Jiang Che frowned, not understanding what Xiaoman was talking about.
"What am I running from? What do I have to run away from?"
"Even if I knew there was a strange god staring at me, I was not afraid, and I never thought about escaping."
"I still dare to take on secret challenges, and I still dare to enter the mysterious world. What I think about most is how to kill Him instead of escaping."
"What am I running from?"
“How could my inner demons be an escape?”
Xiaomeng: "Big dog..."
Jiang Che paused, then rubbed his forehead and said, "I'm not excited, I'm just curious, how could I escape from my inner demons?"
At this time, Xiaoman opened his long legs and walked up to Jiang Che.
The black mirror reflected Jiang Che's face.
Xiaoman: "Because you don't know and haven't even thought about it, your inner demons are more serious than others."
Jiang Che: "..."
Xiaoman seemed to sigh and his shoulders slumped a little.
"There are actually many things you are avoiding."
"Yan Yibing died because of protecting you. Although you wholeheartedly wanted to resurrect him, deep down in your heart, you have been avoiding this matter."
"Although no one else said anything about this matter, let alone blamed you, you are actually very afraid of meeting Hong Ling and the others, and you don't know how to face them."
"I didn't." Jiang Che shook his head in denial.
Xiaoman: "Then let me ask you, if Yan Yibing's body is at Tianma Pass now, would you dare to go see it?"
Jiang Che: "Why don't you dare?"
Xiaoman: "Haha, what if Hong Ling and the others are also present?"
Jiang Che: "..."
Xiaoman's words made Jiang Che speechless for a moment.
He had never considered this issue, let alone imagined such a scene.
But... Xiaoman is right.
What if one day we all go to see Captain Yan together?
So what kind of role am I playing?
A member of 3033? Or the culprit who killed the captain?
If Sister Hongling and the others cry, what should I do to comfort them?
For a long time, Xiaoman's voice sounded in my mind.
"So the only way you can think of is to resurrect Yan Yibing."
"It's not that you haven't thought about these things, it's just that your subconscious has helped you block these things, or it has helped you selectively forget these things. Your heart has helped you choose to escape."
Jiang Che's pupils shrank.
However, Xiaoman hadn't finished speaking yet.
"In addition to Yan Yibing, there is also Zhou Yong."
"Although Zhou Yong's matter is not directly related to you, it is still inextricably linked. Maybe you have thought that if we had not killed Ye Qingyao at that time, then all this would not have happened, at least it would not have happened to Zhou Yong.
Don’t be brave enough to fall into this hopeless situation.”
"Because of what happened between Yan Yibing and me, you have now concluded that the Illuminati is targeting you, so you subconsciously took the original ghost-raising incident on yourself."
"Later on, the heart of the Black Plague, as well as other challenges, were more or less related to Huangquan Hospital in the end, and so was the power god who was staring at you, so you became more determined in this idea."
"When you were in Chengdu, you clearly heard the sound of Zhou Yong talking to others, but you subconsciously thought it was your hallucination after coma. Challengers are different from ordinary people. If you wanted to wake up at that time, it was not impossible.
.”
"But if it's a hallucination, there's no need to wake up."
"In front of Zhou Yong, your heart still helped you choose to escape."
"..." Jiang Che sat weakly on the stool, his face pale and his eyes gradually blurred.
Xiaoman: "And your sister, Jiang Wan."
"Every time you go back to Tianqing City, you try not to let your sister know about it, because you are afraid that your sister will ask questions. When you were in the capital, you always reported good news but not bad news."
"Your parents told your sister not to enter the mysterious world. Although there is no danger in this matter for the time being, there is precisely no danger, which makes you even more anxious, because without news and clues, the worst ending will often occur."
"I haven't finished yet..."
"In the beginning, you didn't want to join the conspiracy, but now you have not only joined the conspiracy, but also become a gatekeeper. Even if you know your purpose and can make it all come true, the responsibility you bear is also limited.
More and more, more and more and more and more.”
"Especially after seeing the sacrifices of the Conspiracy and the righteousness of the gatekeepers, I was even more overwhelmed and breathless."
"In the end, after nine restarts, the whole family is loyal and loyal. This honor directly breaks your psychological defense line..."
"Before the fork in the road between dedication and selfishness, you still chose to escape."
"And me, you promised to help me find my head, and you did so, but after the Fire Demon God escaped from your hands, your mood also changed."
"I am willing to die for you, but after so long, you still haven't been able to help me get my head back... You are even more afraid that the people who killed me are really your parents... This is what you are thinking in your heart, right
Bar?"
Jiang Che: "I..."
"Is that really what I think?"
"Am I really running away from this?"
"I……"
Jiang Che's expression kept changing back and forth between pain and ferociousness.
For a long while, Jiang Che grabbed his hair, lowered his head, and his body trembled slightly.
Xiaoman stepped forward and hugged Jiang Che gently.
"Jiang Che..."
"Don't take everything on yourself."
"You are just an ordinary person, you are only 19 years old..."
Sobs sounded.
Jiang Che reached out and hugged Xiaoman's waist tightly, his voice was hoarse and vague.
"Xiaoman, I'm so tired, I'm really tired..."
"I want to save the captain, I want to bring Brother Yong back, and I want to protect my sister."
"I want to help you get your head back. I want to solve the Illuminati's troubles."