Even though she had done a lot of training on her own in Yuyuan, An Ning still panicked when she finally came to the hospital.
Standing outside the hospital gate, she felt as if a hand had pinched her heart, giving her a sense of suffocation.
Shen Yuzhi turned around and asked, "Are you okay? Otherwise, let's go next time."
"No." An Ning objected immediately. After objecting, she felt that her words were too harsh, so she softened her tone and coaxed: "I'm fine. Everything I can overcome has been done. Let's go in."
Seeing that An Ning was so determined, Shen Yuzhi did not refuse again.
Mainly, in the memories he inherited from his brother, An Ning once told a dream, in which An Ning was seriously ill with cancer.
He actually wanted to give An Ning a detailed physical examination, but An Ning's stress disorder prevented her from going to the hospital, making some examinations inconvenient.
Shen Yuzhi held An Ning's hand, but An Ning did not break away. The hospital in her eyes was like a monster, with its huge mouth open, waiting for her to fall into it.
As she entered the hospital step by step, she began to break into cold sweats uncontrollably, her heartbeat accelerated, and her body seemed to feel the bone-deep pain from her previous life.
But even so, An Ning did not flinch in her steps. She even tried her best to control her body from being too tense, fearing that Shen Yuzhi would take her out of the hospital after finding out.
Everyone has forgotten that she has always been a very tolerant person.
She was very cruel to herself five years ago.
Now, in order to achieve her goal, she endured this stress reaction forcefully.
She put on a mask and was received by a dedicated person who took her for a comprehensive physical examination.
The slender needle began to draw blood, ECG, CT, color Doppler ultrasound, and MRI, all of which An Ning had done countless times in her previous life, were being examined one by one.
She endured the pain as if she was experiencing cancer again and smiled at Shen Yuzhi.
After completing these checks, the last step finally came.
An Ning made an appointment with a psychiatrist in advance.
Shen Yuzhi accompanied An Ning into the doctor's office.
The doctor first took out some test sheets and said: "Let me do these tests first, and I will evaluate the psychological situation."
An Ning suddenly shook his head and said, as if it was a bit difficult to accept: "I have no problem in my heart."
The middle-aged doctor wearing glasses said very officially: "Is there any problem? We need to look at the data to speak."
An Ning looked at Shen Yuzhi as if asking for help, her eyes were slightly red, and she said pitifully: "Shen Yutang, I'm not mentally ill."
Shen Yuzhi immediately comforted: "I know you are not, if you don't want to be with us, then..."
Before Shen Yuzhi could say whether to do it or not, An Ning interrupted Shen Yuzhi and said softly: "Shen Yutang, please accompany me to do this test. I want to check it out. If you accompany me, I won't be afraid. Already."
Shen Yuzhi looked at An Ning.
There seemed to be countless stars hidden in those deep eyes, just looking at An Ning so deeply.
Facing this kind of gaze, it was like the calculation in An Ning's heart was clearly illuminated. Only by clenching her fists could An Ning control herself and not look away guiltily.
An Ning saw Shen Yuzhi picking up a pen and starting to do the test. He endured the pain in his heart and started doing it seriously.
She didn't want to make such a calculation either.
Her calculations are very cruel and she never wants to use them on her own people, but she has no other choice.
She had experienced Shen Yuzhi's madness.
Shen Yu was kind to her in his previous life. He could destroy her, but he couldn't hurt An Xin and the others.
It took two people nearly twenty minutes to complete three pages of test questions.
Regarding the next inspection in this area, An Ning naturally asked Shen Yuzhi to accompany him.
The two of them were doing electroencephalography and brain CT together.
After doing this, the doctor started asking questions.
The doctor first asked Shen Yuzhi: "Excuse me, sir, your loss of control is manifested in attacking and hurting others at will. How do you feel when you hurt others?"
Shen Yuzhi replied expressionlessly: "I don't feel anything, and I'm not out of control. It's my nature to lose control."
The doctor was stunned: "Do you have a clear concept of right and wrong in your heart?"
Shen Yuzhi said casually: "Everyone in this world is malicious, what's right and wrong?"
The doctor took a deep breath.
An Ning, who was sitting next to Shen Yuzhi, couldn't help but look at Shen Yuzhi.
She felt she couldn't understand it.
Shen Yuzhi, who lives in the imperial garden and lives under the protection of Shen Yutang, should live a good life. How can he feel that the world is full of malice?
The doctor asked with a serious face: "Has no one taught you right and wrong? Has no one taught you love and hate?"
Shen Yuzhi was silent for a while and replied coldly: "They only taught me to fight back when I was born. They made me walk in the darkness and deal with evil. There is no right or wrong in my life, let alone love and hate. ."
After Shen Yuzhi said these words, the doctor and An Ning were stunned on the spot.
The doctor felt that this man's mental state was indeed problematic and too dangerous. There was a dangerous light in his eyes.
The reason An Ning was stunned was because she had never known Shen Yuzhi's growth experience.
She thought that Shen Yuzhi had a mental problem and was often locked up. He never left the imperial garden gate and did not have to face anything. Even if the sky fell, Shen Yutang would hold him up.
Who knew that what he heard from Shen Yuzhi was like this.
Shen Yutang... let Shen Yuzhi face those malicious intentions?
how so?
It shouldn't be like this!
Suddenly Shen Yuzhi turned to look at An Ning.
He just looked at An Ning, his eyes full of fierceness, and suddenly said with a hint of tenderness: "Only An Ning is different, she is different from everyone else, she is my love and mine right."
An Ning has froze in place.
How can right and wrong fall on one person? What kind of feelings does Shen Yuzhi have towards her?
An Ning doesn't understand and can't understand.
I don't know whether it was out of guilt for plotting against Shen Yuzhi, or because he heard Shen Yuzhi's growth experience revealed in a few words, but An Ning became more and more flustered as the conversation went on.
She wanted to leave as if running away, but suddenly reached out and grabbed Shen Yuzhi's sleeve, whispering: "I feel very bad, let's go back."
Shen Yuzhi saw An Ning's face turned pale. Without saying a word, he picked up An Ning and walked out. He comforted her in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, I will take you away right away."
The doctor looked at the two people leaving and opened his mouth, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing. Anyway, the test results were almost the same.
An Ning was carried out by Shen Yuzhi, but she kept telling herself in her mind that she could not be soft-hearted. No matter how pitiful Shen Yuzhi's growth experience was, and no matter whether Shen Yutang was sorry for Shen Yuzhi, she could not be soft-hearted.
After she leaves, Shen Yuzhi cannot be allowed to harm any of her relatives.
Just when An Ning was thinking about this, An Ning suddenly heard a voice.