Five years ago, he thought she would never leave, but she died calmly.
Five years later, she came back and was very close to him, saying they would try falling in love. He thought she would never leave, but when he woke up, he almost couldn't find her.
Faced with life and death this time, she might just be so moved that she could comfort him by saying something that would not leave him.
Shen Yutang didn't believe it, but he smiled softly and said in a relaxed and joking tone: "Aning, I don't think this is a good place to fall in love now."
An Ning just looked at Shen Yutang, hugged Shen Yutang's neck, Shen Yutang pushed her up, she hugged Shen Yutang's neck, Shen Yutang held her waist with one hand, An Ning looked down on her Looking at Shen Yutang, she lowered her head and kissed Shen Yutang between his eyebrows.
"I think it is."
A gentle touch between the eyebrows seemed to have a temperature, even hotter than an explicit kiss, spreading towards Shen Yutang, making Shen Yutang blush even as he soaked in the cold river water.
Shen Yutang's emotional experience is simpler than An Ning's. It can be said to be a blank sheet of paper.
In his life, from a very young age, he only had peace in his eyes.
And the response An Ning gave was everything Shen Yutang had experienced emotionally.
It took a while for Shen Yutang to come to his senses from his feverish mind. An Ning was refuting his words. She said that now was a good place to fall in love.
Shen Yutang's heart beat slightly fast, like a wanderer who was about to die of thirst in the desert and saw the most beautiful mirage.
Even if it was fake, it still made him sink.
If Lu Ling were here, he would definitely scold these two people for being love-minded. They are still talking about love even if they can't survive without knowing it. What's the use of talking about it? It's more important to find a way to survive.
But An Ning only dared to say things that she usually didn't dare to say at this moment of uncertainty about life and death.
for example.
"Shen Yutang, do you believe that people have past and present lives?"
"I only look at the present."
"Shen Yutang, I once had a dream. In the dream, I was stupid, deceived by the Qi family, played by Song Ziqian, and disfigured by Qi Yanran. I killed my biological parents, destroyed my brother, and finally died of cancer. I, at the wedding of Song Ziqian and Qi Yanran, killed Qi Yanran in public and used my life against Song Ziqian."
An Ning said these words with a bitter look on her face.
She went to die five years ago and she didn't want to say anything.
Now, she wanted to tell Shen Yutang, whether he believed it or not.
When Shen Yutang heard that he was dying of cancer, he hugged him tighter. He didn't ask if it was true or not, but just asked in a low voice: "What about me? In your dream, am I there?"
An Ning muttered: "Yes, you have always been there, always protecting me, always trying to find ways to save me, but I never looked back at you."
An Ning couldn't control it and her voice began to tremble.
Shen Yutang kissed An Ning's face, as gentle as ever: "It's okay if I'm here. It doesn't matter if you don't look back."
An Ning just lowered her head and clutched Shen Yutang's clothes tightly: "After I died in the dream, you dealt with all the people who had hurt me, and then you... you went to accompany me."
An Ning used a lot of effort to say these words.
She had killed Shen Yutang once.
Shen Yutang commented calmly: "I did a good job in the dream, but it was so useless in the early stage that I couldn't protect you."
An Ning cried.
The tears couldn't stop flowing.
She died calmly without crying, but now she couldn't help it.
Tears fell down, and he choked and said: "No, it's not his fault. He was thinking of ways to cure my disease and didn't take into account anything else. It was me who was ignorant and deceived him. It was me who harmed everyone. It was me. I hurt him again and again..."
Shen Yutang hugged An Ning and gently pushed her up, trying to keep her body from being immersed in the water. He did not comfort or interrupt. The crying seemed to have been held in for a long time, and it was okay to cry out.
As a result, An Ning cried. She had been crying for twenty minutes, and she still choked with sobs.
Shen Yutang couldn't help but said: "Aning, stop crying, we should find a way to survive first."
An Ning choked with sobs and said unclearly: "I...I don't want to cry, but I can't control...I can't control it."
An Ning also wanted to stop crying, but after the strong emotional outburst, she couldn't hold it back.
The constant sobbing and intense emotions made her heart ache.
She looked at him with tears in her eyes, her eyes were as red as a little rabbit's, and she was sobbing again and again, as if she had been bullied.
Shen Yutang felt that there were reasons for the foolish kings and beautiful women who misled the country in ancient times. He lowered his head and kissed his red-eyed little rabbit.
Shen Yutang's kiss was strong and passionate, with careful tenderness, swallowing up An Ning's crying.
An Ning finally changed from red eyes to blushing.
Shen Yutang looked at An Ning, whose face was so red that she didn't know how to take a breath. He finally let her go and said in a hoarse voice, as if he was bewitching: "Can you control yourself from crying now?"
The sun shone on Shen Yutang's body, giving him a soft light when he was soaked all over. His hair seemed to be longer, and it had a seductive softness even when it was soaked.
Everyone only saw Shen Yutang's cold shell, and only An Ning could touch the softness inside.
If it weren't for those crazy people in the Shen family, Shen Yutang would have been a bright, gentle and graceful person.
An Ning's mind was filled with random thoughts, and she nodded with a flushed face.
Shen Yutang arranged: "Okay, now turn around and hold on to the board."
An Ning let go of Shen Yutang's neck in a panic, turned around and leaned against Shen Yutang, holding on to the wooden board, and whispered to himself: "An Ning! Be more proactive and don't look like you can't withstand temptation."
Needless to say, facing Shen Yutang, An Ning felt that she really had no strength at all.
After An Ning finished speaking, she heard a chuckle behind her and her face turned redder. Shen Yutang seemed to have heard it.
The secret in my heart was revealed, and I felt peaceful and relaxed.
However, Shen Yutang seemed calm, but he was not at all relaxed inside.
He knew what kind of person An Ning was, and there was no way he would take revenge on the Qi family just because of a dream.
Past and present lives?
Those who hurt Aning, the Qi family is gone now, and Song Ziqian can't make trouble. The only thing that worries Shen Yutang is cancer. Aning said that she was dying of cancer in her dream.
Regardless of whether it was a dream or not, he would not allow this possibility.
After he returns, he will find a way to take An Ning to the hospital and conduct the most comprehensive examination using the best instruments and equipment.
Now, they have to find a way to get ashore first.
Shen Yutang said softly: "Aning, don't talk and maintain your strength. Hold on steady. We will find a way to get ashore."
Shen Yutang began to look ahead. With this large wooden board, he could float in the water for a long time, looking for opportunities.
Half an hour later, the current was still strong and the surrounding environment had not changed much. The river in Jianglin City was too long and surrounded the entire Jianglin City, and they were now in a deserted area on the outskirts.
Shen Yutang can continue to wait, but An Ning cannot.
Her health is so bad that soaking in cold water for too long will kill her.
Her weak and slender body was leaning against his chest, and she was trembling.
An Ning was too cold. She was already afraid of the cold. She felt that her limbs were about to lose consciousness and her blood seemed to be blocked. Suddenly, she felt like she was being lifted out of the water by Shen Yutang and sat down facing Shen Yutang. On a wooden board.
The board sank instantly, and Shen Yutang held it up.
An Ning immediately shook his head and said with a trembling voice: "Shen Yutang, this won't work, you won't be able to hold on like this."
Shen Yutang refused to let An Ning calm down. He soaked his whole body in the water, pressed his face against An Ning's legs, as if to convey his own warmth, and then said forcefully: "Be obedient and sit tight!"
