To be fair, it should have snowed now. But the reality did not allow it, and it just rained a little.
No one who stopped here paid attention to what was going on outside, they all watched helplessly.
Su Yao also looked and stared lightly. His limbs subconsciously relaxed, and his face showed a relaxed smile.
See, it's so obvious.
The so-called original intention is that when you can't get love, it would be really bad to bother you again.
Do you understand?
'It's rude to keep knocking on a door that's not open.'
This sentence is not only said to you, but also to me.
"Why···"
Seeing her pause, she asked in a hoarse and intermittent trembling voice.
"···so."
"No...it's not like that."
"Can't be like this..."
The tears that I had been holding back just now fell silently at this moment.
That look was questioning.
It is vain to hope.
"Why!"
"Why do you do this to me?!"
"What did I do wrong... Wow, what did I do!"
"Why are everyone so happy? It's just me..."
"Answer me!"
"I don't want this...!"
"How is it possible for something like this to happen to this extent...ahhhh!"
"Xiaoyue!"
Lin Xiaowan squeezed in from the crowd and supported Xia Xianyue.
“···”
Their eyes met, Su Yao remained unmoved.
"Ahhh."
"I see."
"I did it wrong from the beginning."
"Ah Yao will live a better life without me here. Is that right?"
“···”
Su Yao stood there and answered very calmly, "It would be a big help if you understand."
"···sorry."
"Really, I'm sorry."
driven to distraction.
Shaky.
He also shook off Lin Xiaowan's supporting hand and walked out on his own.
The crowd gathered around them automatically parted ways.
"You are such a bastard!!!"
Lin Xiaowan cursed angrily and followed.
"What a scumbag!"
"I think it's actually okay. If you choose one, procrastination would be bad."
"After all, don't do this in the first place!"
"I won't comment without seeing the whole story. Maybe this woman did this because she cheated on the man?"
"It doesn't look like it, does it?"
“···”
The episode is over.
They left, and Su Yao held her little hand without comment. She didn't want to stay here anymore and be looked at like a monkey, so she went to the VIP waiting area where first class passengers could go.
As he stepped up the stairs, he felt that his small, white hands were firmly holding him back, close to him, supporting him.
If you look at You Ye.
“···”
She immediately showed a warm smile.
When I saw this, I wanted to play the show to the end.
If I can perform it perfectly now, maybe I can win an Oscar, right?
But after all, it’s not at that level.
"Don't look at me in such a miserable state now."
"But, it's the right thing to do."
"Well, big brother works very hard."
You Ye went up to the upper two steps to make up for the height difference, and reached out to touch Su Yao's hair.
——
After leaving the airport, Xia Xianyue looked like a puppet with its strings cut off.
Lin Xiaowan will go wherever he takes him.
He was also at ease in the car.
Lin Xiaowan wanted to speak several times, but didn't know where to start.
Is it no big deal to say it at this time?
How could she not understand what Su Yao meant to her?
The only thing I can do is watch.
asshole.
What a bastard!
How could that be done?
Lin Xiaowan was extremely angry when he spied on his best friend who was always happily telling him about this and that not long ago.
"Xiaowan..."
Hear an ethereal voice like a ghost.
"What's wrong?"
"I want to go down for a while and get some air."
"good."
Lin Xiaowan immediately parked the car on the side of the road. But just as the car turned off, he saw a traffic policeman approaching.
It seems you can't park here.
She wanted to tell her best friend this information.
"Crack."
But Xia Xianyue had already gotten out of the car. From the right side, she went directly to the main road.
"What are you doing?"
Lin Xiaowan was so startled that he couldn't care less about the traffic inspector and hurried down.
"squeak--"
"Bang--"
I heard a sound when I unbuckled my seat belt.
Lin Xiaowan raised his face and was stunned. The figure he could still see just now disappeared.
"Are you kidding me?"
He went down with a cold feeling all over his body.
I saw a white car parked sideways.
The traffic inspector trotted over.
"What happened? When you get out of the car, don't you look to see if there is a car coming from behind?!"
The young female driver got out of the car and was startled when she saw the inspector coming over. She immediately said, "Did you see that she opened the door suddenly by herself? It has nothing to do with me."
"What's the matter with you?! At this time, the most important thing is whether someone is okay."
The traffic inspector frowned.
There was blood all over the ground.
The white front of the car was also scratched.
The smell of blood is particularly clear and pungent on colder nights.
"Xiaoyue?!"
Lin Xiaowan just got off the left side and ran towards where Xia Xianyue was lying in grief.
But he saw her tremblingly getting up from the pool of blood again.
"It won't work..."
"Not that strong at all...cough, ugh."
"So weak, just a dragster."
Still dragging his body forward unconsciously.
"You saw it! This is just a lunatic! It's not my responsibility!"
The driver took the opportunity to say.
"Shut up!"
The traffic inspector yelled.
"Xiaoyue, what on earth are you going to do?"
Seeing that Xia Xianyue was still going forward, Lin Xiaowan hurried over to stop her.
She couldn't help but shed tears from her eyes, "He can't see you doing this! Even if he sees it, he won't change his mind!"
"Why···"
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? He is obviously a good friend of mine."
"What?! What does this mean?"
Lin Xiaowan gritted his teeth.
"If I had known earlier..."
"Crack!"
Lin Xiaowan slapped Xia Xianyue on the face, "Please wake up! Have you completely given up on your life now because of that scumbag?!"
“···”
Xia Xianyue stood there dully, looking at Lin Xiaowan intently.
"Don't be like this, really don't be like this..."
Lin Xiaowan hugged Xia Xianyue and couldn't help crying.
"It's okay, it will be okay. Aren't there still us?"
“···”
"I···"
"There is nothing left..."
"It's really gone. Everything is gone."
"Woo."
"Ugh..."
On the road, two women hugged each other and cried loudly like children. Only the traffic inspector and the female driver were left watching silently.
Tired of crying.
Perhaps her emotions were almost released, and Xia Xianyue lost consciousness.
"Call an ambulance!"
"She was hurt quite badly!"
"I.I'll call!"
The female driver didn't shirk responsibility like she did at first and quickly called.
Finally, the vehicle moved aside. Several people called an ambulance and worked together to bring the unconscious Xia Xianyue up.
——
June 23rd.
Su Yao did not stay in Kyoto, got off the plane and changed places again.
Austria.
A city thousands or even tens of thousands of kilometers away from east to west.
It can even be said that it is on the other side of the earth.
"~"
Just came in to eat.
In the middle of the process, Youye climbed onto the piano seat in the corner of the hotel.
The small, white fingers danced on the keys.
The song she plays is Moonlight, one of the world famous songs.
At first, the diners in the restaurant obviously just thought it was fun to watch a beautiful oriental girl go up to her, but now they are all listening seriously.
Fascinated.
How could someone play such a tune that has been around for hundreds of years to such an extent?
After playing, Youye bowed very skillfully and gracefully.
"Quick, quack, quack—"
“···”
There was a round of applause from the audience, and many people showed surprised expressions and spoke in a language that Su Yao could not understand.
And that pure white figure just stared at Su Yao from beginning to end, and then came back and sat down in front of Su Yao.
"In fact, you have already been able to compose emotional music, right?"
"As long as I think of the memories I have with my big brother, whether they are sad or happy, it seems that any style of night time is not a problem."
Youye added, "It's because the eldest brother didn't ask Youye. Didn't Youye lie?"
"Ah, big brother ate all the sashimi while Yu Ye was playing the piano!"
"That's too much!"
“Wouldn’t it be nice to order another one?”
Su Yao stared out the window.
At this time of year in Austria, it actually snowed.
Snow falls from the lead-gray clouds incessantly. It is white, misty, silent, and beautiful——
Withdraw your gaze.
"Then let's start from here. I will be the agent and you will be the money-making tool."
"Hehe, it's just that manager Youye doesn't want to be used as a tool."
"Then become an agent and part-time lover."
"good!"
Youye completely lost the elegance he had when playing the piano just now, and said with a smile, "Then Youye will be a money-making tool and lover."
"Actually, you are keeping the pretty boy, right?"
"Then You Ye is the lover who keeps the pretty boy!"
“···”
If you think about it now.
You Ye always had corresponding plans no matter what choice he made from the beginning.
For example, temporarily changing direction to come to Austria.
Youye easily improvised on the street, singing in Austrian language, and gained countless stares.
Nowadays, you don’t have to go to the bank to cash out your meal money.
All of it was earned temporarily by Youye.
I have been here like this for the past two days, occasionally singing on the roadside and staying in hotels.
In such a short period of time, the agency called and wanted to sign a contract with Youye.
But Youye refused them all.
She said, no need, she already has the most satisfactory agent. Besides, her dream is not to be an artist.
Today too.
I performed impromptu outside, and saved some money to go shopping and buy some thick winter clothes. And boots. The snow here is too deep, so I can't live without boots.
Return to the hotel.
We also took a bath together.
They didn't say what had to happen, they just sat in the bathtub together and cuddled up with their petite bodies. It seemed like that was all.
That's good.
Su Yao thought that he had to cheer up.
Although Yu Ye can do everything, if he really wants to be a worthless waste, then he is sorry. At least he should play the role of a manager well.
"Big brother, if you want to be a good agent, why don't you learn a few more languages first?"
"That's true."
"So, let Youye teach big brother?"
"this···"
"Dame means hello in Austrian language? It's the most commonly used one, so be sure to remember it, right?"
"No matter how stupid you think I am, there is no need to use such words to deceive."
"Hehehe, because it's fun!"
“···”
"Servus, is this a common word for greeting?"
"I always feel like you're lying to me."
"It's true. If you don't believe it, big brother can touch Youye's tail and feel it."
"Then how do you feel?"
"I don't know."
"You just said that because your tail wanted to be touched, right?"
"Hehehehe..."
“···”
In fact, Su Yao believes that he can do better if he continues to live like this.
Day after day.
You can always find something you can do. After all, you are alone in this world, so you can live anywhere.
Besides, with You Ye here, you won't have to live in poverty.
But--
Accident... It's not right, it's not an accident.
Today is a special day.
So I received something special. I don’t know how they found out about it on the new communication equipment.
Even Austria received it.
"Can you watch it together, Yu Ye?"
After Youye noticed this fact, he said this.
"Still not watching."
"Youye has started playing?"
This time, You Ye did not follow Su Yao's idea. Instead, he turned on the computer and transferred the data to the computer.
Then he sat generously on Su Yao's legs, took Su Yao's hand and put it on his chest to hug him.
Want to ask.
Doing this will only make everyone unhappy, right?
But You Ye’s serious look doesn’t seem to be a joke, and besides—
The sight of the person on the laptop screen also made Su Yao unable to speak any more.
"Have Yao seen the schedule I noted on my phone?"
"If you read it, you would know that I didn't mark today on purpose, right?"
"Actually, today is my birthday. I turn 21 today."
The person on the screen swept away the previous gloom and was instead very optimistic holding a guitar.
Smiling.
"Sure enough, I'm still a little lonely without Ah Yao."
"Hey, hey, we're still here!"
Lin Xiaowan's angry voice-over came.
"Ah, after all, this is just for Ah Yao to see~ Just bear with it~"
"Hey, Ah Yao has composed music, right? Where the Stars Are, it's really too much for you to never tell me."
"I tried to learn."
"Now you can take it out and play. If you use the harmonica, I will use the guitar. Although my guitar is a bit bad, I feel pretty good after practicing for so long."
Xia Xianyue closed her eyes and tried the string, and then a sound came from the laptop's inferior speaker.
Where the stars are.
It was different from his and Yuye's playing, a clumsy but similar tune.
It's very bad.
But she seemed to be playing very seriously.
"Okay. That's it."
"You can laugh if you want, I'm just half-assed anyway!"
"It's June now. The weather in Austria should be quite cold, right? Is everything going well?"
"Ah, Xiao Youye should be able to do these very well, I don't need to say more."
"I recorded the video specifically to say something."
"Don't worry about me, I have Mommy, and my best friend - mua."
Xia Xianyue pulled Lin Xiaowan into the country and gave her a very exaggerated kiss.
"It's so disgusting!"
The latter sighed.
There was another fight.
From the gap between them, you can see the cake placed on the dining table, with the candles brightly lit.
"No need to worry about me anyway."
"I want to understand, as long as Ah Yao can live happily."
"If you have time, don't go back to China. Really, I won't eat you when I come back."
"snort···"
"It's just that Xiao Youye may not want to."
"That's it."
"I wish you all the best in Austria."
"By the way, it would be even better if you wish me a happy birthday on the other side of the screen."
Then Xia Xianyue put down her guitar and several people gathered around the dining table. Xia Liangzhen asked her to make a wish, so she blew out the candles in one breath.
"I hope everyone lives a happy life."
Speak out your heart so loudly.
"It won't work if you say it, okay? Idiot!"
"Can't you just pretend you can't hear me? You idiot!"
"How can you not hear it when you speak so loudly?"
"I told you that I recorded the video for Ah Yao to see!"
“···”
A very unexpected sight.
It was as if what happened the past few days were all hallucinations. There was no sadness, no tears, and no criticism.
I just spent my birthday laughing.
The scene disappeared. The screen went dark and the progress bar also ran out.
The faces of Su Yao and You Ye were reflected on the black screen.
"Youye, it's time to sleep."
"Hey, big brother, why don't you cry like a child leaning on Youye?"
"You only do that if you have something wrong with you."
"But last time on the plane-"
"Hmm."
The best way to shut up You Ye is to solve the root of the problem.
This is the first time we have been together since coming to Austria.
This is also the beginning.
From today on, I really have to live here.
Maybe will go back.
But that must be a long time later.
——
"Crack."
In the early morning, Su Yao got up again.
Youye was still asleep in bed, breathing very steadily.
Light a cigarette.
Youye is really more considerate than expected. There is no doubt about this.
But Su Yao didn't want to take advantage of that kindness.
So I want to take another look and confirm.
It's not that I can't bear it.
I just want to put the image in my mind again and then destroy it completely. There is no need for such obstacles in my new life with You Ye.
Open your notebook.
Play the footage again. Over and over again.
Witness that true smile.
So good.
Birthday.
Is it a real expression or is it intentional?
Just pretend it's true.
Thinking like this makes it very easy. Because everyone is good.
How many times has it been played again?
Instead of clicking play again, I chose delete.
Um?
But before deleting it, the stopped play button started again.
The picture is completely different from before.
It was dim, and even the figure could only be vaguely discerned to be Xia Xianyue.
“···”
silence.
If I hadn't heard the noise, I would have thought the picture was still.
It took a long time before I heard someone's voice.
"It would be great if I could really be this happy."
"I still like Ah Yao."
“I really like it.”
"It's not out of guilt, it's just out of love."
"That's why I feel possessive and unwilling to give in..."
Choking.
"Will you see this video?"
"Will they not accept it at all?"
"I don't know anything."
"Then Ah Yao couldn't let go of me at all, so he looked at it again and again. Only in this way can he see me now."
"Thinking about it this way, I feel much more relaxed."
"sorry···"
"I have no grudge against Ah Yao."
"Ah Yao was worried about what would happen to me even before leaving, so he told everyone around me in advance, but not me."
"There's no trust at all."
"asshole!"
"Wouldn't this make me more sad? Such unnecessary tenderness."
"Who do you think you are?!"
“···”
"Woo."
Still crying.
"Na."
"Maybe Xiao Youye is only suitable for dating, not for living."
"Think of me again then."
"Maybe I don't like Ah Yao anymore and I'm married to a wife."
“···”
"It's a lie, I know, I'm not that powerful at all."
"Just a coward."
"I'm really sad and scared."
"I'm the only one left. Although I have Mom and good friends around me, but..."
"It's simply impossible..."
“···”
When he said that, the expressions he showed were completely opposite to those just now.
"Big brother."
I don't know when, the petite body hugged me from behind.
"For now, even if the eldest brother has to rely on Yuye because of his sister, that's okay."
at this moment.
I can no longer hide or act like an actor, just be honest and hug my petite body to my chest.
Through that warm body, all the suppressed emotions during this period were released.
That's it, it's over.
Then, really start a new life from now on.
Then one day I will finally forget her face and her smiling eyes.