Making the decision took much less time than Youye expected.
Originally, it was necessary to speculate on various possibilities in order to draw the best conclusion. This is still the case now, but the purpose is deviated from the original purpose-that is, now we have the best of both worlds.
In the human world, there are words like "going in both directions", which means that if you gain something, you will lose something.
What I really want in my heart is that I have a unilateral strong dislike for the existence of female humans. I want to use some means to eliminate female humans from the billions of humans. This is really a simple matter.
After I chose that approach, it was not that I should have made the decision to follow my own limited principles, but I always felt an inexplicable and strange sense of depression.
That is, you clearly know that what you are doing is contrary to what your big brother expects.
You can't have your cake and eat it too.
Therefore, Big Brother abandoned female humans.
It is also like the uncontrollable temper tantrums of human beings. When I look around at all the destroyed scenes, I realize that the phenomenon of 'tantrums' has materialized.
The motivation was to find a missing person notice placed in the hotel room. It is very simple to want to know where the big brother has gone. But at that time, I directly used the ready-made wrong answers formed by perception in my brain.
The correct answer came to light when he saw his elder brother coming back with dried fish. This made Youye feel unprecedented joy, and it also aggravated the previous feeling of depression.
Most human beings like to use the perceptual part of the brain to judge the pros and cons of facts, so they often fall into low-level emotions and cannot extricate themselves. Pain, laughter, crying, depression, all come from this.
Only humans who live in a world where they don’t have to worry about basic survival conditions can derive these low-level emotions, including love before mating. In Yuye’s view, they are all a burden that hinders the efficiency of survival.
And from the time he appeared in the human world until now, his way of living has been similar to that of the animal world, and he is not affected by low-level emotions at all?
Not really.
If you believe in survival first, you won’t think about the little things today. In other words, if you put survival first, you will take away everything from your big brother in the first place. It doesn’t matter what human beings are like, and human beings will definitely not be able to coexist with themselves.
, regardless of the possibility of coexisting with humans or prioritizing one's own survival, it is impossible to live with humans.
I have no motivation or reason to obey human laws.
In order to survive, kill humans, seize the food needed for survival, learn knowledge about humans, and then find a safe and convenient place to stay. This is the best way to survive among humans.
In other words, I have changed my survival strategy from the beginning. It is a kind of low-level emotion that hinders survival efficiency derived from being influenced by humans.
Even now.
After knowing that my eldest brother had never thought of abandoning me to find female humans, I began to develop a strong low-level emotion - regret.
Realized that I had done something very wrong.
If low-level emotions are not controlled, it will definitely be harmful to the future living environment.
Really?
Look back on all the life you have experienced. Then think about it, what is the meaning of being created?
Those various experiments are done by human beings in order to gain something beneficial to themselves.
My father never told me what he would do if he left the laboratory.
After coming out of the laboratory, it lost the meaning imposed by humans. It became meaningless.
After knowing that besides humans there are "normal human worlds" living outside, You Ye thought about it again, what is the meaning of existence?
What the elder brother said was that just breathing does not count as living. I was very confused at the time.
Breathing is not survival, eating is not survival, and sleeping is not survival. What is human survival?
If you search the Internet, you will find a variety of answers to this question.
Some humans say that humans are observers, ensuring the certainty of the things being observed.
Some humans say that the meaning of human existence is now, every minute and second now.
···
The most accepted answer is indeed the simplest and easiest to understand - the ultimate meaning of any living thing is just to replicate life forms, that is, to reproduce and pass on civilization.
Then the problem comes again.
The original self did not have a uterus.
After the human form was broken down and reassembled, the body was already very different from humans. It finally became anthropomorphic just because the human body was the most suitable for him.
Initially, it refers to the self after becoming anthropomorphic for the first time.
There are parts for excreting waste from the body, but there are no organs for mating. In other words, they are just superficial. There is nothing inside.
There is no frightened part, and no hormone-producing function.
Regarding yourself, you don’t need to mate with humans or other animals to reproduce. You only need to find a female life form that can entrust your genes and let her lay eggs on your behalf.
The exact uterus appears after becoming a monster and then returning to the anthropomorphic state.
It's also because of low-level emotions.
Jealous female humans have such a function?
No matter what, after that, not only did they have a uterus, but they also began to discover that they had eggs that were the same as humans. They could reproduce there and become reproductive entities.
Therefore, you will have the experience of hormonal excitement due to the close movements.
Since then, the impact of low-level emotions on myself has become more and more serious. It is not annoying.
When I am happy, my chest will feel itchy and light.
And now there is another low-level emotion that deviates from it, sadness.
I have learned lies in the human world, so it is very simple to make up every detail and pretend to be uninformed to deceive my elder brother.
However this is not important.
The important thing is that you will regret it when you catch a glimpse of that flyer and see the big brother who did nothing in the end but bought dried fish and seriously prepared to go to the next country with him.
Because the elder brother said honestly that he still has love for that female human.
Then, after knowing the fact that the female human has died, she will definitely be as sad as when she used the perceptual part of her brain to judge that her elder brother read the missing person notice and went to look for her and was left behind.
That low-level emotion is a nasty emotion.
The meaning of existence?
He is a race that should not exist. Therefore, no one expects it to be passed on to the next generation. He has no enthusiasm for reproduction, so there is no significance in passing on civilization or copying.
Not to mention others.
I almost know it. If I can keep my brother's chest feeling warm, light, and gradually itchy for a long time, that's what I want.
In fact, there are many difficult problems that have not been spoken out.
For example, if your body is contaminated by a virus, although the virus is still a little unstable, it is not without a clue. It is possible to completely maintain the anthropomorphic state.
The problem is to find various ways to keep yourself stable, while also looking for ways to extend the life of your elder brother. Time is very long for you, but for humans, the average life span is 60 years.
Even after much consideration, I wonder if we have to find a way to transform female humans in the end. Whether it is as a toy or something else, at least she needs to exist until the big brother gets tired of playing with her. That would be even more difficult.
There are things that are expected.
For example, I was expected by my elder brother to integrate into human beings. Then, this is also one of the meanings of existence.
Putting all of these together, we come to an incredible conclusion.
Human beings say that some people are dead, but they are still alive.
coexist.
The only obstacle is your own subjective consciousness. If you are just a useful body around you, then it is no big deal even if you coexist with female humans.
If you give everything you have to your elder brother, then it doesn't matter what choice you make at the moment.
After all, he can live for a long time, until all the humans who know his existence are dead. He can live until the next world is chaotic. By then, he can integrate into the human world, whatever he wants.
After repeated discussions, You Ye made a decision.
He never bothered about whether to mate or not, it was just a sign of closeness or jealousy to You Ye.
Therefore, just driven by low-level emotions, a simple touch ends and sleeps.
After confirming that his elder brother was dormant, Youye contacted the humans who had not given up on him yet.
"Please come to Crescent Island, Youye and Big Brother are both here."
"Youye wants to communicate with you."
Are humans really willing to accept themselves?
It is inferred that the probability is extremely low. There is a high probability that it will survive as a research object. In short, we will not let such a creature that is extremely harmful to ordinary humans wander around.
That doesn't matter.
Leave the hotel early and meet the humans.
Wear a collar. In fact, it is just the self-righteousness of those complacent humans who want to restrain themselves with this kind of thing.
Quite unexpected.
They know less information than they expected, and they don't even know the virus in their bodies.
Communicate with them using this prerequisite and show that you have several values. It doesn't matter which one they are most interested in.
Youye just put forward conditions based on certain values that would be difficult for humans to verify and obtain without cooperation.
"Guarantee the safety of big brother and provide him with good living conditions."
"The experiment has begun, please bring big brother to the laboratory."
"After it's over, give Yuye and Big Brother the right to survive normally in human society."
"If you want to conduct a reproduction experiment, please put it in the last item. Before that, Youye refuses any such experiment. And you don't want any direct physical contact, and provide you with clothes that are not particularly tight. You need to decide whether it is convenient for the experiment.
way."
In order to show his sincerity, You Ye took the initiative to cut off his tail and personally told the researchers some of his own value.
"It's quite interesting. Would a being like you care about these things?"
"Okay, these requests are not difficult and can be accepted."
"Then it will be a pleasure to work together."
For them, there are too many precious things in You Ye, and genes are just the tip of the iceberg. The order of priority and whether to respect or not are just a matter of words. It doesn't matter.
Therefore, with those researchers taking the lead, the conditions were granted.
As for whether humans are honest and whether they will actually fulfill their promises after the end, you don't care.
Human beings say that you hide your true intentions in your words so that no one will notice the truth.
Just saying——
He can hear human beings communicating with each other using sounds they thought they couldn't perceive, confirming that no one has any emotions towards him other than as a "research object", and confirming that he cannot be regarded as the same kind.
It feels reasonable and sad at the same time.
I was originally born as a human being, but I have long been unable to be called a living being on the same level as humans. Now, to my elder brother, my existence is only a monster that hinders my return to human society.
——
Su Yao put on dust-free clothes.
Sitting in the auditorium where I am sitting now, I will not have a relaxed expression in any case.
Outside the translucent booth, directly in front of you, is the operating table where You Ye is lying.
Require:
You were not allowed to speak, you could only watch.
Youye put on clothes made of unknown material. The fabric made it easier for her to expose her tail.
There are three researchers in the laboratory. The youngest one looks to be over forty years old. They are all wearing silicone gloves and are gathering together to observe the cell tissue and other things taken out of Youye's tail and body with a capacitive microscope.
What is a full genetic test?
don't know.
All they know is that they are probably classifying the viruses in Youye's body and trying to analyze them. What they are most interested in Youye is the most critical part of the virus.
It seems that the cut off part of the tail tissue has been studied for several days.
They gave part of the gene to mice.
"Zhizhizhi——"
That thing was similar to what Su Yao had seen You Ye eat before. After being caught, he would scream and struggle. After being injected with something, he would become quiet, as if he had broken into pieces.
The little mouse died soon after.
"I can't bear it at all. It's a failure."
“···”
Throw away the seventh or eighth mouse?
Several people shook their heads in disappointment.
There are also results reported from outside the field, saying that the application to other animals has also failed. It is said that the attempt to separate the part of Yu Ye’s cut off tail and how to integrate it with animals and transform it failed. All of them died violently.
"The results of the blood have come out. Its blood circulation is not intended to power the heart at all."
"It's more like constantly transforming the body."
“···”
"The tail has grown again. The structure inside the new growth has completely changed from the previous arrangement!"
"The one that was cut off five days ago is still alive. The cells are still active without absorbing any nutrients."
“···”
It's really too much.
To do something, just cut off a little bit of the tail.
The quantity needs to be carried in a basket, and perhaps the basket has already been filled to the brim.
"Dr. Make, this is unbelievable!"
"What?"
"Look at this, I made a comparison. We have been paying attention to the part of the tail that was cut off. I just compared the data of other cells in its body after each tail was cut off."
"It's always being optimized, and the parameters are always increasing."
"That is to say, every time it is injured, while repairing the wound, its body is also self-optimizing and even evolving."
“···”
"Not only that, those tails that rearrange the results should also be optimized or even evolved to some extent."
“···”
"As long as you are injured, you will optimize and evolve."
“···”
How did you come to this conclusion?
After being injured, they will evolve and optimize. By constantly observing the changes during repair, they can verify what they want.
"What's coming next might be a little painful."
"For humanitarian reasons, we will inject you with anesthetic."
What are you doing with a syringe and scalpel?
"Youye is immune to that kind of thing."
"immunity?"
No matter what Youye thought, they just injected it directly for the sake of convenience and not to be disturbed by the possibly painful noise.
"Strange...really immune."
"Then there's nothing we can do."
"I'm sorry that you have to endure it for the rest, and make as little noise as possible. Just wait until we come to a conclusion."
"It doesn't matter. If it's pain, Youye would have been quite used to it."
“···”
"Giggle——"
Su Yao gritted her teeth and reflected everything in her eyes.
Blue silicone gloves, holding the sharp scalpel. The scene was really disgusting.
Cut off the entire tail of the unresisting monster. There is no sense of guilt, and the only expression on the face is to look at the subject himself to confirm that the subject can really endure the pain and will not make any noise to disturb him.
Then they held the tail that had not been completely cut off and placed it in a container for easy observation, with the joyful expression of finding a treasure. It was easy to confirm that no one regarded Youye as a human being. It was just an experiment that was more precious than a mouse.
Just the body.
Can you really endure this kind of thing?
To be honest, I couldn't stay for a moment. But Youye was unwilling to tell the truth to herself, and she also lost the right to commit suicide after coming here.
Suffering, but unable to die, Su Yao did not believe that Youye would make such a confused decision. He could only continue to watch.
If you want to know the truth, you have to continue to be patient and continue to watch.
But, now that he is dead, can't he return to the stored node to find out the truth? Why watch here.
I saw with my own eyes that the tail that was always tickling my cheeks like a cat was bloody and cut off.
Do you really think your heart is iron?
Do you really think you can endure everything by gritting your teeth?
Before I sat here, I was just confused and wanted to know the truth and motives. But now it has changed.
It started to feel uncomfortable, and I started to hate it.
Why not resist?
Why wear something like that voluntarily?
Are you really restricted by that kind of collar?
I don’t believe that Youye would make such a low-level and wrong decision, but the facts before him seem to be very simple. Youye is trying to negotiate with others so that he can return to a normal society.
His eyes were fixed on Yu Ye.
Her petite body still lay there, saying nothing.
Perhaps sensing her gaze, she turned her head and looked over at a certain moment, smiling.
Why laugh?
"You night..."
Su Yao finally couldn't hold it back and spoke, "Cutting off the tail...does it really not hurt at all? Does it not matter at all to be treated like this?"
"It doesn't matter. This is an exchange."
"Enough, really enough! I really don't know what you are thinking!"
"Wouldn't it be great to stick to the original plan? I never said I had to come back here."
"What's there to love about this?"
"Even if I stay here like a fool and watch this happen, what will it change in the end?"
"How on earth do you have to think before you want to communicate with them?! Maybe there are human beings in the public who can accept you, but when you rise to a higher level, you will only have value as a research object. Even if you endure
If you have lost all your value, it is impossible for people to release you back to the outside world."
"Haven't you been emphasizing these things all the time, and even you understand it yourself?!"
“···”
After saying so much, Youye stopped looking here and didn't speak.
Really fed up.
Even though the current timeline has been determined to be a timeline that will never exist, sitting here now, the smell, the hard feeling of the cushion under my butt, and the strangulation of my hands being forcibly bound to the armrests are all real.
It will not exist in the future, but it exists now.
"...What on earth are you thinking about?!"
Since this is a real situation, how can it be possible for someone to be so cold-blooded and watch the person they cherish being tortured there? Even if she says it doesn't matter.
At least give yourself a reason to endure it? Even a hint that you can figure out.
“···”
"Please be quiet!"
The researchers have been paying attention to this for a long time. The youngest researcher finally came over and scolded, "If this continues, I will only be able to install something that cannot make sound for you."
“···”
Su Yao stared at him straightly and suddenly smiled, "Do you think you can still be called a human after the experiment you are doing on her is exposed and known to the public?"