Chen Yang suddenly sat up from the bed, his eyes were blank, and the classic three questions came out of his mouth unconsciously.
"The boss?"
"What's wrong with you? Are you having a nightmare?"
A tired and young woman's voice came from beside Chen Yang.
Chen Yang turned around and looked over, only to see a pretty girl, casually opening her clothes and holding a baby in her arms without daring to touch it.
The baby in her arms nursed until it fell asleep, and still hugged the granary and refused to let go. The woman did not dare to move because she was afraid of waking up the baby, and the crying would wake up her husband and the old man who was lying in bed next door.
Chen Yang inexplicably remembered that his parents were next door. They had been bedridden for a long time and had to be taken care of by someone to eat, drink, and defecate.
Fortunately, he also has a little sister who sleeps in the same room as his parents and takes care of them. She also does laundry during the day and uses an oil lamp to collect shoe soles at night to supplement the household income.
If he was alone, he really couldn't support this family.
Chen Yang's mind became clearer and clearer, as if he was gradually coming out of the fog in his dream.
He remembered that he had a wife who had just given birth. She bled a lot during the birth and now she could hardly get out of bed and could only lie in bed to take care of the child.
He earns some money and food to support his parents, wife, children, and sister by carrying bags in the warehouse, doing part-time work for others, and even helping others in fights...
The word "miserable" in capital letters appeared in Chen Yang's heart involuntarily.
In the miserable green memory, Chen Yang "recalled" his name.
His name is Xu Qian.
His sister is Xu Lu.
His wife's nickname was Fu'er, and she had never experienced any happiness after marrying him.
He often feels worthless for his parents. What's the use of having a son?
In my hometown, I couldn't control my temper. I injured countless people since I was a child, and I lost several acres of my family's thin farmland to them.
Later, he escaped from famine and settled in Bowang County. His parents were ill, but he couldn't even earn money to see a doctor.
I watched the smell of corruption accumulate in my parents little by little.
What's the use of having him?
What's the use of raising him?
What's the point of marrying him...
The strong negative aura was like waves that were about to knock Chen Yang to the bottom of the sea and make him unable to breathe again.
"Huh~"
Chen Yang shook his head vigorously, shaking everything out in a mess.
He vaguely felt that something was wrong?
You obviously subconsciously feel that you are a great person, so why are you living in such a miserable state?
Something seems wrong?
Chen Yang didn't know when he held his head in his hands and clenched his teeth. He only knew that he must be very scary now. His wife Fu'er didn't even care about waking up the child. She leaned over and snuggled against him, and said thoughtfully: "Master,
But is there anything inappropriate about you?"
"If so, don't go out to fight for your life. We won't starve to death even if we don't have enough food for a day. Let's rest more."
"I'm useless. What if you, the head of the family, also fall down, and my parents-in-law and their children still have children?"
Fu'er gently rubbed Chen Yang's temples with his hands and whispered softly: "It's all our fault for being useless and dragging down the boss."
"If you are really too tired and can't live any longer, the head of the household will take the baby and go somewhere else to find food."
"My parents-in-law and my sister-in-law are lucky enough to find ways to support me."
When the wife spoke, her voice was gentle but her tone was firm, and her eyes were full of pity. She couldn't bear that her husband, who had always been a strong-tempered man, had to be submissive to others and act like a cow and a horse, just for the sake of a few sick people in the family.
"In Fu'er's heart, the head of the family has always been a person who does great things and is a great hero."
"If there weren't a few of us dragging us down, the boss would definitely be able to..."
Halfway through Fu'er's words, a rough big hand covered her mouth, and the rest of the words could not be spoken, only a whimpering sound.
She raised her head and met Chen Yang's firm and refusing expression.
"It goes without saying."
"You are my wife's wife. As long as you have a good baby, you don't need to worry about the rest."