I never have sweet dreams, but I dreamed that she finally died, and everyone was relieved and cheered in front of her grave.
I saw light overflowing from her eyes, spreading from her face to her chin, and then fell on the quilt, where it was absorbed by the snow-white fabric.
The hand that always held the infusion needle was now stretched out.
What do you want to say?
Or what expression should I show?
My eye sockets are a little warm and my nose is a little sore.
"You've finally had enough sleep."
Su Yao was not as embarrassed as she was. He just gently shook the white hand and smiled.
“···”
She opened her mouth and let out a low sob.
Su Yao hugged her tightly and found that she was trembling.
"Do you still remember the first time you came to my house in elementary school and what was the name of the game we played together?"
Maybe you shouldn't ask at this time.
But no matter what, there is a dark grudge. Even though Yu Ye has disappeared for a year and a half.
"...Woo."
"It's... a heavy,... machine soldier."
Although what he said was unclear, Su Yao heard it clearly.
"I still remember."
After receiving an answer that You Ye would never know, I felt relieved.
I also believed it.
So, it's not a big deal to cleanse your eyeballs a little bit for reunion at this time.
···
After all, Xia Xianyue was about to be taken away before she could start reminiscing about the past.
Although the nurse aunt did not interrupt the embrace between the two, she immediately informed Xia Liangzhen.
After receiving the news, Xia Liangzhen didn't even bother to change into her pajamas. She just put on her shoes and drove to the hospital.
The outfit of a long skirt and pajamas with flat shoes on one side and slippers on the other is indescribably weird. (You must wear the right shoes when driving, otherwise it will be very dangerous and you will be deducted points.)
But no one will care at this time.
Xia Xianyue seemed to be very weak. In fact, she fell asleep again not long after answering those four words.
When Xia Liangzhen came, she couldn't even talk to Xia Xianyue. Fortunately, the doctor tested the pupil reaction and other things to make sure that she was really conscious, which allowed her to calm down a little.
"Did Xiaoyue really talk to you?"
"Really, the nurse aunt should have seen it too."
After struggling for half the night, Xia Liangzhen was still in front of the hospital bed, still asking.
After receiving clear answers from the nurse and Su Yao, she waited uneasily again.
Lin Xiaowan also came.
The performance is really similar to Xia Liang.
Waiting by the bed equally uneasy.
Until dawn.
"Xiaoyue... seems to be opening her eyes."
I don't know who noticed it first, but then the three of them saw Xia Xianyue's eyes squinting slightly, as if she couldn't bear the light coming from the window.
"Wow——"
Su Yao went over and closed the curtains, while Xia Liangzhen followed the doctor's instructions and covered Xia Xianyue's eyes with her hands to minimize the stinging sensation of the light on her eyes.
The light in the room was dim, but everyone could see clearly, and everyone was waiting for her.
“···”
I saw her mouth open and she made an unknown sound.
"Xiaoyue!"
First, it was Xia Liangzhen, who couldn't stop her tears from falling. She desperately hugged her daughter who was previously judged to be "almost hopeless to wake up, please change your focus to nursing."
Lin Xiaowan was also covering his mouth, staring blankly at the scene in front of him and wiping away tears.
Everyone was crying, but what Su Yao was sure of was that everyone knew these were tears of joy, not sadness.
What happens next is simple.
While slowly supplementing Xia Xianyue's nutrition, the doctor gave her a comprehensive examination and formulated detailed rehabilitation training.
The doctor said that Xia Xianyue's brain was not damaged, so unlike other patients due to car accidents, she recovered relatively quickly.
In fact, this is also true. Xia Xianyue, who repeatedly switches between waking and sleeping, can try to communicate at night.
"I···"
"I did it. I did it."
"Speak slowly, don't be in a hurry."
Seeing that his daughter wanted to speak actively, Xia Liangzhen quickly comforted her.
“···”
Xia Xianyue shook her head slightly, her eyes locked on Su Yao, "A, a, dream."
"Dream... A, Yao."
“···”
She seemed to be struggling to speak and her pronunciation was a little weird, but she was gradually getting used to it and adapting.
"On an invisible... hillside."
“···”
"suicide···"
"It's so sad to be alive alone..."
“···”
"Then... I opened my eyes and saw... here."
"No, Su Yao has been guarding you for the past year and a half. I heard that two beautiful girls confessed to her but they didn't agree."
"I always said before that I wanted you to trick Su Yao. After a year and a half, I feel that I was completely wrong. I apologize to you here, Su Yao. I'm really sorry. You are indeed different from ordinary men. Xiaoyue
The eyes are really vicious."
Xia Liangzhen and Lin Xiaowan both expressed their true inner thoughts.
“···”
Only Su Yao and Xia Xianyue looked at each other, and then chuckled, "It's just a dream. Do you want a drink of water? It looks like it's hard for you to talk."
“···”
She blinked and slowly stretched out her hand.
Xia Liangzhen and Lin Xiaowan looked at each other and quietly exited the ward.
"···I."
"What...is it...like now?"
“···”
Su Yao turned on the selfie function of her phone and handed it to her.
"···ugly."
"In this case... Ah Yao, are you still willing... to have me?"
"Not only is it ugly, even the baby canteen has shrunk due to being bedridden for a long time."
"Baby...canteen?"
Xia Xianyue's thinking seemed a little slow, and after a few beats she said a little shyly, "I'll... go back."
"Then recover quickly and don't fall asleep and wake up again."
Maybe it's the body's own involuntary action.
Maybe it was to hide the belated tears that felt a little embarrassing.
Because he held her thin body in his arms.
"Ha, are you crying...?"
"Ah Yao... really knows how to worry about me."
“···”
"I...want to cry too?"
"But···"
"I always feel very happy."
"The dream... is fake."
"Okay... I want to pee."
“···”
"Did you wet the bed?"
"Body, body, not... under control - ugh."
This is definitely not the time to kiss.
But she did it naturally. At first, she might have struggled a little because of shame, but then she put her hand on Su Yao's shoulder and responded.
——
A week has passed.
I mentioned this matter again when I was doing limb rehabilitation training.
"Bullying someone, why would you kiss someone like that..."
"I wonder if you responded too."
"That, that's...well..."
"Don't stop your hands and feet. Do you still want to go out and see the sun?"
"I don't have the energy... I want to kiss, eh?! I don't want to touch!"
"Girlfriend, you don't want to see a nympho in the hospital doing rehabilitation training without clothes tomorrow, do you?"
"Evil, evil ghost! Wuwu."
“···”
Su Yao ignored her sitting aside and watched as Xia Xianyue began to slowly move her limbs on the movable pole. She had no problem speaking now, but her body still needed some sitting and rehabilitation training.
However, thanks to the fact that I have never neglected to move her body in the past year and a half, she has only shrunk a little. She recovered quickly, but she is a little slower or clumsier than normal people.
A common sight this week.
After exercising, Xia Xianyue panted and walked to the bench where Su Yao was sitting, then sat down and lay down again.
Lying on Su Yao's lap, he stared at Su Yao's face unblinkingly with his pupils that gradually regained their vivid color.
“···”
"Why don't you praise me?"
"Why should I praise you?"
"Um, um, um, just give me a compliment~ Let me tell you that Xiaoyue works really hard, she's so awesome, and she won't lose a piece of meat."
"Xiaoyue is so amazing."
"!"
Xia Xianyue's cheeks suddenly turned red. She looked away and faltered for a long time before she whispered 'hmm'.
"Didn't you want me to praise you? Why are you blushing like a bubble teapot?"
"Uh-"
"You make me wonder if I have forgotten everything that happened more than a year ago."
"No. Whether it was that... confession or the time when I almost died and Ah Yao came to save me, I remember them all."
"How can someone who is dead know whether I will come later?"
"It's easy to imagine that kind of scene~ In fact, he just flew back to save his lovely girlfriend. He is a very reliable boyfriend."
“···”
As for what she thought would be a psychological shadow, it actually didn't seem to be a big deal to the person involved.
When she made tentative inquiries before, she told him directly because she knew that the video call was not hung up and she knew that Lin Xiaowan would definitely help contact him.
Then I thought that Su Yao would definitely come back. While I was thinking whether it would be best to come, I also thought that I must come.
The psychological shadow seems to be completely non-existent.
The answer is very similar to the previous puppet.
Did he answer that way out of residual consciousness at that time, or was he being imitated too closely by a controlled puppet?
I don’t know, I just know that the answer now is entirely her own.
"Ah Yao, I'm sorry."
Xia Xianyue got up and sat aside and suddenly said.
"Sorry for what?"
"I heard from Xiaowan how Ah Yao spent the past year and a half."
"Ah, that, it's not your fault."
"It was my fault."
Xia Xianyue said seriously, "It has caused trouble for many people. In fact, the dream I had was not just that Ah Yao committed suicide, but that Ah Yao took me to commit suicide together."
"Looking back now, if Sora is really conscious but can't live or die, then that would be the best."
“···”
Su Yao looked at her face, her expression was very clear.
"But... if I can come back, I can do this again."
She held her arms and leaned against the baby's cafeteria, and then she put her smiling face close to hers.
"Well... we can't continue. It's going to get weird."
"The rest will wait until discharge..."
"cough--"
"Have you two forgotten what else you have to do? It's time for a check-up."
Wen Cun was interrupted by the sudden appearance of Xia Liangzhen.
"Then I'll go back first."
Su Yao stood up, picked up the suit jacket next to him and put it on.
"Be careful on the road, Ah Yao."
Xia Xianyue, on the other hand, was like a newlywed wife seeing off her husband, watching Su Yao leave with a smile.
Although she still wants to be gentle, she will never be willful when she shouldn't be. Even though she knows that the relationship has now reached a level of harmony that she never dared to imagine before.
"Really, I always bother you when the atmosphere is good."
"Can't we do those things after we are discharged from the hospital?"
"What's the matter? Ah Yao and I didn't plan to do anything, we just stuck together to enhance our relationship."
"Do you think I'm stupid? I can't see, right? I've already said that I won't restrict what you do, but at least after you recover..."
“···”
Su Yao could still hear the mother and daughter bickering behind her.
There is no barrier now. After everything has been explained, it is just that. It can be said that the mother's death has something to do with them, but it can also be said that it has nothing to do with it. Because it was because he knew that he would die and didn't want to.
Those who drag themselves down and choose to die are physically irreversible.
Of course, the biggest reason is that too many things have happened. I really don’t feel that bad about Xia Liang after being together for a year and a half. I believe Su’s mother just hopes that she will live a better life when she sees this scene.
——
Another week passed.
Xia Xianyue was discharged from the hospital.
We made an appointment to have dinner together at her house that day, and because she was drunk, Mo seemed to have something to do and couldn't come, so Lin Xiaowan took advantage of the situation and stayed at her house.
"Ah Yao, let's elope."
"?"
When Su Yao woke up in a hazy state, he saw Xia Xianyue staring at him in the darkness with bright pupils.
"I mean, I'm going to your house."
"——"
After a soft and wet touch.
"Are you awake?"
"I'm very sleepy now."
Su Yao didn't bother to pay attention to her, turned around and continued to sleep on the sofa.
"Huh...huhu..."
However, she blew into her ear again.
“···”
The soft body began to get closer and whispered, "Liar, it's obviously like this."
"Listen to me..."
"I had expected this to happen, so I told my mother in advance."
"Just go~"
"I can't be affectionate with Ah Yao here."
"I just want to stay together in a place without other people. I really don't have any bad intentions~"
He shook Su Yao's arm there and kept shaking.
"Stop barking."
Really fed up, Su Yao got up.
"Hehe, I like Ah Yao the most."
She had already taken Su Yao's coat, and Su Yao put it on for him as soon as he came.
"Do you think I'm clingy?"
Sitting in the passenger seat, she suddenly asked again.
"This is not an ordinary clingy thing. Don't tilt your head and lean over. Please drive."
"Huh, I've known for a long time that I'm such a pushy girl. It's all Yao's fault for indulging me."
"If you could say this without looking carefully at my expression, I would probably break up with you directly."
"I'm sorry...it's just that I haven't had the chance to be alone together recently."
"Ah Yao, look, there are stars tonight!"
"...I'm driving."
Su Yao has a little headache.
Maybe his attitude towards her has been a bit too good recently. As she said, after realizing this, she gradually became more and more clingy.
It's not bad either.
It means that the kind of girl who is completely obedient when she shouldn't be coquettish is too clingy within the scope of being coquettish. This kind of dilemma and considerateness makes people get used to it without realizing it. It has become what it is now.
situation.
After almost half a month, Xia Xianyue was in much better condition than when she first woke up. Her hair had grown longer, and she began to tie it into a slightly shorter ponytail again.
Speaking of which, she asked Lin Xiaowan, "What kind of hairstyle should I wear with hair of this length? I always felt that Ah Yao wouldn't like it." Lin Xiaowan sold her and forwarded the chat record directly to
It’s Su Yao.
Ahhh.
In a place she thought she couldn't see, she was still working hard to be the so-called perfect girlfriend. Shouldn't she find a way to make up for her credits first?
While waiting for the traffic light, Su Yao echoed her words while peeking at her.
You must be prepared indeed.
She put on exquisite light makeup, and the matching clothes were also long-lost jk and black stockings. The baby canteen has not become smaller, and it still feels like she has grown up a bit. Is it an illusion?
But what she said is right, she is not a herbivore. Occasionally, if she gets close to her intentionally or unintentionally, of course she will be distracted.
It's normal to have indescribable thoughts about your girlfriend, because it has already happened. Although it is not strictly a good memory when taken together.
Green light.
After starting the car, Su Yao suddenly thought of it again.
There is no psychological shadow at all. Who knows what it is actually like? Now, maybe I want to use new memories to overwrite the previous horrible memories.
I'm afraid even Xia Liangzhen was aware of this, so that's why he didn't let himself drink.
“···”
I wanted to think about whether I should go somewhere, but when I peeked over, I found that her head was slightly tilted toward her and her eyes were closed.
This guy was very excited just now, but now he is energetic and she fell asleep.
"Hmm..."
His brows were slightly furrowed and he was talking softly in his sleep.
Are you having nightmares at this time?
"...I just said, that woman is not as good as me."
"...Boom."
"Yeah, the kid doesn't hate you. He also said that even if dad cheats on you, he won't dislike you."
"?"
This is all a mess.
Su Yao smiled bitterly and slowed down slightly to make the car drive more smoothly. Then he drove downstairs.
"...Get up."
"Are you here already?"
Xia Xianyue rubbed her eyes, and then her expression suddenly changed, "Ah, I originally wanted to trick Ah Yao into going to a love hotel!"
"ah?"
"Ah, I spilled the beans."
"Be careful of being secretly photographed when you go to a place like that."
"Eh? Eh? Eh? Why?"
"Why, it's really unsafe."
"No, it's not. Ah Yao, that..."
She suddenly became coquettish again, her cheeks turned red, "It turns out that I also have that kind of thought."
"What nonsense are you talking about? After all, I am a man first. Do you think I don't know about your dirty thoughts?"
"It's not a dirty idea! For half a month, I thought it was because I don't have any charm now—well."
She didn't understand why, so she stiffened her body and opened the car door first and got out in a panic, "I, I got in first!"
“···”
Walking behind, Su Yao probably knew what she was thinking.
I had always felt that I was unattractive in all aspects due to being bedridden for a long time, but now I was suddenly admitted that I was attractive and shy.
Very understandable.
One and a half years. This year and a half is a blank for her, and her memory still remains at the time when the relationship was first established.
No matter how fast Xia Xianyue walked, she still had to wait for Su Yao in the elevator.
“···”
Seeing Su Yao come in, she could no longer look straight.
It turned out to be attractive.
It turns out that all the little tricks he did before were seen, and he thought Ah Yao didn't know.
Ahhhhh.
In order to highlight his own purpose, he revealed that he originally wanted to go to a love hotel.
Wouldn't she be considered a frivolous girl?
No, they are already lovers. They have already had it once.
——
Thinking of her throat being strangled and the knife thrust straight into her neck, Xia Xianyue couldn't help but turn pale and start to tremble.
No, no, no.
I can't tell that I've been scared lately, and I can't sleep without someone to accompany me at night.
As long as you stay with Ah Yao slowly like this and overwrite the memory as your mother said, it will be fine. That kind of thing has been in the past for a long time, and the prisoner has long gone. But who did he offend?
Will he come back because he is still alive?
"!"
Unknowingly, my hand was held.
When you raise your face, you will see the bright expression of the person you like. It is a very natural hand holding.
No.
Even if he comes back, he will definitely be protected again. And he will never sit still and wait for death. He must learn self-defense skills. He can fight back or escape without letting Ah Yao put himself in danger.
In fact, with such a high bounty, the person who hurt him must have been unable to bear it and fled abroad. How dare he come back again.
Not satisfied just holding hands.
Xia Xianyue took Su Yao's arm and leaned very close.
"It's not convenient to walk like this."
"...I want to be a little bit coquettish, um, can't I?"
"It's up to you. Anyway, it's not me who's inconvenient."
"whee."
Say so.
But Ah Yao's steps were obviously deliberately slowed down to suit him.
Should I reflect a little on whether I have been pushing too far lately?
But is it okay just for a moment?
Because I really want to act like a spoiled brat right now. It’s only once. Don’t be so clingy next time, otherwise you’ll be disliked.
Then he stared at Su Yao's side face and saw the formal attire he was wearing now.
Is this Ah Yao who started working?
No matter how you look at it, Ah Yao has changed a lot from a year and a half ago, becoming more calm and unhurried, and his expression is clearer.
I always feel...
"So handsome..."
"What?"
"No, it's nothing."
Xia Xianyue lowered her head in panic.
Yes, we are no longer the children we were ten years ago.
Ah Yao has a good foundation to begin with. As long as he is willing to modify it, his personality will no longer be so gloomy. There will definitely be other girls who like him. It is normal for a girl to express his affection in a year and a half.
But they all refused because of his girlfriend, who had no idea whether she would wake up.
Obviously it doesn't matter even if you accept it.
That's weird.
The thought of being with another girl makes my heart twitch. It's very uncomfortable.
But I also know that the reality is exactly the opposite of this idea. It’s all because I refused.
This year and a half will never be the same as smiling and saying, "It's not a big deal." It must be very difficult. It is even more difficult than the time when I was ignored.
Thinking of this, Xia Xianyue felt that she must make up for it no matter what.
But now she suddenly realized that what Lin Xiaowan said was right. If you like it, you will be able to restrain it, just like it is the same as coquettishness now.
All I can do is to minimize the constraints. Don't quarrel, find your own mistakes in advance. Meet all the requirements of the person you like, even if you accidentally see the perverted xp in the 4399 website in the history...
Go all out.
Yes, the proactive one. Because Ah Yao will definitely not speak. As a perfect girlfriend, you must be considerate and aware of everything the person you like likes.
However, I really agreed to my willful request and came here to be a world for two.
Well, the next step must be...
No, my heartbeat is a little too fast. If you are found to be so shy, you will definitely be bullied again.
ah.
He seems to be quite happy being bullied.
Could I really be M like Xiaowan said?
“···”
Su Yao didn't have many ideas, he just thought about finding some interesting movies to watch together when we get home. If it were to flush his memory, it wouldn't be just that kind of thing.
Besides, just let things take their own course, I believe this guy can't help but stick to it.
Su Yao is experienced when it comes to erasing horrific memories. After all, for a long time in the past, immunity to Xia Xianyue's offensive was completely based on the Chandelier March. Until I thought about it so many times that I became completely indifferent.
It is enough for time and new, vivid and different memories to allow the bad memories to settle down.
“···”
When he came out of the elevator to the door of his house and was about to take out the keys, Su Yao suddenly froze.
"babble?!"
Xia Xianyue subconsciously leaned forward to lean on Su Yao's arm to stabilize her balance.
He hesitated and asked, "Ah Yao, um... could it be that the key was left at my house?"
"no···"
Not really.
It was Su Yao who saw the unreal hallucination and was suspended inside the door.