Chapter 245: Han Zhou's Diary, Farewell My Concubine Finished!
Chapter 245 Han Zhou’s Diary, Farewell My Concubine is finished!
Author: The falling knife on a rainy night
Chapter 245 Han Zhou’s Diary, Farewell My Concubine is finished!
After returning from the United States, Han Zhou began to keep a diary to record what he saw and heard.
The reason for keeping a diary is that Han Zhou discovered something very special.
Gradually I can no longer remember everything.
It is still possible to play any role at any time.
The memory of my previous life is still clear, and all the memories of the three years before this life are still there.
But starting from this period of time, Han Zhou indeed lost his ability to remember photographs.
The cause was that day when a group of people went shopping in Los Angeles Chinatown and bought persimmon cakes to eat. Wang Xiya asked Han Zhou: "Did you eat crab porridge this morning?"
There are many things that cannot be eaten together, such as persimmons and crabs.
This question made Han Zhou pass the test.
The hotel is specially reserved, and the food is Chinese food, with many different kinds of porridge in the morning.
When asked suddenly, Han Zhou couldn't remember what kind of porridge he had for breakfast.
Although Han Zhou soon remembered that he was eating fish porridge.
But from this moment on, Han Zhou began to recall what he had been doing these days.
Han Zhou discovered that from the first day he arrived in the United States, his brain no longer backed up his memory 100%.
I still remember the more important things very clearly, but I can't remember the unimportant things.
This basically means that the phenomenon of hyperamnesia has disappeared, although so far Han Zhou's memory is far superior to that of ordinary people.
But Han Zhou also had doubts.
This kind of memory decline is the decline from the state of hyperamnesia to the state of normal people.
Or will it continue to decline, from hyperamnesia to amnesia, or even Alzheimer's disease?
This is a problem for Han Zhou.
It marks that Han Zhou has entered a new life.
He has the ability to remember everything at any time, but now he cannot remember some unimportant things, which gave Han Zhou some sense of crisis.
In the past, Han Zhou knew every employee of the company.
As long as you read their employment information or meet them once within the company, you will always remember them.
With this superior memory, many employees feel that their boss pays attention to them and that they are important, which greatly improves the management capabilities of a technical leader like Han Zhou.
But from today on, it seems that this is a thing of the past.
In the past, Han Zhou could clearly remember every detail in his life.
However, this is no longer the case.
After the plane landed, Han Zhou asked Arlene to buy a notebook.
Arlene bought the best notebook on the market, with gold edging.
Han Zhou wrote his first diary entry on it.
[May 4th, Youth Day, sunny
I found that my memory has started to deteriorate. Now I can't even remember what the hair looked like when I combed my hair in the morning, and I can't use this image to count how many hairs have fallen out.
Although after reading the customs information, I still remember that there is an extra ink dot in the second row on the left, above the word "can", but my memory has indeed begun to fade.
Will I go from remembering nothing to remembering nothing, and eventually even the memories in my mind will disappear?]
Then, Han Zhou began to use a diary to record the most important things to him in the day, or the most interesting things, or things that cannot be forgotten.
【May 7th, sunny
Shia's birthday was on the 20th of last month. At that time, she was training in the military camp and I didn't buy her a gift. When I asked her in Los Angeles, she said she wanted a flower I planted as a gift.
I have to remember to plant a sunflower seed this weekend. Although sunflower seeds are best planted on April 20th, more than two weeks have passed, but it's still not too late.
Liu Sanqi left the garrison today and set off for peacekeeping. He will be back before Youth Day in two years. Then he will go find him and swindle his armband.
Today I finally completed five groups of 200 push-ups each, and finally caught up with the first group with the most abnormal physical fitness.】
【May 10th, overcast
The fourth uncle said, "No! I'm talking about a lifetime. A year, a month, a day, an hour, it doesn't count as a lifetime!" This line is very well written. I asked me which girl I wanted to say this to.
I said it was Han Jiaxin, and my fourth uncle chased me for three streets, but he didn’t hit me, hahahahahahaha.
I found that the guy named Zhang Qiu in the photography team is pretty good. I might try sending him to Hollywood.】
【June 1st, Children's Day, sunny
Today my comrade Xiao Lei asked me why I didn’t direct this year’s June 1st Party and whether I have any programs for my little fans this year.
Seeing that he was too heavy to get up from the log, I lied to him that the party had been recorded in advance and that I was directing it this year, so I asked him to finish it quickly so that he could watch TV later.
Today I weighed myself and I still weighed 121 pounds. It’s still too heavy. I need to lose another ten pounds.]
【June 13th, rain
I laughed at Xiao Lei during the last log training, and today Xiao Lei laughed at me.
Now I still have 114 pounds, and I can no longer complete the training session of lifting logs for two people.
The instructor asked me to slow down my weight loss, thinking that it would be dangerous to continue training like this.】
【June 23rd, sunny
At 11:30, the police came to the set and took me away and sent me to the hospital for testing for drug residue.
Someone reported me for smoking.
However, although I have lost weight, it was not caused by smoking. Laojiu found out that it was Zhao Qigang who reported it. I used to think that this person just had a different stance, but now I sneer at him.
But I am not at a loss either. I reported the prostitute who is the second male lead in Zhao Qigang’s new movie. I was fascinated by it and the report was successful.】
【June 27, rain
It was so hot that it finally rained.
Teemo has received good news. The box office of "Twilight Saga 2" so far is US$230 million, and it is expected to be close to US$400 million in the cycle.
The New World US branch is on the right track.
Chen Dayong's current ability is to prepare one movie a year, which is a waste of talent. Except for "Death Comes", I have to write a new series of scripts first, preparing to make Chen Dayong the godfather of horror movies.
A'er recently fell out of love, and Lao Jiu said that he deserved to be so miserable, but A'er said that he wanted to go out and have a try, and planned to visit the American branch.
I granted him a two-week vacation.]
【July 1st, overcast
Yang Hong found the leather case production experts I needed in Gong City, Shu Province. Currently, 90% of the world's dinosaur models and giant electronic dinosaur exhibits are made by them.
In order to recruit people, he spent an annual salary of 7 million and an apartment in Magic City, and promised that when filming the movie, the name Gongshi Institute of Paleontology must appear in the plot. This matter cannot be forgotten.]
【July 2, rain
I tried to recall whether it was fixed-point shooting with rifles or assault shooting that was trained first at 3pm four days ago, but I couldn’t remember.
But four days ago, I finished reading "Combat Japanese Encyclopedia" and I still remember it very clearly.
Now, my normal memory is no different from that of ordinary people. It’s just that under working conditions, my memory is still much better than that of most people. This state seems to have stabilized.]
July 3rd.
A scene that has been shot many times in a row has to be shot again.
In front of the fire, the disguised Overlord and Yu Ji were pressed there.
When the camera passes through the fire, it looks like the people on the other side are distorted.
When Han Sixheng saw this scene, he had to accept it.
At the beginning, Han Zhou and Han Sixheng discussed whether to film this section.
Because the fifth-generation and sixth-generation directors that Han Si-sheng hates the most all like to make this film.
But Han Sixheng was very determined, if he could shoot, if he wanted to shoot, he must shoot.
The meaning is completely different.
Showing the era is not the same thing as only showing the era.
Showing darkness is not the same thing as only showing darkness.
Some people make movies about China, which depicts backward rural areas, sad stories, miserable lives, and the darkest era.
When it comes to filming foreign or period dramas, the young master and young lady are so handsome and elegant that they want to touch three bottles of hairspray.
This is what Han Sixheng despises most about those people.
But this play must have this section, but some things have been changed.
After adding some things, everything can be restored.
Wu Yuewen, who played Duan Xiaolou, was very good, but he was a little shaky at this time.
Someone in the crowd shouted: "If Duan Xiaolou doesn't surrender, he will be destroyed!!"
The crowd suddenly started shouting this slogan.
Duan Xiaolou had no confidence: "When the Anti-Japanese War just started, he sang for the Sakura soldiers."
As soon as these words came out, Pandora's box was opened.
Although Duan Xiaolou had "tui" Cheng Dieyi once, he clearly knew that Cheng Dieyi sang Tanghui to save himself.
But today, in order to save himself, Duan Xiaolou, the overlord, collapsed and revealed what happened to Cheng Dieyi.
After saying these words, the timid Duan Xiaolou changed.
He is full of confidence, just like singing in an opera, and speaks righteously: "He sang to the Kuomintang soldiers, to the reactionary leaders in Peking Garden, to the capitalists, to the landlords and wealthy landlords, to the young ladies..."
"I just don't want to show off to our army!"
This sentence was added by Han Zhou, and it is also the actual situation.
Every word is true.
However, Duan Xiaolou should not say these words out of love.
This shocks the audience to the same extent as the original version, but it will not cause slander.
Because Cheng Dieyi really doesn't want to perform for our army.
Amid the calls to knock down Cheng Dieyi, Duan Xiaolou continued: "In order to please the great drama tyrant Yuan Shiqing, he took it for granted... did you, did he take it... did he take it, did you take it for granted..."
While talking and asking, there was a sound of crying.
Duan Xiaolou also wants to know.
At this moment, Cheng Dieyi had mixed emotions and was still completely despairing.
I can't see clearly under the mask.
All I know is that it's not a good expression.
On the other side of the crowd, Juxian tried to stop him: "Xiaolou!"
Juxian didn't want Xiaolou to continue talking.
Duan Xiaolou threw Yu Ji's top hat and sword into the fire.
Juxian rushed out of the crowd, took the sword out of the fire, and held it tightly in his arms.
Cheng Dieyi has also gone crazy.
"I want to expose it too!"
A line that is so classic that it is difficult to replicate.
At this time, we are acting, not singing, but at this time, the crowd is watching the "play" and "watching the show".
Half a year has passed and I can no longer tell the difference between the inside and outside of the play.
"retribution!"
"You think it's the villain who rules?"
"We have reached this stage step by step!"
"retribution!"
Cheng Dieyi's madness here is a scene that many people don't see clearly.
Many people believe that it was Cheng Dieyi's disappointment in Duan Xiaolou that caused Cheng Dieyi to lose everything.
In fact, no, because in the last scene of the movie, Cheng Dieyi commits suicide, which is the most tragic thing than the death of one's heart.
Such a top-notch movie that vividly expresses the art of cinema does not need two scenes to express the same thing.
This place actually has a hidden psychological process.
The key is the phrase 'you all lied to me'.
Master once said, 'Everyone needs to watch a play.' He also said that this play will last a lifetime.
Life is too complicated, and people are too complicated. Master doesn't understand it.
Not everyone needs to watch a play, but everyone needs to watch a play. When there is an opportunity to watch a play, watching a play is not important.
And a play cannot last a lifetime. A play will always be a play and it will never become true.
Cheng Dieyi has always been very resistant to Juxian. In fact, it is not resistance to Juxian at all. Cheng Dieyi thought about something from his own thinking.
Duan Xiaolou will not be with Cheng Dieyi for the rest of his life. Will Duan Xiaolou be with Juxian for the rest of his life?
Won't.
Cheng Dieyi, or the mother of the young Xiaodouzi, was a daughter-in-law of the old society. Xiaodouzi’s mother was abandoned by her father.
Xiaodouzi didn't know why.
But Cheng Dieyi knew better.
During the argument, Cheng Dieyi was very entangled in one thing. Since his parents can separate, will Duan Xiaolou and Juxian separate?
At this moment, Cheng Dieyi was not exempt from vulgarity, he was not a fairy with a fairy spirit.
The evil in other people's human nature is also vividly highlighted at this moment.
Cheng Dieyi cursed Juxian as a stinky bitch and a female branch daughter.
The people around who were watching the show immediately asked for proof of this matter.
Duan Xiaolou did not disappoint Cheng Dieyi at all.
"yes."
"I don't love her, I don't love her, I want to draw a clear line with her!"
Sure enough, Cheng Dieyi guessed correctly, Duan Xiaolou and Juxian were just like his parents.
Love in this world simply cannot withstand the test.
Cheng Dieyi wants to monopolize Duan Xiaolou.
But after he clearly realized that he could not monopolize it, he settled for the next best thing, Duan Xiaolou and Juxian, Bawang and Yu Ji.
When Duan Xiaolou gave up on her first, the reason why Cheng Dieyi wanted to target Juxian was to break them up.
He succeeded.
But he never expected that Cheng Dieyi was the fake Concubine Yu at this moment, while Juxian was both the real Overlord and the real Concubine Yu.
Juxian is the one who loves to play the most.
Under the plaque of the Eternal Master, in front of the Confucius Temple.
When the flames burned out, Juxian returned the sword to Cheng Dieyi and left.
When Cheng Dieyi sensed something was wrong and ran to Duan Xiaolou's house.
Only screams were heard.
Then he rushed in and saw Juxian dressed in red and hanging himself.
Duan Xiaolou struggled with Cheng Dieyi crazily.
All this was doomed from the beginning.
Everyone is different, and Duan Xiaolou is a very discerning person.
Duan Xiaolou knew that he was acting and that he was a fake overlord.
Duan Xiaolou knew that after he said he had drawn a clear line with Juxian and satisfied the "theater watchers", he would not die and neither would Juxian.
Duan Xiaolou even knew that Cheng Dieyi could accept it and would not die because of it.
But Duan Xiaolou never expected that Juxian couldn't bear it. Juxian refused to see the overlord turn into a cowardly Duan Xiaolou. Juxian was disappointed. Juxian felt that Duan Xiaolou could protect him, even if he couldn't protect him, he could still fight with him.
People who die together.
But Juxian was wrong.
In this game, everyone is disappointed.
Xiao Si reported Cheng Dieyi and got Yu Ji's costume, but after dressing up, she was found by "theater spectators".
Abusing public power will still lead to a dead end, and it will also come back to bite you.
This story has hardly been changed, but it is very subtle.
No one told lies or even unnecessary words.
However, there are some things that people should not say, but someone forces you to say them.
There are some things that people shouldn't do, but someone forces you to do them.
The scariest thing is that the reasons he uses to force you are not wrong.
A thing that is not wrong will inevitably go wrong when people are added to it.
Continuously, at every level, there are people who want you to use this right thing for their own personal gain. The end result is that countless people who should not be affected by this thing become sacrifices.
Is Duan Xiaolou a good person? No.
Is Cheng Dieyi a good person? No.
Is Juxian a good person? Not at all.
But! Duan Xiaolou is a good person, Cheng Dieyi is a good person, and Juxian is also a good person.
This logic is difficult to understand. Once you understand it, you will basically understand human nature.
No one can make mistakes without being a sage, but there are indeed people who will hold on to your pigtails.
You are as open-minded as Duan Xiaolou, but it is useless.
If you can't understand it like Cheng Dieyi, it's useless.
It's useless if you look away like a chrysanthemum fairy.
This is the most shocking expression of "Farewell My Concubine".
When people are under the influence of social trends, no matter what you choose, tragedy is inevitable.
Although "Farewell My Concubine" does not propose a solution, it is enough to make people feel.
Feelings are enough, don't think too much. When you can't grasp all the conditions, your thinking will inevitably lead to wrong answers.
The answer is actually that the ancients said it many years ago, doing is more important than thinking.
Constantly make corrections through trial and error and move towards the right path.
If you are wrong, you will not dare to leave, and the tragedy will be in vain.
At the end of the story, Cheng Dieyi and Duan Xiaolou stepped onto the stage again after eleven years, and everything seemed to be back on track.
I haven’t acted in a show for twenty-three years, and I haven’t seen him in person for eleven years.
Duan Xiaolou suddenly made a joke: "The little nun is 28 years old!"
Cheng Dieyi was stunned and then subconsciously said the following sentence: "My hair was cut off by the master when I was young."
Duan Xiaolou: "I am a tomboy."
Cheng Dieyi: "It's not Nv Jiao'e."
Duan Xiaolou: "Wrong, wrong again."
This was originally a joke to ease the relationship after many years. Although Duan Xiaolou does not love Cheng Dieyi, he loves Xiaodouzi.
It's not the love between men and women, it's the love between brothers.
Cheng Dieyi was stunned, yes, wrong again.
The mistake is that I am a man, not a concubine, so I cannot be the real Concubine.
However, while Cheng Dieyi was singing, he drew his sword and committed suicide like Yu Ji.
Now, yes.
Duan Xiaolou: "Die Yi!!!"
"Little Douzi..."
On July 5th, it was completed.
When the scene was finalized, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
This movie was so difficult to shoot.
Han Zhou's requirements are too high.
Han Sisheng, on the other hand, has higher requirements than Han Zhou.
Han Sixheng knew that this would be Han Zhou's masterpiece, and it would have to be very demanding.
At the final scene, Han Sixheng was there, and no one was there to vent the depressed feeling.
And Han Sixheng vented his anger.
Han Sixheng shook the skinny Han Zhou: "The filming is over, the filming is over!!!"
Han Zhou weakly sat on the chair and said, "The shooting is over."
At this time, Han Zhou went through the complete filming process of "Farewell My Concubine" and suddenly remembered the elegant man from his previous life.
The story told in Farewell My Concubine has a premise.
That is, tricks are more important than anything else.
If Duan Xiaolou and Cheng Dieyi had rehearsed another play at the beginning of that era and acted in a play like "Taking Tiger Mountain by Wisdom", then they would not have encountered this problem.
But they didn't.
Because they only play this show.
Because they can only live their own lives and cannot live the lives of others.
When my brother finished filming Farewell My Concubine, he must have understood that if tricks are more important than anything else, something will happen one day.
But he has no regrets.
His life is just like Cheng Dieyi's.
In the subsequent plays, he found the one that suited him best and never stepped out of it again.
However, Han Zhou's life is different from Yu Ji and Cheng Dieyi. Han Zhou's physical weakness reminds him all the time that Dieyi is a thing of the past, Lu Yiyi is coming, and all the characters are just himself.
a period of time, not a life.
"I'm not as good as him."
…
On a certain day in mid-July, Han Zhou ended his half-year military career, got the big red flower, and left the military green camp.
Appearing at the company, Yang Hong's first question was: "When will the album be released? Didn't you say that the album will be released by the end of the year? Why haven't you started working on it now?"
Han Zhou: "Album? Let's play it."
"Inform Wei Yuan and Han Jiaxin that filming of "I'm Not the God of Medicine" will begin."