The night was quiet, except for the wind that shook the white curtain slightly from the outside. A faint light from nowhere shone on it and swayed along with it.
Su Yao was lying on the hospital bed.
How long has it been since he committed suicide on the street? It’s June 13th now, so that’s almost two months.
After recovering in the hospital and being transferred to a mental hospital, Su Yao has been living a life in which day and night are reversed.
Try to look crazy in front of others as much as possible.
monster?
People who may not be used to that kind of posture or find it disgusting have no time to distinguish who is who——
But in my own words, Xia Xianyue.
This shouldn't be a funny thing. She is the one who knows that she is always close to her and is not afraid of going crazy and hurting her. The tentacles and mouthparts often put tiny bits of mucus on her face.
Not funny at all.
In order to prevent any abnormality from being discovered, she also waved her limbs randomly and pushed away. Her strength did not restrain.
I don’t know if I was injured when I fell to the ground.
It's really hard to say this kind of thing.
Because he didn't want to encounter this kind of thing again, Su Yao chose to reverse his day and night, making his work and rest chaotic. He looked sick and unwilling to talk to the outside world at all times, minimizing the chance of having to perform by himself.
Of course, it will definitely end one day.
Su Yao didn't expect it would be today.
My vision returned to normal, and I saw that the wall was a wall, and the swaying curtains were undoubtedly normal curtains. The tables, chairs, and benches were all normal.
There was also a pack of cigarettes and a lighter stuffed in the pocket of the hospital gown.
"Crack-"
Su Yao got up and leaned against the bed to light a cigarette. After two months, she felt a little uncomfortable with the choking smell.
In fact, if you don’t give yourself this thing, you might just quit.
"Big brother."
Youye grabbed Su Yao from the window frame where he was lying, jumped up, and landed firmly on the floor.
"Did things go well?"
"It went very smoothly, everything was done."
"That means...all our enemies have disappeared from this world?"
"Um."
“···”
Hearing this fact, Su Yao smiled.
Although he smiled, he didn't feel happy at all.
Just saying.
"Thanks for your hard work."
"If I have to endure it for a while longer, I will be able to gradually 'return' to normal. I will try to see if I can be discharged from the hospital."
"Youye thinks that big brother can do it now. Those people no longer pay attention to big brother. Moreover, big brother is now at the center of public opinion and attracts much attention. Otherwise, my sister would not be able to come here to see big brother."
"is that so?"
Su Yao's throat rolled, what did he want to say?
Without saying anything, he took another deep drag on the cigarette.
"By the way, big brother, Youye may have done something unnecessary again..."
"Excessive matter?"
Su Yao glanced at her, "What unnecessary things?"
"Youye couldn't watch the human cubs being killed by that nasty human."
“···”
"At the end, helped the adult female and her cub."
——
Yamamoto Tetsuya woke up from the hospital.
Vision is normal.
It is no longer a spiritually polluted world. There is no meat, no blood, and no unbearable smell that drives people crazy.
Leaning on the hospital bed, smoking one cigarette after another.
Of course, smoking is not allowed in the ward, but the doctor who knew Yamamoto gave him this convenience.
There is nothing wrong with his body and he is not injured. The only area that needs treatment is his psychology.
By now, Yamamoto Toru had come to his senses.
There is no monster's lair.
Where is the monster?
That is my home. That is my wife and daughter.
Just think about it for a moment and you’ll know?
The monster that fiercely protects the anthropomorphic little girl is——
And he tried his best to get revenge.
Ultimately, what did you do?
Whether it was reasoning or returning home from the hospital after a long absence, I saw the mess and the eyes of the neighbors who looked back on me with disgust.
All understood.
I was just slashed with a knife, a merciless knife.
And what kind of torture did his wife and daughter suffer?
"Dong dong——"
“···”
When he heard the knock on the door, Toru Yamamoto remained indifferent and lay on the bed like a corpse.
"Mr. Yamamoto, how do you feel now?"
The doctor also knew that he would not get a response, so he came in without permission.
"I...it's nothing."
Yamamoto Toru glanced at him and said with difficulty, "I want to know how my wife is doing now?"
"There is nothing wrong with my body."
The doctor paused and said, "But he is mentally unstable."
“···”
Yamamoto Toru said he wanted to take a look, but he couldn't speak anyway.
You know what you are afraid of.
"I'm sorry, but I can't let you see your wife for the time being. You still need a period of psychological treatment."
“···”
"But I have good news for you today - bang bang!"
The doctor clapped his hands and said, "You can come in."
"···?"
Yamamoto Toru was attracted by the sound and subconsciously looked at it.
"···dad?"
When I saw the little girl who was hiding behind the doctor and sticking half of her head out, her whole body was trembling.
"Xonan?"
"Xiaonan."
The doctor touched her head and said, "That was just a nightmare. In real reality, your father is very loving. How could he treat you like that? Right?"
"The devil invaded the dreamland that day. You must be brave. You see, your father has been beaten to a terrible state now."
"Go and help dad cheer up."
"You are a brave little princess."
"Well, Xiaonan is a princess as brave as Sister Angel! She will definitely protect her father and mother!"
The little girl mustered up her courage, took a step, glanced at Toru Yamamoto, and then rushed over.
"Devil, come out quickly! You are no match for Xiao Nan!"
"Konan will destroy you!"
"Barbara~Mimi Valley~"
"Yes, that's it. The devil is almost gone."
“···”
Yamamoto Toru looked at the doctor and saw a smile in his eyes.
Understood.
For Xiaonan, it was just a nightmare. Although it was a lie, Xiaonan already believed it. As long as she cooperated with the acting, it would be fine.
"···sorry."
"Ah, I'm sorry, dad is really sorry for you."
Yamamoto Toru has not had this unbearable emotion in his memory for who knows how long.
"Dad, there is no need to apologize. The bad guy is a devil! He has been driven away by Xiao Nan!"
"Ahhhh——"
I just hugged my daughter and cried hard.
Finally...
All is not lost.
My daughter is here too.
If my daughter is here, maybe I can use my daughter to help my wife slowly... maybe, return to her original life.
Sorry, give me another chance.
I will definitely cherish it.
Later, Toru Yamamoto learned about a key figure from the doctor-Miss Angel.
That was what the daughter kept saying. When she saw the young lady getting into the ward, her mother woke up soon after it was announced that she might have to stay in the hospital bed from now on.
It was also the character who had never seen anyone but his daughter who said to Xiaonan, "This is just a nightmare. As long as you have the courage, nothing will happen."
The doctor followed these words and convinced Xiaonan that angels really existed and that it was just a nightmare. She wanted to help her parents return to normal.
Doctors believe that the child's brain made up the images after seeing the cruel images.
But the daughter's true description of the angel's appearance made it easy for Toru Yamamoto to know who it was.
What else can be said?
All I can say is, it’s really awesome.
It's a monster.
He easily pulled himself into a situation that was more uncomfortable than death, and he easily gave himself hope.
"If you hadn't been prejudiced against monsters like me and listened carefully at that time, nothing would have happened."
At night, I met a real monster again.
"Most humans are like this."
"The first impression is all about appearance. If it is a human being with a face full of pustules, no one will like it. Even if what he does is something that makes people think it is noble."
How to say?
Yamamoto Tetsu was really relieved.
"I still won't apologize for what I did before."
"Even if I put aside my selfishness, it is what I must do from my standpoint. Anyone in my position must do it."
“···”
"So, I don't plan to be an inspector anymore."
"I won't be hostile to you anymore."
"Thanks."
"Thank you very much. I will submit a report so that those people will never pay attention to you again."
Isn't this strange?
But Yamamoto Toru really thought about it. Putting himself in the opposite position, he grasped the power of life and death between Su Yao and the monster.
That's how it used to be.
I didn't even think about communicating, I was just preoccupied with being biased. I wanted a quick fix and never considered anything else.
Only after you have truly experienced it will you understand what the so-called cherished things mean to people.
Monsters are not judged by their appearance.
It is enough that his wife is still alive, his daughter is still alive, and he is willing to call himself daddy.
As for the rest, I don’t want to worry about it anymore.
Um.
There have never been monsters in this world.
——
Su Yao listened calmly to what You Ye said.
Except for Yamamoto Toru, only a few people knew about this.
Among these people, the only one who has not lost his mind after experiencing the twisted world is Dr. Make, who observed Yu Ye's tail killing people in the laboratory with great interest.
According to Youye, after his vision was modified, he became too excited and died of myocardial infarction while shouting for miracles.
Others are crazy.
She gave up on Toru Yamamoto on her own initiative.
"I think that kind of thing is not good."
"Although Youye hates that male human, the human cubs and the adult female Youye don't hate him."
You Ye saw mother and daughter happily walking their dog together.
Have a meal.
Among them, a stray dog whose leg was run over and injured was sent to the veterinarian for treatment at the edge of the community.
That dog is not beautiful, it can even be said to be ugly and dirty. It stinks all over.
Perhaps this move touched You Ye, so You Ye temporarily changed his mind about further driving their family insane.
Superfluous things...
Is this so?
"call--"
Su Yao took a deep breath from the cigarette, then exhaled the mist, letting it drift away in front of him.
"It's not superfluous."
"This is like a test about human nature, and almost everyone, including me, was eliminated."
"It's you, Youye."
"Congratulations, you passed."
"human nature?"
Youye looked at Su Yao in confusion.
"Um."
Su Yao chuckled lightly, "I only think about revenge, and cutting them into pieces is not enough to vent my hatred."
"I don't think about whether you are a human being or whether you have humanity or not."
"Don't say it's a six or seven-year-old child, even if it's one or two years old, a newborn, I would not hesitate to do it before."
"But now that I think about it, I would be a monster like that."
"Killing decisively does not mean that everyone should be killed. Disgusting people certainly deserve to die, but innocent people do not have that obligation."
Perhaps this approach will only increase the risk for no reason.
But more importantly than this, Su Yao knew why he was not as cheerful as he imagined when he first thought he was completely wiped out.
This is enough to let Toru Yamamoto live to slowly atone for his sins.
In the test of human nature, how can there be any perfect answer sheet?
From the beginning of the question, maybe even the question is wrong.
"That's it, that's it."
Su Yao stretched out his hand to caress You Ye's head, "Maybe it's because of this that I changed my attitude from raising you as a daughter or sister to my current love for you."
"Hmm."
Youye added, "Youye read human novels and thought that after giving people hope, it would be crueler to destroy that hope."
"I'm going to make them insane again."
"?"
"Hehe, but it makes me happy to be called "Miss Angel" by the human cubs, so I let them go~"
"Is it because of this?"
"Hehehe, Youye doesn't know."
You Ye rubbed Su Yao's arm and said, "Brother, You Ye had nothing to do before. When you were full of sleep, you looked through your computer and saw something interesting."
"It's related to the mental hospital."
"What?"
"The night shift disease... the human behavior there is so weird."
“···”
Su Yao stood there.
Just now I was thinking about what You Ye said about giving hope and despair, whether it showed a little devilish temperament.
Now I see her laughing again.
"Big brother is blushing. Hee hee. So it turns out that big brother also has the same weird quirks as the humans there?"
"shut up!"
It can be confirmed.
This is You Ye deliberately teasing herself.
Damn it, that wasn't what I was looking at at all. It was the original 'Su Yao'. I just glanced at it along the bookmark.
What kind of perverts are into those kinds of curious things?
···
"Big brother."
He was called softly, and then looked at with wet pupils.
“···”
It was not originally planned.
Quite possibly intentional.
It must be intentional.
Being looked at with such eyes and the sweet temptation of such waxy voice.
When Yuye uncovered the Lolita she was originally wearing, she discovered that she was actually wearing a Shikushui swimsuit. She had obviously been prepared for it.
“···”
Intentional, all intentional.
"despair--"
At this moment, I heard the sound of flat heels hitting the floor. Come this way.
"——"
The door was opened.
The light from the corridor outside came in through the half-open door, illuminating the lower half of the bed.
"I can't sleep a little bit."
“I ended up here again before I knew it.”
"ha···"
"Ah Yao, do you think I'm a little annoying?"
The person who came in sat beside the bed, and his voice trembled a little as he spoke. He quickly wiped his eyes, "But I will always be with Ah Yao. Ah Yao will definitely get better like me before.