing for a long time. Then he stretched out his skinny arms and grabbed the hem of her clothes.
"Why? Why don't my father and mother like me? Why do they prefer my younger brother? Am I not their child? I also want them to be able to hug me and kiss me. I also really want them to be able to
Keep me in your heart all the time. Do you have to bear all the indifference just because I was born a little earlier than my brother?"
Changsheng couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.
However, the child did not stop there, she kept telling her grievances.
"Why can they completely ignore me when I am clearly standing in front of them? I am also a human being, why don't you treat me as a human being? Do I deserve to be ignored by them just because my younger brother is smarter? I also really want to
Be smarter and more beautiful, but this is beyond my control..."
Changsheng seemed to understand something. She listened quietly to the chatter of the little girl opposite. Time seemed to have passed for a long time, and it seemed to be just a short moment. The little girl opposite finally stopped. She looked at her with her eyes like black grapes.
Staring closely at Changsheng.
"Sister, don't you hate it? Don't you and I have different experiences? I don't understand. We are all their children, why do we always treat them differently? I know, I know..."
Chang Sheng looked at the child across from her tenderly and stretched out her fingers to wipe away the tears on her face. She thought that she knew why this child appeared.
This child is probably an artificial inner demon. She may be a part of these emotions. After seeing the weakness in people's hearts, these 'five emotions' will differentiate into different emotions and lure them into them. And for those who are themselves.
The first temptation that appeared was this child who seemed to have the same problem as her.
Looking at this child who kept asking questions, Changsheng couldn't help but recall her own childhood. What was there in her childhood? It seemed like there was nothing. What she could recall was mostly large expanses of gray.
Indeed, when she was young, she was not taken seriously by the adults in the family. Whether it was her father, mother or grandfather, they all preferred Lingguang, who had left the Yu family since she was born. Even the servants of the Yu family would watch and order the dishes.
, he treated her, the only little master, in a perfunctory manner.
When she was about the same age as this child, doubts would occasionally flash through her little heart. Could it be that she was a transparent person? She was clearly standing in front of everyone, but no one's eyes stayed on her. Instead, everyone looked at her.
Missing someone who is not in front of you.
For a long time, Changsheng couldn't actually feel her own existence. If you think about it this way, she was indeed a bit pitiful.
A hint of cunning flashed in the clear eyes of the child opposite, yes, that's it, quickly become like me, and then stay here with me. Of all the children in this world who have been treated like this, who wouldn't feel resentful?
Changsheng was still immersed in her own thoughts at this time. She found that she had not thought about her childhood for a long time. Now she suddenly realized that she did not seem to be a good person. Because all her relatives were gone, but
But he wasn't so sad that he couldn't live anymore.
When everyone was innocently killed, she was indeed immersed in sadness for a long time and couldn't extricate herself. Especially when she was struggling to survive in the underground water, her heart and eyes were filled with the figures of her father, mother and grandfather.
, she was thinking, if they were there, they might protect themselves.
But all of this was a luxury hope after all. No one showed up until he was rushed out of the underground sewer and rescued by Grandpa Gu.
But even though she was so sad, she never seemed to think about ending her life. So this child's trick was useless. Because since she was born, the only thing she has learned and persisted to now is to work hard.
Live.
Just like Grandpa Gu said, no matter whether anyone values you or loves you, you must love yourself.
It is easy for a person to want to die, but it is very difficult for a person to want to live. But no matter when, she never thought of giving up her life.
Changsheng opened his eyes and looked at the child in front of him. He couldn't help but reach out and touch her head, his eyes filled with a gentle sadness.
"I know you feel very sad, but little girl, you have to remember that even if no one in this world loves you, you still have to learn to love yourself. Because you are very important."
"No one thinks I'm important! I'm an unwanted child!"
The child couldn't help but retort loudly and in a sharp voice.
"No! You are very important. After all, the love of others only comes from others. And loving yourself is the simplest and most difficult thing you can do."
At this moment, Changsheng suddenly thought about how he felt when Grandpa Gu said those words to him before he died? Will he be like himself now, facing this person who is begging for the love of others?
When you were a child, could you not help the soreness in your eyes?
Those words from many years ago hit her now, spanning more than ten years. Changsheng suddenly understood why Grandpa Gu had tears in his eyes at that time.
Because they have similar experiences, looking at this child will remind you of your original self.
Changsheng's eyes gradually filled with a layer of radiant water. She gently stroked the hair of the child in front of her, just like stroking the child who was hiding in the rockery more than ten years ago. He was alone and could only stare at the ants crawling on the ground.
Move yourself for joy.
"It doesn't matter. At least you have me. I like you."