To this day, Toru Yamamoto still often wakes up from nightmares. It was when he was still in the Special Investigation Team and he took on the mission as usual.
The location was a manufacturing village hidden in a chaotic border area. The place looked like a vegetable market, with chaos everywhere, and the stench was filled with turbidity.
He and his colleagues disguised themselves as plainclothes and surveyed the terrain, then went back and carefully formulated an arrest plan.
It looks foolproof.
Hiding in the dark, I saw through the night vision device that my colleague easily solved the spy.
"Don't move!"
After the tear gas was thrown, the people inside couldn't bear it and all ran outside, and it was quickly brought under control.
Wouldn't it be better to leave such a simple human task to the Inspector D? Think about it this way.
"Ahhh!"
"Weird, monster——"
"Bang bang bang——"
That happened towards the end of the finishing work.
Suddenly screams and gunshots were heard.
How to say?
When I saw that thing had been shot more than a dozen times, it got up and ripped off the person's head, and the bloody things were scattered all over the floor.
Yamamoto Toru panicked and was scared.
Instinct told him that he would definitely die if he faced this monster.
What did you do after that?
I threw a frag grenade inside, and then I tried to escape without caring about anyone.
To live.
Only when he is alive can he see his wife and daughter again.
At that time, I only had this idea.
Yamamoto Toru fled back, and all the others, whether they were colleagues with whom he had worked together for more than ten years or ordinary front-line anti-D inspectors, died.
I heard that the monster later attacked ordinary citizens and finally subdued it at a heavy cost.
As for myself, various behaviors have made it impossible to stay in the Special Investigation Team.
What’s funny is that my old boss actually said that out of the honor of working with me for more than 20 years, I would be given a retirement job.
So what kind of joke is this?
Is it the right thing to go and die yourself at that time? Is it a joke to go through life and death in the past ten years?
But he also gave himself a chance to spy on Lin Jie.
But as a monitor, I was fooled.
Who would have thought that a normal person could risk his wife's life to achieve what he wants?
That is no longer a human being.
He is a monster. In the end, he knew that he was being tricked and wanted to catch him, but he did everything he wanted to do. In order to keep the secret, he even died.
stupid.
Not useful.
After receiving these two ridiculous compliments, there was no possibility of Toru Yamamoto returning to his original position.
Not reconciled.
I really have nothing to do as a civilian at the Winter City Supervision Bureau. I just drink tea, organize files, and just be in a daze every day.
Benefits are very poor.
The treatment after retirement is vastly different from before. I no longer have the treatment I received before where I was treated with caution wherever I showed my identity.
Starting from an accidental opportunity, a person named 'Su Yao' came into sight.
In the beginning, it was just chance that left a superficial impression.
What really made Toru Yamamoto strongly believe that 'Su Yao' was related to monsters was after two consecutive cases occurred.
In one incident, a normally normal person suddenly went insane and was killed.
At the same time, the criminal and mastermind who caused "Su Yao's" girlfriend to be seriously injured and turned into a vegetative state disappeared. It was like disappearing from the world.
The second case is connected to the first case.
Both of them are characters who have a certain connection with Su Yao.
It was also at this time that Toru Yamamoto noticed the existence of a person named "Yu Ye". After in-depth investigation, he found that there were records of Lin Jie's coming and going as a tenant around the property held by Yu Ye.
However, when I went to investigate the overseas affairs, it was confirmed that "Youye" had nothing to do with Lin Jie. It seemed that his parents had both died and were repatriated from abroad. Lin Jie was just a tenant and a passer-by.
Not long after the incident occurred, You Ye disappeared. He went abroad and no one knew where he went.
A peek into the life of ‘Su Yao’ over the past year and a half.
I couldn't help but start to hate this person.
Is it miserable?
No, it’s just that you lost your parents, and then you lost everything, right?
And someone like me, who worked hard on the front line for more than 20 years, lost everything because of one mistake. What kind of inspector is he who doesn't even have a gun?
While Toru Yamamoto peeked into the life of 'Su Yao', he began to sort out all the information he could get about 'Su Yao' and 'Yu Ye' in more detail.
Finally, decisive evidence was found.
He has a girlfriend who likes him very much, and their relationship is a bit complicated. But to Toru Yamamoto, it seems as childish as an elementary school student playing house.
In short, after 'Su Yao' perhaps attempted suicide, because his girlfriend could not contact him directly, she contacted an organization that was actually a private or even illegal organization in the name of a volunteer, and begged them to monitor 'Su Yao'
'.This will prevent the other party from committing suicide again.
Thanks to this, Toru Yamamoto found some historical search records recorded by them regarding possible mental illness.
Yamamoto Toru sorted out his thoughts step by step based on the information and his own inferences.
‘Su Yao’ is trying to teach monsters to integrate into human society.
That monster is a high-end product. Not only does she look the same as a human, she even learns everything quickly. No one can tell her true identity.
The real information about the monster was actually mentioned in part by the old boss.
I heard that it started as a foreign biological company. Its original intention was to strengthen and optimize human organs. It contained many advanced technologies and recruited outstanding talents from all over the world. It was sought after by the rich and powerful, and became very popular for a while.
But it soon disappeared again.
It is said that there are some inhumane experiments to transform human beings. At their core, they are all lunatics. They believe that the technological tree in today's world is crooked. We should not only focus on external objects, but should value people themselves. The human body is the main one, and technology is the main one.
auxiliary.
It doesn't matter what they do. Anyway, they have nothing to do with a small character like me.
The fault is that they lost control.
In order to make money, they will use any means to release those monsters.
As a result, a small character like himself encountered a cartel that bought failed products to use as weapons, causing his life trajectory to go downhill in an instant.
Hate those monsters.
How does it take to research something like that?
Can you wait until you live happily for the rest of your life before tossing about as you please? Anyone can die because of this, as long as it's not you.
Now, I should say he is lucky, knowing that there is such a monster right under his nose.
It's also ridiculous to say.
Such a monster is obviously a monster, but it has feelings. And then it is easy to catch because of it.
What are you doing?
If I had said it was so simple, I wouldn't have had to feel guilty about letting the new young inspector explore the room. It was really an inexplicable feeling of guilt.
"Buzz."
The phone rang, and Toru Yamamoto frowned.
"Mr. Yamamoto, for some reason the brakes of the car failed and hit the guardrail and rolled over."
"When I regained consciousness, the person in the back seat was gone."
"What should we do? Do we need to notify our colleagues from the Inspectorate now to search?"
——
It has been a day since Yu Ye caused a car accident and rescued her in the dark.
You Ye got back a mobile phone with Internet access as requested by Su Yao.
In an unfinished building far away from the winter market, the signal is not particularly good, but it is enough to browse the web.
Su Yao was put on the fugitive list.
He was charged with intentional homicide and hiding a body. He was involved in a car accident on the way to court and fled in fear of being charged.
The motive is clear - revenge for his girlfriend.
The facts are clear - at least that's what the official announcement says.
In short, the conclusion is that Su Yao has lost the qualification to continue living normally in the human world.
In addition to bringing back communication equipment, Youye also brought a lot of food. Snacks, dried meat, canned food...a lot.
“···”
Speechlessly, he saw the little figure in front of him pushing a can in front of him.
Hungry.
But I don't have any appetite.
You can log in to WeChat and contact Xia Xianyue.
But if you do that, you will be found right away, but you won't be caught because You Ye is there.
Youye confessed everything.
It was a lie from the beginning.
Knowing that there is such a risk but not dealing with it will make you lose your place.
"Youye and Big Brother are in the same position now."
He spoke in a way that was clearly not the way he spoke a year ago.
This is also confessed.
It was just because I felt that I would prefer the way I spoke a year ago, so I kept it. In fact, with more than a year of life experience, Yu Ye can imitate any way of speaking perfectly.
"Since we have planned this for a long time, wouldn't it be easier to just kill a few people and throw them into my house, with my fingerprints on them?"
"That will make Big Brother completely disgusted. Until now, Yuye has never dealt with a human being casually."
"Why do you want to do this?"
Su Yao looked at her blankly. There was no sign of doing anything wrong on her slightly childish face. Instead, she kept smiling.
"This is the attitude of humans towards You Ye. It is also the attitude of humans towards the humans who are related to You Ye. It is also the reason why You Ye hates humans."
"...I am a human being too."
"There are monsters who kill people randomly, and there are monsters like Yuye who haven't done anything bad when they meet their big brother, but humans will not hold Yuye accountable just because of such things."
You Ye said in a calm tone, "Big brother always treats You Ye as a child."
"I never thought that Youye would be like human beings and would also be sad, lonely, longing, angry, disgusted... and have all kinds of strange emotions."
"Youye wouldn't have these things in the beginning, because as a biological creature, Youye feels that these things are burdens that hinder survival."
"But my eldest brother taught you this."
"Big brother is not considered an elite in human society. More than half of the knowledge he teaches is wrong."
"But You Ye doesn't dislike getting along like that. On the contrary, she likes it very much."
"It's okay to do things that humans can't do for big brother. I'll be happy because Yu Ye can come in handy."
"Actually, You Ye has long understood that the positions of You Ye and Big Brother are not equal. Big Brother only has mating feelings for that female human. Because she is a human."
"...This isn't right."
Su Yao raised his face and suppressed his emotions, "You shouldn't think so."
"You Ye can only come to this conclusion. Because even if my eldest brother said that he liked You Ye, he wouldn't have any idea even if he saw You Ye's naked body."
"...Do you do that with the idea of what I will do?"
Su Yao smiled bitterly.
It's really like You Ye said, he completely forced himself to treat her as a child. In fact, she has grown a lot now, no, she must have grown a lot as early as a year and a half ago. It's just that she didn't pay that much attention.
"Big Brother handled the finishing work of those two humans very poorly. It was Yu Ye who went to handle it again."
"Youye has thought about it. If he does nothing and is discovered by humans, then the big brother will become the same as Youye and be rejected by humans."
“···”
"Seeing the death of female humans is the same, Yu Ye also thought about doing nothing."
"Really? The reason why you don't do it is because you think you will be disgusted by me?"
"Yes. Once we have taken care of the ending, we will find a way to resurrect the female humans, so that big brother will be happy."
"Before taking away the tail, Youye realized that the female human still had her own consciousness. At that moment, Youye couldn't tell the truth in detail and was happy with her big brother."
"Youye is serious, he planned to leave last time."
"But the eldest brother happened to come to find You Ye again."
"Why do you do this?"
"Obviously, my eldest brother has not even tried to find You Ye once in 465 days. If You Ye didn't come back and was discovered on purpose, he would definitely forget about You Ye."
"Why does the elder brother want You Ye to stay with you after meeting him?"
"Isn't this the time to talk about this?"
Su Yao interrupted her somewhat irritably.
"Big brother looks sad."
Youye narrowed his eyes as if smiling at him, "Big brother, imagine that Youye's relationship with humans has always been like the situation that big brother is in now. He is rejected by all humans."
"And Youye just followed the big brother's instructions not to kill people and didn't do anything."
"It was humans who took the initiative to find us."
"This is the trouble that big brother must face after accepting Youye."
"The only thing You Ye did was discover the risks and deliberately didn't deal with them."
"Youye will be sad too."
"Why doesn't eldest brother come to find Youye?"
"Why did you do so many things for your big brother, but in the end, Youye lost the only thing that mattered."
"The female human didn't do anything. If it weren't for Youye, she would have died long ago. It was Youye who used her tail to give her a chance to resurrect."
"Why must it be You Ye who pretends to be asleep and endures the loneliness of her big brother leaving to mate with female humans."
"Human beings are born with everything."
"A sound body, a smooth growth experience. Food, care, and affection."
"And Youye has nothing. He has been on the operating table and in the laboratory since he opened his eyes. If he wants to eat, he must conduct experiments."
"In the past, You Ye only lived because of instinct. He hunted rats and picked up human garbage."
"Youye has nothing."
"Female humans have an existence called mother and an existence called friends. There is a giant panda that Yu Ye failed to transform no matter what."
"Youye doesn't like humans, but he likes a big brother who is willing to exchange little mice with Youye. This is the only thing Youye wants."
"Youye did everything he could, but there was nothing left."
“···”
Su Yao opened his mouth, wanting to speak but didn't.
Because it was the second time I saw it.
Something shiny.
The last time was a year and a half ago on a drizzly rainy day, with tears mixed with the rain.
"Youye is not a child."
"I know, I understand much more than big brother imagined."
But now it is mixed in with the words that are being spoken desperately.
"If this continues, sooner or later there won't even be time for You Ye to pretend to be asleep."
"I will never have the opportunity to sit on my big brother's lap and watch the animal world together."
"We will no longer sleep together, brush our teeth together, or take a shower together."
"Youye still doesn't quite understand what complicated human emotions are, but Youye... doesn't want to become nothing again."
“···”
Su Yao sighed, walked to sit next to her, then held her petite body and placed it on his crossed legs.
The bonfire next to it is still burning, but it is much weaker than the initial fierce state. There is no more crackling sound.
"this."
Su Yao found a can of sardines among the food that You Ye brought back, and opened it in front of her eyes, "You must be hungry, eat something."
“···”
"Brother, don't you hate Youye? You did such a thing."
"After knowing the motive, I just want to say that I deserve it."
Su Yao stared at the flickering flames and said, "I am too self-righteous. An ordinary person expects you to do everything, and wants everything, but does not weigh his own worth."
"If I were you, I would have dealt with my role long ago. I would have left you upset."
"It really is."
“···”
Su Yao gently stroked Youye's pseudo-cat-ear-like hair, which was very soft.
"...Big brother?"
He kept touching until Youye finally made a confused sound.
"I won't hate you."
"As you said, no matter how self-righteous I am, there must be a limit. I can speak freely here now only because of you."
"She is alive thanks to you."
"In the end, I kicked you away and kept you by my side as if to comfort myself. It was like a charity."
"It really feels like a completely despicable person to say this."
"...I'm sorry, Yuye."
"I have never thought about it seriously until now. You have too little. I am just self-satisfied."
"Let's talk about something else."
"Why do you like me? In fact, other humans can't do the things I do. Even if you don't meet me at that time, there may not be any humans who are willing to be friendly to you."
"But the one you met was Big Brother, not another human being."
"It's like picking up a leak."
"Pick... leak?"
"What? Didn't you say growing up? You don't know this word?"
"Brother, do you still think that meeting Youye is a good thing?"
"certainly."
Su Yao felt the soft touch sitting on his lap, and looked at Gou Sheng blankly.
Escape?
The reality is that you are suddenly expelled from the ranks of people.
What else should I say?
"Youye."
"I still like Xiaoxia, but now that I'm in this situation, I can add the last sentence. I also like you."
It doesn't matter whether you were cheated or not.
It’s just that now I don’t want to lie to anyone, let alone myself.
“···”
Youye suddenly stood up slightly, turned around and sat down lightly again.
"——"
Those pupils that were always pure and moist now had a strange desire.
Su Yao tried to respond.
The last feeling of guilt disappeared.
He has lost his qualifications as a human being and has lost the shackles of his bottom line.
The thirsty and sticky throat was moistened. The juice flowing through the throat instantly cured the thirst in the throat.
Immediately, it felt like this was not enough.
Just a little bit of juice entering the throat wakes up the body that needs more water.
Unsatisfied mood, if...
It can never be filled until something comes along that can fill it. And...it never feels like enough, no matter what.
The feeling of wanting to ask seems to be something that can never be filled. Is it asking or covering up some other emotion? I don’t understand.
But I know that at this moment, the emotions that I have been restraining with all my strength are completely helpless.
"Big brother..."
"Is Youye's panda very small?"
"I've wanted to say this before, do you care about this?"
"Hmm... Because there is a 36.3% chance that Big Brother's eyes will be staring at the giant panda."
"No?"
"Hmm, the panda has become so weird. Can the tail be touched too?"