The so-called can't say, or say things that you don't want to say yet.
The body begins to develop towards humans.
Although You Ye has said it before, the speed of absorption, transformation and materialization is faster than expected.
The evidence is that it sheds its skin when taking a bath. It peels off layer by layer from the tail. It feels itchy.
Yes, the tail is now short not because You Ye deliberately shortened it, but because the maximum length is only this little. It is less than half a meter in length.
If you want to stimulate the cells to stretch and grab something, it is not impossible, but you can feel that it is no longer as free as it used to be. At least the amplitude of the swing and the ability to pull or suck have dropped a lot.
And the method of contraception is no longer that you don’t need to worry about anything and it will be automatically absorbed by the virus.
The current situation is that if we don't try our best to control it, the chance of being frightened is no different from that of ordinary female humans.
So--
Is this a bad thing?
The overall ability to resist risks has undoubtedly declined.
Rationally speaking, it is a bad thing anyway.
But the mood is indeed happy.
It’s better to go back to the core of the problem. So, in order to maintain the ability to resist risks, do we need to keep distance from the big brother from now on?
If the question is this, it can be easily answered. Therefore, Youye has never been confused.
In addition, what happened the day before yesterday was not You Ye’s intention.
The decline in risk resistance means that the five senses are not as sharp. If it is a normal state, there is no problem, but at that time, it was a special state.
Don't want to explain.
The reason is that even if you know it, you will do the same thing.
Is that considered revenge? You Ye doesn’t quite understand it, but she just doesn’t want to hide.
She had seen this kind of thing before. And she didn't even have the qualifications to show up, so she just ran away from the scene. This was only fair.
"Hello human, Yuye's name is...wrong."
Youye faced the mirror built into the closet door. It showed a petite body like a child. The clothes were still the short-sleeved heating pants with cartoon patterns just now.
"Hello, my name is..."
"I want to apply for this job."
“···”
Practice in front of a mirror.
If you simply have to imitate someone for the interview, Youye won't have any pressure.
But what Youye wants is to go to the interview with her purest face and then get the money.
As for Yu Ye himself, he has a serious lack of patience with humans.
If you can't speak, you will never speak. If you can use one word to explain, you will never say the second word.
I tried practicing for a while.
Then, You Ye was confused.
What is purity? Other human beings only regard themselves as human beings, and they must wear human masks to communicate smoothly.
In that way, even if you work in your own way of dealing with people, it doesn't seem to be considered pure.
What a hassle.
Okay, let's imitate the human elite and make a lot of money. Buy a large amount of saury immediately as food storage for the winter, and then think about what you want to buy as a gift.
On June 17, at 10:13 a.m., You Ye wanted to make money as a social worker.
——
Su Yao never expected to meet Xia Xianyue at the place waiting for the bus.
Nor would I have expected that the two of them would be in the same car.
I also encountered problems when getting on the bus.
Should I take the lead in sitting in the front row to avoid contact with her, or should I sit in the back row as always?
"Crack."
"Master, go to Dongshi University."
Xia Xianyue was the first to give the answer and got directly into the back row.
“···”
Su Yao didn't say anything and got into the back row in the weird atmosphere.
The driver turned the knob and changed the news channel. The car stereo seemed to have poor sound quality and kept talking about the war in the far west.
No need to say anything, we just arrived at the temporary parking spot opposite Dongda University in silence.
get off.
Before ten o'clock, the sun was already a little hot, and there was a burning sensation on my arms.
After all, there are changes.
At least before something happened, they would hold hands or stick close to each other after getting off the car. That was her usual approach.
From a psychological point of view, the safe distance between people is between 1.2 meters and 2 meters, which is the distance between strangers.
But now the distance between Su Yao and Xia Xianyue is less than one step.
It is wrong to say they are strangers, but it is wrong to say they are intimate.
Even though they said they were friends and didn't say a word, it still felt a little strange at this distance.
It's not that Su Yao doesn't want to talk.
In fact, I had unconsciously planned how to confess and tell everything after meeting.
But why is this so?
laugh.
From the corner of his eye, he still had a kind and gentle expression on her face. There was always a faint smile hidden in her black pupils and at the corners of her mouth.
That shouldn't be the case, right?
Even if you don't need to be hysterical, you just need to use sad or hateful eyes, actions, and behavior. That will help you not to think so much and to carry out the matter to the end.
"My mother sent me here and asked me to reconcile with Ah Yao."
After walking a few steps, Xia Xianyue spoke first.
“···”
Su Yao glanced at her and smiled softly, "I don't think it's realistic."
"Na."
"I recently thought about a problem clearly."
Xia Xianyue didn't answer and said something else as if she was talking to herself.
"Am I feeling guilty for what happened in the past and distorting it into love out of some compensatory mentality, or do I really like her?"
"In the past, I couldn't help but anonymously mention the matter between me and Ah Yao on the Internet."
"Some people say that you can't blame me, and it has been ten years. It has no impact."
"Some people also say that nothing can be done to make up for this kind of thing."
"What impressed me most was that some people said you should forget it in ten years. Even if you haven't forgotten it, the other party has already forgotten it."
"I selectively ignored the ideas that popped up at that time."
"That is, over the past few years, I have been watching secretly, and found that Ah Yao really answered the same questions as those on the Internet, and slowly it seemed that he had really forgotten about me."
"That's right. It's best if you can forget and start a new life, right?"
"But I can't accept it."
"Looking back now, people really always beautify themselves."
"Going back to the original question, actually, for me, it is precisely because I am someone I cherish and like that I feel indebted. I want to resume our relationship no matter what."
"Even I know it. From the very beginning, I just need to stay by my side and be able to talk... step by step, I will become jealous even if I talk to other members of the opposite sex."
"It turns out that falling in love is not just about happiness."
"Loneliness, sadness, upset, random thoughts, desire for control, and desire for exclusivity."
"How could it be just the ones posted in the circle of friends?"
“···”
After walking a few steps, Xia Xianyue suddenly chuckled, "Ah Yao is indeed a scumbag. He has already cheated on you, but he still listened to me say so much. Do you have any more expectations for me?"
"Scumbags have no right to expect."
Su Yaosan denied with a smile, "I will handle the matter properly. It is also my responsibility. If you want to hear it, I will tell you the truth. If you don't want to hear it, then I will handle all the parts of my responsibility properly.
I won’t run away.”
"It's not important anymore."
"?"
Su Yao saw her face suddenly narrowing her eyes, as if she was smiling to herself.
"I don't want to be worried like before, and I don't want to do anything childish."
"I'll be 21 in a few days."
"Before that day, I will not avoid Ah Yao, nor will I say any unnecessary words or do any unnecessary things."
"In this way, in the eyes of others, the atmosphere is just a little bad at most."
"...Does this make sense?"
Su Yao looked straight at her.
"Didn't you tell Ah Yao a long time ago? I'm very stupid."
"I don't understand a lot of things."
"But now, even I can't decide everything easily."
"Why do you think I am saying this?"
"To be honest, I really want to cry. I can't bear it now."
"But bear with it."
"I want to calm down and wait a little longer. I want to wait until the right time to cry again."
“···”
As he spoke, looking into those pupils with vague mist fluctuations, Su Yao wanted to tell the truth.
But at this time, I told her, ‘Actually, I am not Su Yao’.
What?
Like an idiot.
"ha···"
Xia Xianyue took a deep breath, "Then I'll go to class first. I have classes too."
separate.
Su Yao watched the figure walking away, which looked very ordinary.
So weird.
So strange.
There is no guilt or sadness at this time.
instead--
A kind of jealousy arose.
Because of this strange emotion, I started to get annoyed again.
What?
Do you mean that scum also have the qualifications to have expectations?
Do you mean to use what happened ten years ago as an offset?
Let yourself go and be alone on the 23rd.
What else can be done?
Isn't it already obvious to send this signal? Even if you see that kind of thing happening, you can still say these words in such a short period of time.
What kind of stupid woman is she?
Do you really care that much about ‘Su Yao’ from ten years ago?
strangeness.
"Crack-"
When you notice it, your body has already taken the lead.
Running.
Running fast.
"Hey, isn't this classmate Su Yao?"
"Can you sign your name for me?"
"I didn't notice that there was such a number one person in the school before, but now he looks a bit handsome~"
“···”
There were many people chatting with me on the road.
But Su Yao didn't care at all, only looking at the figure who was about to enter a teaching building.
He ran over with a crackle.
But after Xia Xianyue entered, she went directly to the women's bathroom at the end of the corridor.
It's already ten o'clock now, and I should have gone to the classroom long ago to attend the required classes.
Su Yao was waiting at the door.
When she came out, she saw that her face was wet, as if she had washed her face. Her eyes were red, and she looked like she had just cried.
“···”
His eyes met with his own, his lips pursed.
He seemed to want to open his mouth to call out his name as usual, but immediately his mouth formed a straight line again, so he made a coy smile.
"If you want to say anything, let's put it on the 23rd."
"Before that—"
"No. 23, what is No. 23? Have mercy on me?"
"Do you think I need something like that?"
"How on earth do you have such a brain that you can still say this as a matter of course after seeing that scene?!"
“···”
"Come with me, there is something I need to tell you."
Su Yao reached out to grab her hand.
"don't want."
But was avoided.
"I don't want to hear it."
"I don't want to hear anything now."
"I don't want to remember. I don't know anything."
"I--"
"I told you I don't want to hear it!!! Don't listen!!!"
Su Yao was startled by the sudden hysterical sound.
When she came to her senses again, she was already in tears.
"so···"
"Are Yao satisfied?"
He was sobbing while trying his best to wipe away his tears.
"We still have classes. Ah Yao also has classes, right? Don't do this again."
Then he said, turned around and left.
Su Yao watched her leave blankly. That direction was obviously not the teaching building.
I am planning to go home or somewhere else.
The intention was too obvious, and he stepped out as soon as he left the corridor.
However, Su Yao couldn't follow him.
Can't follow?
Who stipulates it?
——
Xia Xianyue originally had no plans to come to school.
It was her mother who forced her to be sent near Su Yao's house.
It didn't really matter if I walked away at that time.
For what reason do you stay——
Just what my mother said.
"People have many choices in life, and the only thing they can do is to choose the one with fewer regrets. In this way, the pain will be much less."
Even I find it incomprehensible.
In his mind, he naturally found dozens of reasons to excuse Su Yao.
What's that?
Love brain?
In the future described in her mind, there was never a third party. Therefore, she always regarded herself as a perfect wife in everything she did.
However, what should a perfect wife do when faced with this situation?
What is the choice with less regret?
I don't understand it at all, my head is a mess.
Can anything be saved by the 23rd?
Or rather, the decision to be humble was made from the very beginning.
Sobbing.
Xia Xianyue, who kept feeling strange eyes looking at her, knew that she couldn't go to class with this face.
I unconsciously walked to the park near Dongda University and entered.
There was no one at this spot. I just sat on the bench and stared at the fence surrounding the artificial lake indifferently. Occasionally, people passed by.
I really want to find someone to ask, what should I do if this happens?
But I know very well that you should not leave your decisions to anyone else.
I still like it for real.
It's true that I feel sick when I think about it.
Just now--
Should I listen to him and at least know why he is doing this to himself?
If she carefully recalled the days before the incident happened, Xia Xianyue never felt that those days were fake. But, thinking about it now, she felt that Su Yao had something on her mind at that time, which felt right.
It's just that I always want to maintain the persona of a perfect wife and never take the initiative to do things that bother the person I like.
When did it start?
The time I almost died, were those people really actors?
Why···
I just want to work hard to be a good wife, but I always encounter this and that kind of thing. It's like the compatibility is 0. Does that mean that maybe it would be better to separate?
“···”
Su Yao sat at the other end of the bench, keeping the maximum distance from her.
"I used to always wonder if caring too much would be like what the short video said, and I would be despised by the people I like."
"I've never felt so cared about."
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and was about to speak.
"Get out! Get out!"
"Why are you still sitting on the edge as if nothing happened?"
"Besides, what I hate most is people who smoke!"
Su Yao put out the cigarette and stood up.
He said nothing and left.
"Woo..."
After Su Yao left, Xia Xianyue's tears finally flowed out.
What is it?
If you really care, don't do that kind of thing in the first place.
Now again...
"Miss, are you alone?"
"Hey, it looks like I just had a fight with my boyfriend!"
"Would you like to play together? If you go and play, you will be in a good mood!"
“···”
There was an inexplicable irritating voice in her ears. Xia Xianyue raised her face and saw three people who looked like arrogant gangsters surrounding her.
"No, no need. I'm going home right now."
"No, why are you going back so early? We are not bad people, and we know many college students like you."
"Yes, Dongda and my Faxiao are there."
"Hey, how about adding WeChat first, little sister?"
"Add your mom!"
"Bang--"
One of them just reached out to put his hand on her shoulder and was punched in the face.
"Are you fucking sick?"
When the three of them saw that Su Yao was alone, they immediately became angry.
He came up to me with a roar.
Su Yao hasn't read the file anymore, but that doesn't mean he will be afraid when meeting these people.
"Why are you still standing there? Run!"
Who knows if they will pull out a knife?
Even if Su Yao had loaded the file, he would not be stupid enough to compete with three people who might have weapons in such an open area.
——
Finally, we found out when we arrived at the Inspectorate. Although those three people looked like gangsters, they were actually just hip-hop people. They didn't intend to do anything to Xia Xianyue.
Anyway, I was just passing by normally and wanted to strike up a conversation.
But it is also true that I put my hand on my shoulder without permission.
It's always private if both parties apologize to each other.
"Really, cherish your girlfriend."
"Otherwise, if you stay alone in a place like that, you might meet some gangsters dressed in the same sleazy clothes as us."
As a self-deprecation, the three people said this before leaving.
Can she still be considered a girlfriend?
Out of the corner of his eye, he peeked at Xia Xianyue, who was half a step behind him.
"I see."
"As you said, we will meet on the 23rd to give each other a chance to talk."
"I will make things clear then. Until that day, I will do nothing more."
"I won't talk to you, and I won't say anything to anyone."
"Before that, don't do what you did just now and just spend these few days normally. Otherwise, let's not talk about whether you will encounter danger. Just say that you are in this state. Who do you want to deceive?"
“···”
Xia Xianyue didn't answer.
By chance, a taxi was waiting for me at the gate of the Inspectorate.
"You go back first. I'll take a ride-hailing ride myself."
I want to send her back.
But Su Yao thought about it and let it go. It was broad daylight and she was a female driver. How could there be so much trouble?
"Spend these days normally..."
"What does it mean to be normal?"
"What?"
"Hey, doesn't your hand hurt?"
"hand?"
Su Yao raised his hand and saw blood on the fingers of his right hand. He didn't know if it was the nosebleed of the person just now or his own, but it did hurt a little.
"Go to my house."
"Treat Ah Yao's wounds. Then..."
She couldn't tell what the expression was on her face, but her tone was unmistakable, "Please tell me about Ah Yao and You Ye."
“···”
Su Yao just wanted to speak, but was suddenly stunned.
He watched helplessly as Xia Xianyue got into the car first, with the door still open, leaving a free seat for herself.
Saw it.
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