Although everything seemed perfect, there was always a safe distance between the two of them.
Without the interference of all external factors, the two of them could no longer sleep, but neither of them dared to move for fear that turning over would disturb the person on the other side who was already asleep or about to fall asleep.
I don't know how long it took, Zhou Ze turned over and lay on his side facing Wang Yiyi's back. He tried to see if Wang Yiyi was asleep. When he reached out to tuck her in, Wang Yiyi
He spoke.
"Zhou Ze, I'm not targeting you all these years. I've never been able to pass the test in my heart." Wang Yiyi clenched the corner of the quilt tightly to find the most reliable sense of security around her. She lowered her voice.
The voice spoke with a weak breath, "Because I was very scared before. I always felt that many people who loved each other passionately at the beginning ended up breaking up. I'm afraid that we will be like this one day."
After the gorgeous opening, there was a dismal ending. Wang Yiyi had already experienced such a strong sense of gap once and did not want to experience it a second time.
Her parents' failed marriage had a huge shadow on her future life. In her future life choices, whether it was career or family, ten years later, she was still living under the shadow of this shadow.
Precisely because she had seen her parents' love, she felt what a normal and perfect family should look like, how beautiful it is when you have it, and how painful it is when you lose it.
The feeling of falling from a height is far more uncomfortable than the feeling of struggling in a pit. If you have never seen the light and beauty, you will only yearn for the future. If you fall from the light to the darkness, you will only be in the darkness.
It is difficult to have the courage to face the light again if you are coerced into moving forward.
People often say that in native families, children who had a happy childhood will be healed by childhood throughout their lives, while those who had an unfortunate childhood will be healed by childhood throughout their lives.
But although Wang Yiyi has grown up, and has lived a life like the apple of her eye for eighteen years, her spirit has been raised very high, and she is so arrogant that she has the best and ardent expectations for her future, and everyone in the world has
In my hand, waiting for me to show off my confidence.
But once a person's heart is dissipated, it is difficult to have the courage to gather it back together again, and she spent the rest of her days constantly making choices and protecting herself.
"I know that what happened with your parents has caused a lot of harm to you." Zhou Ze lay down on his side, facing Wang Yiyi's back. He put his hand on Wang Yiyi's waist through the quilt and pulled him towards him.
Here's the guide, "What happened between them, how it happened, and how it ended. I haven't experienced the process you went through, I've only seen the results, so who is right and who is wrong, and what should you do?"
When dealing with your father-daughter or mother-daughter relationship, you are the party involved, and to some extent, you are also the victim in this relationship. I am not qualified to judge, let alone ask you what you should or should not do. I believe you.
No matter what you do, you always have your own standards of judgment in your heart."
When everyone was pointing fingers at her, whether they were genuine or pretended to care, some people regarded her as a vested interest and told her how to handle this matter in the best possible way.
Wang Yiyi herself never thought that at this time, she would unreservedly believe in everything Zhou Ze had done for her.
Because only Zhou Ze silently supported her without any reservation, and then told her, "It doesn't matter, just keep going forward, I will follow you behind."
She felt the feeling of being recognized and unconditionally trusted for the first time in a long time. From Zhou Ze's words and deeds, she also saw, "It's okay, just do what you want, and I will take care of the aftermath for you."
Wang Yiyi's whole heart was feeling uncomfortable. At this moment, Zhou Ze's soft and gentle voice opened a small hole in Wang Yiyi's brain and heart. She seemed to have found a possible outlet to vent her anger.
.
"Actually, what you said makes sense, but it's not the case. Have you found that you have now entered a vicious circle of constant self-consumption and self-doubt?" Zhou Ze was silent for a long time before giving his answer.
, the answer to this question is very important and needs to be foolproof, "Love is always changing, not because it is high-profile or low-key, but as time goes by, love will gradually become dull along with life."
"Of course I hope that we can always keep the freshness and love between us when we first met, but two people being together means constantly discovering each other's strengths, and then understanding the shortcomings that are constantly exposed in the process of getting along, but it doesn't matter.
, these shortcomings will become a very special existence in us, and our lives will become richer when we continue to solve and adapt to these problems."
When he said these words, Zhou Ze was very careful, for fear that he would say a wrong word, so he almost said each word one by one.
"In this long process, just like upgrading and fighting monsters, we will encounter many tests, there will be traps, and occasionally there will be temptations waiting for us ahead."
"You also said that in fact, everyone wants a healthy intimate relationship, where you can come and go normally, have a relative sense of security, be happy to see each other, and miss each other after separation. But there are always people who are not so serious, and there are always people who are
Because of different thoughts, you may find it difficult to start, or you may have already thought about how it will end when you start. There is no way to solve this situation, and you don’t dare to open your heart, so you will try to test the other person’s thoughts again and again.
The suspicion and quarrels caused by suspicion, distrust and insecurity drag everyone down together. This is an infinite vicious circle. I don’t hope we will end up like this one day.”
"Ten years ago, I remember I was interviewed during the movie promotion period. The questions they asked me were still the same ten years later." Wang Yi spoke again and again in a muffled, nasal voice, "I
I just want you to fall in love with me at the first sight in the simplest way. I don’t need to cultivate good interests for this, I don’t need to regulate my own morality, and I don’t need to adjust my words and deeds for this. You just love me.
This is how I look on the outside."
Wang Yi sniffed, paused for a moment, and then said, "After I finished speaking, they all laughed. At the time, I didn't understand why they laughed, but later I gradually understood, because it was very difficult. They laughed.
At that time, I should be laughing at my young and frivolous nature, but now, although I think this is rare, if I encounter such a problem again in the future, I think my answer will be the same."