Chapter 180 Rather than having time to sympathize with others, it is better to cherish the side
Chapter 180 Rather than having time to sympathize with others, it’s better to value the people around you more
Since the love game was upgraded, Su Yao has never tried loading files.
Let alone now jump to ten years later.
yes.
Su Yao admitted that she knew Lin Xiaowan. In the past, she was really disgusted with such people, but in the end, she was almost treated as an ordinary friend.
Then the problem comes.
Now she is dead.
He happened to die in front of him. Save him or not?
"call--"
Su Yao smoked a cigarette lightly, temporarily blocking out the noisy surroundings.
I always feel...
Have you ever done this kind of multiple-choice question somewhere?
It's just that it's easier to get the answer in advance this time than before.
It doesn’t matter if you want to criticize your three outlooks for being incorrect, or if you want to criticize him for not saving his life.
In short, in the world at this time, Xia Xianyue does not know herself, and Lin Xiaowan has nothing to do with herself.
Su Yao recognized such a world.
So, if a stranger dies in front of your eyes, you have to risk your own life to help others.
"Sorry, I had a little accident here."
"It might take a while to get to school."
If it's just a rear-end collision, taking pictures, and waiting for the other party to call the insurance and traffic inspectors to sign and divide the responsibilities, that's it.
But after death, the character of a person completely changes.
"Ah, Teacher Xiao Su, are you okay?"
"No, no, it's just an ordinary scratch."
“···”
After making it clear to the school, Su Yao was like a stranger, squatting on the edge of the crowd indifferently.
It is no different from the audience, waiting for the people to deal with related matters to come.
It's quite close to the hospital.
Within a few minutes, the ambulance arrived.
"Ula Ula-"
Then the sound of police sirens was heard in the distance.
Several nurses in white coats lifted up the white cloth and took a look. They frowned and carried the body, with its limbs twisted, onto a stretcher.
"Hey! Look, that woman seems to be still alive! She moved her hands!"
"It should be dead, right? No matter what kind of creature dies, there will be muscle reactions."
"No, no, didn't you see that the rag covering it moved just now?"
“···”
Watching them carrying the stretcher to the ambulance, some people started talking again.
"Are you the owner of the Audi that was hit?"
Another medical staff stopped in front of the woman who was staggering and crying and said, "You also come with us to the hospital first."
He didn't seem to mention himself.
Su Yao followed the back of the woman who was being helped by the medical staff to get into the ambulance together, and saw the stretcher placed securely in the car.
Several people carefully placed the oxygen mask on Lin Xiaowan's blood-covered face. The cover slowly and clearly printed mist.
Really alive.
I saw an inspector saw his car behind the Audi and came towards me.
Su Yao knew that if he didn't say anything, he would probably stay here.
"I think I know the man who fell from the building."
"If there's an accident, I'll ask you to identify it first. I think the woman seems to be a little broken, so I'll go with her first."
"Do you know him? But the question now is-"
"Please, I'm just going to bother you first. The accident scene has not been touched at all, and the keys are still in the car. Please deal with it first."
Before the inspector could reply, Su Yao also got into the car with the medical staff.
——
Hospital.
Lin Xiaowan is indeed not dead.
But the situation wasn't much better. After he was pushed out of the operating room, the doctor told him bluntly that the chance of surviving the night was very small, so he had to be prepared.
Of course, I didn't say this to Su Yao or the unlucky woman.
"Please."
"Really, please save her, ah!"
“···”
It was said to Mo Zhi.
My impression of this person, Su Yao, has always been that he was relatively tall and had an almost indulgent personality towards Lin Xiaowan.
But now he was crying bitterly and collapsed on his knees in front of the doctor.
What kind of life is it?
The man Su Yao who was quarreling with Lin Xiaowan whom I saw yesterday did not see him. Instead, he thought that the world line had changed and disappeared, and Mo Zhizhi came.
Something like that must be very complicated.
It's impossible to figure it out just by thinking and speculating. Su Yao doesn't want to figure it out either.
I just sat on the bench with the woman in a daze for a while, and then because Mo was always there, I could handle the rest of the things with the woman.
"Then, you need to negotiate with Mr. Su later on to see when you can help him repair the paint that has fallen off the car."
"The dented areas can be easily replaced."
"Ah, yes, yes, good."
The woman's face was always pale, and her whole body was shaking.
Nothing else.
Any normal person would be panicked if they encountered something like this for no reason. Relatively speaking, I'm afraid it's abnormal for me to be so calm.
Su Yao barely expressed any opinions during the whole process and readily signed the accident determination form.
Before leaving the Inspectorate, Su Yao took another special look at the front desk.
Although he is obviously older and his hairstyle has changed, but looking at him now, it turns out that the civilian inspector at the front desk has not changed. He still has some impression of him.
So--
That is to say, only you, and the people and things related to you, change.
Su Yao originally wanted to go to school, but when he drove the car to the school gate, the uncle saw the tragic situation at the front of the car and asked about it.
I also thought that maybe I would be discussed even if I entered the school.
I always feel like that would be very irritating.
I am empty-headed right now, and teaching in this state will definitely mislead students.
"Sorry, can you allow me to take a day off today?"
So I simply asked for leave and went home.
No one answered the doorbell when I rang it. It seemed that You Ye was not at home.
"Dip, recognition successful."
Su Yao tried to press his fingerprint again and successfully entered.
Push your body onto the sofa and sink in.
"Crack."
Then he lit a cigarette by himself. When he saw a clean glass jar under the coffee table, he took it out and put it on the table.
"Dip, recognition successful."
Just after taking the first puff, You Ye came back.
It came in not through the window, but through fingerprint recognition like Su Yao.
There were shopping bags on both sides of her petite body. One side probably contained lettuce, and a large portion of the garlic was exposed.
The other side is meat, and there is a piece of meat with a big golden background and red letters - special offer.
"Big brother."
Her expression was a little serious, and she put down her bag and walked to the entrance.
While changing his shoes, he continued to talk.
"It smells like blood."
“···”
Su Yao looked at the burning red dot, remained silent for a moment and said, "It's not mine."
"Youye knows."
Of course I know.
If Su Yao was seriously injured, You Ye would not be so calm.
"So, did Big Brother encounter another human being dying in front of him?"
"again?"
Su Yao raised his face in surprise.
"Ten years ago, my eldest brother came back one night and felt strange for a long time."
"You Ye could smell the blood of strange humans at that time."
"I also checked the news the next day. A female human high school student jumped off a building. The address is very close to the place where my elder brother went to buy sashimi."
"Big Brother, I think you still think that Youye doesn't know."
“···”
Su Yao recalled some fragmented memories.
But it was different from what Yuye described. What was that girl’s name? Later, she even wrote a novel and asked me to submit it.
I happened to save her when I read the file.
Ahhh.
Understood.
Because Xia Xianyue has nothing to do with him in the current world, the fact that he successfully saved Xia Xianyue by loading the file in order to save her will no longer exist.
Therefore, in Youye's memory, it was just that he did not save himself and concealed what happened when he went out that night.
"With great power comes great responsibility. You Ye, a human being, doesn't agree with this."
"But Youye still remembers another sentence my elder brother said to Youye, and I agree with it very much."
"What?"
Su Yao didn't know what memory she was thinking of that was different from her own and started laughing again.
"If the color of the world makes you unhappy, then paint the color of the world to a color you like."
"It's not a question of ability or responsibility."
"Just do it because it will make you feel better. Then there is no problem."
“···”
Su Yao looked at those serious pupils and took a deep breath.
Scratched his head.
"It seems like you have become better at talking than me."
"But you're right, it makes you look like a girl to be bothered all the time."
"But Youye is also a mother, what about you guys?"
"There's no need to tease me now, right?"
Su Yao smiled bitterly.
In fact, the subtle guilt buried deep in my heart is not because of such a thing.
"Then big brother, go now."
"Ah? Now?"
"What's the problem?"
Youye asked in confusion.
After hearing You Ye say on the way that she had a medical qualification certificate and seemed to be quite famous in the industry, Su Yao suddenly went to Wikipedia to search for You Ye's experience as a doctor.
My experience with the certificate was very strange.
I saw an interview with Youye on the video, and she answered.
'Because the eldest brother said it would be nice to have a yacht, but there is still a little money left.'
"Someone happens to be sick, and she is willing to give money, so I can cure her."
“···”
In this way, I got the authoritative medical qualification certificate from Norway inexplicably.
This happened many times after that.
Many countries have certificates. Su Yao didn't see one of the so-called thank you letters at home. It seems that You Ye thought it was meaningless and even turned around and threw it away.
In Snow Country, although Youye has never taken action, at least she has a certain reputation in the medical field, so it doesn't seem to be difficult for her to intervene in treating patients.
"Well, please help me ask the family members about their wishes."
"In addition, you can watch it through a probe, but it is not allowed to be broadcast to the outside world."
“···”
If You Ye were here, there wouldn't seem to be any scene where she revealed her identity in the hospital, a bunch of people were shocked, and her family members were crying and begging her to go in for treatment.
Su Yao drove the car, and she arranged everything on the phone in the car.
Enter the hospital.
The vice president personally came to the door to greet him, and then took Su Yao and You Ye all the way to the intensive care unit where Lin Xiaowan lived.
"The patient's condition is now like this."
"The skull is cracked, and there are many blood clots inside. This part of the nerve is compressed..."
"The ribs here are broken, and some fragments are stuck in the organs..."
“···”
Some of them took the films they took and discussed their condition while walking with Youye.
"I understand, please push the patient to the operating room."
After listening for a while, You Ye didn't want to pretend to listen anymore and said, "Let's start the operation now."
"ah?"
Several doctors looked at each other.
"Get ready. Rather than listening to what you said, Professor Yu already knows it in his mind after watching the movie just now."
Only the vice-president, whose hair was half white, looked at Youye's back with passionate eyes and gave a definite answer.
It was impossible for Su Yao to follow for the surgery.
He just stood there and watched as they pushed Lin Xiaowan out of the intensive care unit. Mo also came up from downstairs to pay the fee and followed her all the way to the operating room.
"——"
The lights during the operation were turned on, which now isolated him and Su Yao.
"Boom."
Su Yao had just sat down on the bench, but unexpectedly Mo Cai suddenly came over, knelt down in front of him and kowtowed.
"I just heard from the dean that your wife is a very remarkable person."
"real."
"I was really desperate."
"But now, thank you very much! If I can make her wake up, I will do anything."
"Whether she is cured in the end or not, I will repay you!"
“···”
Su Yao was speechless.
A man who was much taller than himself was kneeling in front of him. This scene was really not a scene that would make you laugh out loud.
"If you want to say thank you, just say it to my wife."
This is the only way to respond.
Want to say.
I'm not that noble person.
If no one had said at that time that Lin Xiaowan might not be dead yet, nor had he seen the fog on the respirator mask, the future he expects now would not have happened.
I have absolutely no right to accept this praise.
Su Yao guessed that You Ye was probably being watched by humans during the operation, so he had no choice but to cure it step by step, and the time was naturally extended.
"alright."
I waited for at least three hours for You Ye to come out. When I took off the mask, my face was wet with a layer of fine beads of sweat.
"Doctor You is really amazing!"
"I have never seen such fast suturing speed, removal and suturing at the same time, and it's all with one hand!"
“···”
The few doctors who came out to help were all beaming with joy.
Nothing excites them more than watching a once-in-a-lifetime precious operation save someone who would have been impossible to save. Even the video of this operation may be used as a teaching material and a documentary for medical school students in the future.
"alright?"
Only Mo was trembling all the time, looking straight at the bed being pushed out steadily by two nurses in the operating room.
"Okay, it's only a matter of time before you wake up."
Youye said calmly, "But her leg is going to be amputated and all the nerves are damaged. I can't treat it."
"It would be nice to wake up..."
"Thanks."
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
"Thank you very much!"
He knelt on the ground again and cried like a child.
Several doctors couldn't bear to help him up, so they moved Lin Xiaowan to a new ward for rest.
Youye took this opportunity to change his clothes and left with Su Yao.
When they sat in the car together again, Su Yao saw that her face, which was slightly tired just now, had completely brightened up.
"I wish I had known You Ye would go up. Judging from You Ye, that human just now can still survive until tomorrow morning."
You Ye said unhappily, "Being watched by humans, what originally took ten minutes took many times the time."
"Youye."
Su Yao opened the window and lit a cigarette, "You should be able to heal her legs too."
"Yes. But that would require using Youye's tail. The body has deteriorated to the point where it will take half a year for the tail to grow back. Youye doesn't want to do anything that will reduce Youye and Big Brother's ability to resist risks."
"Whoa whoa."
"Big brother."
Youye raised his phone again and showed the screen to Su Yao. On it was a transfer record of 100,000 yuan.
“I’ve also reaped the benefits.”
"Ah, that's it. Ha, ha, ha."
Su Yao couldn't help but laugh.
"? Brother, why are you laughing? Do you think Youye earns too little?"
You Ye puffed up her cheeks, "That's just for the sake of big brother - um?"
Was attacked by surprise.
You Ye's pupils widened slightly, but she didn't resist. She naturally started to respond with her tail.
But Su Yao had no intention of continuing.
"...Big brother?"
Youye made a confused sound.
"It's just kissing, don't think too much about it."
"But the big brother put his hands into Youye's clothes and squeezed the baby canteen?"
"Is there any?"
"Yes."
"That's an illusion."
"Wum, Youye doesn't care, but you helped the big brother. Then the big brother will play with Youye in the afternoon."
“···”
Su Yao started the car and occasionally talked to You Ye like a couple on the road. For example, it was only now that she realized that You Ye actually paid attention to supermarket discounts.
Occasionally, he behaves like a noisy and awkward child. This is also the coquettish behavior that he has become accustomed to after becoming too familiar with it.
think.
Nothing special.
It is undoubtedly irresponsible behavior to save someone at the risk of loading files.
It doesn't matter if it's selfishness. The fact is that Su Yao cares more about You Ye and his current life than Lin Xiaowan's death.
Now You Ye has gone to treat her. This is something that does not cost anything. It does not matter with a little effort.
Yuye's unwillingness to cut off his tail and take risks to save her was essentially the same as his own.
She is unwilling to significantly reduce her ability to resist risks for the sake of someone she doesn't have a close relationship with or even knows at all.
He is the kind of person who is selfless and dedicated.
But Su Yao is not.
Su Yao can admire those who risk their lives to save others regardless of their families.
But admiration is admiration, and doing it yourself is another matter.
At least for Su Yao, unless there is something wrong with something he cherishes, otherwise, he may not have the chance to try to read the file and see if it still exists.
If someone comments that this is selfishness or cowardice, it doesn't matter. Real life is not about praising or receiving praise.
Just saying——
While waiting at the traffic light, I caught a glimpse of Youye with her whole face pressed against the window, watching the barbecue restaurant on the street making preparations. Two clerks were threading the octopus tentacles on bamboo sticks.
“Great taste...”
Mumbling to himself, like a child.
The only person in this world who can do his best is You Ye.
That’s not right, I still have two children now.
But then again, it's probably very difficult for Yuye to give his best when it's his turn.
“···”
When turning the car around, another figure appeared in Su Yao's mind involuntarily.
What would happen to me if she died?
"Brother, Youye is hungry."
At this time, Youye turned his head and tugged at Su Yao's clothes.
The voice is soft and waxy.
"Then let's go eat."
Su Yao smiled.
"Okay~ Youye likes big brother the most~"
“···”
How could it be so easy to die?
Now Xia Xianyue doesn't look like someone who will die like Lin Xiaowan. She has an adopted daughter as her sustenance. Maybe her life was not good before, but she is not bad now.
so.
It is enough to focus on the petite figure sitting next to you.
At the barbecue restaurant Youye bought a lot of ingredients she wanted to eat and took them back with bamboo sticks.
The boss also gave me a bag of grilled sausages.
Su Yao turned on her phone, pulled Youye into her arms while she was still chewing on the octopus tentacles, and raised her phone to take a short selfie video.
"Everyone, have you seen this? This person with a mouth full of food scraps is my wife."
"Aww."
I don’t know what You Ye said vaguely.
"Look at this again."
Su Yao picked up a piece of heated sausage.
"At the age of 32, my wife bought me this sausage in full. I don't think it was a waste at all."
"Money, no matter how much or how little, just spend it happily."
"Aba Aba?"
You Ye was still biting hard without realizing it.
Take the photo.
send.
As mentioned just now, Su Yao feels that the same applies to people. The most important thing is to make yourself and the people you cherish happy.