After the second chemotherapy, An Ning could no longer bear the side effects.
The severe nausea and vomiting made it almost impossible for her to eat.
In a few days, her body lost weight at an extremely fast rate.
An Ning was not in good health to begin with and has always been thin. Now she looks as frail as Lin Daiyu, making people feel as if a gust of wind can blow her away.
Everyone became a little worried. An Ning allowed them to work and live normally, but they were really worried and found various reasons to return to the Imperial Garden from time to time.
After the most severe days of the reaction passed, An Ning felt that he could barely break free from the discomfort.
She knew that her situation would only get worse, and she didn't want everyone to fall into that kind of desperate pain because of her, so she tried her best to look normal after she recovered from An Ning.
She washed herself neatly and changed into some spiritual clothes.
Looking at the thin face covered by long hair in the mirror, An Ning was silent for a while, then picked up a comb and planned to tie up her hair so that she would look more energetic.
The wooden comb was slowly combed down. An Ning saw the hair falling from the wooden comb. This time she remained silent for longer.
An Ning put down the wooden comb, went to bed and curled up into a ball, covering her whole body and head under the quilt.
An Ning is a person who is cruel enough to herself. She can accept death calmly, but she really cannot accept the despair and pain of struggling on the edge of death.
Abdominal pain, nausea, and hair loss, the side effects of these treatments remind me again and again of the despair of An Ning’s future.
At this time, Shen Yutang opened the door and came in.
When I came in, I saw a figure curled up on the bed.
Shen Yutang walked over, did not lift the quilt, just sat on the edge of the bed, and asked gently: "A Ning, are you asleep?"
An Ning's body curled up under the quilt froze slightly. I guess it was because she was covered in the quilt and didn't hear Shen Yutang knock on the door, so Shen Yutang opened the door directly and came in.
An Ning actually didn't want anyone to see her embarrassment, but Shen Yutang saw her at this time.
She adjusted her mood, lifted the quilt and came out.
The moment she saw Shen Yutang, her newly adjusted mood collapsed again. An Ning looked at Shen Yutang with red eyes and said, "Shen Yutang, please take me away, please."
Shen Yutang was completely obedient to An Ning and had no temper. When he heard what An Ning said, he immediately said gently: "Okay, where does An Ning want to go?"
"I can go anywhere, to a place without people. I don't want everyone to see my embarrassment. If I continue to be treated like this, I will become as thin as a skin and bones. I will lose all my hair. I will be embarrassed and ugly. I don't want to let anyone see me."
Everyone sees it and doesn’t want to see the pity that can’t be hidden in everyone’s eyes.”
She promised to take good care of her, but she really didn't want to be watched by everyone.
Shen Yutang helped An Ning get up from the bed, put on her coat, and promised: "Okay, get up and clean up. I will take you away to a place where no one will disturb you. Of course, you still need to cooperate with the treatment."
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An Ning nodded: "Well, I will be obedient and treat you."
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Shen Yutang just disappeared with An Ning.
No one expected that Shen Yutang would directly leave the imperial garden with An Ning.
Taking the medicine needed for tranquility, the two of them disappeared without telling anyone.
Everyone in the imperial garden was extremely anxious, and Song Jing, Lu Ling and others rushed back immediately.
Li Hongjun yelled angrily? "Where is that kid? I don't even know what the situation is now. How can I carry An Ning around with him like this!"
An's father also blushed with anger: "My daughter is already weak, and she was taken away so suddenly. If something happens, can Shen Yutang bear the responsibility? Song Jing, you are his assistant, you are the best Knowing that he quickly mobilized everyone to find Shen Yutang."
The originally peaceful Imperial Garden suddenly became busy, and the entire Imperial Garden was extremely anxious.
At this moment, Lu Ling's surprised and slightly angry voice came: "An Ning, where are you now? It's this time, your health is so bad, and Shen Yutang secretly takes you out, is he crazy? ?”
As soon as Lu Ling finished speaking, everyone turned to look at Lu Ling. Seeing that Lu Ling was on the phone, they naturally knew that An Ning was on the other side of the phone.
Seeing everyone looking over nervously, Lu Ling immediately turned on the speakerphone.
Everyone heard An Ning's soft and calm voice coming from the other side of the phone: "It's not Shen Yutang who wants to take me away, but I want to leave on my own. Don't worry, I won't lose contact and hide myself. I just want to go out and relax, and I will cooperate with the treatment of the condition."
Lu Ling was still worried and couldn't help but said: "You can just relax nearby if you want. I can go with you. There is no need to tell us where you are going."
An Ning remained silent and didn't speak.
Seeing that An Ning fell silent, Lu Ling said quickly: "Forget it, it doesn't matter if you don't want everyone to go with you. If you want to relax, just walk around and have fun. If you need anything, just call home. If you need anything We can deliver it to you, just remember to cooperate with the treatment."
"Okay, I will, then I'll hang up."
After An Ning hung up the phone, Lu Ling looked at everyone and said with some sadness: "It was An Ning who wanted to leave. I feel like she didn't want everyone to be sad, and she didn't want us to see her sad."
Everyone has heard it with their own ears and understands that leaving alone means peace.
An's mother sat back on the chair in despair, Shang Shang sighed slightly: "What can I do! What will my Ning Ning do in the future!"
No one can answer An's mother's words. No one knows what to do if An Ning is like this. Her body cannot withstand surgery and her desperate blood type makes people feel that there is no hope for her to continue like this.
But even if there was no hope, no one present thought of giving up.
Even if the fate is very difficult, I still want to fight for it.
At this time, An Ning and Shen Yutang were in a coastal city.
They booked a sea view room.
Shen Yutang took An Ning for a walk on the beach.
No one knew they were here, even they themselves made a temporary decision.
Stepping on the cool beach with bare feet, my peaceful mood seemed to relax a little as the sea water washed away.
She walked slowly, picked up some beautiful shells with great interest, and suddenly said to Shen Yutang: "While your hair is not falling out yet, take a photo for me."
An Ning ran slowly in the sea, facing the sun and smiling brightly at Shen Yutang's camera.
She is like a water elf, so beautiful that she is incompatible with this world. She is like a fairy who descends to the earth to survive a calamity. She just comes to this world for a walk, with a sense of emptiness and unreality.
Shen Yutang felt panicked when he saw it. The camera paused one after another, making time stop at this second, and the picture gradually became real.
Someone couldn't help but stepped forward and asked if they could take a photo with An Ning. An Ning smiled and agreed. Even Shen Yutang, who had a strong desire to possess An Ning, did not refuse.
Although Shen Yutang seemed calm in his heart, he actually didn't know what to do. He really hoped that these shots could preserve the beauty of tranquility.