After a few days, it started to rain. I couldn’t collect herbs or set up a street stall. There were a lot of people asking for meatballs online, but I didn’t have any in stock. I could only sell them in the computer store.
Time, flipping through books. After calculating the money I earned recently, I am actually full of hope for the future. It seems that once the hope of life is ignited, the whole person's energy and spirit are different. In the past, I could only fantasize, but there was nothing
Method, now I can not only dream about it, but also realize it bit by bit. This is a step forward. How should I invest the spare money and how can I make more money? I am happy just thinking about it. If this continues, I will be able to be here
I have taken root in a small city and survived. I don’t need to be so pessimistic and world-weary, thinking that everyone is a bad person. I looked at the stocks and bought some bank stocks. I should be able to get some dividends every year. I also looked at the house prices, and then
In one month, it actually increased by five taels of silver per square meter. I was very lucky to buy a house after I came back. Otherwise, I would have thrown away more than five hundred taels of silver in vain. You know, more than five hundred taels, which was very important to me not long ago.
To put it bluntly, they are just numbers and astronomical figures that have no practical meaning. I thought of Xiao Qian and Huang Laoxie again. If it weren’t for them, I’m afraid I still wouldn’t have taken the first step, and now I can only earn about ten taels of silver a month.
, while dreaming about a better life, while gradually getting older and losing all fighting spirit.
I thought again, if I join them, then I won’t have to worry about money in my life. Although I keep half of the money after listening to their stories, they don’t care about the life and death of others, and they may sometimes do things that are not worthy of publicity.
.At this time, Grandpa Li’s teachings prevailed again. He was poor but determined, and a scholar had integrity. I patted my head, flipped through the book that Grandpa Li left for me, and read some financial news. I was blind in fragments.
all.
I was so bored that I took a nap, and then I had a dream. Feifei and I were outing in the wild. Rapeseed flowers, red tassel flowers, and some unknown flowers were all blooming. The wild scenery was beautiful, and Feifei was wearing a white dress.
Thin sweaters are more beautiful. As we walked, we came to a small slope with three shabby old houses and an old well. There seemed to be a big apricot tree. Feifei and I
I went up and looked around, but no one lived in the house. The apricots were still green, and the well was quite beautiful. I don’t remember whether the edge of the well was a regular hexagon or a regular octagon. The water was also very clear. Feifei and I were on the stone bench there.
After resting for a while, I continued walking forward. Suddenly Feifei disappeared, and the surrounding area turned into a winter scene, with dead branches and leaves, and a desert. I was so surprised that I shouted Feifei, and then ran to the house. The house also became
It was dilapidated, the stone benches were broken, the well was dry, and there was not a drop of water. As soon as I became anxious, I woke up. I broke out in a cold sweat, and I missed Feifei for a while. Then I was stunned again, and the time changed.
It's so fast. Isn't it just a matter of timing that caused the barrier last time? I don't know if it has been solved now or if it has not turned around at all. Why doesn't Xiao Qian contact me occasionally? Why doesn't Xiao Tang chat with me?
Did you enlighten me?
In the evening, there were no more customers, so I went back to the rented house, opened the address book, and planned to ask about Feifei's current situation from other students. After scrolling for a long time, I didn't dare to call out. Finally, I opened the address book and found Feifei.
I gritted my teeth and dialed the number of a roommate. A few seconds later, a female voice came out, "The number you dialed is unavailable. Please verify it before dialing again." I breathed a long sigh of relief.
I also thought that I haven’t contacted my roommates for a long time, so I asked them how they are doing. The roommates were surprised and very polite. After chatting about some daily life, I learned that the only one with good conditions was ready to get married, but the one with bad conditions didn’t even have a partner now.
. One of them actually dated a girlfriend, but because the housing prices in the city were too high, he couldn't settle down, so he gave it up in the end. It's about the same as me. Another one introduced her to her hometown, and they all fell in love with her, but they were still busy with the bride price.
I guess it will take some time to get married. I asked Feifei, and my roommate told me that I heard that Feifei went home not long after breaking up with you and married a second-generation village yamen. They were afraid that you would be sad, so no one told you.
A few years have passed, so stop thinking about Feifei and start over. She is now the official wife. I said lightly: "I'm just asking casually. Feifei can live a good life, which is more important than anything else."
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After I ended the call, I listened to music again. As long as Feifei is happy in life, that's better than anything else. I don't have to think about anything anymore. After sleeping until dawn, I feel more energetic. Although my body has undergone some changes.
.Looking at the light rain outside the window, and looking at the simple house where I live, I suddenly realized that my mentality had changed. I began to long for a prosperous life.
I pulled out Xiao Qian's phone number, then Huang Laoxie's phone number, and recalled the locksmith's phone number, and Xiao Tang's phone number. But I shook my head, and still didn't make any calls. In the shop of the proprietress's shop
I don’t dare to go, for fear of misunderstanding from the boss lady, fear of boss lady’s enthusiasm, and even more fear of falling in love over time. But looking at the rain, I can’t sell meatballs, pick herbs, and I can’t make much money with computers. I’m worried.
I still want to pursue an ideal life. Impetuousness and anxiety are all around me. I think I should calm down, take steps step by step, and be steady and steady. I might as well stop doing nothing, drink a large bottle of wine, and lie down