It was just that after seeing that scene, I felt more or less guilty in my heart.
But that is false.
There is no reason to feel guilty for the death of a stranger.
Since it is impossible to predict whether the next death will be real, is it possible to leave suicide notes to Xia Xianyue and You Ye at the same time and then save her?
Don't be ridiculous.
"call--"
Su Yao walked out of the house and went downstairs to the old place for the elderly and children to play, and found a slide to sit on.
Can't sleep.
The words 'Can't you live without your parents?' made Su Yao slightly uncomfortable.
I have heard similar words before.
Children without umbrellas must learn to run!
If you don’t have parents, you have to learn to be strong!
···
Bullshit.
It was obvious that he had lost his important parents and even basic living conditions.
He's obviously a weakling, right?
But it requires the weak to be stronger than those who have everything.
That's why I feel that the weak are really pitiful. Those weak who are emerging and really become stronger are fine, but most of them just live pitifully.
There are many unfortunate people in this world, and I was once one of them. I was talking about before coming to this world.
But unlike her who died, Su Yao did not die.
It’s impossible to generalize, right?
Who knows what happened to her specifically. Maybe my own story is nothing compared to hers.
"call--"
After smoking his third cigarette, Su Yao stubbed out the cigarette butt and threw the previous one into the trash can.
Then, I went back to the house as if nothing had happened.
"Woo?"
"Brother, why didn't you buy Australian small fish?"
"I told you it's not for sale. If you want to eat it, go to Australia and catch it yourself."
"Okay...but Yu Ye is sleepy now."
"Sleep when you're tired."
“···”
Lie back on the bed again.
The petite body lies on the chest, breathing up and down like a small bellows. There is a slight feeling of warmth.
Compared with the corpses that are only slightly related to each other and may have been taken away by the forensic doctor, the ones around you are real.
Just sleep like this.
Nothing happened.
I'll try to ask at the household registration office tomorrow to see if I can sort out Yu Ye's going to school.
Close your eyes and put your hand on Yuye's head.
Go to sleep.
the next day.
Su Yao got up very early.
The reason was that I had a dream that I don’t know if it was considered a nightmare. I dreamed that the girl was not dead, dragging her intestines and staring at him viciously.
'Why don't you save me?'
'What does your choice have to do with me?'
Su Yao was not afraid at all. He kicked her intestines away in the dream, and then the thing was wrapped around her hand, giving her a real wet feeling.
Just when Su Yao wanted to see what it was, he woke up.
The wet feeling is still there, but it's on my stomach.
"...Huh?"
When she pushed You Ye away, she also opened her eyes.
"Youye."
Su Yao felt a large wet mark on his short sleeves and was stunned, "Youye, have you wet the bed?"
“···”
Youye seemed embarrassed, "Youye wants to pee."
"But the big brother suddenly grabbed Yu Ye and wouldn't let go..."
“···”
Yes, the action of grabbing the intestines in the dream just now seemed to be grabbing Yu Ye's wrist in reality.
Of course You Ye can let go if she wants to, but she won't force her hand away.
I had no choice but to wet the bed.
"It'll be better if you wake me up like this next time."
Su Yao was no longer sleepy, so she got up and took off her shirt.
"Why are you looking at me? Don't you feel uncomfortable if your pants are wet? Go take a shower and change them."
"Okay~"
Youye got out of bed, walked to the door and suddenly said, "Brother, don't you need to wash it?"
"You are not a child anymore. You wash first and then I will go. Remember from now on that there are differences between men and women. Generally speaking, boys and girls cannot take a bath together."
"Why?"
You Ye paused, "Human knowledge says that water resources are limited. If you bathe separately, you will waste twice as much water. Human beings say that we should save resources."
“···”
Su Yao rubbed his temples, feeling a little headache, "Don't ask, I'll explain next time, go take a shower first."
"···oh."
"But humans are really stupid to do this. Things like gender are not important at all compared to the limited resources shared by the race, and it is also conducive to accelerating racial reproduction."
Before leaving, Youye didn't forget to add something very confused.
“···”
Watching Youye enter the bathroom, Su Yao smiled bitterly when he heard a splashing sound.
Is it really okay to go to elementary school at night like this?
That's not right, I just agreed to let her go to school because she had a problem.
in addition.
Su Yao casually wiped the contaminated area on his stomach with the clean short sleeves he had just taken off.
"Crack."
Then he habitually takes out a cigarette and lights it.
Open your phone and type in the browser.
'Winter market, girl, hospital, suicide.'
Keywords.
As expected, the news media will not let go of such a hot topic.
It's less than 7 o'clock now, and the news has already been released.
‘According to the Dongshi News, which was reported by the Frontline Reporter, at 3:10 today, a suicide incident occurred in the Dongshi First People’s Hospital and the person involved was a hospital patient.’
"According to relevant personnel from the hospital, the person involved jumped from the building due to family reasons. The specific circumstances..."
The news also attached some mosaic photos.
Perhaps it was because it was very early, but there was actually a clear and unblocked photo in the comments. The photo of the girl hanging on the head of a gun in the foyer, with her intestines stretched out on the word "winter".
‘I can’t eat any more! Blanch it!’
'I have to go to the hospital today!'
"What are you afraid of when you hit a female ghost? Didn't you notice she was a girl?"
'Isn't it good to live? Alas, this world is so bad.'
"I saw that woman at the scene, she was a pretty high school student. Really, if you really can't find the meaning of living, why don't you let me take care of you..."
“···”
Needless to say, some disgusting comments will definitely be posted and flogged later.
But these things are meaningless to the deceased. Rather, it is like the talking capital is first used by capital, and then people turn over and over again to create benefits.
"Brother, Youye is done washing."
In a daze, a childish voice interrupted Su Yao's thoughts.
"Why did you come out without clothes again?"
Looking at the naked You Ye, Su Yao frowned.
"Before, my eldest brother would help Youye carry the clothes to the bathroom door, but Youye didn't come out just now, so I had to come to the room to wear them."
Youye was a little overwhelmed and a little confused, "Youye want to go back and wait for big brother to put the clothes over?"
"No need. Remember to bring your own clean clothes when you take a shower next time."
Su Yao sighed and took his clothes to take a shower.
"Big brother..."
You Ye came over and tugged on Su Yao's clothes, "I'm sorry, You Ye will never wet the bed again..."
“···”
"It's not your fault. It's because the elder brother is a little worried."
Su Yao knew there was something wrong with him, so he put on a cheerful smile and touched her head, "Are you hungry?"
"Um!"
"Go to the refrigerator and get some dried fish yourself, rinse it and eat it."
"Yeah!"
You Ye trotted out as if she was very happy.
"So put on your clothes first!"
Su Yao was speechless.
"...I accidentally forgot."
Youye came back again with his tail twitching.
"Remember, humans, the female humans you call them, girls cannot run around without wearing anything."
"Okay, You Ye will remember it."
“···”
It seems that I will have to emphasize the clothing issue with Youye when I get out.
Su Yao no longer thinks about the news he just saw.
Anyway, when I came back, I thought clearly that I could never be a hero no matter what, and I would never be able to do anything for a stranger or someone I really care about.
dead.
Then rest in peace. When I go to visit my mother's grave another day, I will also bring you some paper money. Is that all right?
After Su Yao took a shower, she cleaned the entire bathroom.
When she came out, Youye was already eating the dried fish in small bites. But to her surprise, she put a cucumber next to the dried fish.
"Crack-"
I took a bite of dried fish with joy, and took a bite of cucumber with pain.
That slightly childish little face will clearly express your preferences for different foods.
"It's just this morning, it's okay if I don't eat cucumber."
Su Yao walked over and said.
"But the eldest brother said that you have to get used to human food when you go to school. Youye wants to adapt as soon as possible."
“···”
When You Ye answered like this, Su Yao felt even more that she was really not a good teacher.
She started to get irritated when she was affected by other things, which made You Ye think that she had done something wrong.
She seems so well-behaved now, maybe because she still thinks from the bottom of her heart that she wets the bed to make him angry.
It is more likely that you really want to listen to your own words, which will be bitter first and then sweet.
But no matter what he is, he is a good boy.
On the contrary, I am incompetent as an adult.
"Buzz."
"~"
While Su Yao was cooking noodles in the kitchen, the phone on the coffee table rang, playing "Where the Stars Are".
"Youye, help me find out who called."
"good."
After a pause, Youye said, "Big brother, she is the female human who has always wanted to mate with big brother."
"What female human? I told you to call her sister."
The noodles cooked by Su Yao were about to start, and he was busy. "Help me pick it up and tell her that she is busy now and will go back later. Don't say unnecessary words."
"Oh, okay."
Youye picked up the phone and recalled the way Su Yao swiped the phone when answering the call.
green?
Or red?
There are no words, so I can’t understand it.
"beep."
Youye made a stroke, but the call was immediately hung up. She opened her eyes wide in confusion, clearly remembering that her elder brother was slipping like this.
"Buzz."
Just when Youye wanted to report the situation, the call came again.
This time Youye tried clicking the green icon.
"Big brother wants You Ye to tell you that he is busy and will mate with you next time."
After answering the phone, You Ye conveyed Su Yao's words "truthfully" according to her understanding.
"Who are you? Isn't this Su Yao's phone number?"
“···”
"Yes, this is Big Brother's phone number."
"Big brother? Forget it, let Su Yao answer the phone. Please..."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
Youye said a little unhappy, "Big brother wants Youye to tell you that he is busy and will mate with you next time."
“···”
Youye hung up without waiting for the person on the other end to speak. The eldest brother even said he had no time, yet he was still so pestering.
"Did you tell her?"
Su Yao also finished it and came out with the plate.
"Well, Youye told her what the elder brother wanted to say."
"Buzz."
As soon as You Ye finished speaking, the call came again.
"Hello?"
Su Yao answered the phone with some confusion.
Logically speaking, Xia Xianyue shouldn't call her continuously like this.