When Su Yao opened his mouth, You Ye's little hand covered it.
She seemed to have planned it in advance and entered the words on her mobile phone in advance. Therefore, she could easily convey her intention in the space with her back to Xia Xianyue without speaking.
[Now my sister is very sad and happy all the time, and her nerves are very fragile.]
After making sure that he had read the font accurately, You Ye leisurely put his phone into his skirt pocket.
"Sister, what is this game?"
“···”
Then repeat the scene again.
It's like nothing has been done.
Nervous?
Su Yao looked at Xia Xianyue, who was thinking about whether to go back and bring two folding tables. That voice was full of energy.
But if you are in good health——
It's very strange, how could You Ye remind me of such a thing?
As long as you think back for a moment about those one and a half year-long zombie-like days, you can immediately understand Xia Xianyue's current situation.
How could you not have considered it?
I’m just saying that smiling and being energetic because of ignorance doesn’t look ridiculous, does it?
Why stop it?
Remind yourself of that position.
If you are still hesitant because of this or that matter now, you will just watch the other person's expectations getting bigger and bigger and more and more fulfilling.
Are you waiting for that time to export the cruel deprivation?
When this thought emerged, Su Yao suddenly realized that he was afraid of losing because he knew that Xia Xianyue felt completely guilty about herself.
I am even willing to just be a tool in the beginning.
But she is also a paranoid person, otherwise why would she commit suicide in the first place?
Guilt and possessiveness are not contradictory.
It seems that there are only two choices given to her from the beginning to the end: to be completely ruined in the sharp self-contradiction, or to finally end the boring love triangle and leave.
When I made love to her, her infatuation and sometimes unabashed possessiveness were remembered in my brain.
The more those memories come back to life, the harder it is to speak.
Obviously I knew this was happening, but I couldn't stop it.
"Ah, why must Red Wolf and his wife die!"
"Sister, first go kill ants to earn money and buy heavy artillery before you can beat him. You can't beat him now."
"No, I hate this guy just looking at him. I must kill him first!"
"Don't look at me like this, I used to be really good at playing games!"
When saying this, Xia Xianyue glanced at Su Yao.
“···”
When he came back to his senses, he was already squeezed between the two of them, forced to watch the RPG game from ten years ago that was buried in his memory.
Occasionally, the left side brushed against his black thigh and felt smooth.
On the right is——
Well, half of my butt is always sitting on my lap.
"Ah Yao, come and play, I remember you are super good at this game!"
Xia Xianyue handed the handle to Su Yao.
"No."
"I'll just watch."
Originally, I planned to use two computers to play the new version that can be connected online.
But the plug-in failed. Youye seemed to have deliberately not helped, so the three of them were sitting together on their laptops using controllers to play pixel games from ten years ago.
"~"
Su Yao kept listening to the background music of the game.
It is the kind of melancholy music similar to Hanjiang Guying's flute style. Except for buying equipment and entering the town, the whole situation is music of this tone.
Nothing was done.
"Ah Yao...?"
"Are you sleepy?"
“···”
Su Yao did not lean to the left or right, but just lay down in the middle.
The VIP ward was given instructions by the Xia family and their daughter, so naturally an extra bed was added tonight.
"...Shall we go somewhere else to chat?"
Xia Xianyue took Youye and left the bed quietly.
“···”
"Is Xiao Youye really the master of Up now?"
"Wow, there are more than 10,000 fans."
"It would be better for my sister to go live. They all like giant pandas."
"Well···"
Su Yao could still vaguely hear the content of their chat, but gradually lost it again.
The dark night that I spent alone for the past two months came again.
The weather in June was not too cold, but she felt chilly for no reason. Su Yao was curled up in the quilt, and she could still smell a faint fragrance from the side.
Whose?
Who are the remaining temperatures on the left and right?
Bitch.
I once thought it was dispensable. But now that my courage has been taken away, despicable ideas have come back.
Can you please tell only part of the truth?
Forcing Xia Xianyue to make a compromise choice to continue to be with herself.
Asked and lied, this is called cheating.
Don't ask, don't tell, just hide.
Just put the responsibility on her, but she didn't ask, and she didn't find it strange. Why bother to hurt yourself?
Understand, this is the sequelae of reading files.
The former is used to reading files and will feel inexplicably confident in whatever he does or says.
As ordinary people, the latter are deeply aware that they only have one chance to choose, so even if they manage to squeeze out the courage, they will be weak once it is taken away.
Is that so?
Until now, I have lost my ability to read files and experienced so many things.
Own···
What kind of person did he become?
Su Yao closed her eyes and didn't want to think anymore.
I kept recalling many things in my dream.
Parents died young.
Without parents, I was adopted by my cousin, who was only a female college student in her twenties at the time.
Study, work, part-time job.
I sacrificed a lot of time to take care of myself. After I arrived, I found out that my cousin even missed out on studying abroad for free and even with extra bonuses because of me.
At that time, I was just forced to live. I lived with the purpose of repaying her in the future.
I never understood what she said.
'Xiao Yao, having nothing is not a big deal at all.'
"It's not like you can't be happy if you don't have anything."
"As long as I'm here, you don't have to live so tiringly."
The hand caressing his cheek felt as if the residual heat was very close at hand.
The memory becomes more vivid.
Even the scene and the aroma that I saw at that time were like reality intruding into a dream.
The dream disappeared.
When he opened his eyes, there was also a gentle gaze watching in front of him.
“···”
"Ah Yao..."
"Did I wake you up?"
As a familiar voice sounded in his ears, Su Yao felt a hand gently placed on his chest.
“···”
Su Yao turned slightly sideways and could catch a glimpse.
"Na..."
"Do you think Ah Yao... looks good?"
She blushed and let Su Yao's eyes wander.
Su Yao tried to think about the meaning of the question. He understood that it didn't have any special meaning. Maybe he just wanted to hear himself speak.
"Woo...!"
She made a trembling voice shyly.
"Uh-"
She suddenly rushed over again and hugged Su Yao tightly.
"yes···"
"Front button."
Her face also radiated an astonishing amount of heat, perhaps because she was too shy, and even her voice began to tremble.
The sound that makes people xf reaches directly from the bones of the jaw to one's ears.
"Rustling rustling——"
She curled up and hid under the quilt.
What follows is the most real and unreasonable closeness.
Then the head was carefully poked out.
Her hands were still holding Su Yao's back, because they were very close and the quilt was also wrapped tightly.
"...Hmm."
A gentle touch.
"Ah Yao..."
Xia Xianyue's face was filled with shyness, and she said very quietly, "Now... we are the only ones here. Xiao Youye has gone back."
“···”
"Ah Yao..."
"...Do you really like it?"
“···”
“···”
She breathed slightly while staring into Su Yao's eyes.
"Anyway..."
"I love you."
Whispering sweetly. Warm warmth swirls in the air.
"Husband, ugh, I still feel so embarrassed to say this..."
"But—woo!"
"——"
Her soft and coquettish voice seemed to be deliberately seducing.
Maybe it's just an expression of true feelings.
Because I just like it so much.
There is no fulfillment, and I have never imagined that everything that exists now is all false.
Smiled happily.
——
the next day.
Su Yao woke up in the new bed she moved into.
The bed where I originally lay now only has the bed frame.
"Big brother is awake?"
You Ye stood on the bed frame and played with the balance beam. He also held a big apple and bit it.
From the corner of my eye, I saw another bag of fruit on the bedside table, and I didn't know who brought it.
"Big brother, there is no need to look for sister. She has already left. She said she was going to take a very important exam, so she left big brother to Youye."
“···”
Su Yao sat up from the bed.
"But Youye speculates that the reason why my sister doesn't stay here is because the smell left here is too embarrassing."
"Click-"
You Ye took another small bite of the apple, her cheeks twitching like a hamster.
“···”
Su Yao opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say at all.
"Brother, don't worry."
"You Ye has no idea."
"Youye already simulated this situation when you agreed to coexist with your sister, so you don't feel anything."
"What I want to do..."
"That's not the case at all."
Su Yao didn't even know what expression he was making right now.
Last night, when I woke up from my dream and faced that gentle gaze, I was speechless for a moment.
It's obviously the perfect time to be alone, but what are you doing at that time?
It's - absolutely disgusting!
"Brother, is the truth really that important to my sister?"
"The book of mankind says that if a lie makes people laugh, then it is the truth."
“···”
Su Yao got up and put on her shoes. She walked to the bed where You Ye stood and looked out the window. Just now, the sun was shining on the foot of the bed. Now it is hidden in the clouds.
Downstairs, there were people hurriedly getting into the car with medical records. There were also adults riding electric scooters who stopped the car with their children and then took the children out.
"Youye, it's you."
"I mean, now my consciousness has been replaced. I have become another person."
"Even if the memories are fused, the subjective consciousness is obviously that of another person. What are you going to do?"
“···”
"If You Ye wants to study the spiritual field, he will do better than my sister."
You Ye was silent for a moment and then said inexplicably, "The hypothesis is not valid, and the conclusion is always correct."
“···”
Su Yao couldn't talk to You Ye anymore because the doctor had already arrived and wanted to take Su Yao for the second test.
There’s nothing to talk about, right?
In fact, this question was not raised by Su Yao. Instead, it was raised by You Ye that day when she told her about the existence of the "Love Game".
'Will Love Games replace its big brother with a human again?'
Who knows?
But now I have indeed replaced it.
The question is a hypothesis, but the conclusion is a definite conclusion.
Even so, Yuye couldn't find any clue about the 'love game' at all, so he could only conclude that 'since the player is the eldest brother, even if it is a replacement, the eldest brother will replace the next human again.'
I believe that everyone is like this. If your important person is reborn in the body of someone else, when you know the truth, although you will resist it at first, you can always slowly accept it and get used to it again.
However, you find that the person you cherish has long since ceased to exist, and has always existed as a stranger. What would you think?
No idea.
There is no idea. A lie can make people laugh, so it is the truth.
"You can be discharged from the hospital now."
"However, in view of your special situation, you will come here regularly for medical examination every week in the first month after you are discharged."
"Um."
“···”
"Student Su Yao doesn't look good? Are you feeling unwell?"
"No, I didn't sleep well last night."
"Ah, I understand, I understand."
The doctor smiled bitterly.
He won't say much about what happened when the young lovers reunited. Anyway, most of the shares in this hospital belong to Xia Liangzhen. To put it bluntly, it is equivalent to his boss's daughter. What is there to say?
"Hey!"
"Guess who I am?"
As soon as I left the hospital, my eyes were covered from behind.
"Hashimoto Na?"
"No - who is that!"
"Would it be fun to play this kid's game of house?"
"Who is that?"
"Are you so free? Didn't you go to take the exam?"
"It's halftime~"
It was Xia Xianyue who jumped out full of energy.
"I still decided to try to become a lawyer."
"Shouldn't it be a doctor?"
"It's still early for the medical exam. Not only a doctor, I also want to become a lawyer who can argue in court."
"...half-baked."
"Don't you like it?"
"I said..."
Su Yao suddenly stopped and turned to look at her, "If I say that Su Yao has died a long time ago, and I am not Su Yao, what will you do?"
"Then I would have died a long time ago. I am not me. I am Xiaozuki-chan now~"
She didn't take this as the truth at all, she was just acting coquettishly and naturally held Su Yao's arm.
"A Yao, are you hungry? Do you want to go eat?"
"Eat."
“···”
Because the hospital said a blood test was needed, I didn't eat anything when I woke up in the morning, but now I'm really hungry.
Xia Xianyue and I went together to have a big bowl of noodles, and then we were satisfied.
She said it was too early for the next exam.
It is said to be an exam, but in fact it is not an important exam. It is just a test. Even if you pass it, you will not get a particularly useful certificate.
"that···"
"?"
"Hmm..."
Xia Xianyue became inexplicably shy and her eyes were evasive, "Morning, morning, when I saw the empty bed, no one said anything, right?"
"Yes?"
"Ah, don't say it, I know!"
"When I was leaving the door of the ward, the patient next door suddenly greeted me and said he heard a kitten meowing last night."
"That's weird!"
Xia Xianyue punched Su Yao on the shoulder with her pink fist, and said with a blushing face, "We have obviously investigated, 701 has just been discharged from the hospital, and there is no one in 703!"
“···”
This picture always makes people feel breathless.
Acting?
But I never tire of such dramas, and my smile never falls.
It's as if the lies I've been living are gradually becoming true.
I don’t know what kind of expression Xia Xianyue put on every day when she walked past hawker stalls, convenience stores, roads, and other traffic lights... all kinds of things, forcing a smile? Sad?
Anyway, now I'm just a guy who jogs around every now and then and occasionally talks about interesting things to share. Occasionally he bursts into excitement and laughs inexplicably.
Very cute.
The favorability of 100 was also very dazzling. It stung so much that Su Yao almost didn't want to face it directly.
Is there really anything wrong with lies? I started to wonder.
If the lie that everyone expects——
Huh?
The entry is missing.
The translucent words that had been swaying in sight were gone.
【%###】
【people*:###】
【3333】
【???】
It appears and flashes in the form of garbled characters for two seconds, and then suddenly disappears completely.
"Ah Yao?"
"Is there something in my hair?"
Xia Xianyue touched her head in confusion and pouted, "If there really is something, please help me get it~"
"···nothing."
Nothing really.
The thing that stung my despicable heart just a little bit disappeared.
"Hmph, what! I obviously like to touch Xiao Youye's head, why can't I do it? I like it too!"
“···”
"Crack."
Su Yao just walked in front and opened the door after a long time.
"Why does it smell like paste?"
"Wow——"
As if in response to Xia Xianyue's question, the sound of boiling water and oil coming into contact was heard in the room.
Su Yao looked into the kitchen and caught a glimpse of the petite figure.
Wearing her own apron, which is much larger than hers.
Step on the small bench and hold a spatula and a pan.
"Why is Xiao Youye here..."
Xia Xianyue said something unconsciously, but she immediately figured it out.
Given the relationship between You Ye and Su Yao, it was normal for Su Yao to give her the key if she wanted to come in.
What are you thinking about?
I had just received the key belonging to the mistress from Ah Yao.
"Big brother?"
"Is your sister back too?"
"Sister, do you want some fried eggs?"
You Ye peeked in from the kitchen.
"No, I came here during the intermission. It's time to go back to the university after sitting down for a while."
"Okay~ Youye hopes that my sister will pass smoothly."
"Thank you, Xiao Youye~"
“···”
Su Yao sat on the sofa, and Xia Xianyue also sat next to him.
"We all know that artificially bred sows will stay still when they are in heat, but what will happen to wild boars when they are in heat?"
"Wild boars are very dangerous when they are in heat. They will run around and be extremely ferocious..."
The TV cleverly played a replay of the animal world when Su Yao first came to this world.
The sofa faces away from the kitchen. The kitchen door is half open, so you can't see what's going on here.
"Ah Yao, it's almost time for me to go back to college."
"Then go back."
"don't want."
“···”
"Huh~"
Deliberately exhaling hot breath on Su Yao's cheek, he said softly and softly, "Kiss me and I'll leave."
"I think your astringency needs to be reduced."
"You're so stupid! Obviously last night... Humph! That's it!"
"——"
"Don't make trouble, Youye is still here."
"You're kidding, how could I...hey, there's a flaw!"
He touched her like a chicken pecking at rice for a moment, then she smiled very beautifully, ran out, and made a V sign like a winner.
"Then I'll go back to college first."
"Xiao Youye, please take care of Ah Yao first? My sister will bring you some dried fish when you come back."
“···”
He noticed that the door was closed but not securely. Su Yao did not lock it again.
Don't want to move.
You will be tired after the play is over. You will be tired when you take off the mask.
“···”
I found cigarettes from the drawer under the coffee table in front of me. They had been there for several months.
"Crack-"
ignite.
The taste of habit swirls in the lungs.
I don't know why, when I think of her victorious smile just now, I always feel that my mood is empty again, and it is polluted by something again.
"Big brother."
Youye also came out.
There was no sound in the kitchen.
"Youye still failed. Nine eggs were wasted."
"...Then just do the tenth one, you can always succeed."
"The tenth one has been done, hee hee..."
"?"
"The first one was successful, and nine failed. To put it another way, if you do nine, the tenth is successful. It seems more in line with human common sense."
“···”
At this time, there will be no unnecessary thoughts in the heavy heart.
It just turned out to be weird.
"Brother, Youye has been very bored these days."
"But there are also interesting things."
"You Ye discovered a secret."
"The virus that Big Brother can affect You Ye is obviously just a weak life, but after being absorbed, it produces changes that You Ye didn't expect at all. I don't know why."
"I don't really think about it now..."
Su Yao closed her eyes.
How can you be like this, like a scumbag.
I wanted to push You Ye away slightly, but I found that I couldn't do it at all.
I started to smell the erratic fragrance just now. The fragrance was like that of flowers blooming that night, invading my nasal cavity.
"Youye has left your eldest brother and sister alone for so long."
"Now You Ye understands."
"The ugly possessiveness of mankind."
"It turns out that Yu Ye also has that kind of thing. Even if she treats her sister as a prop, she still can't get rid of it."
"···What's the meaning?"
"Big brother's choice was only decided by taking advantage of the accelerated blood circulation in the brain. Once it is affected by external factors, it is completely worthless."
"My sister is the same. She has always lived the life of an obedient person. She has no ability, but she wants to take away the things you cherish most."
"Youye hates these."
"But Youye loves your elder brother deeply? That's why he won't kill his sister and is willing to give her a chance."
"Big brother doesn't need to make a choice."
“···”
"My sister has done this to my eldest brother before."
"That would obviously be something that would disgust my eldest brother, but it turned out to be a success."
"The big brother said about reading the archives. In those world lines that don't exist, are there any timelines in which Yu Ye and her sister were abandoned and flew away?"
"···?"
Su Yao stared at You Ye's pupils and was speechless.
Yes.
I'm full of lies.
The timeline that even though it was just once, but really existed, was deliberately cut off.
"You wouldn't be unhappy if such a timeline existed."
"Because the eldest brother didn't abandon Youye in the end. Hehe, Youye likes eldest brother the most."
"Whether the lie is exposed or not is not important to Youye at all, right?"
“···”
Su Yao has given up.
He remained motionless.
"Ugh meow~"
A trick that has been used many times will be easily discovered if used again.
How could you not know that Youye's weak and waxy voice was deliberately induced to transform into a beast?
Just willing to do so.
lie.
reality.
Isn’t that what people always do?
Just like pure oxygen is harmful to living things, the unreserved truth will only crush the human spirit. One to five oxygen and nitrogen is the air that can be breathed. Similarly, breathing a small amount of truth diluted with jokes, people Only in this way can we maintain a sound heart.
Maybe this is right. It's just that I am too pretentious and care too much.
I'm full after eating.
"Woo~"
"Brother? Is this so weird, meow?"
Every time I hear the soft and soft voice, I become more fascinated.
Scumbag.
The words flashed by and were grabbed and torn into pieces by Su Yao.
You obviously want everything, but you have to pretend to be noble! You bastard!!!
Either go down like a scumbag! Stop pretending to be indecisive, noble and pure!
I saved her life!
I have done so much, how could I give up now?
Am I not the protagonist?
Then I will stipulate that Xia Xianyue is one of the heroines, and I also stipulate that You Ye is one of the heroines. What if you want to stipulate this way?!
"squeak--"
Exactly.
The door opened that I didn't want to move but didn't close at first.
"ah···"
The appearance of the third person prompted Su Yao to turn his face and meet her eyes.
She was still holding flowers in her hands, and beautiful baby's breath was surrounded by white wrapping paper.