Chapter 185 Keep Smiling and Maintain a Tranquil Tone and Greet Mei
Chapter 185 Keep a smile and an inertial tone, and then welcome a bright future
There was no sense of reality in that moment.
"Teacher Su, haven't you left yet?"
Wait until the last teacher returns from class.
“···”
Hearing the voice and coming back to his senses, Su Yao realized that he was the only one left in the staff room where they were discussing just now.
"I plan to go back now."
Su Yao reluctantly responded and went out with her shoulder bag.
The clear light shines on the face, which feels dazzling. The steps are heavier than expected. In the past, I would always take a second look at the various figures on the sports field, but now I can't arouse the slightest interest.
Within half an hour of leaving late.
Su Yao rummaged through countless news.
Things are really too simple.
Xia Xianyue had the ambition to die. It was not something she took for granted today, but she had it long ago.
There are last words.
Just stay on the social platform and be picked out.
But is it inappropriate to dig up the comments left by her IP address before she died, or even two years ago, as her last words?
Not sure.
I only know that those words are clearly imprinted in my mind.
'I hate this world, but there is always a part of it that keeps me.'
'I think this is true.'
'No such part can be found.'
The scandal about Xia Liangzhen was also exposed.
It's probably her opponents who can't wait to get her out of office.
What a demanding childhood for daughters.
Fuck the relationship and get on top.
Trading monopoly.
Calling the orphans in the orphanage trash that no one wants - on this point, Xiaobai happened to become the focus of public opinion.
Many people even speculated that Xiaobai's expulsion was the last straw that broke Xia Xianyue's heart.
Many people take advantage of the opportunity and go to disturb the welfare home.
Because of this, many people accused him of eating steamed buns made of human blood.
straw···
Is that so?
What was the last thing you said to yourself?
explain.
I once asked myself for help, but I turned a blind eye.
Because this is a world line that has never disturbed her.
What she said was obviously true.
Of course, the memory of holding an umbrella with her and getting half wet before returning home did not happen. That day, I was woken up by her crying and faced her hungry eyes.
explain.
"Deserved it."
Then he went back freely. He had nothing to do with her from beginning to end.
Even after walking to the car and sitting in the driver's seat, Su Yao didn't know what to do.
It was because no one was looking at me anymore, so I no longer had to pretend, so I started to tremble and purse my lips.
Tried making a call.
But that's not right.
Absolutely not right.
What do you want to do by energizing the corpse's private number? Do you expect her to fake the corpse?
The news said that he jumped from the highest hotel in Dongcheng.
The body was so hard to see that no one could identify her and could only identify her through her clothes.
'This city in Snow Country is really terrible, I will never come again.'
The person who was suspected of marrying Xia Xianyue also expressed angrily.
Pull out the cigarette.
"Crack."
When I smelled the burnt smell, I realized that the direction was reversed. I changed one and lit it again.
My eyes were looking for something in the car.
That's due to inertia.
I found something sharp, a small umbrella. The handle was hook-shaped and had a tip.
If you stabbed such a sharp object into your throat and damaged your arteries, you would definitely die. You wouldn't know it after such a long night.
But.
The love game has been uninstalled.
Uninstalled?
"Buzz."
The phone is vibrating.
"Teacher Su, what's going on today?"
It was the primary school teacher who was responsible for teaching the children.
"Sorry, I'll be right back."
Possibilities came to mind.
So Su Yao quickly started the car, overtook other cars uncharacteristically, and went to school as quickly as possible.
"Ba Ba~ Xiaoli wants to eat something sweet today."
"What are you eating sweetly? Didn't you eat the sashimi yesterday well?!"
“···”
Her ears were filled with the sound of children who had still felt happy in the morning. At this moment, Su Yao felt inexplicably irritable, "I'm not going anywhere today, I'm going home."
Realizing that their father's tone was strange, the two children looked at each other and stopped talking.
Return home.
Su Yao went into the house before the two children.
You Ye was not seen in the living room.
"Crack-"
Pushing open the bedroom door, I saw You Ye who was still huddled in the bed.
"...Big brother?"
She seemed to have been asleep just now, but she was woken up and looked around in a daze.
"Have you all come back?"
"You Ye, I seem to have slept for a long time."
“···”
Su Yao didn't reply.
His eyes stared blankly at the top of Youye's head. It was blank. It was empty.
Except for the bed backrest, walls, pillows, and bed. No matter how you look upward, the ceiling will appear at most.
There are no entries.
Nothing exists.
Su Yao understood.
Last night was neither a dream nor a hallucination.
This is something that has long been understood.
I made my choice clearly last night. I have no regrets. I also vowed to protect the little happiness I have now.
"Baba is so weird today."
"Shh, it's probably because we got sick. It's better for us to behave."
"good···"
The two children lowered their voices and movements, and each obediently went back to their rooms to do their own things.
"Big brother."
The small hand touched his cheek.
The trembling of the fingertips was fresh and warm.
"Tell you a secret."
"You Ye has successfully become a human."
“···”
What does that mean?
Su Yao noticed that Youye got up from the bed, turned around and got dressed, and the tail on his back disappeared.
Exactly.
"Ahhh."
Su Yao held his head in confusion.
Suddenly I understood.
This is your own life.
This is the real choice.
Happiness, yes.
That's right in front of you.
And what you have to lose for what you have in front of you still exists.
Ahhh.
Now I understand.
That string of numbers represents the world at this time.
Represents Xia Xianyue’s death.
A death that has nothing to do with you.
Nothing to do?!
Then why——
However, no matter how detailed it was, I only left my own memories behind.
Everyone's memories have been rewritten, except for mine.
Su Yao felt his body begin to shake, and his brain became confused.
"Big brother?!"
He raised his face and saw an anxious little face, stretching out his hand towards himself.
Small, white hands.
Who am I?
What are you doing?
——
The love game is about keeping your word.
Dreamland···
Does it mean that the time after losing consciousness in the real world is considered a dream?
All of them.
Experience everything again in every detail.
A single acquaintance, warmth.
Brush your teeth together.
Confess.
Where the stars are.
wedding.
The birth of a child.
The sense of accomplishment of applying for a job as a teacher based on one’s own strength.
Those who forget about food and sleep want to do well.
Su Yao seemed to see another shadow of himself.
he said.
'It's your choice.'
'Whatever you gain, you lose.'
'This is the new life you have dreamed of.'
Can't refute.
Stop being so fucking self-righteous!
Obviously what I hoped for at that time was, even if it was despicable...
If she had interfered with her life, it would not be impossible for her to survive after that.
How could it be like now?!
It's possessive.
But when I heard she said she wanted to get married, I never thought about what to do.
I've never heard of it being like this if your life is not interfered with by yourself.
Before uninstalling the game, I had never heard of anything like this happening next.
It's like, completely designed.
Can you say that?
There are only mutually beneficial transactions in the world. How can the other party give you complete benefits and you can continue the game without intending to fulfill your obligations?
“···”
When Su Yao opened her eyes leisurely, she didn't find anyone around her.
Only the light blue curtains swayed in the wind.
The suit on his body was taken off, and he was lying on the bed comfortably covered with a quilt.
Get up.
The living room was also empty.
Looking at the time, it was already around eight o'clock in the morning the next day.
As a teacher, I missed class.
Today is Friday.
The children still have to go to school, and there is no car parked at the door. Probably Youye has sent them to school.
"——"
The door was open and Su Yao, wearing only thin pajamas, felt a little cold.
Want to close the door.
But I always have hallucinations.
Can't close it.
There was a girl squatting beside the door, concentrating on playing games.
ask.
'Have you been waiting for a long time?'
She hurriedly hid the game that she had played for more than 100 levels, and waved her hand.
It seemed like I could vaguely see the fine night snow, breathing in the heat.
Coming from afar. Smiling.
Su Yao looked at it for a while, found it boring, and closed the door.
When I walked to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror and felt that my face looked really bad. There was also a lot of beard sprouting, making me look untidy.
Pick up the electric shaver and trim it.
brush teeth.
Wash your face.
Looking in the mirror again, except for the bloodshot eyes, my overall complexion has improved a lot.
There is still breakfast for one person on the table.
"bite--"
Su Yao put it in the microwave to heat it up and turned on the TV.
Expressive.
This is not possible.
He patted his face and smiled.
He eats the breakfast made by his wife with a smile, and then stares at the relaxing morning news on the TV. Of course, Yuye's craftsmanship will not remain the same.
Ten years is long enough for her to learn any cuisine she wants. She can learn it by pinching her nose.
It tastes good.
As the news for dinner, I first talked about several recent attacks by KB elements in foreign countries.
It's really not peaceful.
Immediately afterwards, as if it were a matter of course, big news that was hotly searched in China was introduced.
"It is reported that at about 11 o'clock yesterday morning, the daughter of the 2025 Asian Xu Run Ranking, who was also the elected representative of this winter city, jumped off the building and committed suicide at the age of 29."
"Regarding this matter, Ms. Xia Liangzhen responded positively last night."
"Let's take a look at the news sent back by our reporter."
“···”
I didn’t know what the reporter said, so I switched to a video.
It's a press conference.
The person standing on the stage looked like Xia Liangzhen. It was completely different from the Xia Liangzhen in Su Yao's memory. He was not at all approachable.
He frowned and spoke in a tone that left no room for doubt.
"As a mother, I have a clear conscience."
"I have given her the most generous environment and education since she was a child. Maybe it is a bit harsh, but as a parent, who doesn't want their children to be able to stand alone?"
"As for the forced marriage rumored online, it's even more groundless. I never forced her to do anything."
"If she says no, then I won't do it."
“···”
"I am really exhausted mentally and physically about this matter. I will also submit my resignation regarding the representative matter. If allowed, I will resign so as not to cause trouble to the citizens."
How exactly?
She was able to talk in detail and actually had tears in her eyes.
How many sentences are true?
Su Yao wanted to say it was hypocritical, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was actually somewhat true.
Xia Xianyue may really not be able to say no.
And as a mother, she thinks she is always urging her daughter to move in the right direction. It is so absurd that she doesn't even know where she went wrong.
If that were the case, that would be ridiculous and pitiful.
This is just a small episode.
After that, we let go of someone who poached a rare protected animal. That animal was a species with only a few thousand left in the world.
Su Yao didn't have any special feelings. He just finished breakfast, washed the dishes and wiped his hands.
Turn off the TV.
To catch a glimpse of the shadow reflected above is not considered spiritual.
This is not possible.
Turn around, walk into the bathroom, and face the mirror again.
Put on the same smile as yesterday.
Too far-fetched.
Start over.
Too false.
Come again.
···
I think, no matter what you do, the premise is not to let the people around you fall into the same confused situation as yourself.
I don’t want to hear or see You Ye’s sad expression anymore.
'Are you really the big brother?'
yes.
What is unparalleled now is what it has always been. Even more pure than before.
It's over soon.
Don't pay attention to who dies.
Don't go to a funeral you're not eligible to attend.
Don't sweep the graves you are not qualified to sweep.
ah.
Speaking of which, you can visit your mother's grave.
Then prepare lessons smoothly and resume real life starting tomorrow.
Do your role as a father.
Play the role of a good husband.
try?
There's no such option. Not really.
···
After spending a long time, Su Yao was silent again and practiced smiling in front of the mirror.
Hurry up.
If clues are discovered too slowly, you will be looked at and questioned with that expression.
——
alright.
The expression is enough.
Su Yao left the bathroom and went out, but no one came back yet.
It's a bit strange. I just sent my two children to school and they haven't come back until almost ten o'clock?
Su Yao went to the room to get her cell phone and was about to make a call, only to find a message from You Ye on it.
[Big brother, the school’s Youye has already asked for leave. 】
[What do you want to eat for lunch? You Ye plans to go to the supermarket to buy the green peppers that you hated before, and try to see how different your taste will be after becoming a full human. 】
I went to buy groceries.
There was no strange question in the text sent because of what happened last night.
Become fully human.
I think of a tail like a dog's tail whose hair has completely withered away. Ten years is almost the same.
It’s also impossible to cut it off with the tail——
There can be no miracles for a person who is completely dead, or a person who fell to pieces and died overnight.
That is her destiny.
Instead of thinking about that, think about what you want to eat.
A spinning corpse hanging from a chandelier.
What?
Now that I think of this.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and tried to type a response.
【Would you like to go to a restaurant for lunch?】
Click Send.
It has not been shown as read for a long time.
Should I call directly?
Then, the tone of voice should also be practiced again. It should match the impeccable expression now.
good.
I'll keep in touch for another ten minutes and call him.
"Buzz."
As soon as Su Yao stood up, the phone vibrated first.
Incoming call——Youye.
The mobile phone vibrated and wandered on the coffee table.
'How about going to a restaurant for lunch?'
'How about going out to eat after a long time at noon? You can also try the taste.'
'It's too much trouble to do, how about going out to eat?'
‘···’
After simulating the lines and tone several times in his mind, Su Yao answered the phone.
"Youye, long time noon -"
"Is he Miss Youye's husband?"
But on the other end of the phone came a man's voice that he had never heard before, with a hint of urgency.
"Who are you?"
"I'm from Dongshi No. 1 Hospital."
"Unfortunately, we inform you that your wife was hit by a malicious car while carrying her two children."
“···”
Su Yao held his breath, as if listening to talk in his sleep.
"Your wife and one of the children died on the spot. We are trying our best to rescue another child. I hope you will come to Dongshi No. 1 Hospital immediately."