"You go on sleeping, I'll go out and take a look."
Before You Ye spoke, Su Yao had already put on his coat and got up from the bed.
"Well... I'm sorry, I'm probably a little disturbed so early."
She still spoke hesitantly and lowered her eyes.
"It won't bother you."
"Ah, um. That..."
"But I have something to do now. Can we talk about it in the afternoon?"
Seeing that she was still standing there, Su Yao showed a fake smile, "I haven't talked to you normally for a long time, and I have some things to say, but now I really have something to deal with. I said I would talk to you in the afternoon.
Looking for trouble in the afternoon. Don’t believe me?”
"...No, then it will be in the afternoon."
Xia Xianyue glanced at Su Yao with a worried look, turned around and left.
Finally, he deceived her away safely and with a neutral attitude.
But that doesn't matter.
What matters is the monster.
Su Yao suddenly understood.
He was killed by Xia Xianyue's family, and then he saw a monster killing someone for him. Because of that, his position towards the monster was shaken. He began to wonder if he had done something wrong.
But in a practical sense, what sin do you have?
Is the sin because I died in the original world?
Was it because he was brutally killed out of fear of being killed after he came to this world and learned her true appearance?
Is it because you resisted?
No.
If there were no monsters, then I might slowly accept the existence of Xia Xianyue with a sense of guilt, or vice versa. In short, I would never have to watch her die, nor would I have to die. Not to mention that I would not have to kill others because of myself.
who.
Ultimately, everything is the fault of the 'love game' that brought me into this world without permission.
No matter how she treats herself, if she has not loaded the file, she is already dead. Then the monster is actually the second perpetrator, and she will always be the victim.
What on earth are you kidding?
The same goes for being killed by monsters.
Could it be said that after being killed, the victim has to consider the motives of the perpetrator and the idea of killing his own monster? And the victim also has to find a way to understand the perpetrator and fall in love with him.
What kind of truth is this?
You only need to know one thing. The monster had already killed himself and Xia Xianyue the first time. Then there were additional additions. No matter what motivations or changes it had in meaning, the fact that it killed itself cannot be ignored.
doubt.
When I first saw the monster, my way of resisting was indeed too simple and stupid. I either tried to fight back on my own, ran away, or begged others to help me without knowing it.
But now, Su Yao is no longer as panicked as he was at the beginning.
"Youye, I'm going out to buy some ingredients. I'll be back soon."
Su Yao put on her coat and went out.
"Get me some tranquilizer tablets or something like that. I've been having trouble sleeping lately..."
I admit that the best sleeping pills are not available, but sleeping pills are not the only drugs that can make people feel sleepy.
It's just that Su Yao is not satisfied with this thing. This thing alone may not even have any effect.
"this."
So, Su Yao went to the supermarket to get a bottle of liquor.
Then he went to buy ingredients.
Before going back, Su Yao found a place to crush the Anshen Tablets and add them to the meat. He didn't go back until he couldn't see anything strange.
"Brother, what is this? It tastes weird."
When Su Yao was washing the fish and pork with white wine, You Ye came over.
"This can remove the fishy smell and disinfect it."
"But Youye doesn't think the fishy smell is bad."
"Let's give it a try. Maybe you will feel better eating fish without fishy smell?"
Su Yao smiled hypocritically, cleaned out the internal organs and disembowelled the food mixed with soothing tablets, and soaked it almost entirely in white wine. The kitchen was filled with the smell of white wine.
Youye obviously didn't like it.
"Just this once, you can try it after eating it."
"All right."
“···”
Watching Youye eat the fish that he had manipulated in small bites, Su Yao was certainly afraid of what might happen if Youye noticed that not only the taste was strange, but even the fish was manipulated inside.
But so what? It's just another killing.
"Brother, it tastes so strange."
You Ye stuck out her tongue.
“Try it after you eat it.”
"Ugh, it smells so bad."
“···”
Su Yao peered at her and said, "Youye, I need you to go to a place with me later."
"Outside?"
You Ye hesitated and said, "If you want to go out, You Ye prefers to go out at night."
"Just during the day, just after eating. I know you are worried about your form. But if it is not the body, but the tail."
Su Yao paused and said, "Actually, humans don't care at all."
"Why? You don't care if you are different from humans?"
"I won't care. You'll know when you go out with me."
Su Yao crossed his hands on the table and looked directly at her, "Or do you mean you don't believe me?"
"Well--"
Youye took a bite of the raw fish, and some blood dripped from her chin, "Youye will try hard."
"Okay. After you finish eating, go ahead and change into these clothes."
When Su Yao went to the supermarket just now, she bought a child's pajamas.
While waiting for her to finish eating and change clothes, Su Yao kept observing her.
Her little face has not changed at all, and she still walks very smoothly. It seems that the calming pills and white wine were all in vain.
But again, Su Yao just tried to add some foreplay and didn't put any hope in it.
"Then, let's go."
After she changed her clothes, Su Yao took her out.
"Master, go to the General Inspectorate of Dongcheng City."
"knew."
The driver took one look at Youye's outfit and didn't ask any questions, then started driving while listening to the morning news.
And You Ye seemed to have been silent for some reason since she got in the car. Her little hands were holding Su Yao's clothes tightly.
"Big brother."
Ten minutes after the car started, Youye finally spoke.
"You want to pee at night..."
"Be patient, we can go to the place in a while."
"Woo."
I saw that she was a little reluctant, but she still didn't say anything.
And Su Yao was wondering if the reason why Youye didn't react at all was because the monster had some kind of rejection function that expelled all the things that the body thought were bad. This also caused Youye to have a baby at home.
Ten minutes after I got in the car at night, my thoughts started to wander again. However, I was not affected by alcohol or tranquilizers at all.
That doesn't matter.
The place finally arrived after nearly half an hour.
This is an organization several times larger than the Dong City Supervision Bureau.
It is impossible to find military bases on the map even if you think about it. Su Yao can only come to such a place and pray that they have better equipment than the bureau. If not, then he will have to die more people.
"Big brother, do you want to go in here?"
"Well, it should mean that I want to take you in."
"But Yuye wants to pee."
"There's a bathroom inside."
Not allowing You Ye to refuse, Su Yao pulled her through the gate of the General Inspectorate.
Taking You Ye up to the service hall on the first floor, Su Yao found a wc sign marked at the end on the left, and told You Ye, "That's the bathroom over there, go ahead."
"Big brother, can you go with Youye?"
That little hand is still holding Su Yao's clothes.
"Brother, I still have things to do. You can go to the bathroom by yourself."
Su Yao opened the hand and said, "What's the point of worrying about being so close?"
"···All right."
Youye left reluctantly.
Su Yao watched You Ye leave and began to walk towards the service counter.
"Hello, how can I help you?"
The inspector behind the counter looked somewhat friendly.
"If I say."
Su Yao didn't even sit down, so she looked directly at the inspector and said, "The child I live with is a monster, and a monster who has killed many people. I am bringing her here now and hope you will help me kill her. Do you believe it?"