Seeing Yuye, who had always been obedient, clenching her fists, her tail was no longer wagging amusingly like before.
That very patient and angry expression.
The last time Xia Xianyue died, it was because You Ye went through a period of gluttony and hid away from him.
Therefore, it was too late, or in other words, it was only after the fact that we realized that something had happened to us and that we could not avoid it.
This time it's too late.
Because the apartment he lives in is not far from Xia Xianyue, and Youye doesn't have a binge eating period. He is rational.
He was even sensible enough not to kill that person in front of other humans.
Who can you blame?
Are you living too comfortably in a stable life and seeing the world too simply?
Maybe.
There is no one to blame.
No one is guilty, the only one who is guilty is the perpetrator.
Didn't give up.
It's just another suicide note.
Just die.
Just live.
It's just a life.
Unless the trial and error leads to despair, the trial and error leads to no thoughts about Xia Xianyue.
I think it’s no big deal if such a stupid woman dies.
To the point of numbness.
In that case, there is nothing we can do.
So——
"Youye."
Su Yao endured the severe pain caused by the movement and put his hand on her head to caress her gently.
Put on a bright smile again.
It's okay, as long as you are still alive, no one will lose the possibility of living.
"You did nothing wrong."
"Killing him without being in front of those people proves that you have really grown up."
“···”
Touching Yuye's smooth and shiny hair.
Gradually, he saw Youye lowering his head.
The little shoulders were shaking.
"Woo."
Started to make little choking sounds.
Why are you crying?
No sound, no answer.
But you can guess.
For You Ye, the only place that can be trusted and used as a shelter is a home where one exists.
And such a being almost died.
Wouldn't she be afraid?
“···”
Su Yao doesn't know.
He just held Yuye's thin shoulders and waited slowly.
Feeling.
If you think about it again at this time, you will realize it.
The so-called 100 favorability degree at the beginning is actually just interest, and it is worth trying this level.
But for Youye, having the possibility means going all out, which means 100 favorability.
But the current favorability level of 100 is different.
Involved in more human emotions that perhaps she had only just begun to understand slightly.
lose?
Lost and found?
Of course, I must have had my own feelings about accepting her at that time.
Do you understand?
Emotion is the most complex, hardest to learn, and hardest to understand.
But it is precisely because of this that humans can become humans, not animals.
"Youye, can you cure me?"
"You don't need to worry about the wounds. As long as the internal things are healed and don't affect your movements, you'll be fine."
"...You Ye can do it!"
You Ye wiped away the tears on her face and nodded vigorously.
How ridiculous.
He is obviously the biggest helper, but in his opinion, Yu Ye is the most useful existence.
But such an existence has to rely on itself to make demands. Do you think you can help to relieve your mood a little?
“···”
Su Yao endured the pain of tearing and took off the bandage.
There was a slight burn on the back, but because it was pulled out in time, it was not serious and did not need to be taken care of.
Mainly on the neck and back of the heart.
After taking off the bandage, the two wounds were similar. They were deep and large. The edges were jagged and had obvious blood grooves.
Being able to survive this kind of wound is all thanks to You Ye.
"hiss···"
When You Ye's tail attached to the wound on his neck, Su Yao suddenly felt a heartbreaking pain.
"Don't worry about it, you can do it as fast as you want."
Sensing that Youye's movements had become sluggish, Su Yao spoke with difficulty.
Bear with it.
Yu Ye started to move again.
Her tail first made a small cut, and then attached to the wound on Su Yao's neck. When the tail became flat and became a little flat, the sticky stuff flowing out of it was like a living thing, automatically flowing into Su Yao's neck.
The sun wanders through the wound.
There is an unbearable feeling.
It's like ten thousand ants crawling.
But you can clearly feel that the ants are carrying something, overlapping each other, and eating something bad. It's like cleaning up garbage and rearranging the order of a room.
endure.
He gritted his teeth and tried his best to endure it.
After the wound on the neck is over, turn sideways and back.
This time it felt like the tail was sliding into the tip, as if some tissue was being pulled into the tail to be repaired and then spit out.
Of course, it shouldn't be such a simple matter.
It took ten minutes in total.
"Big brother's internal structure has been repaired."
"That's fine."
Su Yao wiped the cold sweat on his face and felt much better. "You Ye, just like when you checked out before, can you now pay for things with your mobile phone?"
"able."
"Well, you go to the 24-hour convenience store and tell the person at the checkout counter that I want a work notepad and a gel pen."
"In addition, bring a pack of 25 Marlboros and a lighter, and..."
"A bottle of Nongfu Sanquan mineral water costs RMB 2."
"Remember?"
"Work notebook, gel pen, 25 Marlboros, lighter, 2 yuan of mineral water."
You Ye retells it completely.
"Yes, that's it."
Su Yao picked up the phone and showed You Ye the map again, looking for the nearest 24h convenience store.
"Just follow this route. It's not far, just one kilometer. If you are sure that you won't be seen by humans, it doesn't matter if you use your own way."
"By the way, the payment password is 666233."
“···”
You Ye held the phone and was silent for a moment, then said, "Brother, won't you go together?"
The tone seemed a little subtle.
It's like he's afraid of something happening again.
"I can't go."
"Although you cured me, it's impossible for me to run out directly now."
"Don't worry, big brother, it's safe here."
"And the convenience store on the map is only 1 kilometer away from here. If anything happens, you can be back right away."
"Brother, Youye's tail can survive for a while even if it is separated from the body,"
Youye raised her little face and said seriously, "Youye would like to take some time to remove it and transform it..."
"What are you thinking about? It's only one kilometer. Do you think I have to take your tail with me every time I go out?"
Su Yao pinched her soft cheeks and said, "Go quickly. If you are so close, you will be back soon."
"···good."
In the end, Youye took the phone and left.
Just like when Tathagata came, he didn't take the right path and went out directly through the window.
But late at night, no one would go out of their way to notice that someone disappeared from the window in the inpatient building. Even if they noticed, who would believe it? As long as the surveillance could not capture it.
After You Ye left, the place became completely quiet.
No cigarettes, no cell phones.
Su Yao could only sit and wait in the dark ward.
What are you waiting for?
Waiting to write down the long and detailed "work notes" left for Youye, so that even if you don't have yourself in the future, Youye can refer to what you left behind to integrate into human beings.
After everything is properly dealt with, he will take all the people who deserve to go to hell with him to hell.