After returning the helmet to her, Chu Wuzheng didn't rush up. He lit a cigarette downstairs and then told her where the roads were after leaving the community.
Shen Shiyu kept responding in a muffled voice, not sure whether he was listening or not.
Chu Wuzheng was smoking a cigarette, throwing it on the ground and stamping it out.
"You seem to have become more addicted to smoking." Shen Shiyu hesitated for a long time before speaking.
"Really?" Chu Wuzheng's expression remained calm. "Were you young before?"
"In the past, you knew how to control the quantity." Shen Shiyu said.
In fact, he understands now, he just concentrated this month's work on these few days.
"Go back." Chu Wuzheng's voice was calm.
Shen Shiyu always felt weird when he looked at her from behind. "You go up first."
Chu Wuzheng paused for a long time, then turned his head and let out a soft breath, like a smile, but his face was expressionless.
Shen Shiyu was in a daze.
I remember she gave him this gift when we first got together.
At that time, he was always busy with training, and the two of them only had one date in their busy schedule. Every time she sent him back to the police dormitory, she would spend a long time at the gate doing ink. The janitor staff all knew her, and sometimes they would meet her in winter. Enthusiasm made them come into the house to warm themselves up.
"What are you thinking about?"
Shen Shiyu was startled, then shook his head.
Chu Wuzheng continued to remain silent.
How could he not know what she was thinking? In memories, he had never fallen deeper than her.
Just as Shen Shiyu was about to get on the motorcycle, he saw a figure standing downstairs and was instantly stunned.
Not far away, looking at them intently, it was Chu Wuzheng's mother, Sun Ting.
Chu Wuzheng turned around and saw it, frowning slightly. "Why are you here?"
Sun Ting didn't say anything, and she moved closer with graceful steps and stood between the two of them. Chu Wuzheng took the plastic bag in her hand.
"Hello, aunt."
Many years ago, Shen Shiyu looked like this when he saw Sun Ting, like a mouse seeing a cat. Chu Wuzheng always teased her for showing off her power in front of him, so why did she wilt when he saw his mother?
It's not Shen Shiyu's fault. Sun Ting has been in politics for many years, and her aura is enough to overwhelm people... She doesn't like Shen Shiyu, and her expression every time in front of her is filled with indifference—— Although it is plain, it is not friendly either.
When Shen Shiyu was at a loss, Sun Ting suddenly whispered a few words to Chu Wuzheng, and then quickly turned around and went up.
"I have to go out and lend you a car." Chu Wuzheng came back again.
Shen Shiyu slowly came to his senses and handed the helmet to him in a daze.
The two of them got into the car together. Chu Wuzheng took the keys over and the car was about to start. He turned around and asked, "Will you follow me?"
Shen Shiyu said "Yeah" and cursed in his heart... Nonsense, I've already sat on it. Besides, if I don't go with you, will I give you my car for free?
Soon, Chu Wuzheng drove his motorcycle to another community. Shen Shiyu took a closer look and then remembered that Sun Ting lived here.
"It's right here, go back."
Shen Shiyu hesitated and asked, "Don't you need me to wait for you?"
"No, I'll go back by myself."
This time Chu Wuzheng didn't waste any time. He put the helmet in the car and turned around and entered the community. Shen Shiyu looked at his free and easy back and felt not at all comfortable in his heart.
In fact, she didn't want to wait for him. It was getting bright and it was almost an hour before she went to work. It was just in time to rush there and still have time to have breakfast.
But I just wanted to wait and see him again.
Shen Shiyu hasn't had a good look at him in the past six years, but now even if he takes one more look, Shen Shiyu feels comforted.
When Chu Wuzheng came out, Shen Shiyu was standing in front of the supermarket at the entrance of the community.
She originally planned to wait until Chu Wuzheng came out, then quietly take a look at him, then hide in the supermarket, and wait for him to leave before leaving.
But at this time, she saw him, but did not move, because she saw that he was holding a child in his hand.
A girl, five or six years old.
The girl was jumping up and down, and Chu Wuzheng was walking very fast, so they quickly arrived in front of her.
"Why are you still here?"
Shen Shiyu didn't even know how he walked down the steps.
"I, I'll buy a bottle of water." Her eyes were fixed on the person in front of her, and her vocal cords were frozen.
"Jingjing, call Auntie." Chu Wuzheng lowered his head and said to the girl.
The child is very well-behaved and has a cute smile. "Auntie, auntie is so beautiful."
It took a lot of effort for Shen Shiyu to smile.
"she is……"
"My daughter." Chu Wuzheng answered quickly.
For a moment, Shen Shiyu was frozen from head to toe as if he had been struck by lightning.
Her eyes were fixedly focused on one spot, motionless, but she didn't even know who she was looking at.
All she knew was that something had hammered her heart hard, and the scars were so heavy and deep that no one could describe the feeling. The only thing she could feel was pain.
"I'm going to send her to school, and I'll take her to have breakfast on the way, so hurry up." Chu Wuzheng's tone was particularly brisk, and he was smiling, as if he didn't notice her expression at all.
"Goodbye, aunt!"
The little girl said goodbye to her before leaving. Shen Shiyu gave her the lollipop the store had just given in change and waved to her.
The motorcycle got on the road and drove in the direction of the clinic. It was driving fairly smoothly, but was soon stopped by the traffic police.
"This is a non-motorized lane. Come and get your driver's license."
Shen Shiyu quickly took off his helmet and handed over his driver's license.
"A fine of one hundred yuan, you..." The traffic policeman raised his head and was almost startled. "Little girl, don't cry. Our motorcycles cannot go on non-motorized lanes. If you drive on them, you will be fined. You can't cry." Use it."
Shen Shiyu didn't say anything, but tears fell one after another. He looked so pitiful.
The traffic policeman was so moved by her crying that he comforted her softly. "Look, I just said it was a fine, and I didn't say demerit points. You just need to remember better next time and pay more attention to the road. It will be fine."
Shen Shiyu received the ticket happily, but still cried, tears streaming down his face.
The traffic policeman looked at her back and shook his head and sighed. "This girl can't help herself..."
He has children, he is married.
These two sentences surrounded Shen Shiyu's heart, tightly wrapping her heart and binding it bloody.
In fact, it was not that Shen Shiyu had never thought about this scene. She knew that since she was cruel, she had no right to demand infatuation from others.
But she was still heartbroken.
Reasons can always be explained in a clear and convincing way, but emotional matters are not so easy to explain.
The moment he saw Chu Wuzheng again, all the cells in Shen Shiyu's body seemed to be alive again.
It has never been so enthusiastic and restless.
She wanted to get close to him so much and looked forward to one day telling him in person that she had been thinking about him for the past six years.
She had tossed and turned in admiration.
But today, Shen Shiyu knew that he would never have a chance again.
All her joy and enthusiasm were shattered in an instant, and the pulpy fragments were stuck in her sore spot, making it impossible to pull them out.
The motorcycle stopped on the side of the road. When Shen Shiyu got off the car, he took out something from his pocket, which was Chu Wuzheng's car key.
She almost collapsed.
Why? Why did he still let her interact with him so vaguely even though he had already monopolized all her hopes?
He had already charmed her heart, and she was afraid that she would not be able to resist even the slightest temptation. She did not want to be a bad person who abandoned human ethics for love...
Is this the punishment for her previous ruthlessness?
Shen Shiyu sat on the side of the road holding her helmet and crying. She cried until her whole body was shaking. A kind-hearted person passing by thought she had been in a car accident and asked to call the police for her.
When she heard the word "call the police", she cried even more sadly...