In fact, as a normal man, he has five basic needs. How can he really not have any evil thoughts when we get together every day?
It’s not strange to have any thoughts. After all, even family members will have strange thoughts when they encounter them occasionally. Those fleeting thoughts are not a big deal.
To put it bluntly, I will definitely not put my thoughts into actions. Only those who can control their desires are human beings.
"Feel sorry."
Su Yao stroked You Ye's hair, "I'm not in such a mood right now."
"Is it because my sister is on Crescent Island?"
"No, maybe I'm still a little tired because my life has been so irregular recently."
"is that so?"
“···”
Being stared at by those pure eyes looking up at him, Su Yao slightly shifted his gaze and said, "When you get to the next place, just follow the steps step by step like lovers."
"At least I want to leave you with good memories."
"Uh-"
A kiss that is just a taste.
"You Ye knows."
Then there was a slight smile.
"Youye is going to take a bath, big brother, do you want to come with us?"
"No, I washed it when I woke up."
"Okay~"
I saw that Youye no longer took off his clothes outside like before, but instead entered the bathroom in a disciplined manner and reached a place where he could not see.
A subtle sense of distance?
No. It should just be my words that have an effect.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette.
I almost know what You Ye is looking for.
That kind of look can instantly recall the time when Xia Xianyue did not hesitate to use extreme methods to connect with herself.
Insecure?
Still don’t believe it.
If you want to think about it yourself, it must be too convenient.
I'm not in the mood to ask Youye what he's doing out there. Anyway, I can't help with most things. To put it bluntly, he's just a mascot.
This is the first time Yu Ye has been searching for me. I can’t tell.
These are not the actions and words that should be used to confirm the existence of a lover.
People say that one night I burned all my memories, and my steps have been light since then.
It was indeed burned down.
He made an extremely selfish decision, this must be it.
When the front desk came to ask about the missing person notice, Su Yao was stunned.
I really didn't expect Xia Xianyue to find this place.
If you want to meet, just contact the number above. Don't be afraid of any risks. Anyway, you can go back within a day if you die. And there is no risk of death on this island with You Ye here.
Just put it like this.
Before Yuye returned, a timeline that did not exist was born.
I’ve seen Xia Xianyue.
It was also warm and affectionate.
Then, Youye disappeared. After telling her that she wanted to see him, she agreed without any abnormalities and even happily agreed.
See you, come back, disappear.
I saw the message You Ye left again - Big brother, don't look for You Ye again this time. If we really meet again, You Ye will kill her.
No one knew this happened except myself.
A timeline that doesn't exist.
At that moment, I realized that my so-called frankness was just a way of saying it to be convenient and easy for myself.
Yes, I am doing this kind of thing from beginning to end.
Say it and breathe a sigh of relief. Make yourself feel more relaxed. Thinking that it is Yu Ye anyway, just say it clearly.
Just like those utterly despicable words——
I both like Xia Xianyue and care about you.
Of course Youye won't show any strange expressions. She has grown up and has learned to hide many of her emotions.
Read files.
Nodes are created in such places.
A node that can automatically return here after any death in the future - 20150426.19.31.
Being created means that you can no longer die because of trivial things. If you die, you will definitely come back here. It is a waste of the most precious opportunity.
You can't have your cake and eat it too.
Because of this, "fish" and "bear's paw" are divided into two lives.
In the life of a fish, there is only fish; in the life of bear's paw, there is only bear's paw.
This convenient choice really makes people feel guilty.
I even wanted to tell Youye directly just now that I had this convenience.
But in the final analysis, this is also a convenience. And letting You Ye know about this will not do any good except comfort yourself, it will only do harm.
Just think about the message left and you will know. It is essentially impossible for her to accept Xia Xianyue.
It was impossible for Xia Xianyue to accept the idea of being with the little sister whom she had personally told her that she had met by chance.
This is reality, there is no such thing as having your cake and eat it too.
Refuse to get close to Youye.
Because of the feeling of guilt, but next time, no matter what, we can't continue like this.
If you hold on to this kind of emotion endlessly in the following one-dimensional life, sooner or later the secret will be exposed.
After putting out the cigarette butt, Su Yao called the front desk and ordered some food.
I did eat it in the non-existent timeline, but not here.
"Big brother?"
When You Ye came out again, plates were already placed on the table, including Su Yao's food and the dried fish she liked to eat.
"Try it. I specially bought the new type of dried fish from the fishermen here."
"I'm sorry, big brother, all the food Youye bought has been spilled. I just forgot that big brother hasn't eaten yet, so I don't have the energy to do it."
"Pfft, cough, cough, okay, okay, don't talk about this now."
Su Yao choked and waved, "Eat. Once you're full, you should find a way to leave here tomorrow."
"Big brother, have you already thought of the next place to go?"
Youye sat next to Su Yao.
"Almost. Two countries have been finalized for the time being."
Su Yao bit into the staple food of Yueyue Island. It was dark and tasted like steamed buns. It was very strange.
"You're not saying that there may be risks if you use a lot of the funds you have saved, so the top priority now is to find a country where you can easily enter the country to survive and get money at the same time."
"Look at this, these countries have been at war all year round..."
"The other thing is that I found a small country where you can buy citizenship by paying enough money, and it is recognized by the United Nations."
"According to my thinking, after I have the ability to obtain legal citizenship and change my name, I will then look at some safe country to truly settle down."
"But it's basically up to you to go to the chaotic area I just mentioned. I can only see if I can find any job based on what I learned."
"The country over there seems to have a pretty good attitude towards Snow Country people, and there shouldn't be any problems with safety. I can make a little money, but I still have no legal status, which is quite troublesome."
"How to make enough money to buy a nationality? Let's think about it when we get there. Just dreaming about it before we get there is meaningless."
"Click, click, click-"
Youye chewed the dried fish, his cheeks puffed up like a hamster.
“The dried fish here is delicious.”
"Yeah?"
"Big brother has really thought about what he plans to do next with Youye."
"Isn't that nonsense? Although I really can't help much, at least I will still consider my future plans."
"whee."
"?"
He caught a glimpse of Youye sitting in his exclusive seat again, on his lap.
"How can I eat while sitting like this?"
"Youye doesn't know."
"What don't you know?"
"Hehehe."
“···”
To be honest, Su Yao didn't quite understand You Ye's sudden behavior that looked like coquettishness.
I don't understand the reason why she became happy.
Just go along with it and show off.
Contrary to what is said.
When talking about what to do with You Ye in the future, what was actually in his mind was how Xia Xianyue would get out of the shadow of his disappearance.
After eating, we watched the animal world together.
Su Yao couldn't understand the animal-related channel broadcast on Crescent Island's TV, but Youye still watched it with gusto without any pressure.
Su Yao stayed with her and couldn't watch it. When she felt bored, she took out her mobile phone to play games.
As a result, Youye wanted to play too.
It became Su Yao controlling the direction keys with one hand, and You Ye released his skills.
"What are you doing? Rush over now."
"Hehe, Youye wants to press it."
“···”
But it's different from when I used a computer to play client games. Now Youye seems to want to lose on purpose.
For a while, the cooperation was flawless, but when the critical moment came, he deliberately pressed randomly.
It's like he looks anxious on purpose.
Is this... also a part of coquettishness?
I don’t quite understand, but it’s good that she’s happy.
Turn off the lights again and go to sleep.
Today's Youye is even more clingy than before, or in other words, she wants to act like a spoiled child.
"What kind of weird posture is this?"
The reason that prompted Su Yao to ask questions was——
Su Yao was lying face-up on the bed, while Youye placed her petite body on top of Su Yao.
The slender hair touched Su Yao's chin. It tickled.
The tail on her butt is because her body is pointed downward, just out of the way of contact.
To put it simply, Su Yao is really used as a bed.
"Youye is sleepy."
"Why are you so sleepy? How can I sleep like this?"
"Isn't this okay, Youye?"
Not a questioning tone, but a confused and very cute tone.
"It's not that it's impossible, I mean..."
"Big brother."
"Um?"
"Youye will make big brother happy."
"What?"
Su Yao was stunned, wondering whether to laugh or cry, "What kind of strategy line is this from a book?"
"No, it's Youye's own lines."
"If your lines really come from the heart, then my mood should be quite subtle."
She really is the heroine, right?
"Big brother..."
Youye made a soft sound again.
"Any more lines?"
"Ah, sorry, I didn't pay attention."
“···”
The atmosphere did become slightly ambiguous.
Su Yao thought something might happen. He smelled the fresh scent of shower gel on You Ye, and if he thought about it, if he said those words now, he probably wouldn't refuse like before.
But You Ye didn't do anything and fell silent after finishing speaking.
The warm little hand is still attached to the back of his hand.
Looking at it from afar, it should be a bit like thinking that You Ye is the cross, and I am the deceased priest sleeping in the coffin with his hands clasped on his chest?
Yes, it's all a mess.
happiness?
Maybe I have already received enough. Whether it is the extra life or the petite body that I had no chance to have now.
The so-called feeling of pain is just that a person who has already received many precious things is unwilling to accept it, and still wants to covet something else, but is afraid that he will lose the rice by stealing the chicken.
I feel Yu Ye on my body, very light, and there is no pressure except from the beginning until now. There is a slight heat, and the petite body is also rising and falling gently.
This is what you have now.
This is what should be cherished now.
So, in this timeline.
I can only say sorry to her, it seems that the time has come when I have to forget you. Just think of it as a way to comfort yourself, I am really sorry. Falling in love with such a despicable person like me is really a disaster in life.
To this day, I still can't figure out why I'm greedy for her.
I didn't think there was such a strong emotion.
But seeing her in a non-existent timeline after such a long absence, I couldn't deceive myself about the thrill.
Even now, I still think, if I disappear, who will replace me? I feel uncomfortable thinking about that scene.
On the one hand, he hopes that she can get out of her own shadow, but on the other hand, she doesn't want anyone to replace her.
Sorry, I forgot all about it now.
Just replace it. Maybe after seeing that scene, you will let it go. You won't use despicable file loading methods.
For her, the relationship has become deeper and deeper in the past ten years, but for herself, maybe after a long enough time, she can't even recall her face. In this way, for her now
The choice is despicable.
But in the final analysis, there may not be any fairness in such an ethereal thing as feelings.
sleep.
When you wake up, it will be a real, new, fully immersed single-line life. When you wake up again, you will never face Youye with the same guilt as you did today.
The next day, there was a strange damp and salty smell in the air of Crescent Island, which is close to the sea.
"Dong dong——"
Someone was knocking on the door early in the morning.
Su Yao was woken up from his dream.
When he opened his eyes, Yuye was no longer on his body, and there was no sign of her in the room.
"Dong dong——"
Still knocking.
A little confused, I went out and took a look.
Bad.
It's the hotel's front desk!
Now Su Yao only has a few hundred dollars in total and has no money to compensate.
You only know your account number and password when you withdraw money.
"Good morning. Open the door, please..."
The people outside seemed a little impatient.
After knocking for a while, I heard the sound of the key turning.
Yes, the hotel must have a spare key.
This is really true early in the morning.
Su Yao didn't want to run away, so he told them to wait until You Ye came back. However, You Ye's whereabouts were a bit strange since yesterday. What about this morning?
"Wow——"
"Put your hands up and get down on the ground!!!"
The moment the door opened, five or six fully armed people poured in, with several red dots on Su Yao's body.
"···?"
Su Yao froze on the spot and raised his hands.
"Pah——"
One of them rushed over and pushed him to the ground.
From the corner of my eye, I saw that they were all from Snow Country.
Su Yao's mind was in confusion, and he didn't understand how things turned out like this.
I have never contacted Xia Xianyue, and I did not encounter such a thing on the second day of the non-existent timeline.
What has changed?
Yuye?
There is no reason to do this, what is the mistake?
"Report, target A has been controlled. Completed."
"Received, Target B has also been controlled. Please take Target A to the designated location to meet up. Over."
There was no room left for Su Yao to think about.
He was controlled like this, a black bag was put on his head, and he was taken away from the hotel and put into what seemed like a car.
There was no conversation in the car.
I can only feel a slight vibration on my butt, and the car body shakes from time to time. It is indeed driving somewhere.