"I remember I didn't ask you to name the dishes, right?"
On the way to take her to Dongda University, I heard her inexplicable mutterings in the passenger seat.
“Beans from the South are still delicious.”
"If it tastes good, eat more."
“I must try making dumplings with southern beans during the New Year.”
“···”
"Ah, I stopped talking again."
"I don't even know what you are talking about. One moment you are talking about beans, and the next you are talking about the Chinese New Year."
"Ah Yao has been preoccupied since she got up in the morning, and even when she got in the car, she was distracted when talking."
“···”
"so···"
Xia Xianyue was silent for a moment and said, "I... don't know how to make the atmosphere better."
"Don't worry, I just didn't sleep well yesterday."
"that···"
Xia Xianyue hesitated for a moment, then said, "Has Yao been worried about that? Or go to the men's hospital -"
"Stop, stop, I'm fine now. I'm completely fine."
"Is it really okay?"
"It's really okay."
Su Yao sighed, "It's better to worry more about your credits than me."
"Ah, I feel like there will be a lot of trouble when I wake up..."
"No matter how troublesome it is, you have to do it, otherwise you really want to repeat the grade and become my junior schoolmate?"
"Hehe, can't you play as a junior? Or do you like the senior one?"
"I like you."
"Well, why is this..."
Xia Xianyue hesitated and turned red instantly.
"Watch less videos teaching fishing. Questions like this are meaningless."
"Huh? This isn't a trick, I'm asking seriously."
"Just hard fishing, right?"
"No!"
"Stop barking, we'll be here soon."
"Then let's change the question. If there is a million-dollar suitcase and a rich young woman who likes Ah Yao very much and will inherit a lot of family property when she gets married and is obedient, gentle and considerate, which one will Ah Yao choose?"
"What the hell is this question?"
"Choose one~"
"One million."
"Why?!"
"A woman will only affect the speed at which I draw my sword."
"But...it's useless to draw a sword without such a cute girl."
"What's on your mind?"
Su Yao parked the car on the side of the road, "Okay, hurry up and crawl for me."
"Humph, just crawl."
“···”
I saw her get out of the car with her bag on her shoulder, and then come back with her body bent over.
"mua~"
"This, this is a farewell kiss."
He kissed Su Yao on the cheek like a dragonfly, and then quickly ran away with a blushing face.
This can be considered as starting to occasionally become a giant in words, but still a dwarf in actions?
But is it really that obvious?
Yes, at least she has been paying attention to herself, maybe she is so sensitive.
After his vision recovered and he woke up, Su Yao returned to bed and didn't sleep either.
Been thinking about it.
It's not that I'm still confused about how to view Youye's so-called feelings. I'm just asking myself - do I really accept Youye's unilateral decision like this?
Unacceptable.
Before responding to or rejecting Yu Ye's feelings as love or as a love object, you should not forget that you still have a guardian identity.
If You Ye feels from the bottom of his heart that the human world is boring and it would be more comfortable to live away from people, then he must accompany him and witness this with his own eyes before he can believe it.
If the quarrel is just for my own reasons, then I have the responsibility to get You Ye back on track. It makes no sense for me to let her live in the animal world, and then live happily in human society.
Su Yao has thought about it in detail and looked at the map.
There are second-tier cities near Dongshi, and the farthest no-man's land from here is at least a thousand kilometers away.
In terms of time, just because You Ye would definitely go to the nearest no-man's land, even if he did, how could Su Yao find it alone in such a large area?
Or maybe You Ye wanted to avoid him, but there was no way to do it.
There is only one feasible way.
Although despicable, this is the only and most likely way to finally meet Yu Ye.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and drove to the highway.
No matter how you hit the road in the city, you may injure innocent people. If you are in a coma or something and can't load the file in time to kill someone, that's unbearable.
There are guardrails on the road leading to the highway and a concrete slope more than ten meters high.
Can it be successful the first time?
"call--"
Su Yao didn't know, he just took a puff of cigarette.
After you can peek into the guardrail, slow down slightly and wait until the car in front is out of sight.
"Buzz!"
He stepped on the accelerator hard and the car roared straight into the guardrail.
"Bang--"
The car hit the guardrail and flew straight down.
How fragile is human life?
Someone was drunk and accidentally fell and died.
Someone was involved in a series of car accidents, and the car was crushed to pieces without any damage.
Not sure.
Su Yao just let his eyes roll, and then everything fell into darkness after the loud noise.
[You have completed the ‘True Death’ achievement and obtained love points*1]
[If the current number of file loading times is detected*0, all love points will be cleared and the number of file loading times*1 will be obtained]
【You are dead】
【Current node:20150415.08.33】
"mua~"
"This, this is a farewell kiss... huh?!"
Strangely enough, we returned to the point where Xia Xianyue came back with her waist bent and kissed her secretly.
Su Yao didn't care so much, he just pulled her so that her butt was outside, and her upper body was in the car for a long kiss.
Not saying anything to her or responding to anything.
It's just because after he died just now, his heart is beating so hard now.
Death Roll···
It was the first time I tried this method of death, and it was a little painful.
"No, don't pinch..."
It felt like she was just nudging him softly, but in fact it was useless at all. It was more like coquettishness than rejection.
"Hurry up and climb up, don't let this heat go away."
Su Yao pushed her out, put the reverse gear on and drove away.
This is just charging.
Then I calmed down a little by charging.
No, there are too many flaws in this way of death. What if you lose consciousness and have your limbs amputated and wake up?
By then, even if You Ye appears and heals himself, how should he explain it?
Just thinking about accidents, reasonableness, and determining one's own motives is too crude a method.
I also thought about using the only opportunity to read files freely, but I always felt that it should be used in more important places. There must be other ways now.
As long as he is on the verge of death, that's all. As long as You Ye knows that he's about to die.
"Crack-"
Su Yao lit a cigarette and took a peek in the direction of Dongda.
I can only say that I'm sorry, but I can't take care of everything at the moment.
You will definitely regret it if you don't do this.
If you do this, and you have tried every means since then... No, you have to do it again, no matter when the cycle ends.
After deciding not to use the hot-headed method of creating accidents at the beginning, what Su Yao had to do became simple.
I took my fruit knife and drove to the place I had been to with You Ye before.
That was also what Youye said personally, the most convenient place for her to hide in the winter market - the abandoned drainage ditch.
【If I go out for something, I won’t come to see you at noon. I may come back very late.】
【Eh? What do you want to eat tonight?】
【Fring beans】
【o(*≧д≦)o!! Don’t imitate what others say!】
【···】
After explaining Xia Xianyue's side properly, Su Yao leaned against the cold wall of the drainage channel.
The weeds on the side are still taller than people. Without Youye, it was really a waste of effort to get in by myself. My pants accidentally stepped on the holes several times and were contaminated by mud. I was also bitten by some insects or the grass was cut.
, hot and spicy.
That doesn't matter.
I peeped into the drainage channel, and sure enough I didn't see the entry. How could I have encountered it so easily?
The smell here is still as smelly as ever. The smell of mud, the smell of weeds, the inexplicable odor inside the drainage channel, all mixed together by the wind to create an indescribable turbidity.
Next to where Su Yao sat was the area where the body was dug and buried. However, You Ye said that the body was disposed of, but it is gone now.
Many things were possible because of You Ye himself, who was able to sleep peacefully.
So--
"Puff——"
Use a fruit knife to pierce the shoulder, and pull the teeth sideways to make the hole bigger.
The blood immediately splattered all over him, and his beige bottoming shirt was immediately stained with a large amount of red, which was still spreading to his pants.
"Hiss...it really hurts."
I'm used to aiming at the parts that can kill me the quickest, but this is the first time I'm actively torturing myself like this.
But that’s pretty much it, right?
The smell is there.
If you keep losing blood like this and no one cares, you will definitely die here.
"Crack-"
Su Yao bit her cigarette with difficulty and puffed lightly.
I don't know if this is possible.
If that doesn't work, then come up with the next plan.
Give yourself a knife and run around the city smelling of blood.
Whatever works.
The only thing is, don't leave You Ye firmly last night.
No.
Children won't stray too far from home when they get into trouble. In that case, they just hope their guardians will find them and care about them.
No matter how smart you are, you are still a child.
The mobile phone is also turned off.
That way no one can find it.
The cigarette burns out.
When I switched to the fourth one, I lost all my strength. I could find that my vision was becoming more and more unreal.
The sun doesn't get much sunlight here.
Wet and cold.
It seemed like there were ants crawling on me.
Then I saw a dark shadow crawling out of the weeds. A snake.
how?
Is it the accomplice of the snake that was eaten by him now that he is coming to take revenge?
As if it could hear Su Yao's words, the snake swam within half a meter of Su Yao, curled up and spit out apricots.
"Rustling rustling——"
After a stalemate for a while, the snake suddenly changed its attack, turned around and disappeared into the grass.
Su Yao saw it from the corner of his eye.
Inside the drainage channel, entries appeared.
【Crazy and twisted things】
【Character; Youye】
[Favorability: 100]
[Description: I have a lot of affection for you]
"I thought it would be hard to find."
Su Yao struggled to pronounce the words and smiled.
“···”
Youye didn't answer, but out of sight, his tail grew out and rested on Su Yao's wound.
You can feel something moving inside the wound.
Sour and numb.
The heart, which had slowed down due to blood loss, slowly began to return to normal. The feeling of myocardial infarction disappeared.
"Rustling rustling——"
The tail has also been retracted.
However, Youye still didn't come out. He didn't disappear, but he was still inside the drainage channel.
"Yuye?"
Su Yao sensed a certain possibility.
Pick up your phone, turn on the flashlight, hold on to the wall and walk inside.
The air inside was filled with an unknown rotten smell. After walking only about ten meters, Su Yao realized that You Ye was keeping a distance from him.
There is a corner in front, and there is a passage cut out in the wall on one side of the corner to go to the sewer.
Once Youye was worried that he would be injured if he climbed there on foot, so he used his body to carry him there.
"Youye, just on this corner. You are on your side, and I am here. I will never come over."
I almost understand it.
Su Yao was sitting at the corner of the wall, with his back leaning against it. When he turned his head, he could see the entry, which was very close to him.
"Let's have the rest of the conversation on the phone."
"First of all, you're not in the anthropomorphic state now, are you?"
Su Yao handed over the phone.
After hesitating for a while, Su Yaoming felt a slightly moist touch when the phone was taken away.
【Why does Big Brother do this?】
The mobile phone, which was adjusted to the lowest brightness, was held up by the tail and turned around to Su Yao's side.
"Don't worry about my reasons, answer my questions first."
"If you don't say anything and don't want to meet in this situation, it means you are not in an anthropomorphic state right now, right?"
“···”
The phone was taken back, and after a few seconds it was handed over to Su Yao.
[You Ye can no longer return to the anthropomorphic state]
"That way I understand."
"The life after the vision transformation until yesterday, normal people looked like that to me, but you are the only one who looks normal."
"That is to say, the real situation is that you are the only one who is truly different from humans."
"Then, now you're telling me that I can't return to the anthropomorphic state, that is, you made such a big show for this reason, and then stayed silently in some kind of garbage dump and shed tears?"
“···”
The phone was not handed over again.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and found that the wound had no feeling at all.
"call--"
Take a light puff of the cigarette.
"Youye, after being away for a year and a half, it seems that you are now very good at lying."
"I remember that in the knowledge I taught you, there was never any mention of self-dedication, right?"
"how?"
"Do you think that being like this will cause trouble for me? Do you think that if you leave me, you can get rid of a big trouble and live a happy life?"
"What you said about jealousy and love, I really can't respond to those."
"But until then, I can say that you are never a problem to me. No matter what the appearance is."
"So what if I can't return to my anthropomorphic state?"
"Do you have to stay away from the human world and stay away from me?"
"I have saved all the money you left me, and I will find a way to find you a house in the suburbs where you won't be disturbed by humans. It has the Internet, a TV, dried fish... and everything."
"
"I can also come to see you regularly. If you want to go to the human world, didn't you say that at the beginning? You can put on a leather cover, and no humans will say anything if you show up like that."
"On this basis, you can slowly research and find ways to become an anthropomorphic state. I mean, if you want to become an anthropomorphic state again, I will definitely support you."
"Whatever you want, I will find a way to find it for you and help you."
“···”
[Why does the eldest brother treat Youye so well? From a human perspective, Youye and the eldest brother are not related by blood, nor can they be called friends, nor do they have the purpose of mating. They are just troublesome.]
"Without you, I would have taken another path long ago."
Definitely, I have used file reading as a tool at some point.
Perhaps crazy revenge society.
Maybe you are doing whatever you want by reading files.
There have been several times where I almost collapsed, not wanting to care about anything and killing no one.
"You may be a monster to other humans, but to me you are just an ignorant child."
"Actually, it is not harmful, and it has never harmed anyone on its own initiative. On the contrary, it happened because he met me and helped me deal with some humans."
"To be honest, I didn't care about you as much as I do now. In fact, at that time, I thought you could just leave. It made no sense for me to care about you."
"I think I'm just an ordinary person who can't even live a good life, so I don't have the energy to mind my own business."
"But I can't do it now. I've been through too much."
"I... regard you as one of the important people. I am not greedy for anything or for any purpose. I just simply want you to live a better life."
[If Youye takes care of your sister, will your elder brother be angry?]
"You wouldn't do that."
If you can do this, there are countless opportunities to do it.
I remember it happened once, but that time was when the bond between me and Yu Ye was not deep.
[Brother, can you touch Yuye’s tail? 】
In the darkness, something fell on Su Yao's crossed legs.
"call--"
Su Yao smoked the cigarette lightly, and the sparks barely illuminated the outline. He reached out and stroked his slightly wet tail, which felt like a milk carton.
"Is this okay?"
Although I am a little surprised, it is not a big deal. Let alone the tail, even if it touches the main body, it is nothing.
"Big brother."
Suddenly a sound was heard.
"?"
Su Yao was stunned for a moment, then turned his gaze, "Have you returned to the anthropomorphic state?"
"It's true that You Ye is not interested in the human world. Compared to the complex human world, You Ye prefers the animal world."
"In the human world, Youye only likes to be with his eldest brother."
“···”
In the darkness I heard the sound of bare feet walking on the ground.
"Pah——"
The phone fell on the ground with the screen facing up. The faint fluorescent light illuminated the nearby outline.
Returning from the monster posture to the anthropomorphic state, of course Youye didn't wear anything. He stood in front of Su Yao, looking straight at Su Yao from top to bottom.
"Didn't you just say that you can't change back?"
Su Yao wanted to stand up, but Youye stopped him while squatting down.
"Yuye?"
“···”
Youye's little hand guided Su Yao's hand to cover her tiny baby canteen, "This is the last time Youye can return to the anthropomorphic state."
"Before leaving the human world, Youye now has another human wish."
"Youye...?"
Su Yao took a deep breath, but couldn't restrain it no matter what.
I started to feel something was wrong.
His mind was filled with endless thoughts and he was staring intently at the body in front of him.
Why?
It starts like after stroking the tail.
"You Ye's wish is to have sex with my eldest brother."